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61. My Fault
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2024-10-29 19:42:56
Naomi D.I'm going to pick up my nephew soon, but I had just enough time to write this chapter. Hope you like it :) Thanks for the nice comments below my note. She has been feeling pain and some contraction and is dilated, but not enough. but I hope tonight or tomorrow my baby nephew will be born. In the mean time I will try to give his big brother a nice day so my sister can save her energy.
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