Last chapter was blocked because I mentioned where to find the pictures. If you go to my bio you'll find the pages though. I'm having a day where I feel bad for no good reason. Like on the verge of crying. Maybe because it's raining non stop or I'm pms-ing. I don't know. But it's easier for me to write chapters about bad times then good times, so I decided to write about Isaac instead of the twins. I'll come back to the twins, don't worry. I hope you don't mind hearing about Isaac and Emmy.
Emmy’s pov “Isaac will be joining you.” Lady Kate told me, smiling at me. “Okay,” was all I could answer. Lady Kate and former Beta Sierra had been so nice to me; the entire pack had. Even after what I did, they still treated me with kindness. But I knew where their loyalties lay—with their son and daughter. Liv had been really nice to me as well and had even let me borrow some of her clothes. When I left the Winter Bone pack, I didn't have anything with me but the clothes on my back. While former Alpha Osiris and former Luna Lily had offered to bring me some of the clothing from my old closet, it felt wrong to take them. They were bought by Alpha Jace and weren't my property. “Is it really okay?” Former Beta Sierra asked, trying to get me to talk. But she and I both knew I wasn’t going to tell them the truth. Of course, it wasn’t okay. How could it be? Isaac is my mate, but he doesn’t want me. And why should he want me? I am damaged goods. My virginity is gone, and I am not abl
Isaac’s pov ‘Your mate is lying.’ Grandpa Os said. ‘She is clearly nervous.’ Of course, Emmy was lying. I had no clue what was true or what wasn’t. Had she ever been truthful with me? Perhaps the only time I really saw her true self was when she realized I was her mate. That reaction of shock was the only emotion I had seen from her that I knew was truthful. ‘She lies a lot. I never know what's real or not.’ I told my grandpa. ‘Maybe worry less about what’s true and not, but more about why she feels the need to lie.’ Grandpa replied. My grandpa's words made me think. Why did Emmy feel the need to be perfect and lie, even in circumstances like this? We wouldn’t judge her if she told us she was a bit nervous. Was this something she had picked up when she came to the Winter Bone Pack, or was she taught to pretend to be perfect by her parents? Had Emmy ever been allowed to express her feelings? After I told Emmy I was glad to be spending some time with her, she rested her head agai
Emmy’s povIsaac held my hand on the plane, and despite having little experience holding someone's hand, it calmed my nerves a bit.I knew I would be scared walking back into the packhouse, but I didn’t realize how petrified I was until I was led down the corridor to my old room.Did the staff give me this room on purpose, knowing it was my old room? Did they hate me this much?I stood frozen, staring at my old door. The imprint where the alpha had pushed my head against the wooden door was still there.It was impossible for me to move; the sounds around me were disappearing, and I was left with my memories.I didn’t even realize I was moving until we passed a door with claw marks in the frame.“Emmy?” Isaac’s faint voice said in the distance, but I was unable to register what was happening around me.The alpha must be near here. He will get so angry if I wander through the packhouse. He hates it when I disobey him. I need to be an obedient and submissive mate. I need to be of service.
You get a free chapter, because I messed up and somehow uploaded the chapter twice. I pressed published, but the chapter was still in my drafts, so i figured it didn't upload yet. anyway..... Can you also let me know if you've read chapter 84? Otherwise I'll add it as a free chapter as well. Hopefully my editor will respond quickly and will remove the chapter and unblock chapter 84. Isaac’s pov As much as I was adamant on getting Emmy to realize her pleasure would come first, it didn’t mean that I wasn’t affected when she touched me. I felt on the verge of exploding in my pants, and I needed a release, especially after smelling Emmy’s arousal. She might not realize it, but she was feeling the effects of the mate bond. Apparently my words did something my hands had not been able to do yet; they actually turned her on. I went inside the shower, grabbing my hard dick with my hand and closing my eyes. I imagined eating my mate out, making her moan my name, and for a second, I swear,
Chapter 84. You can skip this if you've already read it. It's free, because chapter 84 is still blocked. Hope my editor will fix it soon. I can't delete or edit anything without her review. Argo’s pov Dinner was fucking great, but all I could think of was that little apron. I knew Mila would rock that fucking look, and I was going to rock her fucking world. ‘Stop being so damn horny,’ Mila scolded me using our mindlink. ‘We’re eating!’ I smirked, seeing the faint blush on her cheek. Whatever I was feeling, she was feeling too, and I could already smell her arousal in the air. But not to embarrass my mate further, I decided to focus on my brother, who was seated next to me. “Stark is really fucking excited to see his brother.” I told Airk. “We could leave early and let them run? Just the two of us.” Airk suggested, and I loved that even now that he was marked, he still made time for me. It wasn't like I hadn't made time for him, but things were different now. Airk was just mark
Emmy’s pov Goddess, is this how it is supposed to feel? I didn’t have time to think about it because I was near my fifth orgasm. Isaac had gone from touching me with his hands to touching me with his tongue, which felt even better. I always thought men hated to do it, but Isaac seemed to love it. The first time his tongue gave me an orgasm, he smiled so brightly, looking up at me with his face covered in my juices. I felt horrified to see that I had made his face dirty, but he seemed so happy. I didn’t know Isaac as well as I should, but I knew he didn’t lie to me. His tongue was lapping at my core, and he mindlinked me, asking me another question. While it was hard for me to answer truthfully, I did appreciate the effort Isaac went through to make sure I liked something. ‘Can I insert a finger?’ he asked. He didn’t stop licking me, but a finger was waiting at my entrance. The moment I thought about something entering me, I froze. ‘Sure.’ ‘Em….’ ‘Maybe another time?’ I careful
Emmy’s povIsaac seemed unsure, but I needed to do my part and help the Iron River pack. They could have seen me as a traitor and killed me along with Alpha Jace, but they did the opposite.They had allowed me to join their pack and accepted me as the mate of Isaac, despite my past. Nobody had made me feel like I was bad for what I'd done.‘Except you,’ Meave said.Because it was bad what I had done. The thought alone made me shudder. It was horrible. Maybe if I behaved and was the best mate for Isaac, he and the rest would forgive me.Isaac strokes some hair out of my face and behind my ear, “I won’t leave your side unless you tell me to leave.”I frowned, “I would never tell you to leave.““Because you like being near me or because you don’t think you’re allowed to tell me to do anything?"“Both,” I admitted.“Well, you are allowed, but I like being near you too.”He was so sweet. Isaac had been this nice to me from the start, but Alpha Jace had been nice too, especially when there w
Isaac’s pov What had started awkward turned into a beautiful day. I had made Emmy cum multiple times, and it felt like we were really moving forward. She said she liked me, and while it doesn’t sound like much. To me, it meant everything. It was like we were starting over. Just to random people that happened to be mates that were getting to know each other. I knew Lena meant well, but her words set Emmy off, but at least she was allowing herself to feel them. For a while, until the mask went back up and “everything was fine.” None of this was fine. How I wish I could see inside Emmy’s head and be there to counter all her negative thoughts. ‘Then mark her.’ Linus said, but after what Emmy went through, marking should be her choice. We walked towards my grandparents office together, and I felt Emmy tense. Everything here was a trigger for her, and I wish we would have never come here. ‘But if we didn't, she would still be living with your mothers, and you’d be in the packhouse, mi