CELESTE
"No one asked for your fucking opinion, you abominable piece of trash!"
I winced upon hearing Kelly's loud voice. Ano na naman bang gulo ang ginawa ng babaeng 'yun? Damn!
I heaved a sigh when I saw her holding someone's hair. Agad akong tumakbo palapit sa kanila at pilit na inihiwalay 'yung babaeng mukhang wala namang ka-muwang muwang sa mundo.
"Kelly, what's with the commotion?" bulong ko sa kaniya habang hawak ang balikat niya. Sinamaan niya ng tingin ang babae at iwinaksi ang kamay ko sa balikat niya.
"That bitch ruined my bag! Look at this, Celeste!" Itinaas niya ang dala niyang bag na may mantsa ng orange juice.
"Kelly, bag lang 'yan..." I whispered but enough for her to hear.
"Celeste, this is not just a fucking bag! It's a limited edition for pete sake. Oh my God, what am I gonna do? Where can I buy a new piece?" she mumbled and stomped her foot. Napailing naman ako at tumingin sa babaeng nakatapon ng juice sa bag niya.
"Miss, alam mo ba kung gaanong kamahal 'yung bag na 'yun?" I asked.
Sa halip na sumagot ay yumuko lamang ito. Kita ko naman ang pag-irap ni Kelly nang makita ang reaksiyon ng babae.
"Ugh! You should pay for my bag!"
Nanlaki ang mga mata ng babae at nag-angat ng tingin na para bang humihingi ng tulong. Pansin ko rin ang panginginig ng kamay niya dahil sa takot. Bumuntong hininga naman ako. Here we go again.
"Kelly," banta ko.
"What? If she ruined my bag then she should pay for it," angal nito.
Lumapit ako sa kaniya at bumulong. "Do you think she can pay you? Look at her clothes, halatang scholar lang siya."
"But still, she should pay for my—" Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata kaya wala siyang nagawa kung hindi ngumuso at tumahimik na lamang.
"Miss, you may go. Just be careful next time, alright?" Hindi na siya sumagot at tumakbo na paalis.
I sighed before looking at Kelly. "See? Walang manners 'yung bitch na 'yun! Ugh, I hate her!"
"Pero kasi Kelly—"
"Stop being too nice, Celeste! Whatever, I hate you na!" Tinalikuran niya ako at nag-martsa na paalis. I just shrugged my shoulders after she left me. Tss, she's too immature.
"You can go na, tapos na ang show!"
"Kelly, why did you do that? Alam mo namang kakasimula pa lamang ng klase."
"Oo na nga, Celeste. It's my fault, okay? Can't you just shut the fuck up? Badtrip ako ngayon." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.
"Alam mong hindi gagana sa akin 'yang pagiging immature mo. I'm just lecturing you, Kelly. Paano kung makaapekto pa 'yang attitude mo sa pagiging part natin ng Rank Five, ha? What are you going to do?"
"Why are you so pressed ba? I can assure you that we're going to be a part of the Rank Five, okay?" She shot a brow up and crossed her arms. Sumandal siya sa sofa at nakipag-sukatan ng tingin sa akin.
"Ang sinasabi ko lang, you should be careful of your actions. Hindi tayo nakakasiguro na tayo na talaga ang susunod na Rank Five."
"Huh? You and Ashanti got the highest score in our batch last finals, Clio was the MVP of our volleyball team plus her scores were high too. While me, I represented our school for a pageant and eventually brought home the crown. And in fact, my scores are one of the highest too. Anong ikinakatakot mo?"
Muli akong bumuntong hininga dahil sa sinabi niya. Bakit ba hindi niya maintindihan ang point ko?
"Kelly, hindi tayo puwedeng makampante. Saka ka na lamang maging bitchesa kapag kasama na tayo sa Rank Five. Wala pa tayong napapatunayan, kung makaasta ka para namang napakataas mo na." She rolled her eyes and sighed heavily.
"But she ruined my bag! That bag is too expensive, Celeste. Regalo pa sa akin ni Mommy 'yun galing London!"
Muli akong napangiwi dahil sa lakas ng boses niya. Nagpapadyak pa siya na parang bata na inagawan ng candy.
"Then buy another one. You're daddy's little girl, right?" Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin kaya't natawa ako.
"Alam mo you're getting into my nerves na talaga. Kanina ka pang umaga ha," reklamo niya.
"Why? Hindi ba't lahat naman ng gusto mo ay nakukuha mo? Then call your Daddy and ask him to buy you a new bag. As simple as that, Kelly."
