We sat there staring at each other, not knowing what to say? We had just confessed our sins to each and now we had no idea how to take it.
Honestly speaking I wasn't even sure what to say.
We have been sitting like this for over thirty minutes now. Staring at her and her at me without saying a word.
I had a lot of questions build up in my mind and I figured asking them would be good.
I sighed, "can I ask.."
"Please do.. yes..."
I stared at her for a while, I had no idea which one to start with. The sleeping with an ex or the drugs?
"Please just say anything.. you have been awfully quiet..." she told me and I nodded. I was still trying to find a way of which I can put these questions without sounding like a bitch.
"Why?" I said.
She opened her mouth to say something and then shut it. Like she had no idea what to actually say or maybe how to put what she has to say.
She shrugged, "I'm insecure.... and I love you so
I got up leaving Kat there in bed, as much it broke my heart to, I had no other choice.I quickly went to Chloe's bathroom and started running the water. I looked around for a towel or anything and to my surprise I saw me red liquid at the edge of the toilet seat.I squinted my eyes at the spot and realized that it was blood.'blood?' I questioned a bit puzzled.Did I miss something with Kat this morning? Was she bleeding? Did she hurt herself? Or was she hurt during the time she was here?I thought about going out to ask her or check but I stopped myself.I slowly took off my clothes and entered the shower. As much as I wanted this shower to go in forever I knew I was going to be late. So I quickly got out and wrapped my body with Chloe's towel and got out.Kat was sound asleep in bed, so I freely went out and rushed to my bedroom."Bitch!" Chloe said the second I walked in."What the fuck Chloe you know that's a no go area righ
"No... no.. fucking no, she can't be dead dude..." I said in a low voice looking at Chloe...She gasped, "what? Dude she ain't dead.."I looked at her trying to see if she wasn't lying. She didn't flinch. Fuck...Fuck.. fuck.. thank God..She was alive..."So....?" I asked and this idiot still stared at me like I was losing my mind."Chloe don't fuck with me or I'll beat your ass... did she fucken leave?"She shook her head a.d stuttered, "she's... She's at the hospital ....""The fuck? Doing what?""She was bleeding.... so I called an ambulance..."I got up in disbelief.. what happened? What went wrong?"Umh... Come on. Let's go..." I said, I was still in shock after she told my what happened.I sighed, "why wasn't I told.. I have a fucken phone for goodness..."She rolled her eyes, "work remember.. you were at work. Besides, she's as stubborn as you, so she didn't want me dragging you from wor
I closed the door behind me and stood there still a bit puzzled. I couldn't tell exactly what just happened. Was it just sinking in right now that Gail and I slept together?I sighed as I slid down the door witg my back on it. My ass hit the cold tile but I didn't care.My heart felt heavy, how the fuck were we really going to deal with this?I heard footsteps approach me. The person stopped when they got next to me, u didn't even lift my head up to see who it is."Thandy?" Dr Stevens' voice pierced through my ears before she asked.. "Is everything okay?"I kept quiet still trying to breathe.. I soon felf her touch my shoulders, "come on get up..."I shook my head slowly.She sighed, "Thandy you sitting on this floor isn't okay.. you'll get sick, please get up.."I sighed too and finally lifted my head up. She handed me her hands and I took them as she pulled me up.She directed me to a chair that was nearby, I furrowe
I woke up feeling refreshed and new. I sat up, ran my hands on my face trying to fully wake me up.I looked in front of me and came in view with my reflection in the mirror, my hair was messed up but dar I couldn't stop but smile because I looked hella fine even at this time of the morningI yawned and got up, I didn't even waste my time by checking my phone because I knew I had a lot of calls especially from work since I didn't pitch.I went straight into the shower and got myself cleaned up. I didn't sit in there for long because since I was in a good mood I knew where being in the shower for long could lead.I heard a knock on my door the moment I got out of the shower, a but surprised since I didn't call up anyone or wasn't expecting anyone, I wrapped a towel around my body and went to open the door.There was a young man pushing a table full of what seem to be food. I furrowed my brows at him, "I'm sure you got the wrong room num
I got up trying to plan my day ahead, I was going to attend a party of someone I didn't know at all.I shook my head as I thought about that. The party wasn't starting until about two hours, so I had all that time to me and I was bored as fuck. I checked places to go to and there weren't much at this time. I mean it was just midday. I sighed and went by the window. I pulled a chair with me and sat by it.The city was nice, and not as busy or loud as New York was. I closed my eyes trying to enjoy the peace and quietness of the place but my phone started blazing.I looked at the screen and Maudy's name flashed on the screen. I sighed as I thought about my last conversation with my bestie, it wasn't so appetizing at all.I slid the phone and answered it, "hey Maud...""Oh hey look, she still remembers my name.." she said sarcastically and I shook my head a bit, knowing very well that all this was about to turn ugly."Hey... I'
