“ boss.” Creed yelled barging into the guest room I’m staying in
“What?” I mumbled with a pillow over my head
“ The stuff for the cameras should arrive tomorrow morning” he announced
“ okay? You woke me up to tell me that?” I growled tucking the pillow around my head
“ yeah so you can get a move on with Charlotte because we will be leaving in three day?” He huffed tugging on the blanket
“ get the fuck out Creed” I yell
“ Okay but that’s your funeral when you miss out on it.” He states I don’t say anything till I hear the door close
“ fucking prick” I mumble to myself
I plan on leaving rather it’s with or without her. If she doesn’t say anything to me when I go to leave then it really wasn’t meant to be. I don’t care either way. Grunting I push myself out of bed and to the bathroom. That's a lie I do care, but I care enough to know it's okay for her not to want to live the life I do. It isn't safe at least not right now it's not. I don't know what this wolf is after yet and the last thing I need is to bring my mate to a pack that could make her a target to be next.Taking a quick piss, and shower. I grab some clean clothes out of the bags I still haven’t put away and get dressed. I decided to shave because I’m starting to look like a caveman. Once I finish I head downstairs boots in hand
“ Hey grandma, do you need any work done around the house?” I ask taking a seat in the chair across from her
“ What do you mean dear?” She asked scrunching her eyebrows as she sets a cup of hot chocolate down in front of me.
“ I mean like walls painted, something fixed that broke, a light switch that doesn’t work, anything.” I asked
“ ahhh you are trying to keep yourself busy so you don’t think about how you are going to end it with Charlotte.” She giggles
“ No grandma, I just need something to do till the parts get here" I grunted irritated with the fact that everyone's okay with joking around about it
“ Alright, well you can start by fixing that sink behind you. It drips water even when it’s fully off.”
“Anything else?” I asked
“ One thing at a time dear, fix that first because Charlotte will be here soon and she’s going to want to cook the fresh food she got from the market. And I know that dripping sink gets on her nerves. She doesn’t say anything. You can see her every now and then turning the water on and off trying to get it to stop.” She explains
I slip my boots on and go out to the garage for my grandpa's tools. When I find them I notice he doesn’t have many and they have rusted over for the most part. I make a note to myself to buy him new tools, even though he doesn’t fix things that much anymore he still would like the thought. Heading back over to the sink I open the cabinet door underneath and look at the rusted pipes.
“ grandma!” I yelled
“ yes?” She yelled back from the living room walking in there I sit next to her
“ Was this house already here when you got here?” I asked her
“ Yes , both houses came with the land.” She explained
“ you need new pipes, I can run to a hardware store to get some if you’d like me to replace them.” I told her
“ Do you know your way into town?”
“ uh yeah I think so I remember the way we went when we went shopping.” I explained
“ very well you can take my car to get what it is you need” she said pointing the keys hanging on a hook by the door.
“ thanks grandma” I tell her, giving her a kiss on the cheek.
The trip there and back took a little longer than expected. I didn't know how hard it would be to find a hardware store. I did get him his new tools and tossed out the old rusted ones. I managed to get it fixed before Charlotte got here. I'll admit knowing it irritated her made me want to fix it even more. I may not want to push her into anything but while I'm here I don't want to see her sad or upset about anything. I pulled grandma's car into the garage and spent the rest of the day changing her oil, brake pads, rotating her tires, cleaning and vacuuming out her car and changing her spark plugs. She told me I didn’t have to do it, that Charlotte would take it to get looked at if she told her something was wrong with it. But I just needed a way to help me get through the day without having to see her. Obviously I didn’t tell my grandma that because then she’ll be mad at me.
“ hey your cars done” I yell into the house as I wash my hands at the sink
“ You are dirty.” Charlotte giggles from behind me
“ yeah I’ve been working on stuff for my grandma.”
“ Yeah, grams told me. Is it because you leave in a few days?” She asked
“ Yeah, I’m not sure when I’ll be back.” I explain
“ Oh I see.” She looked sad for a moment and it broke my heart seeing that look on her face. Brushing it off I change the subject
“ Yeah, so how was your day?” I asked, turning around. She has her hair down with a knitted long sleeve black dress on with brown boots that go up to her knees.
