Isabella POV
It was my wedding day, however, I was dressed as if it was my funeral. My eyes were puffy and red since I was crying all night. I couldn’t shake off the feeling that I was getting married to Don Rodrigo, a man I know nothing about and don't have feelings for. If it wasn’t for my Father and mother, I wouldn't be here, no, I would not have had anything to do with Rodrigo.
Sitting on the vanity mirror while staring at my reflection through the mirror, one could say that I was digging my own grave. When I drew out the compartment, I took out a folded picture of Maxwell I always carry along wherever I went to so that he will be close to my heart, staring at it for a moment, running my index on his face imagining him walking into the room to look at me one more time before heading to the altar. We have talked so much about our dream wedding. Maxwell has always loved a simple wedding at the beach but that wasn’t my dream wedding, I have always wanted something classy with my best friend next to me.
The day that I get married was supposed to be my happiest day, at least that’s what everyone talked about but that was no longer the case for me. I was signing my life and heart over to a ruthless man who probably doesn't even have a heart and doesn't know what it feels like to be in love. I had a feeling that a man like Rodrigo has never fallen in love, how could he when he was a Mafia lord?
When I heard footsteps closing up on me, I was quick to put the photo back into the compartment, the last thing that needed to happen was for Rodrigo to find out that I had another man’s picture hidden in my bag on our wedding day when I was to be getting married. It was almost time for the wedding to begin but I was not close to the hall.
Lifting my eyes up, as if sensing my nightmare had drawn nearer, his eyes locked with mine and I quickly picked up my lipstick hoping he will turn and leave.
“You look beautiful”
That was a compliment, a good one that I would have replied very politely while flashing my pearly white teeth at anyone else who would have said those words to me and for a moment I wanted to pretend that someone else was saying those words to me, the ugly reality dawned on me when he took long steps towards me. His cologne lingered in my nose weakening my knees and I almost slipped. However, when that familiar stare didn't waver, it pushed the thought out of my head.
“I just complimented you Isabella”
The manner in which my name rolled out from his mouth sent shivers through my spine yet I need not be carried away by the deep baritone voice that would have been sexy to any other woman but it frightened me, this wasn't how Maxwell’s voice sounded. Even though had a tiny voice it was still very sexy to me, that was the voice that I fell in love with.
“Thank you” I whispered so as not to face his wrath. The last thing that I wanted was to be the current object of his wrath. Rodrigo was not the man to be messed around with, my father warned me, but now I could fathom his fear. When I first sensed his fear, I assumed that he was weak but he wasn’t and it was only right that he was scared just as I am right now.
“Smile, it is your wedding and not a funeral”
“This is my best smile Don” I stared at him hoping that he will see my pain.
“Rodrigo, that’s what you are going to call me now that we are married”
“But we are not”
He exhaled, I could sense that he was trying so hard to control his nerves since I was pushing him to the wall. Today was my wedding day so I didn't care anymore about what was going to happen, walking down that aisle while smiling at the guest as if everything was alright was enough torture. There was nothing more that I desired than to get away from this sham of a marriage and to run into the arms of Maxwell. I know that he must be losing his mind trying to find me, he must have gone to my house while going to every other place that I would be at, I wanted to contact him, to hear his voice but Marcello took away my phone so I couldn't possibly make contact to anyone except my father. I could only speak with my father once a week and was not permitted to visit. This was nothing like I envisioned my life to be, I thought that everything would turn out perfectly but it was getting worse, the one thing that I needed right now was his kisses. Maxwell’s kisses and love was the only thing that will keep me going or else I will lose my mind.
“Isabella”
“Don”
“Don’t push it, is your wedding day and I won’t want to ruin your beautiful makeup”
“Wedding?” I scoffed. I should be scared and I was especially after what happened at the wedding gown fittings yet I couldn't stop my emotions, I tried to control them for so long but my heart was in excruciating pain.”Is this even a wedding? A wedding is supposed to be every woman’s dream day but this is my worst nightmare, do you even know the kind of wedding that I have envisioned for myself? I love flowers and candles, I have always wanted to be a December bride, a day I will get to be surrounded by friends and family, everyone who I love and care about but here I am walking down with you Don, is this my hell or my very happiness” A spur of wet heat forms by the corner of my eyes and I blinked my eyes rapidly trying to fight the tears from falling off my cheeks and ruining my makeup. This may not be my happy day but the makeup was perfect and I don't want it ruined.
