"How many days?" I tilted my head to the side, and Frank sighed as he let me go.
“Amanah, three days! Without texting me, calling or emailing me! Do you have any idea how worried I was?”
“It can’t be a week. I’m pretty sure I saw you just yesterday when you let me knock off early,” I said, and Frank looked surprised. “Are you sure you’re okay?” I asked as I put my hand on his forehead.
“I’m too sober for this,” he raised his hands as he walked towards the bar. “She’s been gone for three days and then asks if I’m okay,” he muttered. Malakhi tapped on my shoulder, and I turned to look at him.
“Time works differently on Nioz. The days are longer there; you have been gone for three days, Ama,” he spoke softly, and I parted my lips as I stared at him, shocked.
What the heck? Three days was not equal to just a few hours. How was this possible? But then again, I had just crossed the realm and was pregnant by a wolf.
“Frank,” I spoke softly as I approached the bar. “Do you need me to work for the rest of the night?” I leaned against the counter.
“No, it’s alright. I was about to close up anyway,” he said, and I cocked my head.
“Are you angry at me?” I asked softly, and he pouted, looking away. “Frankie,” I walked around the bar and hugged him. “I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t realise that I had been gone for that long,” I whispered, and he patted my back.
“ How do you not realise it?" he mumbled, and I smiled. "It’s okay, just don’t disappear on me like that again,”
I loved Frank, and he was probably the only friend I had. “And don’t think by hugging me you’re getting out of working overtime and weekends; you’re going to be where I see you always,” he said, and I slowly pulled away from the hug, biting my lip.
Oh, he was going to be so disappointed.
“About that,” I whispered, and he groaned.
“No, Amanah. I don’t want to hear it!” He raised his hand.
“I’m pregnant,” I told him. “And the baby's paternal side wants me to stay with them throughout my pregnancy,” I said, and Frank stared at me with no emotion.
“I’m pregnant?” He asked slowly, and I laughed. “I mean, you’re pregnant! Amanah, you’re pregnant with a whole baby!”
"Yeah, that's what happens when a woman gets pregnant. It's a baby," I answered cautiously and he pinched my arm. "Ow, Frank!"
“I told you to use protection when you left that night. Now look at you! You never listen to me,” he scolded, hitting me with the dry cloth.
“Akhi! Help me!” I cried out, and he shook his head, drinking his beer.
“That’s between you and Frank. You don’t listen; you should be reprimanded,” he shrugged, chuckling behind his bottle.
“I’m sorry, Frank!” I ran away from him laughing and he kept on scolding me, I couldn’t hear half of the things he said but I was going to miss him.
After being scolded strictly by my boss, I sat behind the bar with Frank, and we munched on some of the snacks I had bought.
“I can’t believe you’re pregnant,” he said softly. “Not so long ago, you were breaking my glasses, and now you’re going to be a mother,” he chuckled. “Life is crazy.”
“You have no idea,” I whispered, and he started crying. “What? Why are you crying?”
“I’m crying because I see you as a little sister, and I didn’t set such a good example. If I hadn’t pranced around with those many girls that night, I would have stopped you from leaving with that man,” he cried out, and I blamed it on the liquor.
He was right, though; he should've been loyal to me.
“It was my decision, Frankie, stop crying,” I hugged him. “And besides, I’m excited about this pregnancy,” I said, and he sniffed, wiping away his tears.
“I’ll take your word for it,” he said and took a swig of his alcohol. “I guess you guys have to get going now, don’t you?” He asked. I nodded and got up. "Malakhi, I expect you to take care of this dummy,” he said, patting my head. “And give the guy that got her pregnant a good beating for me. He made her wait three weeks,” he said, and I mumbled under my breath,
“I wasn’t waiting for him.”
“Yeah, right. Make sure to call me from time to time.”
“I will, Frankie!” I looked at the empty bottles on the counter, they passed fifteen, and I looked at Malakhi. “Who’s going to pay for that?”
“Already deducted from your wages, Amanah,” Frankie sang happily.
“What, that isn’t fair!”
“Goodbye now,” he pushed us out of his bar, and I gasped, shocked when he closed the door in our faces.
"Oh, he probably had a date to get to," I whispered, and Malakhi carried all the plastics as we walked back to my apartment.
“Frank is nice,” he said, and I squinted my eyes at him.
“That’s because he used my salary to pay for your beers,” I said, and he smiled. “So, how will we carry this stuff to the house?” I asked and the black square portal opened, Malakhi carried my bags through and told me to wait for him.
I looked around my small apartment, and my heart ached painfully. Was I ready for any of this? I was making a mistake.
“Alright, we can go now,” he carried the last of my things. If I don't say anything now, I won't be able to come back on my own. "I think you're gonna love it in Nioz. The pack will be glad to have you there."
