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Chapter 38

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The next days we were busy. There was a bit of trouble at the boutique so Raf and I had to travel there with Miya and Indira of course.

Claus and I never spoke again after what...happened to us. Realizations hit me so hard after all the things that happened. I am angry at Claus but I am more angry at myself for giving in so easily. I became a slave to my own libido.

I can't count how many times my eyes rolled as I remembered what happened. He kept on calling me, he even texted but I didn't read any of it.

I want to explain to him that what happened between us, is just nothing but a thing we call sex. It's normal. We're both of age. We're adults so that's only natural. I'm not even making it a big deal, but I think he is. I don't even know why. I mean, we're adults and we both have needs.

After two days we returned to the Philippines. And this time, Rafael was already planning for our short vacation in Isla Azula Verde. Indira was so excited. She really likes that isl
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