2.
5 Years Earlier
Ace
King continued to watch me, and I could tell he was wondering about my next move as we watched the security footage together. Then, like clockwork, the sun started to set, and she was, sneaking through the woods. Her long dark blonde hair was pulled up in a messy bun. I knew it was wavy from other footage and preferred when she left it down. I watched her climb the ladder to our childhood tree fort that we used to get away from the Deck Fortress as children. The place our parents would let us have a small taste of freedom within reason. "What did you leave up there this time?" He asked curiously, raising one dark eyebrow while leaning back into his chair. King was the most muscular of us all. He kept his dark black hair long at the top and short at the sides, as with all of our siblings, and he had dark blue eyes.
Every day I started to leave something new up there for her to keep and help make her comfortable because, according to the security footage we had, she would stay there until past sunrise. I was beginning to spoil her; she had a foam mattress, sheets, pillows, snacks, lanterns, books, and whatever else I saw throughout the day made me think of her. I was half tempted to run electric out there for her, but that might be crossing the line just a bit. So "I put a new book up there and took an extra chicken salad sandwich from the kitchen."
He looked at me with disgust, his straight nose crinkling at that thought. "Wouldn't that turn bad pretty quickly without a refrigerator?"
I rolled my eyes at him, thinking this was amateur hour for me. "Of course, I put a small mini cooler in there. I replace the ice packs when I put something new in there."
"Are you just going to watch her like a stalker, or are you going to go talk to her?" He asks smugly. He is afraid to admit that this was the most exciting thing that had been going on in the fortress lately. It was almost too quiet as of late, and that was troubling but good for me.
You would think that at 24, I would not be concerned about what my mother would think of me going after a woman. Thankfully my father died two years ago, and I don't have to deal with him either. But in our field of work, everything can be used as leverage and she was slowly becoming a weakness of mine. I was becoming obsessed with her, and maybe it was her mystery of her or just the way she moved that intrigued me. She was running or at least hiding from something. In this world, you are either prey or predator, and she was made to be devoured by me. She didn't know that she was slowly falling into the trap I was setting for her capture. Too bad for her; I wouldn't let her go once I had her.
We run an organization that specializes in black market jobs. If you want something done, you come to us and leave us a card with your number. For a Diamond, you need something stolen; heart, you need a spy or a honey pot to find out information we got you; Spade, you need someone taken out and disposed of; and Club, you need someone to be neutralized; your choice of the severity of beating. But, of course, it's more complicated than that. My siblings are all training to take over the business from our cunt of a mother. Four of us are technically five, but Joker felt more like a friend than a brother. I am the firstborn, followed by King, Queenie, and Jack. They somewhat adopted Joker when he was 13, never telling us his real name, to call him Joker. Yeah, our parents are a little fucked in the head. Hints, why I don't want her finding out about Tess.
Yeah, I know her name. But, unfortunately, King has yet to learn the groundwork I have laid to set everything in motion. "Look at her," I said almost too aggressively, pointing at the screen. "She is terrified." Then, taking a steadying breath, I add, "I'm slowly taming her."
I already moved the security cameras just enough to get to the tree house without them being alerted. Thank God for blind spots; this camera in the woods was just for me to watch my obsession, along with my brother, who had nothing better to do with his time.
I left her a note two days ago telling her we would meet soon. Shocking me, she kept showing up, so I took that as a green light that she liked me and my stalkerish ways. I hardly knew anything about her except that her name was Tess, and now there was no turning back for me. I thought about calling a team to do recon on her and find all the information I needed, but that was cheating. Plus, the fewer eyes on her, the better for her and me. See, I am a responsible stalker.
I wasn't a fan of going in blind, but maybe that's why she has been on my mind for so long. For the first time in a long while, I felt more excited and a little nervous about the unknown. Nothing got me nervous or my heart pumping fast anymore. I was conditioned not to feel anything. My parents wanted psychopaths for children; they were quickly getting their wish. Every training was breaking us all down mentally and physically.
