~Tamara~
I yawned and stretched my hands as the last customer left the restaurant. “Finally!” I shouted excitedly, staring at the clock on the right side of the room. Tonight marked Mark’s and my anniversary, and since I was collecting my paycheck that night, I planned to use part of it to buy him a new wristwatch and a cake to celebrate. We’ve been together for five years, and although he hadn’t proposed yet, I believed it could happen soon. He had been dropping hints for the past few days, asking about flowers and vacation locations. I couldn’t wait to get home and see him again.
The remaining part of my paycheck was for my brother, who needed surgery due to a heart condition.
“Tamara,” Mr. Lan, my boss, called as he left his office. “This is your salary for this month.” He handed over a white envelope.
“Thank you, Mr. Lan,” I said excitedly, opening the envelope. I looked at him and smiled. “Did you add extra for me?”
He smiled and nodded. “You deserve it, my dear. You’ve been working hard, and I also heard about your brother’s health.”
I sniffled and hugged him. “Thank you, sir.” Mr. Lan had always treated me like a father, and I was grateful to work for someone like him.
“Don’t worry, child. Let me know if there’s anything I can help you with, ” he reassured me.
I nodded and let go of him, heading to get my purse. Bowing my head, I walked out of the restaurant. “I’ll be going now, Mr. Lan. Goodnight,” I waved.
“Goodnight, child,” he waved back as I left.
On my way home, I bought the wristwatch I had saved for the anniversary and picked up the cake I ordered online. Arriving home, I sighed and admired the cake, knowing Mark would love it.
After unlocking the door, I entered the house and called, “Mark!” But there was no sign of him. I placed the cake on the table and walked towards our bedroom, only to notice black heels on the way – heels that didn’t belong to me. Curiosity led me to the door.
“Yes, Mark! F**k me like you mean it!” The voice was loud, and I recognized it as my best friend, Ferida.
‘’I am going to make you my mate!’’ I heard Mark scream in ecstasy.
Tears welled in my eyes as I reached the front of the door and swung it open. The room shrouded in darkness, revealed their silhouettes and the rhythmic movement of their bodies. Paralyzed, I stood there, unable to move. The overwhelming emotions of betrayal, being used, and utter brokenness surged through me. For years, I had been faithful to Mark, only to discover he had been cheating on me behind my back.
How could he do this to me? Tears continued to stream down my face as I closed the door behind me and fled from the house. Walking down the street, I cried my heart out, and every person I encountered shook their heads or pointed fingers at me, compounding the heartache.
That night, I just wanted to be alone, to drown my sorrows. I headed to the nearest bar where my best friend, Danny, worked. As I walked in, I approached the bar and saw Danny in his bartender outfit attending to an unfamiliar man. I quickly wiped the tears off my face, trying to sound joyful.
“Two shots of vodka, Angel,” I greeted Danny with our usual tone as we saw him.
“Angel!” Danny replied once he finished attending to the man he was with. When he turned to me, he asked, “What’s wrong with you, bitch? Is it Mark?”
Although I didn’t want to tell him, I never expected him to understand what was happening to me.
“He...” I bit my lip as tears welled up in my eyes again.
“What happened this time?” Danny asked.
I cleared my throat and pointed to the man whose eyes were on me, indicating that I didn’t want to talk to him then. Danny seemed to understand and didn’t ask any further questions. Instead, he handed me two shots of vodka. “I’m going to drink until I drop,” I gulped the first shot in the blink of an eye. “Why is life so unfair?” I took the second shot as I sat down beside the stranger. Just like me, he was drinking. “What do you think about life?” I asked him and said something else when he didn’t answer. “Let’s have a drink together.” I didn’t know why I mentioned that, but I just wanted to forget Mark.
The man stared into my eyes. The first thing I noticed when I looked closely at him was the tattoos on his right arm and his beautiful obsidian eyes. He had the bad boy look, and even his black suit hugged his muscular body perfectly, and his brown hair was beautifully permed, making him handsome.
The unfamiliar man was the definition of perfect.
“Why should I drink when I don’t even know you?” His voice was everything—low yet profound, and it gave me chills.
