At exactly three PM the next day, I stand outside my matrimonial home, clutching the strap of my bag in a death grip.
Henry had called me an hour ago with news that he’d finally decided to sign the divorce papers, but I was expected to pick it up at our house. I didn’t want to come here but he was adamant. I can already feel tears pricking my eyes. This house holds too many memories of my dear David. I finally summon the courage and knock once. The door opens almost immediately and Zeya, our house keeper, appears. “Who is it…?” Her eyes widen in surprise when she sees me. “Mrs. Amani! Oh, it’s so wonderful to see you again. How’ve you been?” The middle aged woman pulls me into a bear hug and I almost burst into tears as her familiar peach scent fills my nostrils. “It’s wonderful to see you too, Zeya.” With my best friend in another country and my aunt always busy with work, Zeya was always my only companion on those nights when Henry never made it home because he was too busy with “work” and David was too sick to play with. She wraps her arms around me and leads me into the mansion. It’s like stepping into a time warp. Everything is just as I left it on the night I had to rush David to the hospital alone. Nothing has changed. I open my mouth to speak but just then, a childish squeal pierces the air. I pause. “What was that?” Zeya shakes her head, her eyes narrowing with annoyance. “Well, the boss, he…” she heaves a long sigh. “He returned last night with Laura and her children. They came with a couple of overnight bags so I guess they’ll be staying here awhile.” My throat tightens with anger. What exactly did I expect from a bastard like Henry? It’s almost like his dead son and I never existed. Something suddenly dawns on me and I turn to Zeya. “Mrs Laura’s children, which room are they staying in?” Zeya lowers her eyes guiltily and that’s all I need to know. Propelled by a very healthy dose of rage, I stomp up the stairs and follow the squeals until I arrive at my late son’s bedroom. I push the door open and my eyes widen in horror. The entire room is trashed. I never got the chance to pack David’s things so his toys are scattered all over the marble floors. The Lightning McQueen wallpapers on the walls are covered with crayons and there’s a sharp, acrylic smell in the air. Nail polish. “What’s going on here?!” I snap, trying hard to control my annoyance. The room falls silent immediately. Both girls pause their jumping on the bed and turn in my direction. They’re beautiful children, I must admit. They both have their mother’s blonde hair and air of superiority. “Look, Myrtle, it’s Mr. Wilson’s wife.” One of them says. The younger twin, Maya, wrinkles her nose in disgust. “My mommy says you’re a witch and you ate your son for dinner.” My fingers clench and unclench with helpless anger as I take in David’s broken toys and scattered clothes. I can’t take my anger out on the girls. They’re just children. No longer able to hold it in, I push away from the door and go in search of Henry. “Henry? Where are you? Henry!” I finally hear his voice when I reach the top of the stairs. “What’s the commotion all about?” He growls, stepping out of his home office. He stops in his tracks when he sees me. “Amani. When did you arrive?” “You really have no respect for the dead, do you?” I deadpan, not bothering to answer his question. He rolls his eyes. “What are you going on about now?” “What are Laura and her children doing here?” My voice is very calm, betraying the storm that currently brews inside of me. “Well, Laura is currently having issues with the plumbing at her apartment and it’ll take a few days to get it fixed, so I asked her to stay here for a while.” At my angry stare, he quickly adds; “Don’t be like this, Amani. You didn’t expect me to leave the poor children to take their baths with freezing cold water, did you? That would be cruel!” “Okay, Mr. Philanthropist. Well done! But couldn’t you find another room to keep her children? They’ve destroyed all of David’s things before I even got the chance to pack them up. How could you…?” “Don’t tell me you're this upset because of a couple of toys.” He asks sarcastically. “If it bothers you that much, I’ll buy new ones.” I open my mouth to reply to him but snap it back shut immediately. I honestly do not know what to say. “You know what, Henry? Just when I start to think that you might have a bit of human compassion or even common sense, you shock me every single time. I’m here for the divorce papers. Where are they?” He takes a step in my direction but I fist my fingers and stand my ground. I will not cower. “I didn’t sign the papers.” “Wait, what?” He’s still coming closer. “I said I didn’t sign it. I just wanted you to come home. We need to talk, Amani.” “You tricked me!” “And what if I did? How else was I supposed to get your attention?” Henry is standing too close to me now. One more step and my chest will literally be plastered against his. “You really are a monster.” His eyes bulge with anger. “Don’t you dare talk to me in that manner!” He stretches his hand towards me but I edge backwards