Chapter 83

Xander's POV

What I am currently feeling can not be expressed in words, it felt like I had lost the biggest battle of all.

Bella, my very own Bella, hated me, and that was a feeling that inflicted more pain than any bullet could ever do.

She knew all that I did in the quest to get her, and it still baffles me how she found out.

But that was not important now, because I had truly lost her for good.

A thousand and one feelings were churning deep inside me, some were of remorse, while some were of pure anger.

I hated that I allowed myself to be used by that word called love, I hated that I allowed myself to be so vulnerable to Bella, and yet she couldn't even bring herself to choose me.

I am the Draco, the most dangerous man in this city. People tremble at the mention of my name, but all that was gone when it came to her. I couldn't even claim her as mine, and this was new to me because, as the Draco, I always got what I wanted.

''No. This has to change. I have to stop feeling this way