“ It was fine. I went to the market again this morning because I noticed they were out of milk and eggs.” She explain
“ alone?” I don't like the fact that she drove so far away alone. Anything could of happened
“ Yes, alone I was going by myself before you and your friends came along. I'm perfectly capable.” She states shrugging her shoulders
“ yeah yeah, I went to town by myself too.” I smirked
“ I know grams told me how you got lost.” She giggled
“ I didn’t get lost, I just didn’t know there’s only one hardware store.” I grumble
“ anyways it’s late so I gotta get going” she says grabbing her coat and walking toward the door
“ Hey Charlotte.” I mumble
“ yeah?” She says putting her coat on
“ nothing have a good night”
“ you to Alexander.” She says smiling before walking out the door closing it behind her. I listen closely as her feet crunch with every step from the snow. I watch her outside the window when she comes into view to make sure she makes it home okay. Once she reached her door and closed it behind her I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding
“ You know watching her walk away is kinda sad.” Creed said sneaking up on me
“ what do you know?”
“ I know that you are having some kind of feelings for the girl that you don’t know what to do with so you are ignoring them.” He shrugs looking out to her house as well
“ you sound just like my grandma” I hiss
“ then it’s true if more than one person is seeing it. Maybe she sees it too and that’s why she hasn’t said anything.” He tells me
“ maybe. Or maybe she’s come to her senses that I’m too much to handle.” I mumble
“ how would you know that if you don’t ask her?” He says
“ ask her what?” Ryan walks in stuffing his face with a muffin
“ nothing dip shit. Finish’s your muffin so we can go patrol the area before bed.” Creed tells him and he nods, shoving the rest of his muffin in his mouth. I shake my head at the both of them as I walk upstairs for bed. He’s right maybe I’ve pushed her away with the way I feel on the inside. The bond isn’t strong yet because we have accepted each other and finished the mating bond so she can’t feel what I do but is it that obvious to tell?
I kicked off my boots and took my pants off. Laying in bed I pull the covers over my head. Would she reject me before I leave? Would she ask me if she can come with? Or would she just continue to not say anything at all about it and leave me here to guess if I did something wrong?
“ Boss, I finished fixing those cameras. Would you like me to hook them up?” Creed asked holding them in his hands “Yes.” “ you okay sir?” Creed asks “ Yes, I'm fine.” “ Are you sure? You look heartbroken” he mocked drawing tears with his finger down his cheek “ how can I be heartbroken when me and her aren’t even together?” I hissed “ say that to your face” he chuckled walking away “ fucking prick” I mumble to myself " I heared that" he yelled Okay I’ll admit I'm a little sad that I will
We left early this morning before she came over. I know it makes me a cowardly of me for how I did it but she made herself clear that this isn’t what she wanted. Max whimpers and whines as we get further and further away from her. But I shove him to the back of my mind. The last thing I need is him making me feel worse than I already do. There was another rogue attack while I was gone but my men told me it was the same ones that killed that young girl, they have one in custody and hopefully they will spill whatever they know about these attacks. I know what you are thinking. I should have fought for her. well this isn't one of those kinds of stories. Leaning back in my seat, I really need to make these more comfortable. I put on my headphones and listened to the pack report Neal sent me yesterday. Not being able to sleep, I watch movies on my laptop while I drink some hot chocolate. It h
Charlotte POV He left, just walking out as if these feelings meant nothing. I mean I can’t say I helped when I said I wouldn’t mind if he left me behind. But I wasn’t expecting him to actually listen. I’ve gone my whole life angry about what happened to my family. The rogue that killed them seeked power, to be worshipped. No one should be forced to rule under some jackass. I learned this world is cold and heartless before I even hit puberty. I traveled a lot moving from state to state, town to town. I’d hide in trees and live in abandoned buildings people left to build up dust. Doesn’t sound like the best way to live but it was better than what he wanted me for. I’m a half breed, my dad was a human and my mother was a wolf. She didn’t care that my father was human; he tried really hard to fit in with everyone in the pack! They met when she was at a cafe in Italy, he explained it as a disaster because he forgot how to talk an
Have you ever felt like your soul has been cut into two halves? Or that you have a part of yourself you don’t quite understand yet? How’d you deal with it? Because I have been chilling on the couch trying to figure out what to do with myself. Looking around all I see is things,materials that are used to fill up the empty space in this house. None of it is truly important or needed, but it makes the place feel more homey and warm. Without it the house would feel like an empty box with painted walls and windows. That's why it's important to have people in your life, because otherwise life would be plain and leave you hollow inside. But trying to live life in general does that to you already right? Because life doesn’t come with a manual on who you are supposed to be or how you are supposed to act during difficult situations. You just do your best and hope you make the right ones. Some are born blessed with everything handed to them or their lives alread