Yeah, I should give it a chance.
“Ooh, you’re very strong, aren’t you,” I teased as we went through the portal, which was so beautiful. There were endless cream gates that were designed with intricate patterns, and a broad spectrum of colours painted the walls.
It felt like we were walking through peace. It was so calm in here. Malakhi knew exactly which gate to go through; I wondered what would happen if one could just sit here and forget about everything.
“Second strongest in our pack, so I’m pretty strong,” he said with a shrug. “That’s why I’m Beta,” he said with a proud smirk.
“I see you, Akhi, trying to get me to swing your way, huh?”
“You only see that now?” He asked, and I laughed. He set my bags down on the floor after the portal closed, disappearing as if it had never been there. “Well, we’re very late for dinner, but I’m sure mom will understand. I’ll tell her we’re back, and you settle down, okay?”
“Alright, I guess I will see you tomorrow?”
“Yeah, definitely. Get some rest,” he patted my head and left me alone in my new room. It was not as big as Miall's but pretty big and comfortable.
The beige walls and wooden accents gave off a barn house vibe. I had a pot plant in the corner of the room, and a mirror also sat in that space.
I walked toward the window and looked at the green forest outside my window, shit, this place was beautiful.
After taking a much-needed shower and assuring Nyleve that I wasn’t hungry and didn’t need the company, I could finally fall on my bed and get a good night's rest. The room smelled like flowers and everything beautiful in life. After switching off the light, I climbed into my bed and hugged the pillow; it was so soft and fluffy.
Warmth immediately spread over my body, and I sighed as I clutched my pillow. Oh, I loved my new room.
"Did you have fun?" hearing the deep, manly voice in the room had me throw the pillow in the direction the voice came in.
What the fuck!
“What’s wrong with you!” I asked as I switched on the light; my hand touched my chest in an attempt to calm my heart down. He smiled and sat on the bed.
“I asked you a question, Amanah,” he lifted his hand to my face, and my body shivered as I leaned into his hand. Damn. All he had to do was touch me, and the floodgates opened.
“What question?” I whispered as I licked my lips and stared into his gold eyes. My heart pounded against my chest as he leaned closer and rubbed his nose against my skin.
“Why do you smell like another man?”
“Why do you smell like another man?”“Is that what you seriously came here for?” I asked him as I picked up the pillow and climbed onto the bed. Crap, and to think I was ready to drop my chemise for him.“No, I came to see you, but I can smell him on you,” he said, his teeth slowly inching out.“Are you trying to scare me into answering you?” I crossed my arms over my chest. “And I bathed; how much of a wolf can you be?” I asked.“I’m sorry, but I am not a wolf. I told you I am a Lycan, nothing like that weak excuse of a beast,” he grumbled, and I laughed.Orion was funny. During the time I spent with him on the first day, he wouldn’t stop going on and on about how powerful he was and how lucky I should feel that he chose me.Chose me to be miserable!“So you admit they are beasts?” I giggled, and he looked at me with a shrug.“Have you seen how ugly they are? That’s why I refuse to ever take on that form,” he said arrogantly yet proudly.“I think they’re cute, probably nice to hug,” I
Miall“Sit,” an asshole? She thought I was being an asshole? Who does she think she is talking to me like that? I watched her as she pulled out the chair for me and pointed at it without looking at me, and yet I felt compelled to listen to her.I skipped the chair she had pulled out for me, and she smiled. I sat down and crossed my arms over my chest. She giggled and covered her lips; my eyes immediately looked at them, and I sighed, annoyed.“You’re such a big baby,” she laughed, and my mother joined her.“He is my big baby boy,” she kissed my cheek, and I groaned, wiping my face.“Mom!” I whined, and Amanah laughed even harder. “And I’m an Alpha, not a baby,” I said, and Amanah nodded her head.“Yeah, a baby alpha,” she mocked, and they laughed even harder. It was nice listening to them laugh instead of complaining; ever since she got here, I didn’t feel so guilty.“Whatever, let's just eat,” I said, grabbing my fork, and Amanah stopped my hand.“Don’t you guys say grace?” She asked,
AmanahI sat on the couch, waiting for Miall to arrive. My knees bobbed up and down as I sat on my hands bored. Nyleve couldn't wait with me because she had a pack meeting to attend, which Miall could be excused for because she was there.This packhouse was weird; it was divided into two sections: Nyleve’s house and the literal packhouse. She said she wanted it that way because then she would be able to have access to everyone who would need her. She was such a mother to everyone, and it was cute.“I hope I didn’t keep you waiting long?” Miall asked as he walked in, looking frustrated already. What did I do?“No?” I responded, getting up. I smoothed down my skirt and put my arms behind my back, looking up at him. “Mom went to the pack meeting,” I told him as he looked around.“Oh, the pack meeting,” he whispered, threading his fingers through his hair. “I totally forgot about that.” Whoopsy-daisy.“She said she would fill in for you,” I said slowly, but this was awkward. Just because I
