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ROMAN

“Ethan, stop dragging the dog's chew toy with it! And-”

The baby's loud wailing distracted me and I ran out of the room to his room.

Okay, so maybe I couldn't handle things by myself. It has been two days since Eden left and I have no idea what I'm doing.

Not like I didn't know what to do but I was doing too much at the same time. I felt that since Belle and Ethan were grown, they wouldn't require as much attention as Roman did.

How wrong was I?

It turns out that it's them who always need to be watched all the time. I picked the baby up, rocking him in my arms and apologizing for shouting and waking him up.

It was like the slightest noise woke him up and at one point, I wanted to make his room soundproof but then I won't be able to hear him when he's crying.

After taking his bottle, he thankfully quieted down but he refused to go back to sleep.

Now I understand what Eden goes through.

Speaking of Eden, I haven't been able to get in contact with her. At first I thought her phone