He blinked his eyes and for a moment, I saw something that I perceived to be an emotion run through his eyes. However, my thoughts perished when he smirks triumphantly.
“What’s this? A show? There is no such thing as a dream wedding or fantasy love, those words are just little boys talking to naive stupid girls and I never perceived you to be one of those stupid girls or are you?”
Anger seeped through me as the latter escaped from his mouth. Was that his own description of a teenage crush? I have not seen a sadist like the man who was supposed to be my husband. How can I spend 365 days with a man who knows nothing about love? I was right he doesn't even have a heart, men like him would prefer crazy girls that they meet at night clubs, I’m not that sort of girl so what was he doing with me?
“It is obvious that we both want something different Don, you are a handsome man” I admitted and that is the truth, he was a charming man who would drive a woman crazy on their first meeting but that wasn't me. His packed muscles were perfectly hidden under his shiny Armani suit.
“You don't believe in fantasy but those things that you call fantasy and crazy are what I love, this wedding is not the right way I can pay back my Father’s debt and neither would it be alright if I am being taken to your hotel, why don't I work for you as my father is doing”
When the words left my mouth, his eyes darkened as he glared at me, his gaze was cold and wicked, right there, I wished I never opened my mouth, yet that didn't stop me from shutting up, I still had one last card to play and I’m intending to use it just to get away from this damned wedding.
“What did you just say?”
“I asked if I can go work for you as my father is doing?”
Grabbing my arms, he slammed me against the wall, his breath fans my face as my heart races.
“One more word and I will make you regret it”
I was terrified but then Maxwell’s name popped right through my head,
“I won’t marry you” I stated matter of factly
“As if you have a choice” He smirked turning around and leaving the room.
Looking around the room there was no one around, his guards were nowhere to be found and the footsteps outside the door were fading away. That was the perfect time for me to run away before anyone notices that I’m gone. Rodrigo must be on his way to the wedding venue after speaking with me, it was already a bad omen to see the bride before the wedding yet he was coming around just to see how much I was suffering, he was the perfect description of someone who enjoys other people’s dilemma.
Stepping out of the room, I looked around the dark hallway, it was quiet which could only mean that almost everyone had gone to the wedding. With the smiles on their faces, one would assume that the wedding was a happy matrimony between both families, they had no clue that this wedding was nothing but my worst nightmare, it was almost every socialite's dream to walk down the aisle with him but it was never mine at all. A smile forms on my lips as I reached the door, this was going to be my freedom, once I was far away from this city, I was going to change my identity while working to pay my father’s debt.
As I opened the door, my eyes widened seeing Marcello standing at the doorstep with two other hefty men.
“Going somewhere, Princess?” He smirks tilting his head while staring at me. He was Rodrigo’s most trusted and loyal friend.
“Get out of my way”
“I was going to find the driver”
He laughs hysterically with the other two men which made me realize that perhaps my plan must have been found out, that was the only reason why Rodrigo let me when I threatened that I was not to get married to him.
“Really? Why are you snooping around then?” Marcello was chewing bubblegum much to my displeasure, it was annoying that he was blowing it right to my face, he was a handsome man as well but I didn't bother to stare for long since he was probably the same as Rodrigo. I’m certain he doesn't have a heart as well.
“Snooping around? Hold on, are you watching me?”
“Not me, but you should consider yourself lucky that he is watching you, you know”
“Consider myself lucky, are you out of your mind?” I blurted without even realizing it till he paused, glaring at him, his eyes were cold as the smirk on his face was wiped off.
“What did you just say?” He frowned. “You should consider yourself lucky that you are getting married to Don otherwise I would have given you a taste of your own medicine”
“You really should. Anyways, I guess it's time to give you a taste of your own medicine”
Before I can sink through what was happening, the two men with him lifted me up while I screamed trying to break away from his hold.
“Let me go”
I struggled but the two men didn’t bother listening as they dragged me to the car, attempting to close the door right in my face when I kicked one of the men and almost got away when a shot is fired. I froze, sweat crawled up my forehead as my heartbeat pulsates.