immediately. “Don’t you dare touch me!” “Mrs. Amani. Watch out!” Zeya screams. Before I can even understand what’s going on, my foot slips on the edge of the stairs and I flail my arms in a useless attempt to regain my balance. One second, I’m hurling profanities at Henry and the next, I go tumbling down the marble stairs. Shards of pain explode through my entire body as I helplessly roll down the stairs. By the time I reach the bottom, my entire body is on fire and I feel dizzy as hell. The last thing I remember before the darkness consumes me is Henry’s voice. “Quick, Zeya. I think she’s unconscious. We need to take her to the hospital…!” *** BHYRON Macaulay Group of Companies is one of the most successful conglomerate of companies in the United States, and as the CEO, I detest debtors. “I’m sorry, Mrs. Ophelia, but I can no longer extend the time frame for the loan. You’ve been owing my company for the past two years. I think I’ve given you ample time to make the payment.” Ophelia lowers head, her eyes clouding with despair. “I just need one more month, Bhyron. Please. We’ve barely recorded thirty percent profit ever since the company went bankrupt. For the sake of the relationship between our families, just be patient with me this one last time.” I clench and unclench my fists, trying hard to maintain my cool. “The relationship between our families is the main reason I’ve let you owe me twenty million dollars for the past two years. If you were anyone else, you’d be in jail right now. I’m sorry but this is business. There’s nothing more I can do for you.” The older woman’s eyes fill with tears and bile rises in throat. “Think of Amani. How would she feel if she finds out that you’ve seized her parents’ company?” I know damn well that Ophelia is resorting to emotional blackmail, but that doesn’t stop my chest from constricting painfully at the mention of her name. Amani. The only woman who ever made my dark, dead heart come alive. I shake my head to dispel thoughts of her. It doesn’t work, so I get to my feet instead. “Stooping this low will not get you what you want, Mrs. Ophelia. And if you think I give two fucks about Amani’s feelings, you’re wrong. I forgot about her a long time ago.” Lies. I never forgot Amani. I don’t think I ever will. Mrs. Ophelia opens her mouth to say something but just then, her phone chimes in her bag. “Who’s calling me now?” She mutters under her breath as she answers the call. “Hello?” “Hello. Is this Ophelia, Amani’s aunt?” The call is on speakerphone and I can hear the man’s voice loud and clear. Why does he sound so familiar? “Yes. That’s me. Who is this?” “This is Henry. Her husband. Your niece had an accident. She’s been admitted to the General Hospital. You need to come down here immediately.” My heart drums wildly against my ribcage as those words swirl around me. Amani had an accident? How? Why? “I have to go.” Mrs. Ophelia says urgently, grabbing her bag and hurrying towards the door. “Amani’s in trouble.” I hide my trembling fingers in the pockets of my slacks and stop her just before she leaves. “Hold on. You didn’t come here with your car. I’ll drive you.” She gives me an odd look. “Are you sure?” In response, I retrieve my car keys and walk towards her. Amani and I were not supposed to reunite like this. I’ve been carefully planning and plotting for the day I’d finally get to see her again, but fate always had a way of fucking up my plans. If she’s in trouble, then I need to be there. No questions asked. It’s time to meet my ex-fiancée again after five long years. I know she hates me… and I don’t give a bloody damn.AMANII can swear on the single sunflower that keeps growing atop my parents’ graves that wild banshees just held a concert in my brain. I peel my eyes open with great effort, hissing as the blinding white lights assault my poor eyeballs. I try to lift my hand but little pin pricks of pain shoot through my entire body. “It hurts…” I whimper helplessly.As if on cue, the sound of shuffling feet reaches my ears and seconds later, my aunt’s face fills the peripheral of my vision.“Amani, you’re awake! Oh, darling. I was so worried about you. What happened?” Her worried tone snaps me to the present and I wince in pain as she helps me to a sitting position.“Aunt… what are you doing here?”She pulls me into a bear hug and despite the fact that my entire body is sore, I draw comfort from her warm embrace. Tears prick my eyes as I suddenly realise how much I’ve missed her.“Aunt…”“Hush, my darling. That’s enough.” She pulls back and gives me a wobbly smile, running her fingers over my fa
AMANIThe last time I felt this shocked was the day Daisy, one of my weird ass classmates in elementary school, ate a live bug right in front of me. I blink at Bhyron, waiting patiently for him to inform me that that was an unsuccessful attempt at a joke. He doesn’t. “What the hell are you talking about? What kind of medication costs twenty million dollars? I fell from a flight of stairs, not a damn skyscraper.”His lips curve in a dangerous smirk that sends cold shivers down my spine. Without answering my question, he grabs one of the visitors’ chairs and starts walking towards me. Suddenly, I lose the ability to breathe properly. “Where are you going?”“Where do you think? I want to sit beside you.”Panic. I’m panicking. “There’s absolutely no need for that. I could hear you just fine even when you stood at the door, which is exactly where I prefer you to stand.”Bhyron ignores me as usual, choosing to do what he wants. I almost forgot that Bhyron Macaulay listens to no one. Oh,
