At exactly three PM the next day, I stand outside my matrimonial home, clutching the strap of my bag in a death grip.
Henry had called me an hour ago with news that he’d finally decided to sign the divorce papers, but I was expected to pick it up at our house. I didn’t want to come here but he was adamant. I can already feel tears pricking my eyes. This house holds too many memories of my dear David. I finally summon the courage and knock once. The door opens almost immediately and Zeya, our house keeper, appears. “Who is it…?” Her eyes widen in surprise when she sees me. “Mrs. Amani! Oh, it’s so wonderful to see you again. How’ve you been?” The middle aged woman pulls me into a bear hug and I almost burst into tears as her familiar peach scent fills my nostrils. “It’s wonderful to see you too, Zeya.” With my best friend in another country and my aunt always busy with work, Zeya was always my only companion on those nights when Henry never made it home because he was too busy with “work” and David was too sick to play with. She wraps her arms around me and leads me into the mansion. It’s like stepping into a time warp. Everything is just as I left it on the night I had to rush David to the hospital alone. Nothing has changed. I open my mouth to speak but just then, a childish squeal pierces the air. I pause. “What was that?” Zeya shakes her head, her eyes narrowing with annoyance. “Well, the boss, he…” she heaves a long sigh. “He returned last night with Laura and her children. They came with a couple of overnight bags so I guess they’ll be staying here awhile.” My throat tightens with anger. What exactly did I expect from a bastard like Henry? It’s almost like his dead son and I never existed. Something suddenly dawns on me and I turn to Zeya. “Mrs Laura’s children, which room are they staying in?” Zeya lowers her eyes guiltily and that’s all I need to know. Propelled by a very healthy dose of rage, I stomp up the stairs and follow the squeals until I arrive at my late son’s bedroom. I push the door open and my eyes widen in horror. The entire room is trashed. I never got the chance to pack David’s things so his toys are scattered all over the marble floors. The Lightning McQueen wallpapers on the walls are covered with crayons and there’s a sharp, acrylic smell in the air. Nail polish. “What’s going on here?!” I snap, trying hard to control my annoyance. The room falls silent immediately. Both girls pause their jumping on the bed and turn in my direction. They’re beautiful children, I must admit. They both have their mother’s blonde hair and air of superiority. “Look, Myrtle, it’s Mr. Wilson’s wife.” One of them says. The younger twin, Maya, wrinkles her nose in disgust. “My mommy says you’re a witch and you ate your son for dinner.” My fingers clench and unclench with helpless anger as I take in David’s broken toys and scattered clothes. I can’t take my anger out on the girls. They’re just children. No longer able to hold it in, I push away from the door and go in search of Henry. “Henry? Where are you? Henry!” I finally hear his voice when I reach the top of the stairs. “What’s the commotion all about?” He growls, stepping out of his home office. He stops in his tracks when he sees me. “Amani. When did you arrive?” “You really have no respect for the dead, do you?” I deadpan, not bothering to answer his question. He rolls his eyes. “What are you going on about now?” “What are Laura and her children doing here?” My voice is very calm, betraying the storm that currently brews inside of me. “Well, Laura is currently having issues with the plumbing at her apartment and it’ll take a few days to get it fixed, so I asked her to stay here for a while.” At my angry stare, he quickly adds; “Don’t be like this, Amani. You didn’t expect me to leave the poor children to take their baths with freezing cold water, did you? That would be cruel!” “Okay, Mr. Philanthropist. Well done! But couldn’t you find another room to keep her children? They’ve destroyed all of David’s things before I even got the chance to pack them up. How could you…?” “Don’t tell me you're this upset because of a couple of toys.” He asks sarcastically. “If it bothers you that much, I’ll buy new ones.” I open my mouth to reply to him but snap it back shut immediately. I honestly do not know what to say. “You know what, Henry? Just when I start to think that you might have a bit of human compassion or even common sense, you shock me every single time. I’m here for the divorce papers. Where are they?” He takes a step in my direction but I fist my fingers and stand my ground. I will not cower. “I didn’t sign the papers.” “Wait, what?” He’s still coming closer. “I said I didn’t sign it. I just wanted you to come home. We need to talk, Amani.” “You tricked me!” “And what if I did? How else was I supposed to get your attention?” Henry is standing too close to me now. One more step and my chest will literally be plastered against his. “You really are a monster.” His eyes bulge with anger. “Don’t you dare talk to me in that manner!” He stretches his hand towards me but I edge backwards