Rodrigo's POVWhen I saw Marcello walking behind Isabella, a smile formed on my lips as I stared at her just thinking about what she said to me in the dressing room. With the manner Marcello walked very close to her, I had a feeling she attempted to run away and he caught her. He had a gun held very close to her but no one knew about that. With a smile plastered on her face, anyone would assume that she was happily walking down the aisle to meet her Prince Charming.This wedding was every socialite's dream but Isabella was not one of those women, she wanted nothing more than to escape from this world that I was dragging her into. But I will never let her go, she was my woman and I want to spend the rest of this year with her by my side. The first time I discovered that Issac had a daughter, I never wanted to meet her till I saw her portrait in his living room, Right there I decided that she was going to be the collateral if Isaac found it impossible to meet up with the deal that he si
Isabella's POVMy heartbeat pulsates as anxiety dwelled in my heart, Never did I assume that he would do such a thing. But who was I kidding? This was not Maxwell who was standing here or one of those noblemen, I was standing with the deadliest Mafia leader who was capable of anything. "What did you just say?""I have no interest in sleeping in the same room with you Don" As the latter left my mouth, his eyes darkened as he pointed his gun at me once again which made my heart jump. "What are you doing? That's a gun Rodrigo"He smirked lowering his gun down. "It's good you know when to correct yourself, Isabella, Now we are married and you will have to obey every one of my orders"The tears that I was fighting so hard not to fall on my cheeks poured down as I couldn't take it anymore. That was the ugly reality that has engulfed my soul and there was nothing I could do to fight this nightmare. More than anything, I tried to fight this nightmare, to get away from Rodrigo and run into Ma
Isabella's POV"What do you think you are doing?" The man asked staring at me. The look in his eyes was so frightening that I wished I hadn't walked towards that telephone."I…I…" I was lost for words to say. Then again, this was my honeymoon, at least that what's they said which means that I had a right to be there, he was the one who did not have any right to be here especially since I know nothing about him. As if sensing that a lot of things were running through my mind, he pokes his index finger on my forehead pulling me back to reality."Who are you trying to call?""How good is your eyes?" I asked almost immediately which made him scoff glaring at me. Staring at him, I sensed that he was nothing like the other men who worked for Rodrigo, at least he was nothing like Marcello. The man was annoying as ever and I was glad he was not on this trip with us. He had something to take care of so he had to stay back, without having to ask Rodrigo knew it had to do with something illegal
Rodrigo's POVWhen I returned to the room, I wasn't surprised that Isabella was not in the room where I left her. Glancing around the corner and checking the bathroom she was gone. My Adrenaline rushed up as I realized that Juan Carlos lied to me as well. Just as I suspected he was talking with Isabella and probably covering for her, I felt like a fool but wasn't fazed by Carlos's thoughtless act, he was a brazen fellow with a weak heart which is why he gets disappointed and dumped by women a lot.Talking about my mobile phone, I was about to call Juan Carlos when Isabella entered the bedroom."And where have you been?""I went to the bathroom," She said without blinking an eye. This woman was getting on my nerves, if she wasn't pretty I would have cut her open the day that she defiled me. "What bathroom?" I stared at the bathroom in our bedroom dropping my gaze on the wooden door before gawking at her as I took a step closer to her."The other one""What happened to this one?""It w
Issabella's POVRodrigo sat on his favorite seat watching me as I held onto the poll, tears clouded my eyes. I have never been humiliated in my entire life, It wasn't about the fact that he dragged me to his club after I slapped him but he was forcing me to dance for him wearing nothing but those ridiculous clothes those women wore that reveal almost everything. "Rodrigo please" I pleaded with him for the tenth time but his mind was made up as he stared at the clothes he threw at me to change into. "I'm going to rip that cloth off your body if you don't get in the next minute and dance for me""I'm not good at this" I lied, I love dancing a lot, I would dance a lot in my bedroom but I have never danced for any man except Maxwell. I felt disgusted and dirty as the tears that I was fighting so hard not to fall fell on my cheeks but for Rodrigo, that wasn't enough to change his mind, his heart was made of stone. Does he even have one? I doubted it a lot for he knew about my mother's co
