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Chapter 34- I Feel So Insecure

Author: Florence Su
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-20 08:45:34

Here goes nothing!

I'm not ready to face Erica yet, I need some time alone to think.

The events of the past hour felt overwhelming, like a heavy weight making it difficult to breathe. As I tried to put everything into perspective, an unsettling suspicion began creeping in. It was tough enough for me to process this alone, let alone explain it to Erica. I want honesty with her but first, there are things I need clarity on myself before sharing them with Erica. I've never experienced such insecurity before, if my suspicions prove true, it would be devastating for my life as I know it.

Luna Sarai bears a striking resemblance to Erica, yet she holds a special place in my dreams due to her birthmark. Whenever I see that mark, it feels like finding the missing piece of a puzzle, although the complete picture remains elusive to me.

The clear conclusion I can reach is that Erica and I might share a common backgro
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