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Twenty Five: Patawad, Alcavar

Author: Jean Longakit
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

R O S A

Bakit ba ako nandito?

Bakit ko sya minahal?

Kakambal nya yung taong gumahasa sa akin.

Paano ko naaatim na makita ang mukha nya?

Natanong ko ang sarili ko, ng mga tanong na iisa lang ang alam kong sagot.

Mahal ko sya. Mahal ko si Lorraine ng sobra sobra. Naalala ko pa dati ang sabi ni Inang lahat daw ng sobra ay masama. Sa ngayon ay wala akong makitang masama sa pag mamahal sakanya ng sobra.

"Good morning baby"

Bati nya sa akin nang mahuli nya akong nakatitig sakanya sa pag tulog nya. Nag inat sya ng katawan at halatang inaantok pa. Pagkatapos ay hinalikan nya ako sa noo at niyakap namin ang isa't-isa.

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