TARA
Riding up to Aidan’s room floor, questions flooded my mind, along with an uneasy feeling that clawed at my chest, but I pushed it all to the side. My skin was prickly too, my head was pounding with a terrible headache, and I said a quick prayer. “Please, moon goddess, let Aidan be okay,” I prayed. The hallway was quiet in the dead of the night, and when I made a fist with my trembling and sweaty palm to knock, the door creaked open on its accord. Dread curled in my stomach, bringing a sour taste to my already dry mouth, but I stepped inside, regardless. Everywhere was dark, save for the dim lamp on the tabletop. From that, I made out Aidan’s form, sound asleep under the rumpled covers, but it did nothing to dull the sour feeling in my chest. As if noticing my presence in his sleep, Aidan’s eyes peeled open. “Tara?” “It’s me, baby.” I moved on instinct. “Goddess, so help me if you take a step closer, peasant.” Aidan sat up, and from his icy tone, the sleep was gone from his eyes. “Aidan, we should talk about this.” “How did you get in here? I warned you to never let me set eyes on you.” My lips parted in confusion, worry settling in my bones. “You asked me to come,” I managed to say. He scoffed. “Liar.” “You texted me, Aidan.” Aidan crossed his hands over his chest, anger and frustration tensing his muscles. I pulled out my phone from my pocket and opened our chat to show it to him. The text was gone. Without any trace. “I swear, Aidan, I saw a text. It…it must have been deleted.” My heart sank as tears gathered under my eyelids again. “Leave, right now, or you’ll regret it.” The sound of the adjourning door opening caught my attention, and my brows furrowed in the dark. “Is someone else here?” I asked in confusion. The lights turned on, illuminating the entire room, and the world stopped spinning when my eyes fell on Kayla. I looked around, and I gasped as I pieced things together. “No!” I stared back at Aidan, praying that this was a prank, but the indifferent look on his face was worse than the betrayal itself. Aidan was barely clothed under the covers, and it dawned on me that the sheets didn’t get rumpled from just sleeping. On the floor, Kayla’s clothes were scattered, including her ripped panties and bra, Aidan’s trousers, and their shoes. Tears fell from my eyes, and with a haggard breath, I looked again to see Aidan’s shirt over Kayla’s shoulders. She was bathed in his scent. My mate. “This is not possible. You didn’t, Aidan. Not with her.” I sobbed, feeling something akin to sandpaper grating the insides of my throat, making me sound distorted. The sour feeling from earlier multiplied, and my insides burned with an intensity that brought me to my knees, and I clutched my stomach. Cheating severed the bond between mates, and as my wolf howled at the back of my mind, processing my betrayal and automatic rejection, it hurt physically. More than any pain I had ever felt. “Tara, it’s nothing serious. I was just here to comfort Aidan through his heartbreak.” It was Kayla’s nonchalant response. “By sleeping with him? You have a freaking mate. Four years, Kayla!” I turned to Aidan, and I broke. “Why would you do this to us?” His voice was so unlike him. Cold and detached. “It’s nothing you didn’t do. Now you know what it feels like. You’re a liar and a cheat, and I wish you all the evil in the world.” He shot out of the bed in his boxer briefs, grabbing my chin so roughly with a deathly glare in his eyes. “And if a word of this gets out, you will not live to tell the tale.” My knees gave in, and I fell to the floor, weeping more than I ever had. So this is what true pain felt like. “Aidan, I didn’t do any of this. My life is in shambles, and I need you,” I pleaded anyway. We could still make this work. “Tara,” Kayla spoke. “I think you should leave. Aidan is really upset.” Aidan beat me to speak. “Come back to bed and leave her there. I don’t care about her.” Staggering to my feet, the realization hit me like a bucket of ice that I was utterly alone in this world. I turned and wobbled outside, and before I closed the door, I heard Aidan say. “I wish she never came into my life at all. She’s better off dead.” Tears flooded down my face and neck as I tried to stifle the scream that fought to tear through my throat. I ran with whatever strength I had left, the pain gutting me deep in my core. “How did it all go wrong?” I asked myself. “Who did I offend?” Things with Aidan had been more than okay over the past month. How did it turn to this in a twinkle of an eye? And Kayla? My best friend, who was mated to another. Why would she do this to me? I’d somehow made my way to an abandoned corner, away from everything. With the cold numbing my face, and the pain numbing my heart, I was as good as gone. I crouched there, wheezing and shaking until a voice startled me. “If you claim to love him so