"You're leaving and going to London but you have no intention to let me know about this! Why are you hiding something from me?" The loud voice he said at the same time the tone of his speech gradually changed."No, it's not like that. I wanted to tell you this but I'm just really getting the courage and strength because I know you won't agree and you might be angry with my decision. It just works for the two of us, for our future as well, "I explained to him while anxious about myself and uneasy with where I was standing now."Why did you hide this? And when do you intend to tell me about it? If I'm gone and I've already left the country? Are you still there intending to let me know about it?! If I haven't seen it yet I will never know about your plan. I also don't know that you're going to London and when are you going to tell me this? When I'm leaving, is that so? Now tell me who won't get mad at it! " he suddenly sat on the bed while taking a deep breath.I slowly approached him."
"I love you love!""I love you too love,!"We both kiss each other cheek and lips at the same time.Only a few minutes left and the plane will about to leave."Anyway, maybe we can't talk for so long because the plane will be leaving soon? Always take care of yourself because I'm going to marry you, "Troy replied to me, which made me emotional."I'll wait for that love and you also take care of yourself. Just go ahead, maybe you might be late for your flight," I said while holding back my tears due to the sadness I feel because of this."Bye love. I'm gonna miss you,""Why would that make me cry. It's like we won't see each other again. You can now go because the plane will leave later,"Troy hugged me tightly at the same time, kissing my lips."I love you so much. I'm leaving love," Troy left once as he took the escalator uphill."I love you so much, love. Goodbye!" At the same time, I waved to Troy and ordered a flying kiss for him.Soon after, the plane arrives.I also left and w
At the bar when they arrive. You can see many people coming here and also many women dancing in the middle of the stage who are almost naked.Plus the men shouted at every dance of the women in front of them.The others pay money while it dances and put it on any part of the woman's body.Troy's companions enjoyed watching the girls who were dancing in the middle of the stage. While Troy and his best friend who was also with him at work named Harry just had a drink at the back while watching their colleagues who enjoyed watching the other women that keep dancing on stage with only underwear left wearing their bodies.Moments later while Troy was busy drinking I suddenly called him on the phone.I seem to have called him several times but he still can't answer it. Until my last call, he was also able to answer it."Hi, love are you busy? I'm calling you many times but_," When I heard it seemed noisy in the place where he was. "Where are you? Why is it noisy there?" Astonishment I as
Is that true my love? Oh, I can't wait to say I do!" I said while my heart was overwhelmed."I promise to you my love that you are the only woman I will marry and be with for life forever.,""And you're also the one I want to marry when the time comes my love,""I love you so much, my love!""I love you more, my love!"Early in the morning at I.C Hospital London.When Annabelle saw me that I was smiling as I focused on my cellphone. "Doesn't it look like we have a different smile now?"I immediately turned to her."There you are Annabelle," I smiled at the same time."It seems strange, why does it seem like I just saw you smile like that? I think there's something," she said at the same time thinking while watching me carefully."Nothing, I'm just happy. What are you I'm always smiling every minute every second," I said while raising my two eyebrows."It's not like, that's different. Admit to me what's behind your smiles huh? Admit it, Kristina," Annabelle insisted while tickling my
Moments later he suddenly spoke as if the tone of his telephone conversation sounded anxious. "Um, my love, I'll just call you later because we have an urgent meeting today,""Ah, just a moment my love. I love_," I couldn't continue what I had said which I would have said "I love you" to him when all of a sudden he just hung up the phone without even saying goodbye to me. Even when he said I love you to me, he seemed to have forgotten which makes me wonder about it.For a long time, we've talked on the phone, it was only this time that he dropped me off with a call without telling me. Previously, even though he was in a hurry, he didn't drop the call when he couldn't say goodbye to me and say I love you.But now it seems that his actions are suspicious.I seemed to feel fear, uncomfortable, nervousness in my heart, and doubt in those moments. Especially when I heard something that sounded like a woman's voice as I talked to him on the phone.It just enter my mind that maybe Troy ha
"You go over there and he's already out there waiting for you?""It sounds important, just enjoy the night!"It seemed like it meant something Troy’s colleagues were saying to him. I just couldn't quite get what the point of their conversation was until one time Troy spoke."Come on, you're the one who said the word that men are always men and we need to have enjoyed the rest of being a man. There's nothing wrong with what I'm doing. I just miss my girlfriend so I did this thing," Troy said.I was shocked by what Troy said and suddenly something inserted into my mind that I didn't like. I think I was suddenly nervous at those times and I thought again that my suspicion and feeling that he was doing something strange and bad in Singapore was real. Just by the tone of his speech, I immediately get the point. That he had another woman and even though I don’t yet have solid evidence to prove that he did cheat on me.Because of this I immediately put down the phone call while preventin
