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Chapter 24: Malleable
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I wasn't woken again until well into the morning.
"Get up," a deep voice said.
I groaned as I felt a foot rest on my shoulder and shake me.
"Fuck off," I grumbled.
"We have a war to win remember?"
I opened my eyes to see the leaf-littered floor of the forest. Then I felt the stiffness of my neck and the bright sunlight as my vision adjusted. And reality came hurtling through.
I let out one more groan before I sat up and squinted as I looked up at Alpha Rivers, who stood staring down at me.
"Where is everyone?" I asked noticing the emptiness of the camp.
"I assigned them all posts around the bridge and surrounding forest," he said. "They all have a clear sight of the road well in advance."
I grimaced and looked around, noticing his men scattered around all with their eyes on the road.
"Why didn't you wake me earlier?" I asked, furrowing my eyebrows.
"You looked like you needed rest," he replied. "You missed
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