“Does it matter?” I answered back. “I just need a drinking buddy,” I told myself.
“Trust me, little wolf, you can’t handle the alcohol like me,” he said.
I chuckled. “Trust me when I say that I am better than you.” I shouldn’t have said that because I was a lightweight. I just wanted to feel included among them and show him.
“Is that a challenge?” He smirked at me, and I nodded in response. “What does the winner get?” He asked.
I blinked my eyes as he leaned closer to me. His cologne was intense, and I couldn’t even think straight because he was closer to me. “I don’t know,” I tucked my hair behind my ear.
“Great,” he chuckled. “The winner gets a kiss,” he stated, calling for Danny before I could protest.
“Have fun, girl!” Danny poured us six shots of vodka. Drink responsibly.”
I winked at him and turned to face the unfamiliar man. “Let’s get started, stranger,” I said, raising the first shot and clicking the glass with the man whose name I didn’t even know.
We had downed all six shots before I comprehended what was unfolding, and the unfamiliar man promptly ordered two more. My hand trembled as I tossed back the next shot.
“I am so furious right now because I thought I loved him, and he betrayed me!” I slammed the glass onto the table. “It’s our anniversary tonight, and I caught him in bed with my friend. How could he do that to me?” I cried, heaving a sigh, and then rested my hand on the man’s shoulder.
“Your partner is truly foolish to let you go,” he chuckled, grabbing my hand and pulling me into his arms. “You are drunk,” he whispered into my ear, sending shivers through my body.
Honestly, he was right; I was undeniably drunk. However, I couldn’t admit it, fearing I would appear defeated. “I am not drunk,” I laughed and clapped my hands. “How can I be drunk when I’ve only had one…?” I counted my fingers. “I can’t be drunk because,” I spewed.
“You lose,” the man declared, seizing my hand and drawing me closer. The background noise became an indistinct murmur, and before I could grasp the situation, the man leaned in and kissed me.
Oh my, I thought as he sensually moved his lips against mine. “You are just like her,” he said between the kiss.
I had no clue who he was referring to, but I relished the taste of his lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, allowing him to deepen the kiss, which took me to a different world.
A world where I could forget my heartbreak.
~Tamara~My head pounded as I woke to the blinding sunlight outside the window. I fluttered my eyes open and realized that the curtains were wide open, and I saw my clothes tossed beside the bed. I rubbed my bed and reached for my left side, hoping that I would touch the desk that used to be by my bedside, but my hand met with a strong arm.What is going on? I thought and rose from the bed. “Oh my!” I placed my hands on my head. “I am in trouble!” I muttered as I jumped out of the bed.The room was not mine, as it looked like a luxury room. The bed frame was gold, and a chandelier hung at the center of the ceiling, which my room did not have. Also, a strange man was lying half-naked beside me.I stared down at my body and realized that I was naked. “Oh, Goddess!” I rubbed my forehead and thought about what happened the previous night. I met a man at the club, and we both drank. “What happened after then?” I stood up and started pacing before the bed about what happened the night before
~Axel~I rubbed my forehead for the umpteenth time, trying to forget the woman I had met a few days ago. She was the same as Lyra. I have heard about reincarnation a thousand times but never expected Lyra to be reincarnated after a hundred years. Seeing her felt surreal; I had almost made a fool of myself when I saw her. She was vulnerable and needed a drinking partner, and being with her that night brought a lot of memories, but the following day, she disappeared, and I have not been able to see her ever since then.‘’Remember she is not Lyra,’’ Leonara, my beta, told me when I informed her about meeting a girl who looked just like Lyra.‘’ She looks like her.’’ Her words resounded, but I couldn’t stop thinking about her and forget the night we shared." What a twist of fate!” I swerved my chair around and heaved a deep sigh. ” What a... ” I stopped talking to myself when someone barged into my office. I frowned as I turned my chair around to face my beta, knowing she was the only one