AMANI — SIX YEARS AGO ( AGE 19)***“Sweetheart, you look so excited this morning. What’s going on?”I grin at my aunt and twirl, showing off my little white dress. I decided to wear this dress today because white is my fiancé’s all time favourite colour.“I have a date with Bhyron. He asked me to look extra nice today because he has a special surprise for me. I’m so excited.”Something flashes in Aunt Ophelia’s eyes, but it disappears so quickly, I’m left wondering if I’d imagined it. Her lips stretch in a wide grin.“Oh, that’s wonderful. You look gorgeous, my love. I hope you have a wonderful time.”A part of me registers that her excitement seems a bit forced, but just like the naïve nineteen year old that I am, I choose to ignore it.Aunt Ophelia has been taking care of me ever since my parents died in an unfortunate boat cruise accident early last year. She has two grown children but decided to raise me as her own. I love her so much. Without her and Bhyron, I would’ve probably
AMANIFool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me. And I swear on my dead son, I will never allow another man to fool me more than once.It’s the next day and I’m currently staring at myself in the mirror at my apartment, wondering if the hollow-eyed, bushy haired woman staring back at me is really me. One thing is certain — I need to do away with her. Immediately.After I threatened to sue Bhyron’s ass yesterday, he rolled out from underneath the bed, helped me to my feet and walked out without saying a single word.I don’t know how I did it, but I managed to get myself discharged from the hospital without calling my aunt.She kept blowing my phone with endless calls last night, but I wasn’t ready to speak to her yet. Last night was for crying my eyes out about my son and our new financial problem. At least it’s new to me.This morning, the sun is up, the birds are chirping and Amani Wilson is a new woman. I’m ready to give Aunt Ophelia a piece of my mind.There’s somethin
BHYRON“…that’s what she said, boss. Miss Amani did not accept the invitation.”I’m currently seated in my office, staring at the crumpled invitation on my glass desk and wondering when the high-spirited, carefree Amani I once knew became so stubborn.I get to my feet and pace to the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office, pressing a button on the wall to part the heavy draperies.The design of my office alone screams luxury. Every single item I use here is gotten from outrageously expensive sources all over the world. I have everything I could ever want in life. Except her. And I want Amani. Badly. Obsessively. I can almost imagine her saying those exact words, her lips pouting perfectly like they always do.“Chocolate chips will have to fall from the sky, huh?” Fiddling with my pencil, I turn to Jay.“If Amani wants Chocolate chips, then she will get chocolate chips. Assemble your men. You have work to do…”***AMANIAfter Bhyron’s messenger leaves, I no longer have the strength to
AMANIIt’s settled. I do believe that I have descended into the mangrove of craziness, straight into Crazy town and landed in Crazy river. Because why am I actually contemplating Bhyron’s offer?He’s right. Aunt Ophelia and I actually have less than twenty four hours to cough up twenty million dollars, otherwise, we might as well kiss our family company goodbye. I’m supposed to be looking for ways to repay the loan, but all I’ve been able to do for the past few hours is stare at pictures of my dead son and cry my eyes out.I sure as hell know we’re not coughing up anything before twelve noon tomorrow. We might as well choke in the process.So it’s settled. I’m attending the grand opening of La Mariée Dansante. Great.Even though I’m currently in a hateful relationship with the Macaulays, especially with their golden first born son; even though I’m still mourning the death of my precious boy, I cannot sit around and watch my parents’ hard work go down the drain. I have to do somethin
AMANIBut not for the loud music blasting from the speakers, the entire club would’ve heard my voice. Instead, the only people who are aware of our little quarrel are the people around us.I’m almost standing toe-to-toe with Bhyron, my chest heaving heavily with anger while he simply looks down at me with those icy blue eyes. Instead of apologizing, he looks over my shoulder at Richie, the millionaire tech. guy.“That was supposed to be a joke, Richie. But if you’d excuse me, I’d like to speak with Miss Amani in private.”“Of course. I understand.” Richie nods and walks away.Bhyron looks back at me, his sexy lips set in a hard, straight line.“Let’s go to my office. We need to talk.”Everyone has gone back to minding their business, but I can still feel some curious eyes on us. I fold my arms, lift my chin and stare him down.“I don’t hear an apology.”I fully expect him to brush me off or make some sarcastic remark. However, to my surprise, his eyes darken with a strange emotion an
