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Chapter 34: A Peek of Freedom
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2020-08-09 19:15:19Theodore held my hand as we walked South.
The chill of the morning had never fully lifted and even as we marched on at the fast speed Theodore set, I felt my hands and feet become numb as my cheeks and nose blushed red. The discomfort of this combined with the pain of being ripped away from Rose and Tobias after just being reunited meant that I was in no mood to speak.
So I just walked with my eyes on the floor, watching the light shining down on the dead leaves slowly change to orange and then just begin to fade away.
"Are you alright, Esme?" Lou asked after hours of walking.
"She's fine," Theodore said, "Alpha and Luna Brynn are needed on the Eastern territory. We are needed in the South. It has to be like this."
"I thought I was a burden?" I asked, "Now you need me?"
"I need you by my side where I can protect you," he replied.
"And you don't think Tobias and Rose can protect me? Or that I can't protect myself?" I asked.
He c
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