The drive back home wasn't a walk in the park but since I was happy I didn't mind at all. Traffic was like hell but I finally managed to be in New York at 8pm.I took out my phone and connected it to my car then dialed Stevens."Thandy..." she answered in the second ring."Hey Dr Stevens, how are you?""I'm alright thanks and how are you? God you sound good." She said and I smiled, "I'm beyond good actually, I'm fucken amazing...""I can tell you really are.. so what can I do for you this late?""I wanna know when can I come fetch my girlfriend."She laughed a bit, "are you for real? I can't discharge her since she won't have anyone staying home with her, I have to keep her under my care.""Stevens she has me, I'll take care of her, please I need her home with me.""Thandy... are you serious?" She asked sounding a bit surprised and I stupidly nodded as if she could see me. And it was like she read my mind coz she said, "you do kn
I walked out and put my phone in my pocket. I opened the main door only to feel something pull me. I turned to find Steph there giving me a worried look. I sighed and pulled my hand away, "what Steph..?""Are you okay?" She asked and I felt like crying right there and then but I stopped myself. I wasn't going to let this get to me, I wasn't going to allow Simone to get to me. I nodded a bit,"Yeah.. I just have to go...""We have to talk..." She said and I sighed, "I seriously have to go Steph.. I need to see Kat.""Oh.." she said, "is everything okay with her?"It took me a bit while to answer, I stood and looked at Steph. Should I just forget about Kat and give Steph a chance? I mean she has been here and she showed nothing but regret towards the way she acted back then. She was remorseful too. While Kat... Kat was just on and off, it was was confusing me sometimes."Thandy.. is she okay?"I shrugged, "I don't know.. I'll see when I get th
I wanted to scream my lungs out at her and tell her to fuck off, but I kept my cool. I slowly looked at the door where Kat was at and then Simone started walking towards it.I sighed and followed her but my phone stopped me.'great.. fucken great timing to call me back Steph' I thought after taking out my phone in my pocket. I quickly put it on my ear and tried to calm down,"Stephanie...""You should come come down to the studio... before the end of today." The woman said on the phone.God I honestly wasn't up for all this, "Steph...""Thandy I expect you here before 5 sharp.."Shocked that she just ordered me like that and actually startled by the noise that was coming from where Kat and Simone was, I sighed, "Steph please don't do this.. please..""I'll see you this afternoon..." she said before hanging up. I gasped, the woman has some nerve.'No! No Kat, that child is very disrespectful and I will not stand it.' Si
Last night, Kat and I came back as soon as the moon disappeared. God, I couldn't describe how I felt, it was beyond anything. I loved Kat and I was so fucken sure that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. After thisi had no idea what I'd plan to ask her to marry me, coz she topped everything else...After arriving back in our room, well... you know what happened, sex and more sex.I woke up in the morning and my body was aching in pain. Fuck, I shouldn't have too much sex anymore.Kat looked so fucken adorable sleeping. Smiled and took my phone in the wardrobe. I took a picture of jer facing away, still naked, you could only see her back and then hair. I smiled as I clicked on my instagram app and posted the picture with a caption:"WAKING UP TO THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WOULD BE A DREAM COME TRUE...😍❤💯🌈#LoveWins "Within those seconds I pressed "share", there were already likes budging in as if these people were sitting on t
The car parked outside what seemed like a resort a little bit outside town. It was a two hour drive to be precise. The drive was smoothing, perfect music, and little conversation in between. She'd constantly ask how was my neck and I'd assure her that I was fine."Baby...." I said as we hopped off the car."Yes babe..""I don't have clothes you know.. coz you just drove here straight.."She smiled, "you are not going to need clothes for this..."My mind insanely went 360°.. "Umhh baby I don't think my head or neck can do with your sex.. it's just crazy wild.."She shoved me off playfully, "baby I wasn't even thinking sex.. I have plans.. and they do still require you naked.. but not for fucking.."I smiled as she locked the car and took my hand, "well baby you can't say I don't need clothes and expect me not to think about sex."I took in our surroundings, the place was fucken breathtaking, the buildings were made with wood
I finished putting the clothes on. I have been copped up in here for the last four days, I could really use with being out.The door opened just as I was putting my shoes on, my ex stood there with the biggest smile on her face, "man I should operate everyone I love.. this is working."I rolled my eyes at her, "don't... I'm just doing this because I'm bored, besides, I'd prefer chilling here with my girlfriend than be in a rooftop with your ass.."She shrugged not seeming phased by what I just said, "either way.. you are coming...so whatever reason that is doesn't matter.." I shook my head a bit as we made our way down the passage before coming in view with the stairs..I shook my head, "I am not taking the stairs Roxanne..."She laughed and took my hand directing me to the lift, "you are such a baby..""You'll say that coz your head wasn't operated five days ago..."She lifted her hands up in surrender, "I got you ba