I can't imagine Troy just wrapped me around his palms and promised sweet words that he didn’t.I trusted, believed, and relied on promises that were just nailed.I was so hurt that night, it almost broke my heart and I couldn’t sleep because of what happened.It was like I lost my physical strength because I could not accept what the person I loved had done to me."I can't believe you can do this to me, Troy," I sobbed. "I trusted in you. I trusted and trusted you but you just cheated on me. I love you so much Troy but why and how did you manage to cheat on me despite all I did and sacrifice for you? I trusted to those you said you wouldn't leave me and exchange me for any woman. But why ?!" That I screamed in rage while sobbing in tears.While I was holding Troy's photo."You said that I'm the only one you'll love that I'm the one you want to be with eventually. And damn! You promised me that you'll marry me after you've finished your contract but what the fuck! You just broke my h
"It's okay Troy. You don't have to explain. I already know everything," I leaned against the wall while holding my chest because of the heavy pain I felt."It would have been a few months Troy and we were getting married but you just wasted it and all my dreams for you as well. You just wasted my sincere love and affection for you. But before that, I would like to clarify our relationship status before it last. ""I can no longer handle the weight I feel in my heart so I will decide to be alone in life. I'm sorry to tell you Troy that I'm going to break up with you now. I hope you'll find the right person for you and expect this to be our last conversation. I wanna say goodbye, Troy," my last word to Troy before I dropped the call.I didn't prolong my conversation with Troy and I dropped the call.I just ended my relationship with Troy so that I can find peace and comfort here in my heart.I would rather choose to separate from him than fix our relationship. Because I really can't f
"I want to get back at you Kristina. I know you still have a love for me to this day. You probably wouldn't have bothered and sacrificed to take care of me in the hospital if I don't have a place in your heart. I know and I feel that you still love me, Kristina," Troy couldn't control the emotion he felt so he suddenly burst into tears."Just leave Troy because you won't get anything out of me," I say sadly while suppressing my emotions being felt."Why are you driving me away? Don't you love me anymore?" He asked me while there is a sad face to be seen."Yes, Troy I don't love you anymore. I know you'll just hurt me again and leave me again as you did before. So, please just leave and leave me alone here," I said in a loud voice as I tried to suppress my feelings of love for him. At the same time, my tears were falling.Troy stopped when he heard me say I no longer loved him. His tears just kept flowing. Until he slowly knelt in front of me begging and asking for forgiveness."I am
"I don't know what you're saying about !!" Savannah said with a loud voice as she was trembling with fear and nervousness. "Stop pretending to me Savannah. And stop pretending that you are innocent and that you don't know what is happening around you!" I said with a loud voice as my speech seems sounds different. Savannah was no longer able to speak but just listened to what I said. "But it's already done. I broke up with him and I chose myself over choosing him and forgiving him again which I know he will just repeat over and over again." "I accept that we broke up. As people said, if the person isn't for you, don't insist because in the end, only you will be hurt." "Everything has a reason and everything has a purpose. Maybe that's why we broke up is because she's destined for you, Savannah, and not for me," I smiled a little even though I knew I was just being forced but my heart still penetrated the pain they caused to me. "I'm here to fix all of this. I said earlier that I b
I even thought of just confessing to Troy’s Mom the real status of our relationship. And just stop to pretend to her anymore. And when I found a good time to talk to her, I did not hesitate to tell her the truth that Troy and I don't have a relationship. But we have been separated for a long time and now it seems that we are just friends with each other. Especially since no one formally says that we are back to the way we used to be, even if we say that we both feel the same way for each other's and I just suppress my feelings for him because I don't want to be hurt again. Before I finally left the hospital I formally said goodbye to Troy and left a few words for him. "Um, anyway, I'm leaving tomorrow Troy because I'm going home to Laguna to take myself rest. I will leave you here first and I no longer watch over you, but I will get some updates to your Mom regarding your good ratings and continuous improvement of your condition. I am sorry but I need to go home to Laguna first an
