Chapter 194 Follow Your Heart

(Ruby)

When the children were here, the house was filled with laughter and the sound of running feet. Now, it was devoid of all those noises, making me think too much of my own predicament.

Was this it for the two of us?

I had started my relationship with Jack with hopes of building a future with him. Now all of my thoughts lay tattered inside my mind and it feels like I have nowhere else to go.

I was sewing a brochure onto a dress, and I could not even focus on this small and simple task. When I finally ended up stabbing myself with the sewing needle, I let out a frustrated groan and slammed my current work onto the bed.

I wandered out of my room, went downstairs, and made myself some coffee before going back upstairs but this time I entered Mama’s room where she had been resting.

Thomas and Lydia had taken the kids out somewhere and all the distractions I had were put on hold.

Quietly, I climbed into Mama’s bed and tucked myself into her comforter. I realized that I had been doing t