Rodrigo's POVHer eyes widened as she stared at the gun but I wasn't about to lower my hand. I wasn't asking her to dance because I wanted to watch her get naked. Though I loved the sight, she had a beautiful body with perfect curves but I was furious that she was comfortable with Juan Carlos and not me. She has danced for other men and yet when I want to watch her dance, she cries like a baby. Just imagining Isabella dancing for other men made my blood boil for some reason I couldn't fathom. She was bringing a different side of me that I thought I had gotten rid of a long time ago."Dance!" I ordered again and she nodded her head holding onto the poll as she rose to her feet. Turning around I was about to walk back to my seat when I heard a thud on the ground. Turning back around, My eyes widened seeing Isabella lying unconscious on the ground."Isabella!" I called out to her. Her body was burning up, her skin pale. Was she sick? A lot of things ran through my mind as I took off my J
Isabella's POVI stiffened as his lips moved slowly on my lips, for a moment I couldn't fathom what was happening. I had to sink it through and when I did pushed him back and he stumbled backward almost falling to the ground. "What do you think you are doing?" I wiped my lips staring at him as if he had lost his mind. At that moment, I didn't realize that he was now my husband for the next year and had everything to do whatever he pleased."What did you just do?" His eyes darkened"You are kissing me and I don't think that's appropriate since I feel nothing for you""What about the other men that you dance for? Do you feel anything for them as well?""What other men are you talking about? I don't dance for other men""Stop lying, I know those moves are not those of an amateur but of a professional""I never said it was the moves of an amateur, I only told you that I have been dancing""For who?" He screamed to my face"For no one alright, I have a cousin who waits in a club and so I
Rodrigo's POVShe was fazed by my action but she needed a quick shower and I was going to help her out. Not that she was stinking or anything, she wasn't. Since she was tired she was going to need help getting into the shower and I Intended to help her out."What are you doing?""Don't you need help hitting the shower?”"No, I don't and why will I want you to do that for me?" She stated, anger seeps through me and so I release her and she lands on the bed wincing. "Why did you do that for?" Her eyes were blazing with anger. "You asked me to drop you""You could have been more gentle" She snapped and I gave her a stern look reminding her that I was still Don Rodrigo and most importantly I owed her now so she had got to watch her mouth. Staring at her, there was something about Isabella that I couldn't quite lay my hands on, she was beautiful and alluring yet those words she said to me seemed to be fabricated. I couldn't believe that she hadn't danced in front of anyone. "Tell me som
Rodrigo’s povI stared into space standing at her doorstep and contemplating if I should just knock or ring the bell and then I finally settled to ring a bell. It was just as I expected when I rang the Bell, Jada opened the door with a smile on her face, with how she smiled widely, I had a feeling she was expecting someone, perhaps, the boy who had been flirting with her. I have been watching them since I lodged in the hotel that was close by, but I decided to stay away just to give Isabella some time before finally coming over to pick up my portrait that she had taken from my study, which was just an excuse for me to see her as well and talk to her. Jennifer told me that she was still confused about this whole Carmen's situation and I had to tell her the truth so that she does not think that I cheated on her because I never did.“ Are you waiting for someone?”“ No one” She shook her head and stepped out of the way for me to get into the house.“ Jada, who is it?” That was Isabella’s
Isabella’s pov“Mother” my eyes crowded with tears as I stared at the woman who had given birth to me, I thought she was sick and wouldn’t be able to get back with us but looking at her right now standing with my father it seemed as though she was already healthy.“ Isabella” she whispered and that was when I realized that she was really alright and nothing was wrong with her and me, my feet moved gently and I quickly ran into her arms and embraced her tightly as though she would disappear if I let her go.“ What happened? How are you alright? the last time that I saw your picture it seemed as though you were never going to make it, and you will never be healed again”“ That young man provided the best doctors for me and I had to go abroad with your father” What young man was she talking about? I was confused. no one told me about this and all the while I would ask for Rodrigo, he would ask me if I wanted to talk to them but I would say no because it would be too much for me to bear.