"Don't come near me and even more don't touch me. I hate you, Mike!" The loud and angry voice that I told him at the same time looked at him badly."What are those things you are saying now? You know I can't understand you. It's just what's going through your mind. Direct me?""Don't pretend anymore and I know all the shit you are hiding from me! Do you want me to direct you? Well, I am BREAKING UP WITH YOU! That's enough and I am so tired of your lying to me. You know, I trust you a lot Mike and I almost idolize you thinking that you are a kind man, that you are very different from everyone, and especially that you are not a cheater. But I am very wrong because I trusted you without knowing that you are more than animals. You are stupid, you fool me despite the love and sacrifice I've done to you. But this is enough I have opened my eyes to the truth. So there is no reason for us to continue this relationship between the two of us. I am breaking up with you. So, you can leave becaus
Even though I feel very heavy now and I don't seem to be in the right frame of mind, I was still able to go to the hospital to visit Troy again as I promised his Mom, the other day.It will be eleven o'clock in the morning when I get to the hospital. Somehow I still dealt well with Troy's Mom.When Troy and I were the only ones left in the room, I could not control the emotion and pain I felt so I just started to cry.This in turn Troy to be startled and confused as he pretended to be unconscious at the same time.Soon I was sitting next to Troy and there I released the pain I felt because of Mike."I can't believe Troy. The person I love will be cheated on me again. Is this my life that all the people I love will just leave me alone and suffer? Mike is cheating on me, Troy. He deceived me and betrayed me as well. Yesterday I saw him and her ex-girlfriend kissing and doing sex. They are animals who were even able to take a private house just to make their mysterious doing. I'm so pain
It seems right that I think it might be Mike that Savannah is talking to on her cellphone.Soon after, Savannah dropped the call and he was getting ready to leave with her car.I immediately turned around so that she could not see me and when she got enter her car I immediately went to my car and turned it on to follow her where she was going. Especially and I seem nervous today.I just kept following and spying on Savannah’s back. She has no idea what I am doing following her now.Soon, she suddenly turned to the left way of the road and I also continued to follow her. Until once I was surprised when she driving is way into San Carlos St. Where I once saw Mike enter this place as well.Because of this, my whole body was shaking and I seemed to be running out of breath because of the strange beating of my heart."My God, I hope this doesn't come true what I'm thinking now. I hope I'm just wrong in thinking and I hope I don't get to the point where I will have trauma again," I whisp
"And why do you two look like you saw a ghost?" Savannah asked in astonishment to her two friends while staring blankly at them."The waiter is so beautiful," said one of her friends who just stared at me intently."What's beautiful? Are you insane?" She said as she laughed and at the same time, she slowly looked at me.She was suddenly startled and her eyes widened when she saw me standing right in front of her."Wait, what?! Her shocked reaction was obvious and at the same time, swallowed by her saliva."Oh hi, Savannah anyway I brought you our specialty dish which is spicy buttered chicken without spicy. Isn't it and you don't like spicy foods, that's where your request has been granted" I said while glancing at her and smiling at her a little while keeping my anger to her.Savannah stopped and it seemed that it took a while before she could speak."You are my dear, Kristina. I did not know you were just a waiter now," she said with a laugh as she stared at me from head to toe.I
It was Saturday in the morning when I was in a corner while sitting at a table and checking my income and expenses at my Restaurant.I did not expect that there would be three female customers coming to eat at my Restaurant and surprisingly one of them was Mike’s ex-girlfriend Savannah.When I saw her I was shocked and even more surprised that she went to eat at the restaurant that I own."Is that Savannah Lee who's Mike's ex-girlfriend? And what is she doing here in my Restaurant?" The weak voice I asked myself as I secretly watched them entering my restaurant Soon after, Savannah orders food with her two other friends that I do not know.I just watched them while they were busy talking to each other. And does not think anything about them.In a few moments, their order arrived at their table. They ordered our specialty main dish which is spicy buttered chicken."Wow, it looks delicious!" One of Savannah's colleagues added.When they started eating, Savannah suddenly got up from he
What I did not know was that everything Troy's Mom told me was just a show and she just pretended to me as she keep her mouth shut up to tell me that Troy already opened his eyes and was in a good condition right now.She and his son, Troy. Had planned not to let me know the fact that he had woken up from his long coma.After more than three hours of my staying in the hospital, I informed Troy's Mom that I would be leaving first since I would be taking care of something at the Restaurant."I need to leave first and leave you behind because one of my staff called me who had a little problem there at my Restaurant. I wish I could stay here to watch Troy but I also need to be there. And I also need to fix this problem before it grows up. I'm sorry Aunt Eza but don't worry I'll be back here tonight before I go home, "I told her while looking at my cellphone."No, it's okay my dear I know you're a busy person. I'm ashamed of you because you still divide your time between your work and t