immediately. “Don’t you dare touch me!” “Mrs. Amani. Watch out!” Zeya screams. Before I can even understand what’s going on, my foot slips on the edge of the stairs and I flail my arms in a useless attempt to regain my balance. One second, I’m hurling profanities at Henry and the next, I go tumbling down the marble stairs. Shards of pain explode through my entire body as I helplessly roll down the stairs. By the time I reach the bottom, my entire body is on fire and I feel dizzy as hell. The last thing I remember before the darkness consumes me is Henry’s voice. “Quick, Zeya. I think she’s unconscious. We need to take her to the hospital…!” *** BHYRON Macaulay Group of Companies is one of the most successful conglomerate of companies in the United States, and as the CEO, I detest debtors. “I’m sorry, Mrs. Ophelia, but I can no longer extend the time frame for the loan. You’ve been owing my company for the past two years. I think I’ve given you ample time to make the payment.” Ophelia lowers head, her eyes clouding with despair. “I just need one more month, Bhyron. Please. We’ve barely recorded thirty percent profit ever since the company went bankrupt. For the sake of the relationship between our families, just be patient with me this one last time.” I clench and unclench my fists, trying hard to maintain my cool. “The relationship between our families is the main reason I’ve let you owe me twenty million dollars for the past two years. If you were anyone else, you’d be in jail right now. I’m sorry but this is business. There’s nothing more I can do for you.” The older woman’s eyes fill with tears and bile rises in throat. “Think of Amani. How would she feel if she finds out that you’ve seized her parents’ company?” I know damn well that Ophelia is resorting to emotional blackmail, but that doesn’t stop my chest from constricting painfully at the mention of her name. Amani. The only woman who ever made my dark, dead heart come alive. I shake my head to dispel thoughts of her. It doesn’t work, so I get to my feet instead. “Stooping this low will not get you what you want, Mrs. Ophelia. And if you think I give two fucks about Amani’s feelings, you’re wrong. I forgot about her a long time ago.” Lies. I never forgot Amani. I don’t think I ever will. Mrs. Ophelia opens her mouth to say something but just then, her phone chimes in her bag. “Who’s calling me now?” She mutters under her breath as she answers the call. “Hello?” “Hello. Is this Ophelia, Amani’s aunt?” The call is on speakerphone and I can hear the man’s voice loud and clear. Why does he sound so familiar? “Yes. That’s me. Who is this?” “This is Henry. Her husband. Your niece had an accident. She’s been admitted to the General Hospital. You need to come down here immediately.” My heart drums wildly against my ribcage as those words swirl around me. Amani had an accident? How? Why? “I have to go.” Mrs. Ophelia says urgently, grabbing her bag and hurrying towards the door. “Amani’s in trouble.” I hide my trembling fingers in the pockets of my slacks and stop her just before she leaves. “Hold on. You didn’t come here with your car. I’ll drive you.” She gives me an odd look. “Are you sure?” In response, I retrieve my car keys and walk towards her. Amani and I were not supposed to reunite like this. I’ve been carefully planning and plotting for the day I’d finally get to see her again, but fate always had a way of fucking up my plans. If she’s in trouble, then I need to be there. No questions asked. It’s time to meet my ex-fiancée again after five long years. I know she hates me… and I don’t give a bloody damn.AMANII can swear on the single sunflower that keeps growing atop my parents’ graves that wild banshees just held a concert in my brain. I peel my eyes open with great effort, hissing as the blinding white lights assault my poor eyeballs. I try to lift my hand but little pin pricks of pain shoot through my entire body. “It hurts…” I whimper helplessly.As if on cue, the sound of shuffling feet reaches my ears and seconds later, my aunt’s face fills the peripheral of my vision.“Amani, you’re awake! Oh, darling. I was so worried about you. What happened?” Her worried tone snaps me to the present and I wince in pain as she helps me to a sitting position.“Aunt… what are you doing here?”She pulls me into a bear hug and despite the fact that my entire body is sore, I draw comfort from her warm embrace. Tears prick my eyes as I suddenly realise how much I’ve missed her.“Aunt…”“Hush, my darling. That’s enough.” She pulls back and gives me a wobbly smile, running her fingers over my fa
AMANIThe last time I felt this shocked was the day Daisy, one of my weird ass classmates in elementary school, ate a live bug right in front of me. I blink at Bhyron, waiting patiently for him to inform me that that was an unsuccessful attempt at a joke. He doesn’t. “What the hell are you talking about? What kind of medication costs twenty million dollars? I fell from a flight of stairs, not a damn skyscraper.”His lips curve in a dangerous smirk that sends cold shivers down my spine. Without answering my question, he grabs one of the visitors’ chairs and starts walking towards me. Suddenly, I lose the ability to breathe properly. “Where are you going?”“Where do you think? I want to sit beside you.”Panic. I’m panicking. “There’s absolutely no need for that. I could hear you just fine even when you stood at the door, which is exactly where I prefer you to stand.”Bhyron ignores me as usual, choosing to do what he wants. I almost forgot that Bhyron Macaulay listens to no one. Oh,