much, you’d just die and be gone.” It was Kayla, staring down at me with disgust so intense, a gnawing feeling clawed at my chest. “Why, Kayla?” I stood up to my feet, anger coursing through my veins. “I thought you were my friend.” “You’re just a pathetic thief. I came so close to having Aidan to myself, only for me to introduce you once, and you’re fucking him already? Mate?” She scoffed. “Are you a clown? This pregnancy did the job for me, but you’re not worthy to even carry his child.” “And you think you are? Who is going to hear of you and Aidan being together, Kayla?” “I don’t care. Aidan is mine to keep, and that includes his seed. That thing in your stomach,” she pointed scornfully. “Is a pollution, and it has to be cleaned out.” I took a step back. “What do you mean?” “May this acid kill you,” she spat. “Die! Bitch!” When I noticed the opened bottle in Kayla’s right hand, it was too late. Even if I could run, Kayla was faster than me because of her werewolf abilities. She splashed the entire content on my stomach, and an agonizing scream tore from my mouth. I fell backward, my life flashing before my eyes, and I ripped my clothes from my body in an attempt to stop the sharp pain coursing through my body or cease my skin from disintegrating like melting ice on a mountaintop. I couldn’t heal. “Die. You stupid thief. You and your bastard baby. Die!” Acid brutally burnt through my stomach, but I couldn’t think about the pain I was in. All I could think about was my baby. Kayla was trying to kill my baby. I scrambled backward on the floor, tearing my clothes like a mad woman, acid peeling my body, and pure white patches replacing my skin. Kayla came after me, brandished a knife in my face, and my eyes shot wide. “Kayla, please. I don’t want to die.” “That’s not enough? I hear that this is where babies put their heads.” She pointed to my stomach, and fear like I’ve never known spiked in my veins. “If you won’t die, then the baby will.” Before I could fight, Kayla swiftly reared her hand back, and dug the knife deep into my stomach, drawing a howl from deep down my lungs, and blood from my already battered stomach. “No. No. No. Not my baby,” I whimpered, tears falling from my eyes. I was hyperventilating. My heart was giving out, and I could feel my baby slipping away from me. Was I going to lose my child? I had met him/her only hours ago. I hadn’t even named it yet. I cried as I lost consciousness because I knew there was no way I was going to survive this. Right before darkness pulled me under, I heard Kayla’s singsong voice. “When you meet the moon goddess, can you ask her who gave me this knife and acid?”TARAMy eyes fluttered open, and a blinding light pierced through, causing me to shut them back with a wince. I tried to remember where I was.“Try not to move,” a soft voice said from beside me. I whipped my head to the side and a warm-looking woman in her forties was smiling down at me. A doctor. Where was I? What was…Aidan. Kayla. My wolf. My baby.I gasped as images from my encounter with Kayla rushed to the front of my mind, and I scrambled back in fear.As if I was on cue, pain shot through my entire body, making me cry out.“Calm down, miss. You’re still in critical condition.”“My baby,” I gasped, tears rapidly brimming in my eyes.“Is a fighter. Your baby survived. And so did you.”The tears broke free, and I fell back on the bed, gratitude swelling my chest as I cried and thanked the Moon Goddess. I thought I lost my child. How did I think for a second that I could have gone through with terminating it?I looked around the room, and I didn’t expect to see my family or an
TARA Eight Years Later… Even before she voiced her question, I already connected the dots from the pride swirling in her eyes. “So how do you feel?” Jenna asked, carrying way too many labeled boxes on one hand, and easily maneuvering me in the middle of my new diner. “Your dreams are finally coming together. Aren’t you proud?” I rose to full height, abandoning the blue roses I was putting together for the front door, and stared at Jenna for a minute. It only took a second for my answer to take form. Proud would be too much of an understatement. I was freaking ecstatic. I was beyond grateful for the last eight years plus of my life because if anyone had told me this would be my standing in Vermont pack, the place I found myself after everything, I would have hissed in their faces. “Of course I’m proud, Jenna,” I said to my close friend and companion. After Nadia’s birth, Jenna was one of the few people who took me as their responsibility. I was suspicious of her at first,
