3.
Ace
3 Months later
Growing up with my parents was hell until you wrapped your head around their methods of madness. It indeed was madness. When we were six, we all had to get a pet to take care of; mine was a black husky. A year and a half later, I was made to kill Frankie; they threatened the one thing I loved more. My siblings. I knew what they were capable of. We have been isolated, beaten, and starved all before age 10. The teen years were spent teaching us how to maximize pain in others and mastering combat and weapons.
They used the love we had for each other to motivate us. If we refused, they would make us watch as they hurt the sibling closest to us. My case was King. We would do anything to prevent each other from being harmed. We were bred to be unfeeling, yet it created a bond between us.
When Tess entered my life, she turned into a bright spot—becoming my addiction. I wasn’t sure how l could keep her hidden from my mother. She was something that I was unwilling to part with, and today was her birthday. Trying to figure out how to give her a great birthday was out of my wheelhouse.
All the while I have been trying to keep Tess off of mothers radar was constantly on my mind. I thought about breaking things off, but I couldn’t. Mother couldn't get the notion out of her head that I would marry Claire McGraw. I had no desire to marry someone that looked like your dick would contract frostbite from fucking her.
No, I was going to marry Tess one day, I mean, she is only 18, and I turned 25 in October. So, yeah, the age difference was there, but honestly, I didn’t give a shit. Tess has had to grow up fast, just like I have had to, in different ways, but she has been taking care of herself for years. Now she had me.
A month ago, Tess tried to take things to another level, but I stopped her and told her that couldn’t happen until her 18th birthday. I might be a monster with a very limited moral compass, but it still existed either way. I could feel my dick starting to get hard just thinking about today being her birthday. My hand and I have become very close these last couple of months.
I recruited Queenie to help me with my preparations for this evening. She was at least a female and still believed in romance. I entered the code to my wing of the building, walking down to the spare room where she was. She looks up at me, smiling. “Okay! I got Jack to distract to ensure you are not disturbed tonight.”
I groaned, thinking about how much that would cost me for Jack to run interception. Don’t get me wrong, Jack was great, but sometimes he liked to cash his IOUs in the most messed up ways. He honestly reminded me of Loki; he was always up to tricks, enjoyed stirring up trouble, and would usually bite me in the ass. “What’s his price?”
Queenie looked uncomfortable with that; Jack was her weak spot. Even though she knew his ways, considering he was her twin. They had a tighter bond than any of us. We all are close, King, Queenie, Jack, Joker, and I, but there was something about sharing a womb that made them closer. “I think this one might be free unless he has to deal with mother more than once. His words, not mine. But if anyone asks, you have a vicious case of diarrhea.” She smirks. “That was non-negotiable.”
I rolled my eyes but understood that it was a small price to pay, knowing the visual he was probably describing to everyone about my bathroom habits. “Should I look haunted tomorrow or walk funny?” I say with a straight face trying so hard not to smirk at the end.
Her eyes get round with excitement. “I am pretty sure that would make his month if you did that.”
I looked around the place and knew a case of vicious diarrhea was worth it. Queenie took one of the spare bedrooms, made it into a giant pillow room, and added a projector for movie watching. It looked like enough snacks and sweets to feed a small nation. I wanted her to feel special, and Queenie went above my expectations.
“I owe you big time, Queenie; you have officially outdone yourself,” I said, smiling at her knowing she has a soft heart that our mother sought to destroy, so she doesn’t get to show it often. I am thankful to be one of the few to see this side of her. She was the heart of the Deck, so she often had to play Cupid to get close to people.
“Yes, you sure do. I’ll cash that in one day when you hate whomever I end up dating one day.” She said, smirking, knowing full well how protective her brothers were of her, not to mention Joker. I feel sorry for the poor lad, but he would have to be pretty special to get our approval for Queenie.
“Since when have I been anything but welcoming to your boyfriends? Of all your brothers, I think I am the most accommodating.” We both knew that was a bald-faced lie; I looked at her as she began to fidget with her hands, one of the only ticks she couldn’t break. “You nervous about your training?”
Queenie gave me a sad smile before nodding, “this has been a wonderful distraction, but I know it’s not going to be good. I feel like I will not see you again for a while....” She trailed off, seeming like there was more to the story that she wasn't saying. I will not push her to reveal anything she doesn’t want to discuss. We all processed our training in our way; the sooner it was done, the sooner we could take control of our lives. It’s in our contracts for taking over the company and getting out from under our mother's thumb. I doubt there will be much humanity in ourselves by that point, but Tess gives me a little hope that I didn’t know I needed. She is my light, and she shines bright for me; I wasn’t about to let her go without a fight.