AMANI — SIX YEARS AGO ( AGE 19)***“Sweetheart, you look so excited this morning. What’s going on?”I grin at my aunt and twirl, showing off my little white dress. I decided to wear this dress today because white is my fiancé’s all time favourite colour.“I have a date with Bhyron. He asked me to look extra nice today because he has a special surprise for me. I’m so excited.”Something flashes in Aunt Ophelia’s eyes, but it disappears so quickly, I’m left wondering if I’d imagined it. Her lips stretch in a wide grin.“Oh, that’s wonderful. You look gorgeous, my love. I hope you have a wonderful time.”A part of me registers that her excitement seems a bit forced, but just like the naïve nineteen year old that I am, I choose to ignore it.Aunt Ophelia has been taking care of me ever since my parents died in an unfortunate boat cruise accident early last year. She has two grown children but decided to raise me as her own. I love her so much. Without her and Bhyron, I would’ve probably
AMANIFool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me. And I swear on my dead son, I will never allow another man to fool me more than once.It’s the next day and I’m currently staring at myself in the mirror at my apartment, wondering if the hollow-eyed, bushy haired woman staring back at me is really me. One thing is certain — I need to do away with her. Immediately.After I threatened to sue Bhyron’s ass yesterday, he rolled out from underneath the bed, helped me to my feet and walked out without saying a single word.I don’t know how I did it, but I managed to get myself discharged from the hospital without calling my aunt.She kept blowing my phone with endless calls last night, but I wasn’t ready to speak to her yet. Last night was for crying my eyes out about my son and our new financial problem. At least it’s new to me.This morning, the sun is up, the birds are chirping and Amani Wilson is a new woman. I’m ready to give Aunt Ophelia a piece of my mind.There’s somethin
BHYRON“…that’s what she said, boss. Miss Amani did not accept the invitation.”I’m currently seated in my office, staring at the crumpled invitation on my glass desk and wondering when the high-spirited, carefree Amani I once knew became so stubborn.I get to my feet and pace to the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office, pressing a button on the wall to part the heavy draperies.The design of my office alone screams luxury. Every single item I use here is gotten from outrageously expensive sources all over the world. I have everything I could ever want in life. Except her. And I want Amani. Badly. Obsessively. I can almost imagine her saying those exact words, her lips pouting perfectly like they always do.“Chocolate chips will have to fall from the sky, huh?” Fiddling with my pencil, I turn to Jay.“If Amani wants Chocolate chips, then she will get chocolate chips. Assemble your men. You have work to do…”***AMANIAfter Bhyron’s messenger leaves, I no longer have the strength to
AMANIIt’s settled. I do believe that I have descended into the mangrove of craziness, straight into Crazy town and landed in Crazy river. Because why am I actually contemplating Bhyron’s offer?He’s right. Aunt Ophelia and I actually have less than twenty four hours to cough up twenty million dollars, otherwise, we might as well kiss our family company goodbye. I’m supposed to be looking for ways to repay the loan, but all I’ve been able to do for the past few hours is stare at pictures of my dead son and cry my eyes out.I sure as hell know we’re not coughing up anything before twelve noon tomorrow. We might as well choke in the process.So it’s settled. I’m attending the grand opening of La Mariée Dansante. Great.Even though I’m currently in a hateful relationship with the Macaulays, especially with their golden first born son; even though I’m still mourning the death of my precious boy, I cannot sit around and watch my parents’ hard work go down the drain. I have to do somethin
AMANIBut not for the loud music blasting from the speakers, the entire club would’ve heard my voice. Instead, the only people who are aware of our little quarrel are the people around us.I’m almost standing toe-to-toe with Bhyron, my chest heaving heavily with anger while he simply looks down at me with those icy blue eyes. Instead of apologizing, he looks over my shoulder at Richie, the millionaire tech. guy.“That was supposed to be a joke, Richie. But if you’d excuse me, I’d like to speak with Miss Amani in private.”“Of course. I understand.” Richie nods and walks away.Bhyron looks back at me, his sexy lips set in a hard, straight line.“Let’s go to my office. We need to talk.”Everyone has gone back to minding their business, but I can still feel some curious eyes on us. I fold my arms, lift my chin and stare him down.“I don’t hear an apology.”I fully expect him to brush me off or make some sarcastic remark. However, to my surprise, his eyes darken with a strange emotion an
