Isabella's POV
Right now, I don't know how I am supposed to feel after the whole situation with Xander and his father. Xander's father had gotten him a wife, and somehow I could not ignore the feeling of jealousy rising up on the inside of me.
'' Foolish girl, you are not supposed to feel this way, he means nothing to you,'' My subconscious screamed at me as I walked into my room.
I was feeling so overwhelmed by everything that had just happened that I just collapsed onto my bed as soon as I walked into my room.
'' Urgh,'' I groaned out.
'' I did not even tell Xander what I wanted to tell
Isabella POVI didn't come out of my room for the rest of the day as I sat by my window, just getting lost in thought , so you can say that I always hide when everything feels so confusing and unstable, because right now I couldn't make sense of anything I was feeling.I couldn't stop myself from thinking about the events of today, that even the mere thought of Xander getting married made me feel some kind of way.I didn't understand this feeling, but all I knew was that I wasn't supposed to feel this way.I continued to stare out my window, but deep down I was just hoping that Xander's car would drive by, so that I would know that he was okay and back home.But hours had passed by and there was no sig
Isabella's POVI want you Bella, Every bit of you,'' Xander let out as his lips left mine , trailing kisses down my neck, and that was all it took for me to be pulled back to my senses.I could finally think, as my head took over, bringing my body out of what spell it was under. now seeing clearly and I was no longer bound by the spell of Xander's lips.Xander was about to claim my lips again, but that was when I stopped him.'' Stop, stop Xander,' I said, stopping him immediately as I pulled myself out of his hold.'' I can't do this,'' I let out and Xander groaned in frustration as he ran his finger through his hair.'' Why are you fighting this, Bella, because I know you
Isabella POV'' You are crazy, Mary,'' I huffed, rolling my eyes.'' Really, are you sure I am?'' Mary smirked.'' Yes you are. You are talking nonsense, I don't care if Xander is going to get married or not,'' I let out as I stood up from the bed.'' OK, so who were those tears for,'' Mary let out as she continued to tease me.'' That is it, I have had enough, I am going to go take a shower now,'' I said as I walked into the bathroom, hearing Mary laugh so loud.I quickly took a bath, and by the time I came out, Mary had already laid out a beautiful pink floral dress
Isabella's POV Getting off the phone with Mia, I changed my dress, I wore baggy jeans and a blue silk top, putting on a hat and black sunglasses just to hide the truth that was in my eyes. When I was done getting ready, I walked out of my room, making my way outside so quietly just so that no one would know that I was going back, but can you hide in this house? Because when I thought I was in the clear, two of Xander's men walked up to me, stopping me in my tracks. '' Miss Reed, We will be your security detail for today and that will be your car for whenever you want to live the permiss,'' They both said in unison and I rolled my eyes looking at the black Mercedes Benz in the corner.
Isabella's POV Scoffing at his words, I drifted my gaze back to the window, unconsciously touching my arm as I allowed my thoughts to wonder away thinking about all that happened back at the restaurant.''Was this all my fault? Did I create the monster I saw back there because that wasn't the Aiden I knew?'' I said to myself as I allowed my thoughts to torture me even more.'' Hey... Just so you know, it is not your fault, okay, whatever that dude did, he did that because that is who he is,'' I suddenly heard Manuel say as if he had been reading my thoughts.'' Thanks,'' I let out, but I didn't believe that it wasn't my fault, I hurt Aiden so madly that I turned him into that person I saw today.We drove in complete silence as we soon got into the house.'' Thank you for defending me today,'' I let out softly as I turned to look at Manuel.'' You don't need to thank me, I would have done it for anyone else,'' Manuel smiled, saying as we both got down from the car.'' But Isabella, ar
Isabella's POVIf you think I slept after Xander just told me that he is in love with me, then you are very mistaken. Sleep became a stranger to me, and even though I tried my best to close my eyes, begging for the darkness to take me, it was just impossible because all I could hear was Xander's voice saying those words to me.'' Come on Isabella, put yourself together, this might be a drunken mistake. I am sure he didn't mean any of what he was saying,'' I said to myself, but the voices in my head just laughed at me.'' Oh Isabella, stop deserving yourself, you know very well that it is only in a drunken state that a man speaks the truth,'' my subconscious taunted me with its words.'' You know nothing,'' I scolded the voices in my head as I continued to force myself to sleep, but I couldn't, so I stayed awake until the sun rose in the sky.Xander's words still hunted my very being, as I tried to make sense of it all, I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact that the most danger
Isabella POV'' Why so formal with me,'' Manny smirked, asking.'' You need to relax. I am not your boss, okay,'' Manny let out and I found myself smiling.'' What do you want Manny,'' I asked and he rolled his eyes.'' Wouldn't you allow me inside first? It is bad manners to keep a guest waiting like this,'' Manny let out.'' Fine come on it,'' I said, ushering Manny into my room.'' Now that you are here, what do you want, Manny?'' I asked and Manny smirked.'' Lovely room. I am sure the Draco, specifically, designed it just for his marked woman.'' Manny let out and I just knew he was teasing me right now.So, with
Isabella's POVManny and I drove in complete silence, so I just drifted my focus to the window as I began to count the trees, houses, and people that passed by.''Okay, are you not going to say a word to me,'' Manny let out after a few minutes.'' I don't do small talk,'' I said, and Manny scoffed.'' Humour me, Just say something because this silence is killing me,'' Manny let out, but I still didn't say a word to him, because honestly, I didn't know what to say.'' Okay, tell me about yourself, Isabella,'' Manny let out as he threw a glance or two in my direction.'