King and I have figured out a way to sneak Tess inside the compound, and we have trained Tess on the steps to follow. She knows what is at risk, or at least a watered-down version I gave her. For some reason, she sees me as a white knight rather than the boogie man I was. Maybe for her, I could be both all wrapped in one, only for her.
Tess enters my window, placing her hand on it knowing it will leave fingerprints on it, which usually annoys a part of my brain. That’s the beauty of Tess. The rules I have don’t seem to apply to her. I lift the window, keeping in mind all the changes I will make to this place once we fulfill the end of our contracts.
I quickly pull her into my arms, wrapping her up tightly before I tug her dirty blonde curls with my hand to lift her head to access her mouth. I kiss her roughly, almost as if to consume her; I know this is as close to heaven as I will ever get, and I am okay with that.
I pull her back, looking down at her lips which are a shade darker from the roughness of my kiss, which I will never apologize for. Her light green eyes look at me with so much heat at that moment that I almost forget the whole night's plan. I have in mind for her to pull her down into my bed for the remainder of the evening.
“I have so much planned for us for your birthday, but you make me forget myself,” I said slowly, trying to untangle myself from her.
“I look forward to it but after.” She said; as I opened my mouth to question her, she quickly pulled off her sweatshirt. Revealing a grey lace bra, you can see the rosy shade of her nipples as they poke through the fabric. She unbuttons her jeans and slowly slides them down her thighs. She quickly steps out of them and tip-toes toward the bed, looking over her shoulder at me, smirking, looking like a goddess sent to tempt me.
Quickly, I toss off my shirt, running after her and tossing her over my shoulder while biting the peachy cheek of her ass on the way. Hearing her squeal and giggle makes me harder than I thought possible. I toss her onto my king-size bed, and she looks up at me and makes me feel like a god. I quickly kiss her belly before pulling down the lacy thong and tossing it away. I take a second to admire her; not one ounce of her is shy about her body. Nor should she ever be.
She smirks at me and lifts an eyebrow, “no time for foreplay?” She says almost mockingly, fully knowing how sexually frustrated we both were.
“Baby, there is always time for foreplay, and I am just admiring what I have wanted to feast upon for so long.” She looks up at me with a confused look before I fasten my mouth to her clit, then run my tongue along her tasting her for the very first time. I have always loved eating pussy. However, something about doing this to Tess makes me want to do this for her every day.
“What are you-?” she starts to say as I latch onto her clit while sucking and circling my tongue around the bundle of nerves. “Holy shit!” she exclaims, making me chuckle against her but not wanting to stop my assault on her, slowly inserting my fingers into her, feeling her get drenched on my fingers as I begin to make the ‘come here’ motion on her g-spot. I was bound and determined to see if she happened to be a squirter, and the tugging on my hair lets me know that I was for sure in the right place to find out.
“You taste like heaven,” I moan against her, lapping up her juices before working my tongue against her clit once more, wanting to taste her orgasm as it overtakes her. Before I bury myself inside of her and feel her come apart again.
Tess
Holy shit, the things he was doing to my body were setting me on fire; I felt like I would come unglued. “Ace!” I exclaimed as an orgasm crashed over me; I could feel myself clinch on his fingers, riding the waves of my orgasmic bliss. I could also feel my cheeks blush at the gush wetness I could feel. “I am sorry-” I began to say before he slid up my body to kiss me to silence me; I could taste myself on his tongue.
“Never apologize for cumming ever. ” He said, sliding down my body and pulling the cups of my bra aside to lick and suck at my nipples. My body arched against his; I couldn't help but look down, seeing the crown of his cock teasing my folds and flirting with my clit. I didn't even remember him getting undressed, but I was happy they were gone.
I groaned as I ground myself on his cock, wanting to take him inside but unsure how to communicate how much I needed to feel him inside me. As I moaned again, Ace took my mouth with his swallowing the moan that was coming out. He kissed me deeply as I continued to grind myself against the tip of his cock feeling so much pleasure from just the head. Chuckling against my lips, “patience, little one, one day I will take you bare until then.” He pulled back, pecking me on the lips one last time before pulling out a condom from his drawer.