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VIOLENT SEXUAL ACTIVITIES.***BHYRONI’ve been watching Amani through the CCTV footage on my iPad ever since she wandered off, not because I’m scared that she might figure out the secrets lurking behind the walls of this club, but because I’m obsessed.Red is the worst colour to ever exist in my opinion. The mere sight of it brings back horrible memories, memories I’d rather keep buried forever…but red on Amani is just divine. I’m slowly starting to realize that her aunt was not joking one bit when she said that Amani has changed. I observed her reaction during her short conversation with Sharon. The former Amani would’ve cowered and lowered her head in defeat. The new Amani is bolder, fiercer, more powerful. Her replies left Sharon stunned. I, on the other hand, was just pleasantly surprised.The old Amani wouldn’t dance for no reason as she roamed the empty halls of my club. The old Amani wouldn’t walk into a room filled with strangers without know
BHYRON“…your presence irritates me…” Those fiercely muttered words burn through my heart like acid. For a moment, I freeze up and just stare at her, hoping she’d tell me that this is all a joke.But the only emotions in Amani’s eyes are anger and annoyance. She really meant what she said. The realization is like a blow to my stomach.I shut my eyes for a second, temporarily at war with myself. Should I just get up and leave or should I keep trying to reason with her?But even as I ask myself that question, I already know the answer. I’m not leaving. Amani can call me names from the pits of hell and try as hard as she can to push me away, but it’s not happening. I won’t go away. Not anymore.So I grit my teeth and steel my heart against the influx of hurtful words I know she still has in store for me.“What are you still doing here?! I asked you to leave.”I grit my teeth and lift a hand to grab her flailing arm. Maybe she’ll return to her senses if I touch her. Maybe she’ll recogniz
BHYRONOne of my sex workers at La Marièe almost got assaulted by a client tonight. She raised an alarm and the entire situation spiralled out of control within seconds. The news somehow travelled to the guests downstairs and the cops got involved.I spent the past four hours trying to stop La Marièe from getting closed down because of an issue that could’ve been handled with better care. Now I’m exhausted and all I want is to hold Amani and go to sleep.After taking a quick shower, I don boxers and climb into the huge bed, pulling Amani into my arms and cuddling her against my chest. She lets out a soft mewling sound that tugs at my heartstrings but settles down quickly, wrapping her arms around my middle.I’m enveloped in her scent, swathed in the softness of her skin and there’s nowhere else on this goddamn earth that I’d rather be.I’d love nothing but to shut my eyes and let sleep take me, but deep down, I know I cannot afford such luxury. I know the darkness will come… and so wi
BHYRONRamiel looks exactly like he does in the few pictures I’ve seen — angelic. Glowing.He’s dressed all in white just like I expected. A pure white African Kaftan covers his broad shoulders, flowing all the way to his ankles. His shiny blonde hair is perfectly styled and bounces on his shoulders as he walks towards us.When he gets within talking distance, I rise from my seat and Duke follows suit. Besides my grandfather, I never rise to greet anyone whether they come to meet me or I go to meet them. The thought of my old man sends a sliver of choking pain through my guts.But there’s something about Ramiel Castello. Maybe it’s those piercing blue eyes or the invisible glowing ring above his head, but I feel like I’m in the presence of royalty. “I never thought a day would come when the Bhyron Macaulay would ask to see me.” He says graciously, motioning for us to take our seats.Not one to mince words or waste time, I decide to go straight to the point.“Well, I’m sure you alread
BHYRONFinally, after twenty-five gruelling minutes, we arrive at the luxurious five-star hotel. The moment my driver opens the door and I climb off the car, my nerves twist violently as a strange sensation fleets through my heart.Silently, I turn to Duke and find him surveying our surroundings, forehead knotted in a frown.“You feel it, too?” I ask when he comes to stand by my side.“Yes. There’s something very wrong about this place. It gives me the ick.”The Crystal City Hotel is one of the most successful hotel chains in New York. Owned by a renowned Mexican businessman, the towering high rise boasts of modern, world-class amenities that are hard to find in any other hotels in the city, including expertly programmed robots instead of human attendants and complimentary self-driving cars for high-paying clients.To the ordinary eye, everything seems perfect. But to Duke and I, something is wrong.Wait…“Bhyron, take a look at the cars. Notice anything strange?”There are five iden