Inirapan niya muna ako bago siya nag-type sa kaniyang cellphone. Mariin kong ipinikit ang aking mga mata at malakas na bumuntong hininga. Nakaka-drain talaga ng energy na kausapin ang babaeng ito.
"Ashanti, pahingi nga muna ng tubig," utos ko kay Ashanti na kanina pa kami tahimik na pinapanood.
Tumayo siya at agad na kumuha ng tubig. Walang gana niya itong iniabot sa akin bago muling bumalik sa kama niya.
"Are you guys done fighting?" tanong niya habang nakahalumbaba at takang nakatingin sa amin. Nagkatinginan kami ni Kelly at kapwa nagkibit balikat.
"Nga pala, where's Clio?" I asked.
"She said may practice sila until 5 PM," sagot ni Kelly na busy sa kaniyang cellphone.
I looked at my wrist watch and my brows immediately furrowed. "It's already five forty five, bakit wala pa siya?"
Tumigil sa pagta-type si Kelly at takang tumingin sa amin. Hindi naman nag-salita si Ashanti at sa halip ay nag-suot na ng tsinelas.
"Are we going to find her or not?" tanong niya. Nagkatinginan kaming muli ni Kelly at sabay na tumayo.
"I thought may practice sila? Why are they not here?" takang tanong ni Kelly nang makarating kami sa court. Dito sila palaging nagpapractice kaya bakit wala sila rito?
Hindi pa man ako nakakasagot ay nauna nang naglakad sa amin si Ashanti. Napabuntong-hininga na lamang ako bago sumunod sa kaniya.
"Saan natin siya hahanapin? Mag-didilim na," muling reklamo ni Kelly.
"Uy Ashanti," tawag ko.
Tumigil siya sa paglalakad at tumingin sa amin ni Kelly. "Sa cafeteria," maikling sagot niya. Agad rin siyang tumalikod at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad.
"Eh?" I asked curiously when I saw a guy holding Clio's hand. Akmang sasampalin ito ni Clio pero napigilan siya ng lalaki.
Hindi pa man ako muling nakakapag-salita nang makita kong tumatakbo na palapit sa kanila si Kelly. I heaved a sigh before running towards them.
Gulo na naman.
"Hey, why are you holding Clio's hand?" malakas na tanong ni Kelly sa lalaki. Napatingin naman sa amin si Clio.
"Oh, Kelly, right? Sige, ikaw na lamang ang idadate ko. Mukha kasing napaka-choosy ng kaibigan mo." Napangiwi ako dahil sa sinabi ng lalaki. Ugh, men and their trashy attitude.
"What? Are you asking me out for a date? OMG!" eksaheradang saad ni Kelly. Nagliwanag naman ang mukha ng lalaki dahil sa sinabi nito.
"Ye—"
"You're so kadiri! Why would I go out with you? Sino ka ba? Do you have some properties outside Avalon? Does your family owns a company? Or are your grades high enough? If not, then you can't date me." Mahina akong natawa dahil mukhang pinagbaksakan ng langit at lupa 'yung lalaki.
"Tss, iba talaga kapag running for Rank Five, ano? Ang lakas ng confidence sa sarili." Binitiwan niya ang kamay ni Clio na dali-dali namang tumakbo palapit sa amin matapos makawala.
"Who is he?" I asked.
"Christian Anderson, isa sa bully ng school," sagot ni Ashanti. Napatango naman ako at muling tumingin kina Kelly at Christian.
"Celeste patigilin mo na sila," bulong ni Clio. I shrugged my shoulders before walking towards them.
"Kelly, let's go."
"What? This expired coupon messed up with me and Clio!" angal niya. And what? Expired coupon?
"What are you going to do with him?" tanong ko. Tumingin lamang sa akin si Kelly at malapad na ngumiti.
"Watch."
Muli siyang lumapit sa lalaki at akmang hahalikan ito pero sa halip na halikan ay tinuhod niya 'yung 'ano' ng lalaki. Mariin akong pumikit dahil sa ginawa niya.
"No means no, asshole. It does not mean that you should convince us."
"Akala mo naman kung sinong maganda," bulong lalaki.
"Excuse me mister but I know that I'm pretty. Hindi mo na kailangang sabihin. Ikaw? Do you think you're handsome? Eew! Before flirting with girls out of nowhere, try to fix your face and manners first," mataray na sagot ni Kelly. Hinawakan ko ang braso niya tanda na tumigil na kaya sinamaan niya akong muli ng tingin.
