"Baby come on... you can't do this.. you need to eat.." Katherine told me for the 100th time I guess, coz she honestly has been up my nerve...but I forgave her because I loved her, she was looking out for me after all.
I sighed, "what should I eat then?"
She handed me a bowl with porridge, God I loved this woman. I smiled and kissed her cheek. She rolled her eyes I knew that me not eating wasn't the only thing that made her miss work..
It was two days before the funeral and I haven't been eating nor talking to anyone but Kat. And I'm sure she was about to lecture me about that too.
"Thandy...."
"Yes...." I said with a mouthful of porridge, "this is really nice baby.. you should sleep over so you can make it for me..."
She sighed, "this has to stop please..."
I shrugged and took another spoon full of porridge in my mouth. I begged Kat to sleep over but the woman had so much respect for my dad that she refused. So I figured I wouldn
I took a taxi and wrote down an address then gave it to the driver.. I couldn't even describe how I felt..Mom?She was a mom to a child my age and she didn't even think about mentioning that to me? Why didn't she tell me."we are here ma'am..." the guy who's been driving said. I thanked him and got out. The wind started to blow as I took in the familiar surroundings.God, I used to come here like crazy and then Shit happened and I didn't fucken know what to do.I walked the stairs in the the flats as images of us played in my head.. one specific where we had just been in a fight coz I was called a dyke in the street.. And she protected me.I reached her door and then asked myself what the hell was I doing here. Should I knock and go in or should I just leave and go home. I mean me rocking up here like this after everything that's been happening without her in my life is just...Oh God.. I needed her.. because to
Kat got in and looked very surprised to see me there.."Umhh... babe you're here?" She said and then looked at her daughter,"Would you put clothes on Gail..."I smiled at Gail, "I think I kinda told her to go get dressed too.."Gail rolled her eyes, "okay... I see now why you guys are in a relationship...." then she turned around, "I gotta go call my son anyways, so bye love birds...."I turned to Kat and said sarcastically, "I've known her for an hour and already, I know she has a son..."Kat sighed and took off her jacket and then put her bag on the counter... "Wanna go to the bedroom and talk...""We both know what happens when we are in the bedroom... it's been over three months... so I can't go there with you.. right now I just want to know why you hid the fact that you have a 27 year old daughter.. like didn't it occur to you that we might meet... or I might find out down the line?""Look... I.. it's compli
We landed in New York the following day and we only had three hours to the shoot."Look, my house is close to the studio, why don't we go freshen up and then head there..." Susan suggested and I battled with my emotions whether to do that or not. I mean it was really reasonable considering I'd meet with traffic when I go to my apartment and then come back to the studio.I sighed in defeat, "yeah... that sounds like a plan....""Unless you wanna rest... I'll tell Steph that you....""No no no...." I stopped her the moment I saw where this was going, I didn't want to sit at home and do nothing, coz then I'd go crazy thinking about Katherine and I.. "I'm good.. I want to work.. we can do this..."She smiled as she opened the taxi for me, "is you ready with your script?""yea.. while you were busy dreaming in the plane I was busy with my scripts.. I hope you won't set me back..." I said truthfully. Since I couldn't sleep the entire 16 hour
I wondered if I should make her feel at home by offering her something to drink or not, but then I was like let me just be polite."Want something to drink?"She nodded, "Yes please... My throat is kinda dry, I didn't know there won't be anyone here..."I went to the kitchen and fixed a juice for her then handed her the glass, she took it and sipped immediately.I sighed coz I honestly wanted to know what she was doing here, "what do you want here..."She sipped again, "to talk to you... why else...""Omarley don't fuck with me..."She smiled, "God, with what I've heard, I wouldn't mind if you could.""Right now... you are seriously getting on my nerves like your mother..."She took another and sat on the couch, "which one?"I swear to God this child was trying me. I kept quiet and looked at her.She smiled, "you look hot... where were you? Date?"I looked at her, and the more I did the more I saw her
She woke me up around 4am and told me to go get ready. I was sleepy as fuck because we hardly slept."Why so early?" I asked in a raspy voice and she yawned,"I have to be at the studio before 6, so I'm trying to take you home because your call time is 11... I can't take you there this early you need to go get some sleep and read your lines.""Oh God, well, you kept me up.... What time is it?""It's before 4... And I thought you are the one who kept me up..."I laughed, "Jesus no Steph, I was keeping up with you..."Then I thought, what is it with old women and their stamina, like, was their sex drive that high.. but I didn't say that out loud.Surprisingly she climbed on top of me still all naked, "Well you kept up alright...""Steph get off me..." I saidShe giggled and laid her whole body on mine, I was very surprised last night when I realized that we are almost the same height.Her right hand held my left le