My outlet was always sex, something I could ultimately control while the empty feeling in my gut disappeared. Lately, I couldn't even enjoy sex; my dick didn't want anyone but her. Of course, it could be nothing, and maybe it's just something I have built up in my head, while I would be disappointed if that turned out to be the case. But on the other hand, I might end up being relieved, to be honest.
My life was complicated, and adding beautiful treehouse squatters wasn't part of my plan. But after seeing her the first time, I just had to have her. As the firstborn son, much pressure was weighing on my shoulders; all the siblings had stressors, but it was my job to be the first in command. So if I could ever get my mother to take her retirement, apparently three more years until then, we were counting them down.
They were very cold and calculated people. They have been trying to kill our conscience and emotional ways of thinking for years. They only had us because it was expected of them, and they needed to keep their legacy and empire strong. You need to build your foundation to be strong enough to support it to get to the top.
I finally reach the tree house when my phone pings. Climbing up and sitting down on the makeshift bed, I can smell the sweet scent of apples, making me smile. I pull out my phone, and seeing the message makes my smile disappear.
Queenie: You are needed for a job; Ace of Spades has been played.
Me: Fine, be there in 10.
I quickly pull out the burner phone I had in my pocket to give to my treehouse squatter. I write a sticky note, stick it on the phone, and quickly hightail it out of there before I run into her. Walking back to the compound feeling frustrated but knowing at least I will get to kill someone before the night is up. You didn't play my card unless you wanted a body dropped. Smiling to myself at that thought, King was probably disappointed that he didn't get asked to come out and play.
Tess
Sneaking out of my house when a new client showed up was the best time since mom and Daryl were busy. It was more difficult at the beginning, with Daryl anticipating my moves. I now have three escape plans mapped out for any given day. My house reeked of drugs, cigarettes, and sex. Forget about sleeping, listening to moans, grunts, and skin slapping against skin. I was surprised when she let him move Sara and Billie in, but they helped supply a steady income.
Daryl has been looking at me a little too closely for my liking lately, probably because I will turn 18 soon. Thankfully my mother and the other girls help distract him, mainly because they don't want me as competition from their clients. Maybe once a long time ago, my mother used to love me. However, after my father died when I was eight, she began using drugs to cope, and now she was a full-on addict and a sex worker to pay for it.
I pulled my backpack on and silently opened the window. I was usually only at home for a handful of hours every week. But, primarily for showers when the school is closed on the weekend, I am getting very good at knowing their schedules and when a good time is to sneak in.
A few months back, I found a treehouse where I started storing my stuff and sleeping. Before that, I would sleep in churches and homeless shelters, but I knew it was a matter of time before Social Services stepped in. I can't have that; I have a plan. Smiling, I open my old lock box, adding the extra $20 I found to the cash from dad's passing, and look at the sticky notes I have been keeping. I have it in a safe place under some hollowed tree roots; the money wouldn't last me too long. However, part of me doesn't want to leave. It mainly concerns the secret romance I have conjured up inside my head of the guy I haven't seen.
May not have seen his face, but I know his scent from the blankets and pillows. I know what foods and treats he likes; I know his favorite books and music he enjoys from the stuff he leaves and the notes he leaves me telling me bits about him without revealing too much.
It doesn't take too long, and I climb the ladder to the tree house; seeing the cooler there, I know something tasty is in it. Mentally high-fiving Ace since, lately, the only time I get fed is by him. It keeps me fully stocked for days in case he can't make it out for a few days. I open the cooler and pull out a chicken salad sandwich, orange juice, grapes, and a chocolate pudding cup which made me smile since those little bastards are my weakness. I foresee I will be in a food coma by the night's end. However, the cooler will last a bit, so that I will have the other chicken salad sandwich tomorrow. Just then, I noticed the blue sticky note sitting on a phone. It says, "Send me a message this way – Ace."