"Let's go," muling banta ko. Sa huli ay walang nagawa si Kelly kundi tumigil. Akmang aalis na kami nang muling mag-salita ang lalaki.
"Why are you so full of yourself? Do you really think you can be a part of the Rank Five?"
"That jerk! Gusto ko siyang tirisin!" iritableng reklamo ni Kelly nang makabalik kami sa dorm.
"Tss, kumalma ka nalang Kelly," ani Clio. Dumiretso siya sa kusina at uminom ng tubig.
"How can I calm down? Ang sabi niya hindi raw tayo nakakasiguro na magiging part tayo ng Rank Five. Huh! Kapag talaga naging part ako ng Rank Five, isasampal ko 'yun sa face niya!"
"Whatever, Kelly. Matulog na nga lang tayo." Tamad na humiga si Clio sa kama niya at akmang matutulog na nang batuhin siya ng unan ni Kelly.
"Hindi ka ba mag-shoshower? Yuck you're so gross!"
Umirap si Clio at bumangon sa kama. "I'm too tired, okay?" pagdadahilan niya at akmang hihiga na ulit pero hinila siya ni Kelly at pinabangon.
"No, you can't sleep! Kadiri ka ha, maligo ka muna. Amoy pawis ka, eew!" maarteng utos nito.
"Fine, fine! Stop nagging at me, please." Tumayo na muli si Clio mula sa kama niya at pupunta na sana sa banyo ngunit bago pa man siya makapasok sa loob ay tumingin siya sa amin at sumandal sa pader.
"But he's right though..." My brows furrowed and looked at her confusedly.
"Hindi talaga tayo dapat makampante na makakasama tayo sa Rank Five," dagdag niya.
"How many times do I have to tell you na makakasama nga tayo? Wala ng ibang candidates maliban sa atin, duh!" Kelly exclaimed.
"But still, we should expect the unexpected, girls." Clio remarked before she went inside the bathroom.
"She's really weird," bulong ni Kelly at humiga na sa kama niya. Pati si Ashanti ay hindi na rin pinansin ang sinabi ni Clio.
Napailing na lamang ako at humiga na rin sa aking kama. I bit my lower lip and inhaled a large amount of air. Wala dapat maging hadlang sa kung ano mang gusto ko.
I'll be a part of The Rank Five. I'll claim it.
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CELESTE"Kanina ka pa?" tanong ko nang makitang nagluluto si Ashanti sa kusina pagkagising ko. Tumingin siya sa akin at tumango."Anong trip mo at sinipag ka?" tanong kong muli bago sumilip sa niluluto niya. Simpleng fried rice iyon na may lahok na gulay. Nakahain na rin sa lamesa ang pritong hotdog, ham, itlog at bacon pati na rin ang salad ni Kelly."Gusto ko lang," sagot niya. Tumango naman ako at umupo na sa lamesa.Normally, Ashanti is someone who doesn't
CELESTE"Yes, I actually ranked first." Walang gana kong sabi kay Mommy na kausap ko sa telepono."Then you should do your best to maintain that spot. Baka naman ipaagaw mo pa sa iba." I rolled my eyes before nodding at her even though she can't see me."Mommy, hindi ko naman nakakalimutan ang sinabi mo sa akin. I am Celeste, I should always be first." She laughed and I just smiled."Very good, Celeste. You are really
CELESTE"See? Hindi talaga maganda ang kutob ko diyan kay Butler Cox," ani Ashanti."Tumahimik ka nga lang, okay? Ugh, I'm tired na talaga," reklamo naman ni Kelly. Nag-stretch pa siya ng kamay na animo'y sobrang napagod."Bakit ba ayaw niyo akong pakinggan?" Tumigil kami sa paglalakad at takang tumingin kay Ashanti."Bihira na nga lang akong magsalita, hindi pa
CELESTE"What the fuck, Celeste? Bakit ngayon mo lamang sinabi?!" Reklamo ni Kelly habang nagvavacuum."Sa halip na magreklamo ka, bilisan mo na lamang ang kilos mo," saway ni Clio. Umirap naman si Kelly at ipinagpatuloy ang paglilinis. Muli akong tumingin sa suot kong wrist watch."We still have twenty five minutes. Mag-ayos na kayo," I announced. Tumango naman sila at ibinalik na ang mga cleaning materials.Jarvis is
CELESTE"Bakit ba kasi ngayon pa bumalik si Jarvis? Ugh, I'm so tired na!"Napailing ako bago muling dumampot ng bola para ilagay sa basket na pinagkuhanan ni Clio."I'm sorry girls," paghingi ng paumanhin ni Clio. Tumigil naman ako sa pagpulot ng bolang ikinalat niya kanina at tinapik siya sa balikat."It's alright.""Medyo
CELESTE"Can you please stop pestering me?" I hissed at Jarvis. He just sighed before pouting."Maghapon ka na lamang ba magbabasa? Weekend na weekend," reklamo nito."Kung ayaw mong mag-aral, pabayaan mo na lamang ako, puwede ba? May test ako sa Lunes.""Sa isang araw pa naman," pagsuko nito at tumayo na. We were currently at the library dahil ayon sa kaniya ay gusto raw niyang mag-aral— na hindi naman niya gi
KELLY"Yes, Mommy?""Bilisan mo na di'yan, alright? Fix yourself, siguraduhin mong maganda ka."I chuckled. "Mommy, I'm already pretty.""I know, my daughter. What I mean is, make yourself prettier." Natawa naman ako at bahagyang napailing habang isinusuot ang aking hikaw."Mommy, I'm hanging up na. Let's just see each other later, okay?"
