KiaraWhen Trey looks away, I gently bring his face back to meet my gaze. His eyes reflect so much guilt and shame when there's no reason for him to feel that way. "If you know the truth, why are you still feeling guilty about it?" I ask softly, still stroking his face. He sighs deeply. "I cost Candy and J a relationship with their father, and there are just so many "What Ifs" that run through my mind. What if they could've changed him into a better man? What if him and mom could've fixed each other somehow? What if somehow the four of them could've been a happy family?" My chest tightens. "And what about you? What about your happiness?" "I would've sacrificed anything for them in a heartbeat," he says confidently. Although my childhood was nowhere near as traumatic as his, we do have something in common. We would do anything for our siblings. Even if they hurt us. Even if they make us out to be the villains in their stories. Even if they've never shown that they fe
Trey "You know, it would have been safer for you to stay in the house." I'm currently speeding down the road with Kiara sitting in the passengers seat. I made sure her seat belt was secure before we left because I knew I would be driving a little wild. William wouldn't give details on the phone, but he said it was urgent. I can only guess he didn't call 911 because it involved something illegal. "Don't be ridiculous," Kiara asserts, "Your alcoholic step father just asked if you could help him with an "emergency" with no context. What do you think it could be?" "Who knows. The way he's got me by the balls, I might end up burying a body tonight," I mutter bitterly. The truth of that hurts, but I'll endure this shit if it means my brother is happy. Why did I even pick up the phone? Kiara and I were just about to have sex again, and William ruined it. I didn't expect tonight to happen, but it proves her guard is slowly coming down. I see that she likes when I open up to her
Trey Kiara keeps her cool and grabs a shirt from the floor, helping her put it on. "You've got a big, deep cut on your head. Do you remember how that happened?" she asks softly. If I didn't find her attractive before, I definitely do now after today. She's fucking amazing! Lucinda seems even more perplexed. "I-I can't remember exactly. I think me and William were having a big fight last night, and I accidentally banged my head on the wall." Which means he either knocked or slammed her into the wall. So wait, after he knocked her out, did he casually toss her onto the bed like everything was fine? "Ugh, my head is throbbing," she groans, attempting to get up, but Kiara gently pushes her back down. "Please sit down, it's not safe for you to get up on your own." Kiara looks at William. "You have to take her to the hospital. She needs stitches." "What? I can't bring her to the hospital. Another strike and I'll end up in prison," he snarls. Typical. He only cares about himsel
Kiara After Lucinda is checked into the hospital, I settle in the waiting room while they work on her. I told them I was visiting my boyfriend's aunt and found her passed out in the bed with blood everywhere. Lucinda told her that she doesn't live with anyone else, so she must've gotten high, hit her head, and managed to crawl into bed. I'm not sure how much the nurses believed our story, but so far everything seems okay. I still can't believe I'm covering for an abuser. Every part of me is screaming to tell them the truth, but I'd be betraying both Trey and Lucinda. What can I do when the woman being abused doesn't want to turn in her abuser because as fucked up as the situation is, she loves him? It has to be codependence or something that tethers her to him. There has to be a way to get her away from him, at least for a while, to show her that she can survive without him. I refuse to turn a blind eye. Everything okay, Cupcake? I smile at the text mess
Kiara After a quiet moment, I finally speak, jealousy gnawing at me. "Is it normal for women to flirt with you so aggressively?" I ask, bitterness seeping into my voice. He casually shrugs and responds, "They're not you, so it doesn't bother me. Did it make you jealous?" I quickly stand up, my hands raised in a defensive gesture. "Wait, no! I didn't mean it like that. I just thought it was unprofessional and disrespectful if I were actually your...you know, girlfriend," I stumble over the last word. He angles his head, studying me. "It's alright to say you were jealous. I'd feel the same if some guy was hitting on you." I let out a frustrated sigh. "I already said I wasn't jealous-" He urgently kisses me, trapping me against the wall. His kiss is fervent, as if assuring me that I'm his and there's no need to worry. The way he's kissing me, if I wanted to run around this hospital screaming my claim on him, he would only welcome it. Someone clears t
Trey "Bring something to cover your arms. It's going to be cold." "Fall just started. We've got a few weeks before it gets cold," Kiara calls out from the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom and find her putting on mascara. She catches my gaze in the mirror. I chuckle, "Suite yourself, but if you start freezing your ass off, don't ask me for mine." The thought of her wearing my hoodie has my cock pitching a huge tent in my sweatpants. "Fine, but I thought you were a gentleman," she says jokingly, sticking her tongue out. If anything, I want to be the opposite of a gentleman. I want to fuck her so hard...so dirty, she screams my name until she loses her voice. I fight a smile, "Not when you're being hard-headed, Cupcake." She walks past me to put her makeup back in her bag. "Enjoyed the show?" she teases. I thought she noticed my boner, but it's hidden underneath my hoodie. She must be talking about me watching her put on makeup. "You know, you don't need make
Trey The bleaches aren't crowded, but there are enough people in the stands for the team to not feel like they're complete trash this year. I notice William sitting at the top of the bleachers by himself, his eyes set on the field. We sit a little farther down. "You think she went to rehab?" Kiara whispers. I kind of expected she'd ask that. Her and Lucinda seemed to bond that day, even though Lucinda clearly pushed her away. I get it, she wants to believe Lucinda got help. But unless she really wanted it, she probably went back to the trailer after leaving the hospital. She already turned down our help, so I'm sure she did the same with the doctor. "Or he just didn't want anyone to see what he did to her," I reply honestly. She frowns, but stays silent. It's time for kickoff! The teams rush onto the field, with the cheerleaders attempting to pump up the crowd. The kicker sends the ball soaring into the opponent's territory, and the players scatter in every direction.
TreyWilliam keeps glancing back like he expects me to hit him or something. After he gets in his truck, I say, "drive safely and tell Lucinda I said hi." His entire face deflates. "S-She hasn't come back. She decided to go to rehab," he mutters. Kiara will be happy to hear that! I shove my hands into the pockets of my sweatpants, feeling awkward. I've never seen him look like a sad, lost puppy before. It's...unsettling. "Maybe you should consider...similar options for yourself." I don't want to set him off with the word "help". Surprisingly, he just nods, slams his door, and zooms out of the parking lot. I walk back to the bleachers and see that the game is over. Kiara and Mom are waiting for Jeremiah to change. I resist the temptation to hug her and just stand nearby, stealing glances at her. J finally comes over to us, disappointment clear in his eyes. He really wanted to see William, but he puts on a fake smile for us...well, mostly for Mom. "Great game, Jerry,"