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2021-09-10 20:46:32In the early hours of the morning I woke up to find Adonis still fast asleep beside me with his arm snaked around my waist and my back pushed up against his chest, I had lost count of how many times he fucked me last night and I was definitely feeling a bit sore down there right now but wow, I would gladly have him fuck me every single moment of every day with how he made me feel inside and out.
I realized however that I had certain duties this morning and I didn’t want anyone to catch me in his bedroom or goddess forbid come looking for me in here, so I gently wriggled myself free from his grasp without having him notice as I pushed the pillow that was covered in my scent under his arm.
Looking down at him my heart skipped a beat, he was fucking gorgeous as his black long lashes drew me in almost making me fall into his trap again.
Stopping myself from allowing that to happen, I quickly and carefully slid off of the bed as I gathered what was left of my dres
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