AIDANComing to Vermont Pack against my will, I had expected bloodshed to follow. This pack was an enemy of mine. Cohabiting was never an option, but I’d been receiving threatening notes for the past week, and this pack held the key to uncovering what it was all about, so I was here.I couldn’t wait to find out and maim whoever was toying with me, and all that seemed appealing until I set my eyes on her. On them.At first, I thought the resemblance to the little girl was nothing more than a coincidence, but then she told me her name, and she wouldn’t stop talking about her mother who sounded like the woman who still held the key to my heart after all these years.Pieces started forming in my head, but I pushed them to the side because it was impossible that after all this time, Tara was still alive and here. Those were my thoughts, but I also couldn’t ignore the familiarity I felt with this place, and the intense need to protect the little child. Call it intuition, but it felt like
TARA“Bath time, honey,” I said softly to Nadia, about half an hour after dinner.As expected, her grumbles came just as quickly. “Can we watch Crab’s Adventures instead? Only for a few minutes? Please?” She asked, batting her eyelashes to make herself look more adorable.She almost got me because she looked so charming with her long lashes and hazel eyes, just like Aidan’s, but something motherhood taught me these past years was patience, as well as discipline, so I responded.“Not if you plan on skipping school tomorrow.”Nadia’s eyes shot wide open in excitement. “I can do that?”“Yeah, sure,” I shrugged. “You’re a big girl. You’ll just have to stay at home and make sure no bad guys get in while I’m out. You’ll also have to cook and clean up after yourself until I get back from work.” I feigned indifference. “And did I mention no friends? Because all of them would be at school together, and you’d be stuck here.”The wheels instantly turned in her small eyes, and she shook her head
TARAWith my newly made resolution about my standing with Aidan, I found it easier to get out of my house to my diner the next day for opening. It was the first day of the week-long Multipack Moon Meet, and Vermont pack was filled to its brim.I hoped that the crowds and business of the day would occupy my mind enough to not let it wander in the direction of a certain hot six-foot-four alpha, and luckily for me, it did.“Nadia would be occupied till three PM, so that should give us enough time to sell most of these out,” I said to Jenna, grinning proudly from ear to ear. We were halfway there already.As the guests settled in and took in the ceremonial decorations surrounding the pack, it led them straight to my diner just around the corner, as I had planned. The traffic was enough to get me, Jenna, and my single employee busy as bees from the whole of the morning till afternoon.The tables inside were occupied by guests and a few pack members that I could recognize, and so were the f
TARAStaring at the lady who practically called me a whore in front of a room full of customers, and most especially, Aidan Graham, many thoughts raced through my mind.This wasn’t the first time that someone had been rude to me because they somehow thought that they were better than me since I had a child at such a young age, so I wasn’t too bothered.Aidan, on the other hand, looked like he was ready to commit first-degree m*rder within the next few seconds if caution wasn’t taken. His eyes burned like molten lava in the strange lady’s direction, so I quickly thought of a way to end the scene before it escalated.Like I said earlier, I didn’t want any bad dust for my business. So I spoke. “I’m sorry, ma’am, but I don’t understand what you mean. This is a place of business, and we have customers who would appreciate not being…”“I’ll make you understand,” the petite lady in the blonde wavy hair cut me off, gritting her teeth so hard, and pointing a disgusted look at me.Now, I was b
AIDANI knew without a doubt that Tara didn’t want me around her diner, but I couldn’t bring myself to leave.There were a million unanswered questions and an even greater number of impossible things that surrounded the events between us. There were explanations that I just couldn’t wrap my head around, but I still couldn’t dare leave her side. Not when I was hung up on her scent like an addict.I lingered around the premises of diner for goddess knows how long, making sure she didn’t see me of course, watching her attend to her customers with a glint in her mesmerizing eyes. I watched her laugh freely with the people around her, and all I could feel was the hurt from eight years ago.The hurt I felt when we parted ways. The betrayal I felt from seeing pictures of Tara hugging and kissing another man who wasn’t me.She denied it all, and she said she was having our child, and I didn’t believe her. Now, eight years later, all it took was one look at Nadia to know that she was my flesh