Isabella’s povRodrigo allowed me to go on a trip to Jada and even though that should be the best time of my life it seems as though it wasn't. Jada was at the beach and I was in the house watching a show that I wasn't really interested in so I kept thinking about him all the time. Picking up his mobile that I had taken from the study, I ran my index finger on his face and smiled, if there was anything about Rodrigo it was the fact that he was the only man who was capable of making me happy, and despite everything that happened between him and carmen I was still very much in love with him even without me admitting it. When the door closed right behind me I realized that Jada was back home, I thought she was going to spend all day at the beach.“ You are back”“ And you have been staring into space again, you know if you miss him so much, all you have to do is just say it out loud and then I'll have him come over here and the both of you can make up then having you staring into space t
Rodrigo’s povIt was late, and by the time Marcello returned home, I had to head back into the room to go be with Isabella, I could not bear to leave her alone even for a moment. She moved out of the room but then I could not let her sleep alone so I slept with her in the same room. hearing footsteps approaching she could tell it was only me and did not bother to look up as I drew closer to the door, she sat on the vanity mirror staring at the reflection of herself.“ What are you thinking?”“ Don't bother me and just go to bed” She was saddened and was in a state of upheaval, I could see that.“How many times do you want me to apologize for what happened? I'm really sorry for everything and wish that I could go back in time, and then I would never have done that. you don't know how bad I feel that you have to be the one who is suffering. I love you, Isabella” She does not say a word and I know that she loves me as well, but then this was not even the right time to make such confessi
Marcello’s povRodrigo was sitting on the stool in the bar sipping his favorite drink when I walked up to him, he was not happy I could tell by how he stared into space. It has been days since Alejandro and his Cartel fell apart, and that woman Carmen was killed. Everything should be back to normal but then it seemed as though it was falling apart and Rodrigo’s marriage to Isabella was slowly crumbling down, I had no clue what to do, and when Jennifer tried to talk to Isabella they ended up arguing. she has not really been herself ever since the attack with Alejandro. he left her traumatized and she had been in shock for some days that she did not eat or talk, but the doctor visited her and Rodrigo made an appointment with the hospital, she needed help and so he gave it to her. but then she was mad at him for having let that woman kiss him and could never forgive him, she saw what she saw but we all know that Rodrigo will never do that to her, he was madly in love with her when she w
Isabella’s povI've never been so furious in my life like the way I am right now. This man wasn't a monster, he was a beast for even admitting that he loved blood.“ You are sick, I swear that something is wrong with you” I quickly kicked him attempting to get away when he grabbed me and ripped apart my shirt. my eyes widened and I was speechless for a moment, but then I knew that if I did not fight him he was going to end up forcing himself on me. He lashed his lips on my neck, kissing me while I struggled pushing, kicking, and scratching, trying to get him away from him, but he was so strong that he wouldn't budge. I wondered what monster was this, I was sure that he was going to leave marks on my fragile body, the wet kiss that he laid on my skin made me so disgusted that I almost puked, but then I knew that I needed to concentrate on him and not get carried away otherwise he will be able to live up to his dream and make me be disgusted with myself.If he ever has his way with me I
Isabella’s pov“No! Please don’t do this” I pleaded with him but then he did not listen and was more concerned about taking me against my will. I have always known right from the first time that I set my eyes on him that he was a monster and capable of anything, but I never expected that he would go this far to try and get to me.“ Open your legs” he ordered and I glared at him even though I was still pleading with him with my eyes.“ I can't”“ You can't or you won't”“ I can't and I won't” I was firm and that made him grab my jaw and squeezed it so hard that I felt the pain right in my head. So many times I whispered Rodrigo’s name in my head hoping that he would come to my aid and save me from the hands of this monster, otherwise I might fall and never be able to get back up again.“ I told you to be nice and I will treat you nicely but it seems as though you don't listen. If you do that to Rodrigo and he tolerates it, don't do it to me, I will Not tolerate such an attitude from y
Isabella’s povI was terrified when he threw me on the bed, but then I knew that I needed to get rid of this fear to focus, damn it was going to get his way with me and that would not be good.“ You got some nerve saying that to my face don't”“ You are the one who wanted to know so I had to tell you the honest truth, did you want me to lie to you? You said I should be honest and that was what I did, why are you making a big deal out of it?”“ I want you, I want to have you right now When he said those words I wished that someone could come in and put a bullet right through him so that he won't try anything stupid.“I already lost everything but I cannot lose you as well. That bastard Rodrigo fought back and now I will have to do to you what I've always wanted. I don't care if I lose everything as long as I have you, I'm okay with that. But what I cannot take is to see Rodrigo with you. The last time that I saw you two together, I almost wanted to kill him, but then it wasn't a close
Isabella’s povIt was the middle of the night when I heard voices coming from the hallway, I was terrified as I grabbed the white sheet and clutched it against my chest, I was so desperate for him to appear immediately and save me from this nightmare, but then my thought was quickly interrupted as the doors were just flung wide and Alejandro stepped into the room, he was Furious. the look in his eyes was frightening and at that moment I was frightened as I saw those darkened pupils. if it was anyone else who had walked into my room, I would have asked them what had happened, but a man like Alejandro was the least of my problems, I know it has something to do with the war he had going on with Rodrigo or the fact that his business must be failing since he was a drug lord in the city of Mexico.“ Do you want to smoke with me or perhaps drink with me?”“ I don't drink and I don't smoke” I was wondering why he was asking me such a silly question when he was aware that I don't engage in dri