~Tamara~Today, it had been hectic.The customers had been trooping in, and Mr. Lan and I had worked endlessly to satisfy them. Even with the help of a high school girl on break, my workload did not decrease, and I couldn’t complain because I had begged Mr. Lan for extra hours to pay off my piled-up bills and avoid being evicted by my landlord, who had given me a quit notice.The more I worked, the more feverish I felt. I had no idea why I had been feeling that way for days, but despite being unwell, I knew I had to come to work. As I served the last table, I heaved a deep sigh, knowing that our customers had been served and no one else was entering. But I was wrong. I almost groaned in frustration when I heard the bell ding, and two people walked in. A man was wearing a suit and a mask covering half his face, and a woman was wearing a red dress with a black mask covering half her face.“Who were they?” I questioned as I looked from the man to the woman. Their aura screamed power, and
~Tamara~I sighed as I stared at my phone, reading the rejection message repeatedly. It was a message from all the companies I had applied to and short and direct rejections.“Miss Tamara, sorry, we are not hiring, but when we do, we will contact you.”It had been almost a week since I last met the alpha king, and it felt like someone was watching me. He had told me he was watching, and he didn’t lie, because I thought the men in black suits in front of the restaurant, close to my house, were all from him. I had thought I could reject him if I could get a job, but that wasn’t the case. Instead of finding a job, everything got worse, and the morning sickness also affected me.“Are you all right?” Mr. Lan asked me that morning when I started work. “You have been throwing up a lot lately, and if you’re sick, Tamara, you should stay home. Lydia and I can manage, and I’ll also hire more people to join us.”I shook my head in response. There was no way I could give up yet, not when I had my
~Axel~Tamara sobbed as she turned to face the car window. My heart ached because I had witnessed everything, but I pretended not to be there, desperate for her to help me. She had been through a lot, and I wished I could have hurt those who made her like that.‘’Are you…’’ I reached out to touch her, but I just dropped my hand. Boundaries, I had to remember that. Even though she was pregnant with my child, I had to respect her reason for looking away and sobbing in silence. For the rest of the trip toward my mansion, it was in silence, and every few seconds, I couldn’t stop staring at her, hoping that she would stop crying, but she didn’t, and that was the difference between her and Lyra’s attitude. While Lyra was cheerful, she was just her or maybe what I have believed her to be.A hundred years was a long time, and I have been around for a while, not expecting to see someone who would look like my dead mate. Werewolves are not immortals like vampires; they die at a certain age but
~Tamara~Luxury.I had never expected to experience it in my entire life, but it is happening. It came to me all at once. When I came out of the king’s car, the first thing I noticed was the majestic structure before me. I had only seen it in the movies and heard about it in stories, but it was all right in front of me.Two beautiful fountains stood guard at the entrance, the sparkling and soothing sound as we walked past it. A stunning sculpture garden nearby featured modern art pieces amidst lush greenery. Since It was already late, I couldn’t see it enough, but I knew it would be beautiful in the morning.None of us exchanged any words as we walked into the mansion. He led in front while I trailed behind him, still not getting used to having the Lycan king so close to me. It sounded like a dream, but it was becoming more of a reality I couldn’t escape.The inside of the mansion was much more relaxed than the outside. It was beyond my imagination, and it took my breath away. We walk
~TAMARA~‘’This way, miss,’’ The royal butler led me through an opulent hall and stopped at the front of a door that opened into a grand dining hall.My heart raced with anxiety as I walked in, expecting to meet him, but he was nowhere in sight, and there was no sign of his beta around us. ‘’Your dinner awaits you, Miss Tamara,’’ the butler announced, pulling out my chair.Even though the hall was big, it was just a table for four. I wondered if he had always eaten his meal alone, which was none of my business, but I felt a little concerned for him.‘’And he doesn’t care about you,’’ My wolf said and burst into laughter. ‘’He doesn’t give a shit about you.’’I rolled my eyes at her insult, and before she could continue, I blocked the rest of the conversation. ‘’Where is the alpha king?’’ I asked the butler.‘’He will be here in a moment,’’ he answered, bowed his head before walking out while I was alone in the dimly lit hall.I glanced down at my outfit and heaved a deep sigh. It was