I can't help but roll my eyes at the over-the-top gesture, but I am quickly learning that it is just Ace's personality, all in all, it's still very much a turn-on to me. Not super experienced with guys, but I dated Danny for a year starting when I was 16. We had sex once but broke up with him when I walked by his parked car in the park, finding him getting a blow job from Jane Edmonds. I shudder at the memory. Very thankful condoms were a thing since she gives them away to anyone. Gary Malone got her a piece of cheesecake, and she fucked him while he fed it to her. Granted, it was Cheese Cake Fairy Cheesecake. But it would be way worse if it were the grocery store cheesecake got to have some standards.
I have yet even to want to look at a guy since I started leaving notes with Ace. He wasn't my boyfriend, well he was in my mind, he was mine. I am still somewhat terrified of going to the tree house due to the insane fortress less than a mile from it. But I assume he lives there, considering what little I know about him thus far.
I always had the plan to run away from here once I turned 18, but as sad as it sounds, I don't want to leave even though I have to. I have over three months left to get a better plan in place because staying inside that house is no longer an option for me. It's not safe, and I will end up more emotionally damaged than I am. That being said, Ace has for sure distracted me from the difficulties of my life currently.
Picking up the phone, I wrote a message to the only contact. Quickly typing out a message to him, trying hard to stop the smile forming on my face as I do so. Thanks for dinner! Isn't a phone a little over the top?
Feeling the phone vibrate, I made myself eat some of my sandwiches so I didn't look too desperate.
Ace: Over the top? It got me what I wanted, a way to get ahold of you. Necessary is more like it.
Me: You already do so much for me, and we haven't yet met. You shouldn't spend your money on me like this.
Ace: It's my money, and I can do whatever I want.
Me: Okay, bossy. I wouldn't dream of telling you what to do with your money, but I will repeat thanks, mainly for the pudding.
Just like that, Ace became my very best friend in a short amount of time. I felt special and worthwhile for the first time in a long time. I lay back against the cot, close my eyes, and feel strangely happy.
3.Ace3 Months laterGrowing up with my parents was hell until you wrapped your head around their methods of madness. It indeed was madness. When we were six, we all had to get a pet to take care of; mine was a black husky. A year and a half later, I was made to kill Frankie; they threatened the one thing I loved more. My siblings. I knew what they were capable of. We have been isolated, beaten, and starved all before age 10. The teen years were spent teaching us how to maximize pain in others and mastering combat and weapons.They used the love we had for each other to motivate us. If we refused, they would make us watch as they hurt the sibling closest to us. My case was King. We would do anything to prevent each other from being harmed. We were bred to be unfeeling, yet it created a bond between us.When Tess entered my life, she turned into a bright spot—becoming my addiction. I wasn’t sure how l could keep her hidden from my mother. She was something that I was unwilling to part
4TessNowI snapped my eyes back to meet Ace’s hardened gaze; his eyes communicated many emotions I couldn’t place. I broke eye contact to look down at why I was there as I looked down at my daughter opening her sleepy eyes and blinking at me. Ace followed my gaze and looked like he got punched in the gut.Suddenly Winnie’s eyes open, and she shoots up excitedly, seeing Ace, “Daddy!” she exclaims, jumping towards him. I closed my eyes and internally groaned out loud. I hoped she would stay asleep until I got to speak to Ace about everything and the Winnie of it all.I pray that he will not break her heart and burst this illusion she built in her head of her father. Of course, I didn’t help, probably because I wanted her always to feel like she was wanted and loved. To believe that her father wasn’t in her life because of choice but because he ‘had’ to be. Was that probably terrible and unhealthy? Yes; however, I thought I had a lifetime before I had to tell her the whole truth. I did