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VIOLENT SEXUAL ACTIVITIES.***BHYRONI’ve been watching Amani through the CCTV footage on my iPad ever since she wandered off, not because I’m scared that she might figure out the secrets lurking behind the walls of this club, but because I’m obsessed.Red is the worst colour to ever exist in my opinion. The mere sight of it brings back horrible memories, memories I’d rather keep buried forever…but red on Amani is just divine. I’m slowly starting to realize that her aunt was not joking one bit when she said that Amani has changed. I observed her reaction during her short conversation with Sharon. The former Amani would’ve cowered and lowered her head in defeat. The new Amani is bolder, fiercer, more powerful. Her replies left Sharon stunned. I, on the other hand, was just pleasantly surprised.The old Amani wouldn’t dance for no reason as she roamed the empty halls of my club. The old Amani wouldn’t walk into a room filled with strangers without know
AMANI God, everything hurts. The wild banshee in my brain is back, and it’s screaming at the top of its lungs. I feel like shit and I’m pretty sure I look like shit, too.My eyelids flutter open and I wince as the bright white light pierces my poor eyeballs.“It hurts.” I whisper softly. “The light’s too bright.” Then I hear his voice. It slips through the fog in my brain, calming me and soothing my aches like nothing else ever will.“She’s awake! Adjust the lights, Duke. Her eyes are hurting.”The lights are adjusted immediately and my heart beats frantically as my eyes rove the room in search of him.Bhyron Macaulay. My husband.Finally, his face fills my vision and I break into a loopy smile. “Bhyron…”“Hi, my pretty baby.” His voice, strong and husky and soft all at the same time wafts over me like a comforting blanket.Wait. His eyes are red. Was he crying?Even if it hurts like hell, I raise my hand and trail a finger across the wet tracks on his face.“Were you crying?”“Don
BHYRONEIGHT MONTHS LATER…“I’m sorry, sir, but your wife’s condition is extremely critical. She will not be able to push this baby. We’ll have to perform an emergency C-section if we want both of them alive and healthy.” Five hours ago, Amani’s water broke. We were having a mini family dinner with everyone in attendance when it happened. She was only eight months and two weeks along so it came as an unexpected surprise. I’d tried my absolute best to keep her healthy during the course of the pregnancy. I don’t understand where I went wrong. I’m pretty sure I read every pregnancy book on the earth’s surface. My wife is stubborn as hell but I always managed to keep her on a good diet and ensure she exercised daily. Right now, a part of me registers that I’m panicking. This is all my fault. Definitely my fault. I must’ve done something wrong. I didn’t take care of her properly. I missed a step. I overlooked something…“Mr. Macaulay, I’m still waiting for your response.” The doctor’s u
AMANII’m scared, shocked and shaken to the core, and I don’t think I’ll ever get over the cold expression in Mrs. Emily’s eyes when she spoke about her late sister. Grandpa Ayutthaya never mentioned that he had a daughter who died during childbirth. How strange.But the main reason for my fear is Bhyron.He hasn’t said a single word since we left Beauty and Roses. Not one word.I tried to talk to him, to cajole him into saying something…into telling me how he felt. But I got nothing. Nada. Zilch.He just urged me into the car, wrapped me in his arms, pressed his nose to my neck and remained that way until we arrived at the penthouse. Now he’s inside his office behind closed doors, and he’s been there for the past two hours.I’m gradually losing my mind.“Duke, I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t wanna disturb him. I’m scared that he won’t speak to me. Help!!.”I’ve been on the phone with Duke for the past five minutes, explaining what happened.“Take him on a mini vacation, Ama
BHYRONThe past few days have just been a rollercoaster of revelations. It’s crazy how so many secrets can be swept under the rug for years. It’s even more appalling how lives can be ruptured by these secrets within seconds.I asked my mother for an urgent meeting and of course, she tried to come up with excuses. But I told her in a not-so-kind tone that we had something important to discuss. Then I hung up. I’m not sure if she’d actually want to see me, but something tells me that I need to speak to her. Today.I want to send Amani home but she’s feeling a bit nauseous so I’ve decided to keep her by my side. I need to keep a close eye on her.Right now, we’re walking through my mother’s clothing company, Beauty and Roses, Amani’s smaller hands firmly clasped in mine.“Oh, Mr. Macaulay. Your mother already informed me of your coming. She’s waiting for you in the office.” I nod at Carla, the receptionist. “Sure. Thanks.”Seconds later, I’m knocking on the heavy oak door. The door swi