~Axel~The kiss was unexpected.I couldn’t care less that she had kissed me, but she quickly pulled away from it like it never happened. I was not satisfied with what had happened because I wanted more.‘’Leonara,’’ I cleared my throat as I speak up. ‘’care to excuse us for a moment.’’Leonara stood up and looked at me questioningly, but when I didn’t respond, she bowed and quietly walked out of the hall, leaving me alone with Tamara.The room suddenly grew smaller as soon as she left, and Tamara did everything she could to avoid my eyes. ‘’Tha…shouldn’t have …’’ she blurted out, her head lowered to the ground.‘’what should not have happened?’’ I questioned as I stood before her, pulled her chair closer to me, and sat on one of the chairs beside her.‘’You just kissed me and then pretend that it didn’t happen?’’ I muttered.She gasped, still not looking at me. ‘’It was a mistake,’’ she started to say, but I didn’t let her finish as I leaned in closer, my breath mingling with hers.‘’
~Tamara~"Good morning, everyone. This is Tamara, the new employee of our department." Melissa, the department head, introduced me to the rest of the department members, and I bowed my head as I greeted them all. ‘’it is a pleasure to work here, and I hope you all treat me right,’’ I said to everyone. They all turned back, staring at me with questioning looks, and it made me wonder what was going on in their heads and what they must have thought of me. After what had happened in front of the company building, I knew everyone must have known about me, and I was right when none of them said anything and turned back to face the computer in front of them. They didn’t like me. " Come, I will show you your desk," she said, pointing to an empty desk. ‘’This will be your desk and chair,’’ she informed me. I nodded in response as I dropped my bag on the desk. Just as I was about to sit down, a loud, familiar voice sounded at the office's entrance. I wanted to tell myself that I was dreamin
~Axel~I scrunched my nose as we stepped into the Luna Pack, the scene before me far worse than I had imagined. The information I’d received hadn’t come close to preparing me for the devastation. Most of the buildings had been reduced to ashes, their charred remains reminded me of the terror my brother had unleashed.I never thought Ian would go to such lengths just to get back at me. His lack of mercy, even for the children, was agonizing. My heart shattered as I saw their lifeless bodies scattered on the ground, their innocence taken away by his cruelty.How could he have become so ruthless, to the point of harming children? The sight brought back memories of our childhood, of the abuse we endured at the hands of our father. Back then, Ian and I had vowed never to harm children, swearing to break the cycle of pain. But somewhere along the way, he changed. Years after our father’s death, Ian became a walking disaster, a threat to the kingdom and everything we once stood for. That vow,
~Axel~My eyes fluttered open to find Tamara’s face inches away from mine. Her skin glowed softly in the morning light that shone from her window. Her lips were slightly parted, and the urge to move closer and kiss her overtook me. It brought back memories of Lyra and me.I reached out to touch her face, my fingers tracing the gentle curve of her cheek. As soon as I touched her, her eyes flew open, and I quickly withdrew my hand. ‘’how was your night?’’ I asked her.Just as she was about to speak, her expression changed, and her eyes suddenly widened, and she clamped her hand over her mouth, jumping off the bed and running straight to the bathroom. ‘’Tamara, are you alright?’’ I called right after her.Silence.I threw off the covers and stood up from the bed, heading straight into the bathroom. The sight that greeted me was her bent over the sink; her body wracked with violent sobs as she threw up. Memories came flooding back, and I remembered Lyra and her Morning sickness. Her manne
~Tamara~I burst through the door of my room, slamming it shut behind me. I leaned against the door, my chest heaving as I struggled to catch my breath. I wanted to run away. I wanted to escape the suffocating grip Axel had on my life. I wished that I could flee from the constant control, the endless manipulation.And then there was the baby.A sob welled up in my throat as I thought about the tiny life growing inside of me. Axel’s baby. A constant reminder of his hold on me. He doesn’t care about anything apart from that, and I know that.‘’why?’’ I almost yelled out loud, but I bit back the scream, knowing that the walls were thin and he would hear him with his sharp hearing and come storming into the room.The last thing I wanted to see was his stupid face. ‘’oh goddess,’’ I sighed as I ran my hand through my hair and headed towards the bed. I fell on top of it, buried my face in the pillows as I screamed into the softness. The sound was muffled, but my emotions were overwhelming.