5AceRage overwhelms me as I knock my papers and computer monitors onto the floor. My hands were shaking. I couldn’t remember the last time my hands even trembled a little, let alone full-on shakes. I pour a bourbon straight up and don’t even feel it as I drain the glass. Then realized that if she was my daughter, I didn’t want to meet her after drowning my rage in a glass. I launch the glass against the wall, and when it connects and shatters into shards on the floor, the door opens, and King walks in.“Quite the reunion?” I glare in his direction, which is the only response he gets from me. “Queenie got the kid's sample without her knowledge, by the way.”“I want the results within the hour,” I state, pointing at him becoming louder than I meant to. The rage I felt was boiling under the surface; I was barely holding it together. I was supposed to be the level-headed one or at least one of them. Honestly, I feel as unpredictable as Joker right now, and that’s not a good thing.“It w
Tess6Being in a place you were once so familiar with that you couldn’t even recognize from all the changes makes me both sad and relieved. The floor we got put on doesn’t seem like anyone lives here. Not that I have been exploring too much, though people have been cleaning and moving many boxes in. I found a tv and put on a puppy dog show for Winnie. I usually didn’t let her watch too much tv, but desperate times call for desperate measures.I was mentally making a list of things I would need to keep Winnie occupied while we stayed here. I left in a hurry, not wanting to let anyone know there was a plan to leave. Two duffel bags and a backpack were about all I let us take with us. God only knows what I packed being in such a panic.I must have dozed off when I woke up; I didn’t see Winnie anywhere. Feeling my heart rate speed up and drop down to my stomach, I panic, shouting, “Winter! Winter, where are you?” I run out of the room, frantically scanning around, looking for signs of he
7.AceI wasn’t used to having to wait; I wanted to immediately run out of the room and talk to my siblings. I didn’t want to leave Winnie without saying goodnight. Fuck, I have a cute kid. I know Tess and I have many things to cover, but I feel there is much more to the story that we both don’t know. We must focus on the threat and then get my family in order. They were never going to be taken from me ever again.I texted the team when I read Winnie her book to tell them I had news. Now I walk down the halls of the Deck Fortress with purpose. I am dreading the extermination. We tried almost three years ago and failed. I didn’t think this was how that bitch would come after us. I figured we would have more time before she got enough resources to come after us. Hell, maybe she didn’t think Tess would return, or maybe that’s exactly her plan.I worry about Queenie’s headspace after I tell her whom we are going after. It took us so long to get her back, I was dreading losing her, but I w
Tess8I wake up to Ace gently whispering my name, “Tess.” Blinking open my eyes, trying to focus with the bedside lamp on. “Sorry, it cannot wait.”“Make coffee?” I said, looking at the alarm clock reading 12:34 AM.He chuckles and nods “some things never change.” I close my eyes and flip him off, hearing him laugh as I rub my eyes, trying to get the grogginess away. I grab the mint green bathrobe I found earlier, put it on, and try it to hide the fact that I am braless. The sleep shorts and matching t-shirt were a quality I was not used to.He even had them get me fluffy slip-on slippers that made walking on the hardwood floors more comfortable. Finally, I slide into one of the chairs in the kitchen, and Ace slides a cup of coffee into my hands. Thankfully he allows me to finish taking a few sips before asking any questions.I look up at his dark blue eyes and smirk at him, saying, “this had better be very important. That bed gave me one of the best night sleeps I’ve had in a while.