CELESTE"Wait. So you're saying that you're going to date Zev? For what? Akala ko ba hindi mo siya gusto?""Yeah, he's not my type." She leaned back in her seat, picking at her fingernails. "But I wanted to prove to him that a Kelly Carson won't fall in love for someone like him.""Paano kung mahulog ka?" "Are you really doubting me, huh, Celeste?" I sighed before shrugging my shoulders."Who knows," I mumbled before laying down on my bed."Aalis ka na agad?" I nodded at Clio before drinking my milk.
CELESTE"Law or leave, Celeste?"I forced a smile before turning my head towards the direction of my friends. Nakatingin sila sa akin at tila nagtataka sa kung ano mang pinag-uusapan namin ni Mommy.Muli akong nag-iwas ng tingin sa kanila. I didn't expect that I'll hear those words even after two months since I last heard it.Ganoon pa rin ang epekto. Nakakatakot."Let's just talk about that later, shall we?" I asked.I heard her sighed on the other line. "I want your answer now, Celeste Louisse. Hindi ko hawak ang oras ko," seryosong saad niya."At hindi mo rin po hawak ang oras ko.""Binabastos mo na ba ako?" tanong niya pero ramdam ko ang pagpipigil sa bawat salitang binibigkas niya.Malakas akong bumuntong hininga at marahang umiling kahit na alam ko na naman na hindi
ASHANTI"Let's talk."I swallowed the lump on my throat before looking at Dane. "Bibili muna ako ng kape."He was taken aback at first but he just sighed. Nakibit-balikat naman ako. Coffee is a must lalo pa't mukhang seryoso ang pag-uusapan namin."Gusto mo bang samahan kita?" tanong niya."Bahala ka."Tumayo ako at agad naman siyang sumunod. Para siyang tuta na ayaw mahiwalay sa amo. Mahina akong tumawa at napailing dahil sa naisip ko.Nagpatuloy naman ako sa paglalakad at dumiretso sa cafeteria. Kakaunti na ang tao roon kaya't mabilis kaming nakapasok."Bibili ka rin ba?" tanong ko kay Dane."Ako na ang bibili. Iced coffee pa rin ba?"Tumango ako at umupo na sa pinakamalapit na upuang nakita ko. I propped
KELLY"So, what are we doing here?" I asked as I roamed my eyes around the restaurant."To eat?" he asked sarcastically.I rolled my eyes and glared at him. "Puwede bang umayos ka kahit for today lang?"He chuckled. "I'm just stating a fact, sweetheart.""As far as I know, I never agreed to be your sweetheart.""You don't like it? Alright, babe."Muli kong iniikot ang mga mata ko. "Can you just stop flirting at me? Hindi ka funny.""Sigurado kang hindi ka natutuwa?"Awtomatikong tumaas ang kilay ko nang magsalita siya ng Tagalog. He's still sounds awkward speaking it but he improved."Hindi," sagot ko.He let out a soft chuckle. "Suit yourself, sweetheart.""I'm not your sweetheart nga, okay? Hindi ba magagal
CLIO"Does your Mom already knew that you stole Celeste's spot?"He chuckled. "Siyempre hindi.""Why didn't you tell her?""Maybe because at some point, I wanted her to be proud of me. Even though I grew up apart from her, I still love her. Just like every other child, I want to feel loved by her just like how I love her."I let out a harsh breath. "You did well," I uttered.He looked at me confusedly. "Bakit naman? I broke your trust, right?""But atleast you did your best to make up from your mistake. That's enough."The corner of his lips quirked up. "Gusto mo talaga ako eh, ano?"Napailing naman ako at sinamaan siya ng tingin. "Gago," bulong ko."Pero kung hindi mo ako gusto..."Taka akong tumingin sa kaniya. "Ano?"