Alex POV Covering over all the details of how that little girl died. I’ve still got nothing, however the new rogue member has found herself helpful by giving us coordinates to where their pack is. We’ve been setting up plans on ways to get on the inside before they figure out we know where they are. Creed has set up cameras in the woods pointing towards their territory. They have 9 people on morning patrol and 12 at night. Weird they have more at night than during the day. The ‘king’ hasn’t come close to the line and makes me wonder if he ever leaves. Sighing I hand Ryan the photos he brought to me that he took this morning. Getting the photos helps me send them to red who researches people for me. He’s great at his job. He found out about everything about everyone in the pack in a week.“ Creed, what do you know about the attack I heard about in my grandparents' town yesterday?” I asked&n
Charlotte POV Waking up groggy I walked to the kitchen for some water, yawning. I open the fridge and grab a bottle, opening it and taking a few sips. The sun isn’t up yet and I still have a lot of work to do on my car, I still haven’t been able to figure out what’s wrong with it. When I first got it I took it apart and put it back together so I’d know everything about it, so when days like this came along I wouldn’t have this issue. However I’m stumped. I put in a new battery, changed the spark plugs, breaks, tires, everything I could with what I had around the house. Gramps offered for me to use his car to go to the store, which I plan on doing when the sun comes up. He said they went out to the town yesterday afternoon and the smoke had cleared up some and should be fully cleared in the morning, which is good because food has gone from could be used to needed. It's been a week since my car shut d
Alex POV Pushing up some meetings for when I get back home from Europe. “Creed! Does Alpha Elijah have the plan to set up security around his border line to make sure his children in his pack are safe?” I asked “ Yes sir.” He signed plopping down in the chair in front of my desk. Sitting at my desk I go over lunch schedules for meetings I can’t pushback. As I typed out an email my phone starts vibrating on my desk. “ you going to get that?” Creed asked “ yeah in just a second, stamp this, mail this and file this” I tell him handing him papers beforepicking it up, the first thing I can tell is it’s Charlotte
Creed and I helped fix the broken window, it wasn’t as easy as I expected it to be. With the car however, I just dropped it off at an auto shop and they said it should take them a couple hours. We set up cameras on the outside perimeter of her house, also checking to see if my grandparents' cameras caught anything. “ Got anything?” I asked, tapping my finger on the desk. My grandpa let us use his office which was really helpful “ Yeah no, one who did it either knew there were cameras or just didn't get close to the house enough for them to catch anything.” Ryan shrugged “ how would they get the window then the cameras pick up pretty far right?” I asked pacing back and forth. “ I’m sorry sir, these two that face her house are the two I had to repair, the distance isn’
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*5 years later* Alex POV Have you ever wanted to be someone else? That was the question that I’ve been asking myself all these years. With the stress of life getting me down I couldn't help but wonder what it would of been like. But now I wouldn’t ever want to change a thing. Charlotte is strong, she’s a warrior in disguise. Never in my lifetime would I have thought that someone so small, so beautiful, would turn my life upside down for the better. She's over come all her fears and became everything the pack needs in a Luna plus more. We’ve made three beautiful children. That are more then a handful and keep me on my toes that's for sure. My daughter Lilly, she’s the strongest out of all three of them. Determined. She wants to be alpha one day, but I've told her she can't since her brother is first born. She's ranked
“ So what made you think I wouldn’t come for you?” I started swinging around the knife in my hand “ Char. This isn’t you” Creed huffed from outside the cell. He was kicked out when he decided he didn’t want to hand me the knife. “ What are you going to do Charlotte? Hmm? Listen to him, this isn’t you. You aren’t a killer. I bet you didn’t even kill that alpha either. It would have changed you. But not like this” he grunted, spitting out blood. Not that it mattered. “ I’m not going to kill you. I’m going to make you want me to kill you. Then I’ll let you go. You’ll stink of blood and the rogues hanging around our borders won’t hesitate to take advantage of attacking you. See you lied to me. Betrayed me. Gave me up to die while you hid for your own life. And when I go back to that hole in the ground. I’