Ace9I feel a little hand tap on my face and slowly open my eyes, thinking I could get used to this. “Daddy! You had a sleepover with momma?” She said, putting her hands on her hips and looking at me with betrayal on her face.“You want to have a sleepover with us tonight?” I asked her, not wanting her to be mad at me. I will have to fuck Tess in here before bringing her back to our bed. Sex bed and sleeping bed, I could get used to that.Her eyes light up like Christmas morning. “Really?” She said, doing a happy dance, “you promise?” She holds her pinky up to mine, and I wrap mine around hers.“Promise. Now let’s get breakfast and let your mom sleep.” Which is what we proceeded to do. Well, I called the kitchen to have Belgian waffles with all the fixings brought up for my girls—I had just finished brewing a pot of coffee when they knocked on the door with the food.“Whoa! We get room service here?” She asked me, looking like I hung the moon. Making me stand a little taller and love
Tess10I forgot how overwhelming and all-consuming being around Ace was. I didn't know if he just wanted Winnie, and I just happened to be a bonus. If Winnie wasn't in the picture, would he still want me? Would he have turned me away if I had returned and needed help?I have never stopped wanting him; I believed the worst of him and left. He has every right to hold a grudge against me. Years' worth of anger and resentment cannot just disappear.I wanted to believe that could be true, that maybe I was enough. Perhaps the love we had was genuine. He used to tell me I was the only thing that made him feel. Being in love with a dangerous man like Ace was terrifying and amazing. Having his passion and his heart made me feel powerful. That is silly in a way, but it was true.I wanted to give Winnie a sibling, something I never thought possible. But now was the wrong time to do so. Maybe I will talk him into at least using condoms because I have flashbacks of raising Winter alone. It was so
JokerHer pussy is delicious as I continue to lap and suck. She leans forward, and my concentration gets broken for a second. I lock back in, and I pull her clit is now in my mouth. Which gives me access to let my fingers join the fun. She is wet enough as I tease two fingers around her hole. Not giving her any warning, I shove them both inside of her while sucking on her clit. I have wanted to do this for so long that I am making every second I have with her count. If I never get to do this again, this will have to live on in my head for the rest of my life. All the sounds she is making are music to my ears and makes me never want to stop. I feel her tighten around my fingers. I know her body inside and out, and I'm determined to show her that nobody can make her feel what I can. All the mental notes that I have made over the years from watching her are paying off. Finally, it's my turn to play. However, nothing could have prepared me for how good her mouth would feel. She swallows
Queenie Joker opens my door for exactly ten minutes. He is efficient, and even though that normally would please me. I pour another drink, hoping the burn of the bourbon will calm me down. The first one has done nothing to calm the rage I feel. The asshole moves closer to me, and that damn mark on his neck taunts me once more. It taunts me as I think of all the reasons she must be better than me. I grip my glass tight, and before I know it, I let my anger win as I launch it at his head. Joker’s quick reflexes kick in, and he ducks out of the way, and the glass connects to the wall, shattering. He knows what I am annoyed with and scoffs. “Seriously? How often have I had to see you get fucked or even hear it?” He moves so I am in his sight, and I can’t believe he is starting this conversation. I figured he would want to tiptoe around it like he normally does. He is the expert at dodging complicated issues with us. “That’s different, and you know it! I didn’t want to be with any of t
JokerNowI walk after Queen, trying to have this out here rather than in her apartments. What can I do to get her to squish this between us? I almost lost her all those years ago. I cannot do that again. I have to bite my fist as I walk behind her. Her ass looks amazing in those pants. Whoever invented yoga pants was in my good graces. The blood that stains them makes it that much hotter. After watching her kill Randall I didn't think I could want her more. However, I am so very wrong in that thought. This speed she maintains while walking, as I try to get her to listen to reason. She is so stubborn and I get that I fucked up but can't we just move past this? “Queen, can we just put this to bed?”My beautiful Queen turns around, glaring at me; she raises her pointer finger at me. I honestly think she might stab me if she had a knife. Instead of stabbing me, she jabs her pointer finger at me, poking me in the chest. She was a sexy, vengeful goddess, her face splattered with blood. He
Queenie Packing for a mission that I don’t want to be on in the first place is putting me in a piss poor mood. I went to the gym and beat the ever-living shit out of a punching bag, picturing the crying bitches face. The faceless woman was the least of my problems, but right now, she was the easiest person to be pissed off at. Was she everything I wasn’t? I bet she was soft where she needed to be and had big doe eyes that could cry so pretty. If I figured Joker out, he would need someone who would be soft and listen to everything he said or wanted. Yeah, I know that’s never going to be me. Maybe that’s part of my problem is that I know exactly what I want. Or at least I think I do. Someone to take charge of me in the bedroom. Someone that can blow my mind by shutting the damn thing off. I cannot seem to focus enough on my pleasure. My mind is always getting away from me. It might be time to face facts and realize that the toys that line my closet will be the closest thing to a rel