AIDANEven after the douchebag, Collin left and was nowhere to be seen, Nadia still feared for her safety. She was still tense, and her large hazel eyes welled up with unshed tears.All I wanted was for that feeling to go away and never return.I wanted to know everything about Tara’s and Nadia’s relationship with Collin, but I didn’t know if Tara would be okay with me pressing Nadia for answers, so I decided to keep it simple.Taking her cold hands into mine, I squatted to her level and smiled at her. “Hey, pretty, don’t be scared. He’s gone now, and he won’t be able to harm you on my watch,” I said to Nadia.It seemed like she didn’t believe me, but she nodded anyway. “You’ll stay and protect me?” She asked with glistening eyes.I nodded. There was nothing I wanted more than that. “Yes, Nadia. Anyone who tries to get to you will have to go through me first, and I promise you that they won’t be able to do so.”The well of tears cleared from her eyes as a small smile lifted her face,
TARAWe took a ride back home, and I could say that I’d never been as hurt, confused, and afraid all at the same time before as I was now. In the thousands of seconds that it took for us to make it back, I fought the urge to cry thousands of times, but I couldn’t. Not in front of Nadia. I couldn’t bear the thought of scaring her like that, but I also couldn’t stop thinking about it.‘Dad’s not home. He’s out with Mom. Kayla Graham.’Aidan was a father. To someone other than Nadia.And Aidan was a husband. To someone else who wasn’t me.Could there have been a misunderstanding somewhere?None of it made any sense, but I still remembered the odd sense of familiarity I felt when the teenager showed up, telling me somewhere deep inside me that this held some real bitter truth. The betrayal hurt like a thousand cuts from a jagged saw to the same spot.I almost hissed in pain, but I swallowed the feeling like a pill, waiting until we got back.The thought of going back to the penthouse wher
TARAI’d be honest upfront. I couldn’t care less about the basket that me and Nadia spent over half an hour filling it with whatever fruits we could find at the market. All I cared about was the way my heart was doing unfamiliar things like gymnastic moves in my chest in anticipation of seeing Aidan.A little more than for me though, I was happy that Nadia did not turn into a shadow of her usual self after we broke the news of her parentage to her. She still missed spending time with Aidan and was just as excited about seeing him as me.“We have oranges, peaches, a watermelon, bananas, and even more fruit, Nadia. I doubt Aidan is going to be able to finish these all by himself, so I think we should stop here, okay?”She seemed to be enjoying the local shopping spree a little too much, but she bobbed her head in response either way.After paying and bagging our stuff, I transferred them to the basket we came along with, and pulled out the possible location list that Aidan dropped off w
TARAThe next days were better than I could have predicted in years to come, and that meant better in the sense of things with Aidan, and even better with my mother. We frequented my old home as often as we could, spent hours upon hours in my mother’s company, and sometimes, even visited twice on the same day for days in a row.My mom was so happy, confessing to it by herself that she hadn’t been happier in years. When she randomly mentioned one afternoon that she was grateful to have seen these days, and would now peacefully go to meet the Moon Goddess, I rebuked her, telling her that I saw her spending many more years with us after this.I truly did.Nadia wasn’t left out in the merriments. Her grandmother showered her with so much love that she was the one who dragged me sometimes to go see her.And then there was my father. Just as I had suspected on the first day when we came, he was only entertaining us because of Mom. Her seeing us must have brought about a time that had been c
TARAI kept on ignoring the voice in my head that had been echoing on repeat, making me question if I had made a rash decision without properly thinking about it. Nadia’s eyes were swollen with tears, her face, still wet and puffy from sobbing after we broke the news to her. She had let me into the room now, but I still gave her a few minutes for her occasional shudders to calm down before I started speaking.“Can I talk to you now?” I asked, watching her sunken frame on the bed and wondering when my baby became this smart. I couldn’t say “shocked” was an appropriate word to describe how I felt when she uttered those words.Nadia nodded, so I steadied myself with a deep breath before I spoke.“Aidan, your daddy, and I, first met each other a very long time ago, and as of then, we weren’t very wise to make the best decisions. Aidan hurt me by pushing me away, but I realized that he only pushed me away because he was scared for us and trying to protect you from a bad man who would have