After my long talk with Alex he didn’t seem very pleased about me telling Creed first. But I couldn’t help it. It just came out like word vomit. But he wasn’t mad at me like I thought he would be. Instead he held me close and kissed me. I didn’t tell him about Creed kissing me on the forehead though. Because it felt right, and comforting. Henry had been retrieved and brought to the pack house cells. After spilling what I’ve been holding to myself he felt it wouldn’t be smart for me to go back there until I can overcome what happened. And maybe he’s right. I asked him if he was found where I told him and he said yes but once I’m better he suggested I should go and look at the place myself. I haven’t been there since we were kids so I’m sure it doesn’t look much different from then. Well unless Henry did something to it. Sitting in the kitchen I wait for breakfast to be made while I sip a
“ You are so delicious dear.” He hummed in my ear with his hand pinning me down. Looking around the room I search for a way out. Something to hit him upside his head. At this moment I prayed to the goddess that I could shift. I’d shift right now no matter how much it hurt or if it killed me. He moved his right hand off my hip and gripped my jaw making me look at him. All I see is pure evil in his eyes. With my free hand I reach for the book he picked up off the ground. “ shhhh calm down dear. I promise you’ll enjoy this.” He smiled, reaching his hand down between us. Tears rub down my face as I reach for the book the best I could. Trying not to alarm him, I press my fingertips against the cover trying to flip it over. “ Why don’t we lose these pants huh?” He whispered, pressing his lips against my cheek. Pressing harder on the book it flips over l
Charlotte POV I didn’t mean to cut my leg as badly as I did, but I also tell myself I didn’t mean to kill him. Hearing Alex’s voice it was sure Creed would rat me out to him, tell him everything. But he didn’t. He finished cleaning me up, explaining to me that Alex will be joining us for lunch and it would be wise to wear pants otherwise he’ll notice and will have questions. It seemed smart but I don’t want to hide anything from him. The last thing I need is him growing suspicion between me and Creed. Putting on a pair of Jean shorts and a kind of nice shirt that buttoned up. I decided to leave my hair down. Only adding some leave- in conditioner to help keep it from tangling too bad. Walking out of the bathroom I slip on my sneakers and head downstairs with Creed. Alex was waiting by the front door in a pair of jeans and a black t- shirt.
Okay I’ll admit I didn’t like the idea of her coming along as we hung down the guy I handed her over to. But she was right, she’s the only person who knows where this place is. After spending that night with her in the living room we’ve still been sleeping in different rooms. As much as I want to, I don't want to push anything on her. She’s finally talking again even though it’s always only about the pack and Henry she’s still talking. I love hearing her voice. But the way Creed was staring at her yesterday was weird, I need to make a note to discuss that with him. I understand that they’ve gotten pretty close since he saved her but he looks at her differently. Writing an email out to everyone about the Luna ceremony needing to be Postponed until she’s ready. Hopefully my grandparents will understand, my grandma has only been planning it since my sister's ceremony. Granted that was rushed due to her having my first nephew. I still don’t understand why
“ Wake up!” Creed yelled through my head making me jerk “ This better be important” I growled back looking down at Charlotte sleeping next to me. She rolled over late in the night away from me, as much as I wanted to stop her and hold her tight I didn’t. She's curled up in a ball hugging one of the pillows with the blanket over her head “ I think we know where Henry took off to” he said making me sit up “ Where are you?” I asked standing up from my spot stretching my arms and legs “ in your office” he said, cutting off the link. Sighing I look over to her knowing I should wake her up. Pulling the blanket off her she groans hugging her legs “ you’ve got to get up” I tell her in a calm voice&n
Alex POV She stormed out after hearing me say I wanted her to become my Luna sooner than later. She almost died.. not because we were attacked but because I sent her out to the person that wanted to kill her. No sign of Henry when we showed up either. I made Ryan search the territory for his body. He had to have skipped out before we showed up. I need to find him, I want him dead. He’s the whole reason she got mixed up in this mess. I can see the pain in her eyes every time I look at her. Since we got her back she hasn’t looked at me nor wanted to touch me. I’ve been sleeping in my office because the cold shoulder in bed kind of sucks. Creed and her have gotten closer than I like. I still don’t understand why she’s so attached to him all of a sudden. Grandma tried talking to her again this morning but she said she still won’t even look at her. After dinner I followed her scent and it led he