QueenieDesk duty, training and recruiting was now my life. My brothers were all supportive of me stepping back from fieldwork. I think they were all a little relieved, nothing like watching or hearing about your sister having sex with marks. Not that any of them would slut shame me, of course.I wasn’t sure if I would enjoy desk duty, but I love it. More or less, I get to help organize missions and helping coordinate people. It thrilled Ace about that aspect took some of the pressure off him. The man thought he had to shoulder all the Deck’s burdens on his shoulders. We all were capable. He doesn’t enjoy ordering us around unless he has to.I didn’t play with Barbies when I was little. Mother wouldn’t have allowed that. Instead, we would run strategies with army men. She had members of cartels, the mafia, military generals, and officials who owed her favors, and taught us everything. She created her own personal army generals with her children.We were the clay, and she molded us to
I sit and wait until my Queen finishes gathering the files we need. The one pump chump is sleeping on the couch. I watch her exit the room with a thumb drive in hand. She was so incredibly sexy and looked sexually frustrated. Her sexy mouth is pinching together, which makes me want to run my thumb over them. As she sorts herself out, I collect my things. I open the blacked-out car, waiting for her on the street below.As I watched her exit the building, my Queen sobbed as she carried herself across the street. The sight makes me want to run to get her, to help her into the car. However, I know that would only piss her off further. When she opens the door, she practically falls into the leather seat. Mascara is running down her face, with tears choking her. The only time that I want to see her like this would be if she were gagging on my cock. That thought gets me hard, wanting to lick her tears away.“Was he that bad?” I try to lighten the mood, not knowing how to improve this situati
Three years later.QueenieMissions with Joker were always difficult for me. It had been three years since he rescued me and helped me. We agreed to never talk about that time ever again. I decided to do this in silence, neither needing to say it out loud.He was the only one to know my shame, was the only one to see me in such a state. My blood-soaked vigilante looked like the angel of death coming to rescue me. I touch myself to that thought often.This mission was to get information from a member of the Senate. I have slowly laid my groundwork for the past week, and he is completely smitten with me. He was middle-aged, fit, and, of course, married. His wife also signed a prenup, so he cannot get a dime unless he cheats on her. We rarely end up getting a mission that coronates with another.Otherwise, this would be a Dimond’s card play. Both cards got played. Usually, I would send one of my agents in, but the information needed. The Jack of Diamonds got played, so someone equal to h
Queenie**Trigger warnings ahead - Sexual Assault, loss of fertility. Unsure of how long I have been here, my whole body hurt. They swelled my right eye shut, and my left was burning from a cut in my eyebrow. I'm pretty sure my arms are out of socket, but I might as well not dwell on that. I doubt there was a spot on me that was unmarked. At some point, I stopped fighting everything. I would close my eyes and picture the one person I wanted. Every masked man was Joker. At some point, it would start bringing me pleasure rather than pain.This ended up working to my advantage. They didn’t enjoy me finding pleasure in their torture. That thought made me smile, and my dry, cracked lips bleed. I hope they will let me go, or at least kill me. I would be thankful for death and embrace it like my friend. I no longer have the will to fight any longer.I hope my brothers and Joker kill Mother and these men for this. It was hard to fathom that a mother could do this to their child. There was no
Five years earlier...**Trigger warnings ahead of mentions of sexual abuse, sexual assault, physical and mental abuse**JokerI wake up still fighting invisible forces. My head throbs worse than any hangover could, but all I know is that I have to get to Queenie. Her voice screaming out in fright still rang in my ears, and I could do nothing to stop it. My eyes dart around the room, looking for a way out. I could not break the restraints that held my arms prisoner, to my dismay. I can hear them creaking, and I know that at some point, they will give way. This gives me motivation. As much as my body aches, I pull myself up before I let myself drop back down. Fuck, it hurt like a son-of-a-bitch, but I knew it would break.The large tv turns on in front of me, surprising me and throwing me off balance. Regina was staring at me with a look of victory already written on her face. A sense of calm runs throughout my body. This is just a training mission. I must endure whatever she thinks wil