I closed my eyes, I was bleeding internally.. fuck.. what did that mean? That I was bleeding like Kat?I mean she was puking and coughing blood because the poison was slowly doing things inside her."What do you mean? What happened and where is the blood coming from?" I asked in tears. She tightened her hold on my hand,"Through your ears babe.. please stop talking...."I was bleeding through my fucken ears? Was I dying?"Baby please don't cry?" Kat said the moment she felt my body shake. I couldn't help it anymore. I just cried. I was so terrified."I don't wanna die..." I said in between sobs."You won't die...""Kat I don't want to die.. God I can't.. It would kill my parents. I can't die.""You have no idea how much it would kill me..." she said in a whisper before kissing my hand.I closed my eyes... and concentrated on her.."I love you.. just hold on, I am so scared.. I don't know what to do. I feel
"Wow... Okay either God is good or God is really gooood." My ex said looking at me.Kat looked a bit confused at me for what I said when Xy walked in, I assumed.Roxanne was now in other clothes, she was wearing a suit to be precise and those white Dr coats above. She kinda looked cute in this."Twice in one day, trust me, we really should have that drink I proposed." My ex spoke and Kat cleared her throat."Umhh.." I said and took Kat's hand in mine, "baby.. this is Roxanne... Roxanne this is my girlfriend, Katherine.."Kat furrowed her eyes, "Thee Roxanne..?""Ops.." my ex said, "the one and only stupid ex, but forget about me.. you are fucking Dr Omarley?" She said the last statement looking at me.My mouth hanged wide open, I had no idea how to react or even respond to that question...and her being here right at this moment kinda made me feel a bit uncomfortable.I sighed looking at the file Roxanne was holding, "so.. pl
"God... Thandy why did you do that?" George asked sounding a bit afar. My mind wasn't here at all, it was back five years ago, when I last saw Roxanne.Roxanne....?She was standing here, just a few feet away from me, looking like she just jumped off a playboy magazine. She looked fucken hot it hurt. She looked breathtaking.This felt like a dream. Like it wasn't happening. I thought someone would finally scream, "you have got got.." and they'd show hidden cameras, but nothing like happened."Thandy..." Steph said quickly snapping me off my thoughts. I looked on the ground, "fuck... I'm so sorry..."George, "It's okay.. we understand the chick is hot, I'll clean this up."Steph stood in front of me, "God am I so glad that you guys know each other, I thought it would be really awkward since y'all meeting for the first time. But I think it's only basics, you will just make her feel welcomed."She had no idea how awkward this w
"oh Kat..." I screamed my girlfriend's name as she continued to eat me alive.I was laying at the edge of the bed and she was kneeling on the floor, my thighs were on her shoulders as she gave me pleasure.I panted for air, I was getting closer and closer the more she slipped her tongue inside me.I sighed and pulled her head harder on me, "baby... right there... I'm close..."To my surprise, which really shouldn't have been a surprise, she pulled away totally from me but kept her hand on my mound and rubbed it gently.She got up from her knees and positioned herself in between my legs, then it sunk in. I lifted myself up and supported myself by my elbows, then gave her a questioning look, "baby?"She smiled at me and leaned in on me, started kissing my tummy, slowly going up until she reached my lips. She whispered, "I need you to lay down a bit.."I shook my head slowly, "baby you are not about to do what I think you are... righ
The fact that time was six did not bother me one bit, I opened my bedroom door and closed it then slowly walked to my bed. I climbed on with my right knee and slowly laid her on her back. She smiled at me and I closed my eyes suddenly feeling this rush in me. Nerves hitting me a bit.Don't get me wrong, I have done this before, just not like this, it was back in my days when I wasn't this anymore. Back when I was fucking for fun."Baby...?" Kat said touching my face. I slowly opened my eyes, held her hand and kissed it then looked at her.I felt the rush kick in, those dark feelings. Was I ready to do this? I mean back then I was doing it because I was hurt, so I allowed this dark side of me to show."Baby are you okay?" Kat asked now unbuttoning my shirt. I smiled a bit, she was asking me this while getting me naked? What if I said I'm not okay? Will she stop."Thandy..." she said getting up on her elbows to support herself as she tried to c
Something vibrated under me, I ignored it but it became louder and louder by each second. I groaned before sticking my hand under my pillow and taking my phone out.I opened one eye, it was my alarm, the time was 2am already."Fuck.. noo it's too soon..." I groaned in between my teeth."What time should you be at work..?" Kat whispered frightening me a bit, I mean I thought she was still very much sound asleep, but then again the loudness of this phone could have woken her up.I sighed tirelessly, "at four baby...""Then why did you set the alarm two hours early?" She asked and I got up into a sitting position while still feeling sleepy, "baby I have to familiarize myself with the script.. worse lately I have been so into you and other shit.."I closed my eyes and listened to my girlfriend's sexy voice that responded with a, "baby couldn't you wake up around to 3.. you are not that dumb.."If I wasn't as tired as I am I was going