~Axel~I hadn’t been this angry in a long time—not since Lyra died. But this wasn’t just anger; it was worry, a deep, gnawing concern that consumed me when I learned Tamara was missing. The news hit me like a punch to the gut, dredging up painful memories of Lyra. She had vanished two days before her death, and now Tamara’s situation eerily mirrored hers. Like Lyra, Tamara had turned off her phone, making it nearly impossible to track her. Despite our resources, finding her proved to be a challenge.‘’why the hell would she go to a park?’’ I asked Leonara, and she shrugged her shoulder. ‘’Did you say anything to her?’’ I questioned because I found it strange that she would suddenly disappear when I gave the orders that she returned home.Leonara shook her head in response, but I noticed the hesitation in her eyes as if she were having an inner conversation with her wolf.‘’Then why the hell is she in that park?’’ I demanded.‘’I have no idea.’’I sighed and rubbed a hand through my ha
~Tamara~I had never been happier in weeks than I was sitting on a bench in the park, staring at the breathtaking sunset. The park was alive with joy, and it warmed my heart to see children running around happily while their parents watched over them with smiles.Just watching them stirred a vision in my mind—Axel and I running with our child. I didn’t want to think about it, but the thought of us becoming one happy family was irresistible, even though I knew it could never happen in my lifetime."He just wanted you for the baby," I reminded myself, rubbing my face to shake the idea away.I tried to think about other things that didn’t involve Axel, like how much I wished for my brother to wake up soon or longed for a life free of worries until the end.Lost in my thoughts, I didn’t notice the ball heading toward me. When I realized it, the ball was inches from my face. I squeezed my eyes shut, bracing for the hit—but it never came. Suddenly, like a gust of wind, someone appeared, the
~Tamara~The silence between Leonara and me was almost deafening as we walked toward the elevator. She didn’t bother holding the door for me, simply watching as I sprinted inside just before it closed.Her disdainful glare met mine briefly before she shifted her attention back to the book in her hand. It was no secret that Leonara had despised me since our first encounter at the restaurant. The way she acted around Axel, so familiar, almost possessive, made me suspect they had some history. Maybe they were once lovers, or something had ended, but they were undoubtedly connected. Neither of us spoke until the elevator stopped at our floor. As soon as the doors slid open, she broke the silence."You’ll be moved to the business planning department since that’s what you majored in," she said, clipped and biting. "I hope you do your best since you’re determined to start from the bottom."Her words stung, laced with mockery, a reminder that I could work in Axel’s luxurious office but chose
~Axel~I heaved a deep sigh as I entered my office, struggling to suppress the loudest growl. I was mad, beyond mad, at the sight of another male touching her and discovering that he was an ex-lover – a fact she had deliberately kept from me. Even though I was her first, the idea of another male being with her before me was unbearable. The thought gnawed at me, fueling my irritation.Was it an obsession or merely a reaction to her resemblance to Lyra? I was unsure what to think. All I knew was that I wasn’t pleased about her being with another man – and my Lycan concurred, growling in my head and urging me to take control so he could rip the male apart.However, I couldn’t give in to that impulse without reason, not with everyone watching me. If anyone discovered I had killed a wolf over a woman, they would dig deeper, and that would be disastrous for Tamara.Her life would be heavily scrutinized by those who hated me and sought to destroy me.Tamara’s tiny voice trembled terribly as
~Tamara~I stood frozen, my eyes locked on the familiar figure before me.Mark. My ex.I couldn't believe it. What was he doing here, and how was he here?" You," he pointed towards me. His eyes narrowed, his jaw clenched in anger, and I could sense the tension radiating from him even though we were standing a foot apart.I felt my anger spark to life.We hadn't parted on good terms, to say the least, and seeing him again brought back memories of that night and when he rejected me.I never expected to see him again, especially not here, in front of the company. My mind reeled as I tried to process this unexpected encounter, and before I could gather my thoughts, Mark’s hand shot out, grasping mine in a firm grip. ‘’what the hell do you think you are doing here? Did you come to find me because you miss me!’’ he laughed and tightened his grip around my wrist.I tried to free my hand, but his hand didn’t budge, and I felt a surge of embarrassment because many people were staring at us bu