I am glad one of us was thinking clearly because I was not, and the thought of a child with Ace excited me. This was not the right time. Watching him roll the condom down his length was erotic and terrifying at the same time. Holy shit, he was not a small man in any aspect of life; he was at least close to nine inches. I wasn’t positive that he would end up fitting inside of me. I have only had sex once, and Danny was apparently very disappointing in all areas.
He leaned down to kiss me again, his cock teasing my entrance. “Take your time, baby; let me know what you need. We can go an inch at a time if we need to.” He then sucked at my nipple and gently bit it before moving to the other.
My brain was in a fog, not thinking clearly about what he was saying, how he was instructing. As he went up to kiss me again and teased my entrance, I ground myself down, impaling him further than either of us intended. But I didn’t care. I wrapped my legs around his hips, urging him to go deeper. I was so wet that there wasn’t much resistance, just minor discomfort, and a little burning. It was so worth it.
As soon as his pelvis met mine, he stopped moving and looked down at where we connected. “You take my cock so beautifully and feel so fucking good.” He then pushed two fingers towards my mouth, “open.” I did as he asked and sucked both fingers into my mouth, swirling my tongue around them; he pulled them free and began to circle my clit between his two fingers, using my saliva as lubricant. All the while slowly pulling his cock out before plunging back to the hilt. “Such a good girl. Can you come for me again, baby? I need to feel your pussy clench against my cock.” He began to increase his tempo while adding the correct pressure against my clit from his fingers and grinding his pelvis. I could feel the pressure building for me, climbing higher.
“That’s right, baby, let go for me.” His words were my undoing. I felt myself let go, my pussy spasming against his cock. Feeling like he had the green light, he began to pound into me, wanting to join me in the orgasmic bliss I was feeling, chasing his orgasm. I felt him stiffen, grunting as he filled up the condom.
He pulled back, kissing me and stroking my face before smiling. “I am amazed I lasted that long.” He chuckled. “Next time, I will make it better and longer, I promise.”
I looked up at his handsome face smiling and laughing “from where I am standing, that was pretty amazing. You can always try, though; I wouldn’t say no.”
Chuckling, he stood up and tied off the condom, throwing it in the waste can. “Getting greedy already, baby, I love it. Let me run you a bath, then get your birthday surprise.”
After getting out of the tub, Ace put me in a robe and some comfortable sleep pants that were my size. Assuring me that they were something he got for me for staying over. I was new to experiencing jealousy, but I didn’t want to wear something that belonged to another woman. The thought alone made my eye twitch with annoyance.
We had a beautiful night, watching movies while he held me like I was the most precious thing in the whole world. I hadn't had a good birthday since my dad died; you can't have a party while babysitting your mother. The sex work also seems to put a damper on inviting friends over. Not that I had anyone to invite over anyway.
I woke up to him kissing me around 4:30, informing me that he needed to get me back to the treehouse before everyone at the compound was awake. I didn’t know his mother, but I had already decided I hated her.
Ace kept assuring me that he had the plan to handle it; I just had to be patient, and within two years, he would be out from under her thumbs sooner if he could get the contract changed to have him running things until his siblings fulfilled their obligations. It felt like so much time when I knew it wasn’t in the long run, but it still felt like agony. I wouldn't say I liked the sneaking around, but it was worth it to see him every day.
I climbed up the tree house taking note of all the things Ace left for me. My treehouse is better than some apartments. I felt loved. He made me feel wanted, and I was in love with the feeling of it. The following week was more similar, and I knew this feeling would never get old.
Waking up from a nap, I check my phone and see I have a message. I stocked up the treehouse yesterday. I added insulation and a heater, but if it gets too cold, you know how to get into my room. If there is an emergency, reach out to King. I will be gone two weeks tops this time. Going to go dark; speak as soon as I can.