EPILOGUE CELESTE "You really bad mouthed Markus on National TV a while ago, huh?" I leaned against my chair and crossed my arms. "Nagsabi lamang ako ng totoo," giit ko. "Why are you like that ba? You looked so grumpy," tanong ni Kelly at uminom sa binili niyang frappe. "Try mo kayang tumingin sa labas. Nakakatakot 'yung mga fans mo," reklamo ko. She chuckled. "Hindi naman sila makakapasok dito sa loob. Don't worry," she said and smiled on the camera outside. Napailing naman ako. She's really fond of cameras now. Parang dati, papageant-pageant lang siya sa mga school. Tapos ngayon, artista na. Kelly Eiryne Carson, one of the highest paid actress in the country. "Balita ko you'll join Binibining Pilipinas. Is that true?" tanong ko. Tumingin siya sa akin at ng
CELESTEI let out a harsh breath as a sign of relief while walking at the corridor together with my friends. The news of the removal of The Rank Five system spread like a wild fire not only in Avalon High but also outside.As usual, some of the students are already gossiping things about us— which I don't mind at all. Everyone have a different opinion and I respect that.However, I stand tall and firm on my belief. The removal of The Rank Five system may not benefit the school like the previous school years but it would surely benefit the mental health of the students.A school is a place to learn and discover new things. It should not be a place for competitions that may affect the well-being of the student inside and outside the school premises. A school is a place to earn new friends that might last a lifetime and it shouldn't be a place for rivalry."I think some people are cursing us on their minds," Kelly whi
CELESTEI sipped on my milk while staring out of nowhere, trying to think if we are really ready for the challenge."Earth to Celeste! Hey!" I blinked a few times and looked at Kelly confusedly."Yes?""You're sulking. What's the matter?" she asked."I'm just... You know, nervous I guess?"She chuckled. "Oh come on! Ikaw pa, kakabahan? You're the smartest out of all of us.""You're bluffing again," I retorted and sipped on my milk again."The line up is already decided, right?" Ashanti asked while drinking her iced coffee.I nodded. "Are you confident?""Of course, I am. History is a piece of cake," she answered."You're lucky," Kelly said
CELESTE"Are you really fine?"I sighed for the umpteenth before looking at Kelly. "I'm already said that I am fine, right?""I didn't know that she's hurting you." Umangkla siya sa braso ko at isinandal ang kaniyang ulo sa aking balikat.Napailing naman ako. "That rarely happens. Don't worry.""But still..."I sighed and gave her a lop-sided smile. "Don't pity me."She pouted. "It's not that I pity you. I'm just worried," giit niya."You don't have to.""Anong kadramahan 'to?" tanong ni Clio pagkababa sa kotse nila."Just Kelly acting like a baby," sagot ko."Bakit hindi pa kayo pumapasok sa loob?" Clio asked and raked her fingers through her hair. Nagf-fade na rin ang buhok niya na kulay pink kaparehas ng kay Jarvis."We are waiting for you and Ashanti to come," Kelly answered."Yeah, she insisted na sabay-sabay dapat tayo," dugtong ko.Maloko namang ngumiti si Clio. "Sweet niyo naman!"Napailing ako kasabay ng marahang pagtawa. Maya-maya pa ay dumating na rin si Ashanti na prenteng
CELESTE"Are you sure that this plan would work, Celeste?" I sighed and looked at Kelly once again. "You know what, if you don't trust me, then you can leave," iritable kong sabi.She pouted before highlighting her notes once again. Of course, she won't leave. This is our only chance to claim our spot from those traitors."I am supposed to go London right now," Kelly uttered."Walang holiday pagdating sa pag-aaral, Kelly.""Ugh! This is so irritating na. For sure, nagsasaya na sina Kenley kasama sina Mommy at Daddy sa London tapos ako, nandito sa Pilipinas at nag-aaral," reklamo niya."Kelly, we need to do this. Gusto mo bang bawiin ang puwesto mo o hindi?" Ashanti told Kelly."At isa pa, puwede ka namang pumunta sa London anytime. Those leisure activities can wait," segunda naman ni Clio.