I woke up at four in the morning cuddle up with Gail... Oh fuck... no... I did not just have sex with Katherine's daughter.... I.... God, this time I have crossed the line..I quickly got up and rushed to the bathroom. I immediately opened the shower and bathed. I took the shower gel and applied it on my body then scrubbed the living out of me. I felt dirty, like I did the most awful thing I can think off.Sleeping with Gail was really out of line.When I felt like my body was starting to ache, complaining from my roughness on it. I got out and wiped my body dry. Took my moisturizer and applied it on my body and then I walked back to my bedroom.Since I couldn't see clearly I switched on the lights and the girl woke up."Umhh.... oh fuck..." She said when realization hit her. I was glad she reacted like that coz I did too.I took out my short jeans and a black tank top with black sandals."Thandy fuck... why did you allow me to le
I woke up to a throbbing headache and I was sweating like hell. I reached under my pillow for my phone and realized the time was 3am."Flip!" I said getting up into a sitting position.A good dream is what I needed after the emotions I went to bed on last night. But getting married to Katherine Omarley was more like a nightmare, and how happy I was in my dream was more terrifying.I mean don't get me wrong, you didn't need a PhD nor to be a rocket scientist to know that I loved and still love Kat with my whole heart, but to get married to her in a dream and be so happy about it while in reality I was trying to stay away from her is just....scary.I know it was too early but I knew I'd never be able to sleep, so I got up and hit the shower. After fixing my bed it was going to four, I still had an hour till my transport arrived.Ohh did I tell you that Steph hired me a driver since I didn't want to buy a car. She told me it was less risky, and
I reached her shower and locked myself inside then took of my clothes. My jaw felt heavy and out of place, like it didn't even belong to my face. When I was totally naked I poured water in the bath and sat inside. My mind was all over the place, I had a shoot tomorrow and Friday with Glee then the Fashion Week was on Saturday.My face was a mess...and swollen.I tied up my hair and rested my face inside water, for a while it felt Okay until I opened my mouth. I felt like my jaw was in a wrong place.I sat in there and cried. Right then my mind wished if I had allowed Katherine to talk. Coz now I got beaten for basically hanging up on her.I heard a knock on the door and my heard darted to it but not before I had folded my knees on my chest while still sitting inside the bath.'babe....' she whispered.Babe?So she beats me and leaves me there, then comes back and calls me 'babe?' The nerve. I kept quiet and she knocke
Last night, Kat and I came back as soon as the moon disappeared. God, I couldn't describe how I felt, it was beyond anything. I loved Kat and I was so fucken sure that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. After thisi had no idea what I'd plan to ask her to marry me, coz she topped everything else...After arriving back in our room, well... you know what happened, sex and more sex.I woke up in the morning and my body was aching in pain. Fuck, I shouldn't have too much sex anymore.Kat looked so fucken adorable sleeping. Smiled and took my phone in the wardrobe. I took a picture of jer facing away, still naked, you could only see her back and then hair. I smiled as I clicked on my instagram app and posted the picture with a caption:"WAKING UP TO THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WOULD BE A DREAM COME TRUE...😍❤💯🌈#LoveWins "Within those seconds I pressed "share", there were already likes budging in as if these people were sitting on t
The car parked outside what seemed like a resort a little bit outside town. It was a two hour drive to be precise. The drive was smoothing, perfect music, and little conversation in between. She'd constantly ask how was my neck and I'd assure her that I was fine."Baby...." I said as we hopped off the car."Yes babe..""I don't have clothes you know.. coz you just drove here straight.."She smiled, "you are not going to need clothes for this..."My mind insanely went 360°.. "Umhh baby I don't think my head or neck can do with your sex.. it's just crazy wild.."She shoved me off playfully, "baby I wasn't even thinking sex.. I have plans.. and they do still require you naked.. but not for fucking.."I smiled as she locked the car and took my hand, "well baby you can't say I don't need clothes and expect me not to think about sex."I took in our surroundings, the place was fucken breathtaking, the buildings were made with wood
I finished putting the clothes on. I have been copped up in here for the last four days, I could really use with being out.The door opened just as I was putting my shoes on, my ex stood there with the biggest smile on her face, "man I should operate everyone I love.. this is working."I rolled my eyes at her, "don't... I'm just doing this because I'm bored, besides, I'd prefer chilling here with my girlfriend than be in a rooftop with your ass.."She shrugged not seeming phased by what I just said, "either way.. you are coming...so whatever reason that is doesn't matter.." I shook my head a bit as we made our way down the passage before coming in view with the stairs..I shook my head, "I am not taking the stairs Roxanne..."She laughed and took my hand directing me to the lift, "you are such a baby..""You'll say that coz your head wasn't operated five days ago..."She lifted her hands up in surrender, "I got you ba
