CASSIUSToday has been a disaster. I regret causing Xeraphina’s anger. It’s my fault for behaving like an arrogant, absorbed asshole. Once again, she rejected me. When I declared her as mine and my mate, she responded with, “Not yet.” My heart feels like it’s hit the ground. I can’t blame her for being angry. All I can do is stand here silently, berating myself, while Xeraphina and Tilly go to the dance floor.The pain ricocheting within every cell and nerve in my body right now is relentless. I should have never come here. What was I thinking?! That she would see me and forget all the hell I’ve put her through the last two years and come swaying over to me? She won’t allow me anywhere near her at this point. I’ve screwed up my chances of being with Xeraphina and there may not be any coming back from this. I’m a fucking jackass!The horse stables are calling my name, but I promised I would be here, so here is where I’ll stay. That’s what I’m thinking until some asshole walks up and ki
CASSIUSIt took me a while to convince Talon to stand down. As I watch them talking for the time being, my anxiety skyrockets and it’s taking everything in me, not to march right on over there and take what’s mine. Xeraphina is smiling ear to ear, the smile she once used to give me. She’s enjoying herself and I can tell she likes the guy standing in front of her, giving her attentive attention. Something I’ve been lacking on, the last two years. I know deep down that I should leave. But I don’t. I just stew in my own shit, stand here clenching my fists and glaring at them as they get to know one another.Everything is going well until she glances over and catches sight of me in my crazed state. She shifts her gaze and climbs on top of the guy. From my angle, it appears as though she is nuzzling his neck or something. What the fuck?! Then she points towards the stairs, and instantly, my nerves sizzle.‘Is she taking him to her room or what?! Hell no!’ A growl emits from my throat as Ta
CASSIUSWhile Talon and I race through the forest, my anger towards Charity intensifies. She has shown herself to be nothing but a manipulative snake, using me for my position in the pack and my wealth. I felt overwhelming gratitude when they allowed me back into the pack house. It would have been challenging for me if Alpha Joseph hadn’t let me return. It still astonishes me that Charity had the audacity to kick me out of the house. I put in so much effort, pouring my blood and sweat into constructing that damn mansion with my own two hands. Xachariah and a few others from our pack lent a hand, but it would have taken me years to complete it alone. Charity’s once sweet and innocent demeanor turned into something unrecognizable after we said our vows. She has treated me like shit stuck to the bottom of her shoe for the past two years. I bet she’s over the moon with happiness with the chaos she has created for me and Xeraphina. Making me lose my mate while she gets to run off with he
XERAPHINA “I can’t stand to be down here anymore after what Cassius did. Let’s go upstairs. I’m sure my parents would understand. We could go to my room to have more privacy,” I say, craning my neck towards the stairs.“That sounds awesome to me, Xeraphina. Do you want me to grab a couple more beers?”I can’t help but grin and wink at him in response to his question. “Sure. I don’t see why not. Three beers for me shouldn’t be too much, alcohol should it? I promised my father I wouldn’t go overboard. But I don’t even know what my limits are, because until tonight, I have never drank a drop of alcohol,” I explain, shrugging my shoulders.“Nah. With all that food you chowed down at dinner, you should be fine.”As Vaegon walks off, I mind link my father and tell him that Vaegon and I are going up to my room. It’s been a long freaking day and I’m beat. Beyond shifting into my wolf for the first time and all that happened between Cassius and me, I have found my second chance mate and have
XERAPHINA“My mate requires some attention,” Vaegon’s wolf states, his voice seducing and husky. Vaegon rises from my bed, his eyes flitting back and forth between the gold of his wolf and his grayish sky-blue.Vaegon approaches me. Fixated on sky-blue irises, his eyes reveal he has achieved total control over his wolf. One hand tangles in my thick hair, while the other grips my hip, bringing me closer to him. He presses his lips against mine as his partially erect penis rests on my belly button. I experience a burning blaze within me, accompanied by the spectacle of shooting stars behind my closed eyes. Tingles electrify my entire body, traveling to the very center of my being, and my core pulses with need.We’re both struggling to gain control, even though we’re clueless about what we’re doing. It was at that moment when I understood he had kissed no one before, just like he said. My heart fills with happiness, knowing that we are experiencing our first kiss together.Vaegon draws m
XERAPHINATurning off the engine, I’m saddened by the distress emanating from Vaegon, clear in his tense body and sweaty forehead. His wolf Vane growls as Vaegon tries to control him. It’s not surprising that he’s upset. Losing me is his biggest fear. He’s been attempting to persuade me to stay in his room here at the lodge. I’m torn between staying with him and keeping my word to Cassius. I have a strong distaste for liars and have no interest in becoming one myself.Once Vaegon has gained control over his wolf, Vane he glances over at me with a pout on his face. “Xeraphina, please don’t go to Cassius tonight. Stay with me, please. I don’t think I can stand to be away from you now that I’ve found you. Let alone knowing you are going to another man. Vane and I need you. I swear to be a true gentleman and not touch you beyond holding you close to me all night. It’s not physical now. Only a need to be near you every second. The mate bond is intense, and Vane is whining and thrashing aro
CASSIUSAll fucking day, my nerves have been shot all to hell. It doesn’t help that Talon is pacing back-and-forth growling at me as he yells at me, telling me what a fucking idiot I am. I’ve been mimicking his actions, pacing back and forth, checking my phone every five seconds to check the time. Xeraphina is never late to anything. She’s always early to anything she does. But right now she’s fifteen minutes late and I’m wondering if she’ll show up at all.If I had just kept my cock in my pants and not married Charity in the first place, Xeraphina rejecting me, never would have happened. She wouldn’t have a second-chance-mate I would have to compete with. I’ve tried everything to get Xeraphina’s attention and make amends. If this next plan of action cannot get her attention, I don’t know what else I could do. I can’t lose her to a fucking stranger, and I won’t. Xeraphina is mine and I’m going to earn her love and trust back. No matter what it takes. Even fighting Vaegon to the death
CASSIUSFeeling a surge of panic, I find myself rooted in place as Xeraphina walks away from me. The urgency to stop her consumes me, and without hesitation, I break into a sprint. “Xeraphina! Wait! Please, don’t leave me!” gasping for breath, I catch up to her. Desperation fuels my grip on her elbow as I spin her around to face me. In that moment, an electric jolt courses through my arm, igniting the intense bond between us.Tears swim in her eyes as she glares at me. “What do you want, Cassius? Why can’t you just give me some space? After all that has happened today between us and the party tonight, I’m so exhausted. This day has just been…” she trails off, shaking her head as tears fall down her cheeks.“You hurt me, Cassius,” she says, as her gaze sears into my own. “I haven’t even got to know my wolf because of you. She’s been asleep all day. I’m so angry, sad and confused. This is not how things are supposed to be. I’m supposed to be with my mate, and going over marriage and mat