TARA“You know how Aidan has been here for a very long time making sure that we’re okay, we’re happy, and we have everything we need?” Nadia’s eyes brightened as she stared between me and Aidan, nodding. “Good. And how a dad always does these things because that’s what they’re supposed to do?”Nadia’s smile faltered, mirroring her confusion now. I quickly went on. “It happens that Aidan is your dad, just like you’ve always wished. He always has been, and he’s here for you now.” My forehead had gone clammy with the tension of the moment, and I felt my heartbeat thrashing in my ears. “How do you feel about that, baby?” I asked when Nadia hadn’t said a word for too long.“He…Aidan is my daddy?” Nadia’s voice was unrecognizable. Small, and unsure.Aidan answered this time, cautiously. “Yes, Nadia, I’m your daddy.”I’d thought about how this was going to play out in my head, and thought about the many scenarios in all directions that this could take. Only one truly stuck, hence my surprise
TARAMy mom had insisted we spend the night with them after already staying over four hours there, which honestly felt like minutes with how much laughter and crying we did, but I politely refused, mostly because Dad’s attitude didn’t yield the whole night.Mom offered to clean my old room and set it up for me and Nadia, claiming that they had barely touched anything since after that night, and even if Nadia was excited about the idea, I didn’t want to be back in the space just yet.I promised that we would show up again tomorrow to take off where we left, even going as far as making plans to spend the day in the kitchen, all three of us—me, Mom, and Nadia— before Mom finally agreed to let us leave.My gratefulness to the goddess knew no bounds. It hadn’t even been a complete day, and my heart was already lighter as everything was beginning to fall into place.And more than anything else, I found myself wanting to share the good news first with Aidan, and I was surprised that it didn’
TARAI couldn’t say if I considered it funny now, or something else. For the last couple of days, I’d been worried sick about the outcome of us coming back here, but as soon as I laid eyes on my mother, all my worries melted into nothingness.It was like she didn’t believe it was me at first, but immediately I said the word, a shocked sound slipped past her lips, and she threw her arms forward, going in for an embrace. On instinct, I did the same, laughing as the heaviest weight of the moment was lifted off my chest.Wrapping my arms around her neck and burying my face into her clothes, I felt hot tears falling from my eyes, and I didn’t bother stopping them. She was alive. She was well, and I got to see her again. To smell that familiar scent of home, of my mother.“My baby girl,” she cried, her smaller body racking with aggressive sobs against mine. “I never thought the goddess would bless me with a day to see you again. This has to be an illusion. Please tell me it’s not a dream,”
TARAI didn’t expect to be hit with so many memories as soon as Aidan drove us past Attica Pack’s borders, those from the events surrounding my departure, and more from way before then, but I was.Attica pack had changed—in a really good way—, but with the anxiousness and the bad memories this place brought up, I would have turned around and headed back where I came from if Aidan wasn’t with me.He must have noticed my dampened mood, seeing as he rushed in and out of the large penthouse after showing Nadia to her room. Not even the jaw-dropping gorgeousness of Aidan’s condo could get me to relax.As soon as he got back, Aidan took my hands in his, automatically calming me down, and he led me to a sofa. His eyes held the most understanding and patience, something I was so grateful for. Aidan didn’t know that this was more than just facing my parents after the tragic event years ago, but also some dark traumatic experiences of mine that I barely thought of anymore because it was way eas
AIDANShouldn’t I have been ecstatic that Nadia and Tara were finally coming to Attica pack, where I most wanted them to be, even if this journey was only temporary?No arguments…I was. I was happy for this development, but dread coiled itself around my neck more than joy, making me question if this was the right time, or if once again, Jace was right, and I had dug a grave for myself that I couldn’t get out of.I hadn’t entirely been honest with myself, and neither have I been one hundred percent honest with Tara. My briefcase stared at me, and so did all the evidence from my attempt to change the hands of fate.Documents for a new diner in Attica pack with keys I had intended to give Tara, documents with Nadia’s name, admitting her as a pupil in Attica’s most prestigious institution, a new home for them, and subsequently, for us, and even more incriminating information that I couldn’t dare name.These should have been a thing of joy and pride to share with Tara, but I’d gone and don