“You don’t like him?” I asked her, and she shook her head.“No, I love him, but ever since he started hanging out with—” she leaned down to my ear and whispered, “—Willow, he’s been unbearable,” I thought they were like teenage sweethearts. I guess it wasn’t only Nyleve and Malakhi who saw it. “And I’m assuming he’s the reason you were crying?” she asked, looking sorry.“It is what it is,” I shrugged, and she shook her head. “I’ll get over it soon.”“You will because you just made a new friend,” she pointed to herself. “I’ve been here a bit too long; I’ll see you out there, okay, lovely?”“Okay, Anin,” I laughed and waved as she left me in the restroom alone. I wiped my eyes once more and took a few deep breaths before joining Miall. I sat down with a seat between us, just like he did this morning, and of course, he told me to stop hanging out with Orion, so I guess that also applies to him too.“Are you okay?” He asked, leaning towards me. Maybe I should have left two chairs between u
“Wow,” Nyleve said again for the umpteenth time; she sat on my bed, blushing over the scans. It was the first time I had seen her smile like this.“Would you like to keep that one?” I asked her, and she looked at me surprised. Man, she would be the best grandmother around; she was already so in love.“Really?” The excitement in her eyes was evident, and she jumped a bit on the bed as she turned to face me. She was the cutest! Her grey hair once again was tied in a bun on the top of her head; her royal green gown flared on the bed as she kept me company in my bedroom.“Yeah, you can keep it,” I smiled.“I’m going to frame it!” She said excitedly. “I’m sure Miall is looking at it right now,” she said, looking at the scan.“He didn’t take one,” I told her, and she snapped her head so fast that if she weren't a lycan, she would've accidentally killed herself.“What? Why?”“I don’t know, but he did ask me to stop hanging out with Orion because he’s in love with Willow and whatnot,” I waved
Two weeks passed like a breeze. I hadn’t seen Miall or Orion since then; I was actually surprised that he did respect Miall’s decision. To be honest, life was peaceful now; even though it was kind of crappy in the beginning, I adjusted. I adjusted a bit too well.I put my hands on my waist as I looked at the wall we had just finished painting with Malakhi. Nyleve graciously and excitedly gave me another room for the baby, and I obviously couldn’t wait to start filling it up with everything for my baby’s arrival.Luckily I had Anin, Malakhi and Nyleve to help me with everything; it kind of sucked that Miall couldn’t be here for this, but Nyleve and Malakhi did say that he was working, the only two people in this house that actually got to see him. Whatever, I don't care.“Where do you want me to put these?” Malakhi asked, carrying the rocking chair and the bassinet crib at once. I pointed to the wall closest to the door, and he placed them down.“Ooh, you’re so strong, aren’t you? Carry
MiallThis part of my day felt sane. Lately, I felt like I had been losing my mind. Things hadn't been the same since I cut off the connection between Orion and Amanah; I hadn’t even been around to see her, and the guilt had gotten me. What was I doing?That wasn’t even the worst of it; sometimes, I woke up right outside Amanah’s room, and I knew Orion had taken me there. It was as if he was torturing me just to see what my reaction would be; he knew I couldn't see her because I felt bad for what I did. And that was why he kept playing such tricks on me. I'm exhausted.He hid the memories of what he did when he took over, but he never failed to always play the memory of Amanah crying herself to sleep. He played it over and over again. The moment I felt peace, I saw her staring at the ceiling with her hands placed over her belly as the tears streamed down her face. If I had ever been with Willow, the picture of Amanah would have been plastered all over my head, and I couldn’t think of i
Amanah“As long as it’s my baby you’re carrying, you belong to only me. You’re mine,” I stared at Miall, shocked. Oh wow. I had lost all composure. His fingers gripped my chin, and I bit my lip nervously.Why the hell is it exciting me? Could he hear how loud my heart was beating against my chest? I must be dreaming because he would never say that, ever!“Anyway, your girlfriend was here looking for you,” I pushed his fingers away from my face and looked away from him. I crossed my arms over my chest as I walked to the baby’s room. My knees were shaking, and I— damn! Miall could easily bed me if he wished to, and I wouldn't object—wait a minute, Miall hadn't been around for two weeks, and now he thought he could pull this male authority, territorial, possessive stunt on me? Absolutely not!“You know, if you’re going to disappear on her, you should at least tell her where you’re going. I hate being bothered,” I rolled my eyes as I pushed open the door. Why won't my knees stop shaking?