“Thank you for this,” Aysel says once again as we drive back to the palace. “There’s no need to thank me. I am just relieved that he is alive,” I murmur. After a beat of silence, she asks, “Who did this to him? Did he say anything about it?”I shake my head. “He knows what poisons were used, but can’t remember who chased him down.” “Was it, someone from—”“From alpha king’s men? Probably, very likely,” I reply. “But if so, then why can’t we prove it?” Aysel asks, voice impatient. “We are working on that,” I reply slowly. “Why do you think I ask you to sort the accounts of every member working for me and the alpha king in the palace? Most of them were hired after…” I trail off, my throat tightening as I mutter the next words, “After my mother went missing, the whole staff was practically changed.”I hear her inhale sharply. “Why?”I let out a bitter laugh. “don’t know, but definitely so that my biological father could rule the werewolves without being questioned. He was a ruthles
I step into the training arena, feeling good about today. I smile because this time, I know that I won’t have to feel sad or nostalgic because Kai isn’t here. He is and soon he will also be here, joining me physically perhaps. I hope so. Suddenly, a familiar scent of sweat and leather fill my nostrils. It has been a while since Azriel and I practiced together, and I can't help but feel a surge of anticipation and excitement. As he approaches me, his eyes twinkling with mischief, I can't help but notice how his lithe frame and well-defined muscles have grown even more enticing. He is wearing a black tank top which accentuates his tan skin even more and joggers that hand long on his hips. I feel a spike of arousal shoots down my spine. Not now, Aysel. "Long time no spar," he says, a mischievous grin playing on his lips. "Missed me?"I raise an eyebrow, mirroring his playful demeanor. "Maybe a little," I reply, my voice laced with feigned nonchalance.“I had a good spar partner before
I stand on the balcony, looking out at the lush darkness that stretches forward. Mom did not elaborate and later send a text message only mentioning the time, and place to meet. The hour was odd, after midnight, almost after everyone goes to bed. I don’t know what anyone who notices me slipping out will think. I go inside the room and take a few essential things with me in a small bag. Just for safety.As I slip out in the night, weaving my way through the shadows so that no one would notice me immediately, I can't seem to shake off the weight of my concerns. Azriel is seemingly on the path to marriage, and I can't help but wonder why he never shared this news with me. The thought of him marrying someone else, while keeping me in the dark, gnaws at my heart.Azriel has always been an enigma, a force of nature that demands attention and admiration. His commanding presence, chiseled features, and piercing eyes have a way of captivating anyone who crosses his path. I thought, well, doub
The morning starts rather normally and as I prepare myself for the day after returning from a run, I go over what I should be doing, and what work I have to assign to Aysel. A smile comes over my lips as I contemplate if I should spar with her again. The realization that she is becoming more and more significant to me and that she is becoming someone whose involvement is crucial in my life scares me and makes me feel warm all over at the same time. I am about to leave the room when there’s a series of knocks on the door. The insistence and sharp raps make me wonder if something urgent has cropped up. I frown and open the door. James stands on the other side and going by her pale face, my earlier guess is correct. “What happened?” I ask with an exasperated sigh. Goddess, the day has not even begun and problems have already started. I wish for once, I could live in peace. “Beta Aysel,” he begins and all of a sudden, I am on high alert. “What about her?” I ask sharply. “Well, she i
My gaze darts toward the date at the top right of the screen. It’s been two days since I have seen Aysel. Two days since my world had managed to turn upside down again, despite me not wanting. But when has fate been kind to me, when has it been ever good enough for me to enjoy my pathetic life? Just when I think that my life has shaped the way I want, life throws in a curveball that I can never seem to be prepared for. I sigh, typing away the reply to another email, another request from a puny Pack about them wanting to strike a deal with, of their desire to see me soon taking the throne.“Alpha? You look tired. Let me take care of the emails,” I hear Sarah’s soft voice coming from beside me. When I look up, she standing beside me, a tad bit closer than I would like. I shake my head. “No. I can do it. You can leave. Work hours are done,” I murmur. “But—”“Leave,” I order, not up for sweet talks. The omega in her soon obeys but I glance to see her linger, her human side, rearing to
[Three months later….]I wake up early, the sun barely peeking over the horizon. Today is the day I start my new job as a pack doctor of the Verity Pack. It's a position I have been dreaming of for years, and now that it's finally here, I can't help but feel a mix of excitement and nervousness coursing through my veins. I take a deep breath and remind myself that I've worked hard for this opportunity and won't let anything hold me back.As I make my way to the pack's medical center, the scent of the forest fills my nostrils, soothing my racing mind. Our house is a short distance away from the main territory.The pack I will be working with is known for its tight-knit community and a strong sense of camaraderie. They have welcomed my mother and me with open arms, and I am eager to be a part of their healing team. Despite being such a closed community, they have helped me get back on my feet and even offered me a position as a doctor here after I told them I used to be a medical student
The ache in my heart never seemed to subside, just like the relentless pounding in my head. Kai was gone, and I couldn't come to terms with how it happened. It was like he disappeared into thin air, leaving behind a trail of unanswered questions. But my mother, who had never cared for us much, refused to provide any explanations. Her indifference only fueled my desire to find the truth.“I cannot tell you anymore because that’s what I know and then I had to deal with you,” she had grumbled before leaving the room, not even glancing back when I fell on the floor. But I knew that there has to be more about this because I somehow didn’t believe that he died. Even my wolf doesn’t believe this or we might just be in denial. I can only seem to recollect a few parts, of my life with Kai, and then as if someone had erased every memory I had with him. Each time I tried to recollect the moments leading up to Kai's disappearance, my headaches intensified. It was as if my mind was shielding me
[2 months earlier]All resources had been exhausted, but Aysel was nowhere to be found. The familiarity of this kind of pain wrapped around me like a worn-out blanket that was too hideous to be used. I sat at my desk, the journal opened to the page where I had written that Aysel wasn’t scared of me.The bottle of bourbon was half empty and my glass was half full. Unfortunately, liquor does nothing to numb the pain, not when it came to a werewolf. I wished I could be like those humans who could drink and drink and drink, so much so that they would be blissfully ignorant of their shitty realities for a while at least. I wish…I took the bottle instead, opened the cap, and chugged down the contents. The sweet liquid glided down my throat. A bitter chuckle left my lips as I regarded the now-empty bottle.“You shouldn’t have come into my life,” I muttered.Initially, when I found the letter or note, I thought that she must have been abducted by someone. As the days turned into weeks and th