AMANI“I want to see grandpa today.” I mutter excitedly as I fly down the stairs.I woke up an hour ago to an empty bed. Bhyron was gone, but there was a note on the bedside table that made my heart flutter.“Little Caramel,I prepared a scented bath for you. Soak in it so you can relax. Afterwards, come downstairs for breakfast. Your husband is waiting.”I literally swooned all the way to the bathroom.If anyone had told me that Bhyron and I would be together today, I would’ve probably laughed on their faces. But here I am, skipping across the penthouse, my heart giddy at the thought of seeing him again after I’d all but slept inside his skin last night.I love him so much. “Bhyron!” I squeal when I arrive at the dining room.My husband looks up and his whole face lights up when he sees me. God, this man is gorgeous. Too gorgeous.He’s clean shaven this morning and dressed in a blue sweater that does magical things for his eyes. I can spot black slacks beneath. Does this mean he’s n
AMANI“Duncan, get the car ready. We’re going back to the Hope Fortress in the next five minutes.” Bhyron’s voice swims like a fog above me, pressing into my tired brain as the sound of sirens fade into the distance. He swings me into his arms and I cling onto his neck for dear life, burrowing into his chest, breathing him in.God, he smells so good. I would give anything to slide under his skin right about now. “Baby, are you okay?” He whispers as he lifts me through the revolving glass door. “How are you feeling?”“Tired.” I mumble pitifully. My emotions are all over the place. Tears currently sting my eyes but I chalk it up to pregnancy hormones.I’m just glad it’s all over. I’m glad that King Murder is finally going to jail. I hope he gets a death sentence for all his atrocities. His death would never bring back the hundreds of children he kidnapped, sold and killed, but its a start in the right direction. A monster like him does not deserve any more chances at life.When we fi
AMANIBhyron hasn’t said a single word since Sharon announced herself. Beneath my palm, his shoulders are stiff as a rock. His gaze, cold and blank, is firmly fixed on Sharon. The bitch doesn’t even have the decency to look ashamed of herself. She pats her belly with a smug expression, holding his gaze head on.“Sharon.” He seethes. “Start explaining. Now.”She shrugs unapologetically and lifts her chin. “My explanation is simple, Byron. I don’t owe you one. I tried to get us married the first time and you abandoned me at the altar. I tried again but you kept choosing her over me!” She snaps, jabbing a finger in my direction. “You and I went through so much together after she disappeared. I was by your side while you tried to build your business. But the moment Amani returned, you tossed me to the gutters like I meant nothing!”She flicks a glance at her perfectly manicured fingernails and lets out a cold chuckle..“Did you expect me to spend the rest of my life waiting for you? I m
AMANIOkay, what in the actual fuck is going on here?!I turn around and panic grips my throat like a vice as I watch Zuri stumble backwards, her eyes wide and hazy with shock.“Zuri!” Without thinking, I pull away from Bhyron and lunge towards her, grabbing her before she falls to the concrete floor.“Zuri. Baby, can you hear me?” Fear slithers down my back when she doesn’t respond. Her eyes are wide open and she’s looking straight at me, but she seems distant, almost like she’s fallen into a trance.“Bhyron, she’s not responding!”A shadow falls over me and I look up to find Duke staring down at us — at Zuri — his eyes flashing with a deadly mixture of fear, worry and rage.“Give her to me.”It’s a command. Not a request.I don’t bother arguing. I hand Zuri over to him, my heart squeezing as I watch the big man delicately maneuver my best friend into the safety of his arms. He strokes a lock of her curly blue hair out of her eyes, lowers his face to hers and whispers softly; “Zu
BHYRONThere’s something very suspicious about this entire situation. After the disaster of our wedding, I went on a fucking rampage. I burned and destroyed every single last one of King Murder’s properties that came within my reach while he went into hiding. Thinking about it now, my blood heats with the fierce hint of violence.I have to give to him, he was wise enough to hide. Because only the devil would’ve been able to look at his body once I was done with him, if I’d gotten my hands on the bastard then. I hold Amani’s soft, smaller hand in mine, still amazed by her show of strength. Yes, I would rather she stayed back at the office and out of harm’s way, but there was something about the defiant spark on her eyes when she told me she’d like to confront King Murder that stirred my stony heart.I make sure to keep her behind me, shielded by my body as we make our way down the hall. I flick a glance at our joined hands and my heart beats a painful, comforting rhythm.She didn’t p