4TessNowI snapped my eyes back to meet Ace’s hardened gaze; his eyes communicated many emotions I couldn’t place. I broke eye contact to look down at why I was there as I looked down at my daughter opening her sleepy eyes and blinking at me. Ace followed my gaze and looked like he got punched in the gut.Suddenly Winnie’s eyes open, and she shoots up excitedly, seeing Ace, “Daddy!” she exclaims, jumping towards him. I closed my eyes and internally groaned out loud. I hoped she would stay asleep until I got to speak to Ace about everything and the Winnie of it all.I pray that he will not break her heart and burst this illusion she built in her head of her father. Of course, I didn’t help, probably because I wanted her always to feel like she was wanted and loved. To believe that her father wasn’t in her life because of choice but because he ‘had’ to be. Was that probably terrible and unhealthy? Yes; however, I thought I had a lifetime before I had to tell her the whole truth. I did
5AceRage overwhelms me as I knock my papers and computer monitors onto the floor. My hands were shaking. I couldn’t remember the last time my hands even trembled a little, let alone full-on shakes. I pour a bourbon straight up and don’t even feel it as I drain the glass. Then realized that if she was my daughter, I didn’t want to meet her after drowning my rage in a glass. I launch the glass against the wall, and when it connects and shatters into shards on the floor, the door opens, and King walks in.“Quite the reunion?” I glare in his direction, which is the only response he gets from me. “Queenie got the kid's sample without her knowledge, by the way.”“I want the results within the hour,” I state, pointing at him becoming louder than I meant to. The rage I felt was boiling under the surface; I was barely holding it together. I was supposed to be the level-headed one or at least one of them. Honestly, I feel as unpredictable as Joker right now, and that’s not a good thing.“It w
Tess6Being in a place you were once so familiar with that you couldn’t even recognize from all the changes makes me both sad and relieved. The floor we got put on doesn’t seem like anyone lives here. Not that I have been exploring too much, though people have been cleaning and moving many boxes in. I found a tv and put on a puppy dog show for Winnie. I usually didn’t let her watch too much tv, but desperate times call for desperate measures.I was mentally making a list of things I would need to keep Winnie occupied while we stayed here. I left in a hurry, not wanting to let anyone know there was a plan to leave. Two duffel bags and a backpack were about all I let us take with us. God only knows what I packed being in such a panic.I must have dozed off when I woke up; I didn’t see Winnie anywhere. Feeling my heart rate speed up and drop down to my stomach, I panic, shouting, “Winter! Winter, where are you?” I run out of the room, frantically scanning around, looking for signs of he
7.AceI wasn’t used to having to wait; I wanted to immediately run out of the room and talk to my siblings. I didn’t want to leave Winnie without saying goodnight. Fuck, I have a cute kid. I know Tess and I have many things to cover, but I feel there is much more to the story that we both don’t know. We must focus on the threat and then get my family in order. They were never going to be taken from me ever again.I texted the team when I read Winnie her book to tell them I had news. Now I walk down the halls of the Deck Fortress with purpose. I am dreading the extermination. We tried almost three years ago and failed. I didn’t think this was how that bitch would come after us. I figured we would have more time before she got enough resources to come after us. Hell, maybe she didn’t think Tess would return, or maybe that’s exactly her plan.I worry about Queenie’s headspace after I tell her whom we are going after. It took us so long to get her back, I was dreading losing her, but I w
Tess8I wake up to Ace gently whispering my name, “Tess.” Blinking open my eyes, trying to focus with the bedside lamp on. “Sorry, it cannot wait.”“Make coffee?” I said, looking at the alarm clock reading 12:34 AM.He chuckles and nods “some things never change.” I close my eyes and flip him off, hearing him laugh as I rub my eyes, trying to get the grogginess away. I grab the mint green bathrobe I found earlier, put it on, and try it to hide the fact that I am braless. The sleep shorts and matching t-shirt were a quality I was not used to.He even had them get me fluffy slip-on slippers that made walking on the hardwood floors more comfortable. Finally, I slide into one of the chairs in the kitchen, and Ace slides a cup of coffee into my hands. Thankfully he allows me to finish taking a few sips before asking any questions.I look up at his dark blue eyes and smirk at him, saying, “this had better be very important. That bed gave me one of the best night sleeps I’ve had in a while.