I closed my eyes, I was bleeding internally.. fuck.. what did that mean? That I was bleeding like Kat?I mean she was puking and coughing blood because the poison was slowly doing things inside her."What do you mean? What happened and where is the blood coming from?" I asked in tears. She tightened her hold on my hand,"Through your ears babe.. please stop talking...."I was bleeding through my fucken ears? Was I dying?"Baby please don't cry?" Kat said the moment she felt my body shake. I couldn't help it anymore. I just cried. I was so terrified."I don't wanna die..." I said in between sobs."You won't die...""Kat I don't want to die.. God I can't.. It would kill my parents. I can't die.""You have no idea how much it would kill me..." she said in a whisper before kissing my hand.I closed my eyes... and concentrated on her.."I love you.. just hold on, I am so scared.. I don't know what to do. I feel
"Wow... Okay either God is good or God is really gooood." My ex said looking at me.Kat looked a bit confused at me for what I said when Xy walked in, I assumed.Roxanne was now in other clothes, she was wearing a suit to be precise and those white Dr coats above. She kinda looked cute in this."Twice in one day, trust me, we really should have that drink I proposed." My ex spoke and Kat cleared her throat."Umhh.." I said and took Kat's hand in mine, "baby.. this is Roxanne... Roxanne this is my girlfriend, Katherine.."Kat furrowed her eyes, "Thee Roxanne..?""Ops.." my ex said, "the one and only stupid ex, but forget about me.. you are fucking Dr Omarley?" She said the last statement looking at me.My mouth hanged wide open, I had no idea how to react or even respond to that question...and her being here right at this moment kinda made me feel a bit uncomfortable.I sighed looking at the file Roxanne was holding, "so.. pl
"God... Thandy why did you do that?" George asked sounding a bit afar. My mind wasn't here at all, it was back five years ago, when I last saw Roxanne.Roxanne....?She was standing here, just a few feet away from me, looking like she just jumped off a playboy magazine. She looked fucken hot it hurt. She looked breathtaking.This felt like a dream. Like it wasn't happening. I thought someone would finally scream, "you have got got.." and they'd show hidden cameras, but nothing like happened."Thandy..." Steph said quickly snapping me off my thoughts. I looked on the ground, "fuck... I'm so sorry..."George, "It's okay.. we understand the chick is hot, I'll clean this up."Steph stood in front of me, "God am I so glad that you guys know each other, I thought it would be really awkward since y'all meeting for the first time. But I think it's only basics, you will just make her feel welcomed."She had no idea how awkward this w
"oh Kat..." I screamed my girlfriend's name as she continued to eat me alive.I was laying at the edge of the bed and she was kneeling on the floor, my thighs were on her shoulders as she gave me pleasure.I panted for air, I was getting closer and closer the more she slipped her tongue inside me.I sighed and pulled her head harder on me, "baby... right there... I'm close..."To my surprise, which really shouldn't have been a surprise, she pulled away totally from me but kept her hand on my mound and rubbed it gently.She got up from her knees and positioned herself in between my legs, then it sunk in. I lifted myself up and supported myself by my elbows, then gave her a questioning look, "baby?"She smiled at me and leaned in on me, started kissing my tummy, slowly going up until she reached my lips. She whispered, "I need you to lay down a bit.."I shook my head slowly, "baby you are not about to do what I think you are... righ
The fact that time was six did not bother me one bit, I opened my bedroom door and closed it then slowly walked to my bed. I climbed on with my right knee and slowly laid her on her back. She smiled at me and I closed my eyes suddenly feeling this rush in me. Nerves hitting me a bit.Don't get me wrong, I have done this before, just not like this, it was back in my days when I wasn't this anymore. Back when I was fucking for fun."Baby...?" Kat said touching my face. I slowly opened my eyes, held her hand and kissed it then looked at her.I felt the rush kick in, those dark feelings. Was I ready to do this? I mean back then I was doing it because I was hurt, so I allowed this dark side of me to show."Baby are you okay?" Kat asked now unbuttoning my shirt. I smiled a bit, she was asking me this while getting me naked? What if I said I'm not okay? Will she stop."Thandy..." she said getting up on her elbows to support herself as she tried to c
Something vibrated under me, I ignored it but it became louder and louder by each second. I groaned before sticking my hand under my pillow and taking my phone out.I opened one eye, it was my alarm, the time was 2am already."Fuck.. noo it's too soon..." I groaned in between my teeth."What time should you be at work..?" Kat whispered frightening me a bit, I mean I thought she was still very much sound asleep, but then again the loudness of this phone could have woken her up.I sighed tirelessly, "at four baby...""Then why did you set the alarm two hours early?" She asked and I got up into a sitting position while still feeling sleepy, "baby I have to familiarize myself with the script.. worse lately I have been so into you and other shit.."I closed my eyes and listened to my girlfriend's sexy voice that responded with a, "baby couldn't you wake up around to 3.. you are not that dumb.."If I wasn't as tired as I am I was going