Thalia suddenly felt suffocated and so did her wolf as she went shock still, if she was being honest being with Carter was fun. He was not as much of an asshole as she thought and he treated her well enough but—— she licked her lips and looked down at her hands. “ I am not ready Carter, and nor is my wolf she is still accepting you,” she looked at the brown irises that have dimmed and felt a pang of guilt surfacing in her heart. “ But I am not leaving, I have every intention of being with you just not yet. I am sorry.”Carter nipped her lower lip. “ you don’t need to apologise to me, I can wait for the claiming to happen if that's what you want.” Though his expression was full of reluctance he didn’t push her again. Secretly, Thalia heaved a sigh of relief, she didn’t want to be claimed when she was still unaware about half of the things that happened between her and Carter. She knew that she was being selfish but there was nothing else she could do, her wolf was slowly accepting Car
The next morning Carter had taken her again before he had left her to join his pack’s enforcers to discuss the countermeasures regarding Alex’s accident and the music box, according to Carter the two things had a connection between them. As such it wasn’t until Thalia arrived at the main lodge where the pack was sitting together around the dining table that she saw Carter again discussing something really serious with his pack mates. Alex was also sitting next to him, though he would grimace ever so slightly once in a while, he too was taking part in the discussion with all seriousness. Thalia made her way to the main lodge but she had literally taken three steps inside the lodge when Carter appeared right before her, his expression was strained and she was about to ask him what was wrong but then he placed his hands on her waist and started pushing her back—— he was literally urging her to turn around and leave. When she narrowed her eyes at him, he gave her a forced smile. “ I thin
An hour later, she walked inside the main room of the pack hall and as she entered, she saw that most of the pack was gathered around the dining table, all of them looked very grief-stricken. Especially, Caroline who was shaken up until her entire face turned pale—- just last night the woman almost lost her son and now she received the news that her sister was dead, it was understandable why her eyes were rimmed red and her face was all puffy and splotchy. Thalia wasn’t good with grieving people, since she never got the chance to grieve anyone. She didn’t even remember how her parents died much less whether she cried or grieved their loss, she shifted from foot to foot before she headed towards Carter who was standing in the corner of the room in a pitch-black suit. She intended to say something nice but then thought against it, she didn’t know his aunt and though she was grieving it was because the deceased was Carter’s aunt and nothing else—- she was intending to say the typical ‘
Thalia had never been to a shifter’s funeral before, she wasn’t here when her parents died and lone shifters didn’t have any funeral, if one of them died, the group would look for a suitable spot and bury the lone shifter there was no ceremony or anything. But it wasn’t much different from those funeral ceremonies that were held for humans, except everything was done by the shifters and there was no clergyman leading the ceremony it was the Alpha who was reading the scriptures. But it must have been difficult for him for the Alpha of Ivory pack was Carter’s cousin and the son of the deceased. Though he stood tall and firm in front of the pack and was speaking about how his mother was a warm and supportive pack member who always wanted the very best for the pack, but his voice was shaking throughout the entire time and behind him, his sister never stopped sobbing as her mate comforted her with an arm wrapped around her shoulders.Once he was done, the members of the pack and his family
“Are you okay?” asked Carter and Thalia snapped out of her daze as she nodded and looked at the tombstone that was apparently too clean for something that has been neglected for years, however as she was looking at her mother’s tombstone, her gaze swiftly fell on the grave next to Lydia’s and then all the wind was knocked out of her lungs. There laid her father’s tombstones just next to her mother’s—— alone and forgotten like no one has paid any heed to it and that was what stuck ominous to her. Why was it that her mother’s grave was so well taken care of but her father’s was not —— who was—- her eyes widened as a realization snapped in place.One that was akin to robbing her breath away. “ He is here..” she turned to look at Carter who was frowning as well, as she clung to the sleeves of his suit. “ That monster, he is here… I knew it. I knew it… my mother was a good woman there had to be something that was troubling her, you see that… someone cleans her graves like every second week
Carter took her around the territory, as his cousin lived in the innermost part of the pack with the rest of his pack guarding him. The whole time Thalia looked around the territory hoping that she would remember anything, but not surprisingly she didn’t remember anything, it was frustrating but also kind of relieving, because she was sure that she wouldn’t have been able to walk on these paths if the laughter of the past echoed in her ears. As they approached the innermost part of the pack, Carter pointed to a house that was located on the outskirts of the pack away from the rest of the scattered houses of the pack in the territory. “ That’s where your parents use to live.” Thalia didn’t know why he told her about it because she was sure that she would have been fine without knowing anything but despite the internal resistance she was feeling, she still looked in the direction where he was pointing as the urge to resist couldn’t win over her curiosity. The house wasn’t big unlike t
Thalia didn’t know why someone was calling her but she still went with the child who was asking her to follow him. If Carter was there he would have told her that she was a fool to try something like that but at that moment she didn’t think that she will be harmed with so many guests in the house. “ There,” said the child pointing to the small space next to the staircase. “ He is asking him to come there to meet him.”Thalia frowned a bit suspicious of this ‘him’ who was calling for her but didn’t bother to even tell his name, she sighed and walked to the staircase. She too wanted to know who this ‘him’ was and in case this man was the one she has been looking for so long then —- her eyes narrowed, there were a lot of questions that she had in her head that she needed answers for, why did the man chase after her mother and what did he wanted from her? Who killed her mother and many more questions —- but just as she reached the small space that was next to the staircase, she saw that
Thalia’s breath hitched as she looked at the little boy who was tied to the wall with chains as she walked close and stopped in front of him. “ Is your name mate?”He didn’t say anything and Thalia narrowed her eyes as she pouted at him. Though the basement was still dark and she couldn’t see anything clearly, she was still able to make out the beautiful features of the young boy. He was dressed in dirty clothes and his eyes were dark as that bitter dark chocolate that she didn’t like to eat but her wolf was eager to know about him and so was Thalia, so she walked closer and then took in another glimpse of the boy. This time he looked familiar, a bit more than before—- she blinked her eyes and took out a handkerchief from the pocket of her skirt before approaching the boy.He turned his face away and she furrowed her brows as she unhappily glared at the ungrateful boy. “ I am trying to clean your face you look dirty.” The boy stiffened and then she took her chance to clean his face, h