Ace9I feel a little hand tap on my face and slowly open my eyes, thinking I could get used to this. “Daddy! You had a sleepover with momma?” She said, putting her hands on her hips and looking at me with betrayal on her face.“You want to have a sleepover with us tonight?” I asked her, not wanting her to be mad at me. I will have to fuck Tess in here before bringing her back to our bed. Sex bed and sleeping bed, I could get used to that.Her eyes light up like Christmas morning. “Really?” She said, doing a happy dance, “you promise?” She holds her pinky up to mine, and I wrap mine around hers.“Promise. Now let’s get breakfast and let your mom sleep.” Which is what we proceeded to do. Well, I called the kitchen to have Belgian waffles with all the fixings brought up for my girls—I had just finished brewing a pot of coffee when they knocked on the door with the food.“Whoa! We get room service here?” She asked me, looking like I hung the moon. Making me stand a little taller and love
Tess10I forgot how overwhelming and all-consuming being around Ace was. I didn't know if he just wanted Winnie, and I just happened to be a bonus. If Winnie wasn't in the picture, would he still want me? Would he have turned me away if I had returned and needed help?I have never stopped wanting him; I believed the worst of him and left. He has every right to hold a grudge against me. Years' worth of anger and resentment cannot just disappear.I wanted to believe that could be true, that maybe I was enough. Perhaps the love we had was genuine. He used to tell me I was the only thing that made him feel. Being in love with a dangerous man like Ace was terrifying and amazing. Having his passion and his heart made me feel powerful. That is silly in a way, but it was true.I wanted to give Winnie a sibling, something I never thought possible. But now was the wrong time to do so. Maybe I will talk him into at least using condoms because I have flashbacks of raising Winter alone. It was so
Tess I could feel Ace’s mood the whole rest of the night. The intensity shone through no matter how much he smiled and played with Winnie. Or maybe it was because I was so in tune with him? I just wanted to make it better; whatever it was, I just wanted to fix it. I was terrified that I had made it worse. My anxiety was off the charts right now. I don’t do well when there are unresolved issues in front of me. The what-ifs of everything were just too much. I am sure I will start breaking out in hives before too long. Finally, Winnie began to yawn, and we moved to Ace’s king-size bed. We told stories until she fell asleep between the two of us. Above her head, Ace locked eyes with me and motioned with his head towards the door. We closed the door quietly, and I couldn’t keep it in. “I am sorry, there is just so much going on, and I don’t know how to handle it,” I said as he walked close, gently grabbing me by the back of the neck. “Talking after. Go into your old room.” He said, lead
JokerHer pussy is delicious as I continue to lap and suck. She leans forward, and my concentration gets broken for a second. I lock back in, and I pull her clit is now in my mouth. Which gives me access to let my fingers join the fun. She is wet enough as I tease two fingers around her hole. Not giving her any warning, I shove them both inside of her while sucking on her clit. I have wanted to do this for so long that I am making every second I have with her count. If I never get to do this again, this will have to live on in my head for the rest of my life. All the sounds she is making are music to my ears and makes me never want to stop. I feel her tighten around my fingers. I know her body inside and out, and I'm determined to show her that nobody can make her feel what I can. All the mental notes that I have made over the years from watching her are paying off. Finally, it's my turn to play. However, nothing could have prepared me for how good her mouth would feel. She swallows
Queenie Joker opens my door for exactly ten minutes. He is efficient, and even though that normally would please me. I pour another drink, hoping the burn of the bourbon will calm me down. The first one has done nothing to calm the rage I feel. The asshole moves closer to me, and that damn mark on his neck taunts me once more. It taunts me as I think of all the reasons she must be better than me. I grip my glass tight, and before I know it, I let my anger win as I launch it at his head. Joker’s quick reflexes kick in, and he ducks out of the way, and the glass connects to the wall, shattering. He knows what I am annoyed with and scoffs. “Seriously? How often have I had to see you get fucked or even hear it?” He moves so I am in his sight, and I can’t believe he is starting this conversation. I figured he would want to tiptoe around it like he normally does. He is the expert at dodging complicated issues with us. “That’s different, and you know it! I didn’t want to be with any of t
JokerNowI walk after Queen, trying to have this out here rather than in her apartments. What can I do to get her to squish this between us? I almost lost her all those years ago. I cannot do that again. I have to bite my fist as I walk behind her. Her ass looks amazing in those pants. Whoever invented yoga pants was in my good graces. The blood that stains them makes it that much hotter. After watching her kill Randall I didn't think I could want her more. However, I am so very wrong in that thought. This speed she maintains while walking, as I try to get her to listen to reason. She is so stubborn and I get that I fucked up but can't we just move past this? “Queen, can we just put this to bed?”My beautiful Queen turns around, glaring at me; she raises her pointer finger at me. I honestly think she might stab me if she had a knife. Instead of stabbing me, she jabs her pointer finger at me, poking me in the chest. She was a sexy, vengeful goddess, her face splattered with blood. He