Starting now, I’m going to try to make this story as fast paced as possible so buckle up, readers!A lot of secrets will be revealed, characters will die, characters will be betrayed and in the end, the truth will finally be revealed.***BHYRONMy shoulders are already stiff and thrumming with tension when I arrive at the sitting room. I feel a presence behind me and turn to find Duncan a few feet away, hands tightly clasped at his back.“Return to the room and keep watch. I need you to pay special attention to Zuri. Make sure the door is open at all times and she doesn’t say or do anything fishy to my wife.”He bows. “Yes, boss.”He’s just about to leave when I stop him.“Can I trust you this time, Duncan? Will you fail me again?”He lifts his head and holds my gaze. There’s no iota of fear in his eyes. Just confidence and respect.“Last night was a stupid mistake, boss. I assure you that it will never happen again.”Three seconds tick by, heavy with mistrust, then I nod and step ba
AMANIMy eyes are firmly shut as I thrash around on the bed in search of my anchor, in search of my source of strength. But he’s not here. He’s gone. I know he is. When he was here, the piercing pain in my heart had reduced to a dull throb. The dirty, contaminated feeling that tainted my soul stayed far away, too scared of his darkness to come close. The heavy feeling in my limbs had disappeared, too. When he was here, he protected me. He shielded me from Antonio’s grubby hands. But now that he’s gone, I’m being bombarded with everything at once. The excruciating discomfort is back. My demons have returned to attack me and he’s not here to fight them off.I can hear voices in the distance and even though I’m clutched in the throes of a horrible nightmare, I still call out for him. I need him. I listen carefully, hoping I hear his voice, hoping he comes back for me.When the pain becomes unbearable, I curl into myself and hot tears slip past my tightly shut eyelids. My soul takes a
BHYRONI hear Amani’s screams from down the hall and it tears through my soul like a fiery blade. I run blindly and don’t stop until I’m storming into the master bedroom. The sight that greets me shatters my nonexistent heart to pieces.Amani is writhing and shaking in bed. The once perfectly laid sheets pool around her legs and arms, evidence of her distraught.Without uttering a word and driven by an urgency that makes my blood boil, I take off my shoes and climb into the bed with her, pulling her trembling body flush against my chest. Her eyes are firmly shut but the second I touch her, tears still manage to leak through.The sight of her wet cheeks unravels an animalistic intensity inside of me, but I have to tame it and take care of my baby. Amani is my only priority. She’s more important than even my darkness. “Bhyron…” she whimpers, clinging onto me like a baby monkey. “It hurts. It hurts so much. I can’t take it anymore. Please, make it stop.”I hug her fiercely and kiss her
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS DELICATE TOPICS LIKE SEXUAL ASSAULT AND SELF HARM. PLEASE REFRAIN IF YOU’RE TRIGGERED BY SUCH TOPICS.***AMANII’m hallucinating. I’m sure of it. I’ve been hallucinating for the past hour.One moment I was lying on the grimy floors of the phone booth, thinking I’d never get to see Zuri again and the next, an Angel appeared right in front of me.I looked up at him dazed and confused, blinded by the sheer beauty of his bright, golden air and pure white shirt. Even now, I can still remember the unique colour of his eyes — silver and narrowed, while his head shook with pity as he looked down on me.“Are you Angel?” I ask, my voice weak and barely audible.“Yes, I am. What would you like me to do for you?”A real Angel?! What a treat. Or maybe I was hallucinating.“Take me home, please.” I begged, wrapping my arms tightly around my middle. “I’m so cold. I think I’m freezing.”“Your wish is my command, princess.”Without uttering another word, the Angel swept
BHYRONIt’s been an hour. One full hour and my woman is still nowhere to be found. The mere thought of her cold and probably lying hurt somewhere sends pinpricks of pain through my heart. I haven’t been able to sit still. The penthouse is currently teeming with police officers and private investigators, but none of them have been able to say anything reasonable concerning Amani’s whereabouts. I’m giving them five more minutes to come up with something other than “we’re still searching.” If not, I’ll go out there and search for her myself. The fingers in my pockets are tightly clenched and it takes every ounce of self control I possess to stop myself from ripping the hair off my scalp. I feel like a bloody ticking bomb. One tiny mistake from anyone here and I’ll explode.“Sir, for the past thirty minutes, our men have tried their best to trace the call your wife made to Miss Zuri, but information reaching us is that the rain damaged some of the land lines and the signal is in shamble