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We are both sitting silently on the dining table. Mukha na kaming tanga ngayon dahil dadalawa lang naman kami, pero sa magkabilang kabisera pa kami pumwesto. It was very quiet, and only the cutlery could be heard. Kung ako lang, gusto kong mamaya na lang kumain, but because I want him to see na hindi ako subrang apektado sa nangyare ay bumaba pa rin ako.

“Ako na,” I heard Zacky seriously say to one of the maids who approached him. Lalagyan sana niya ng tubig ang baso nito.

I glanced at him, and he seemed to sense that I was looking at him, so he glanced back at me. I tried not to be affected by his gaze, but no matter what I did, I couldn't pretend to not be affected! All I could do was look at my plate na halos hindi ko na magawang ubusin ang laman.

Hanggang ngayon talaga ay hindi ako makapaniwala sa nangyare. It was so awkward. Kanina sa kwarto, pagkatapos non ay halos parang hindi kami magkakilala at sabay pa kaming nag-iwasan. Lumabas siya at naiwan ako sa kwarto ko habang naba