Queenie Packing for a mission that I don’t want to be on in the first place is putting me in a piss poor mood. I went to the gym and beat the ever-living shit out of a punching bag, picturing the crying bitches face. The faceless woman was the least of my problems, but right now, she was the easiest person to be pissed off at. Was she everything I wasn’t? I bet she was soft where she needed to be and had big doe eyes that could cry so pretty. If I figured Joker out, he would need someone who would be soft and listen to everything he said or wanted. Yeah, I know that’s never going to be me. Maybe that’s part of my problem is that I know exactly what I want. Or at least I think I do. Someone to take charge of me in the bedroom. Someone that can blow my mind by shutting the damn thing off. I cannot seem to focus enough on my pleasure. My mind is always getting away from me. It might be time to face facts and realize that the toys that line my closet will be the closest thing to a rel
QueenieDesk duty, training and recruiting was now my life. My brothers were all supportive of me stepping back from fieldwork. I think they were all a little relieved, nothing like watching or hearing about your sister having sex with marks. Not that any of them would slut shame me, of course.I wasn’t sure if I would enjoy desk duty, but I love it. More or less, I get to help organize missions and helping coordinate people. It thrilled Ace about that aspect took some of the pressure off him. The man thought he had to shoulder all the Deck’s burdens on his shoulders. We all were capable. He doesn’t enjoy ordering us around unless he has to.I didn’t play with Barbies when I was little. Mother wouldn’t have allowed that. Instead, we would run strategies with army men. She had members of cartels, the mafia, military generals, and officials who owed her favors, and taught us everything. She created her own personal army generals with her children.We were the clay, and she molded us to
I sit and wait until my Queen finishes gathering the files we need. The one pump chump is sleeping on the couch. I watch her exit the room with a thumb drive in hand. She was so incredibly sexy and looked sexually frustrated. Her sexy mouth is pinching together, which makes me want to run my thumb over them. As she sorts herself out, I collect my things. I open the blacked-out car, waiting for her on the street below.As I watched her exit the building, my Queen sobbed as she carried herself across the street. The sight makes me want to run to get her, to help her into the car. However, I know that would only piss her off further. When she opens the door, she practically falls into the leather seat. Mascara is running down her face, with tears choking her. The only time that I want to see her like this would be if she were gagging on my cock. That thought gets me hard, wanting to lick her tears away.“Was he that bad?” I try to lighten the mood, not knowing how to improve this situati
Three years later.QueenieMissions with Joker were always difficult for me. It had been three years since he rescued me and helped me. We agreed to never talk about that time ever again. I decided to do this in silence, neither needing to say it out loud.He was the only one to know my shame, was the only one to see me in such a state. My blood-soaked vigilante looked like the angel of death coming to rescue me. I touch myself to that thought often.This mission was to get information from a member of the Senate. I have slowly laid my groundwork for the past week, and he is completely smitten with me. He was middle-aged, fit, and, of course, married. His wife also signed a prenup, so he cannot get a dime unless he cheats on her. We rarely end up getting a mission that coronates with another.Otherwise, this would be a Dimond’s card play. Both cards got played. Usually, I would send one of my agents in, but the information needed. The Jack of Diamonds got played, so someone equal to h
Queenie**Trigger warnings ahead - Sexual Assault, loss of fertility. Unsure of how long I have been here, my whole body hurt. They swelled my right eye shut, and my left was burning from a cut in my eyebrow. I'm pretty sure my arms are out of socket, but I might as well not dwell on that. I doubt there was a spot on me that was unmarked. At some point, I stopped fighting everything. I would close my eyes and picture the one person I wanted. Every masked man was Joker. At some point, it would start bringing me pleasure rather than pain.This ended up working to my advantage. They didn’t enjoy me finding pleasure in their torture. That thought made me smile, and my dry, cracked lips bleed. I hope they will let me go, or at least kill me. I would be thankful for death and embrace it like my friend. I no longer have the will to fight any longer.I hope my brothers and Joker kill Mother and these men for this. It was hard to fathom that a mother could do this to their child. There was no
Five years earlier...**Trigger warnings ahead of mentions of sexual abuse, sexual assault, physical and mental abuse**JokerI wake up still fighting invisible forces. My head throbs worse than any hangover could, but all I know is that I have to get to Queenie. Her voice screaming out in fright still rang in my ears, and I could do nothing to stop it. My eyes dart around the room, looking for a way out. I could not break the restraints that held my arms prisoner, to my dismay. I can hear them creaking, and I know that at some point, they will give way. This gives me motivation. As much as my body aches, I pull myself up before I let myself drop back down. Fuck, it hurt like a son-of-a-bitch, but I knew it would break.The large tv turns on in front of me, surprising me and throwing me off balance. Regina was staring at me with a look of victory already written on her face. A sense of calm runs throughout my body. This is just a training mission. I must endure whatever she thinks wil