Xavier
I had not expected her to be so beautiful.I had not expected her eyes to pierce into my soul but they did.I looked down at the petite blonde beneath me, her slender wrists shackled in my hands, as the SUV drove down the road through the snowy night.I had instinctively covered her with my body, pressing her into the soft leather of the backseat the moment she tried to flee.I could hear her soft pleading pants and sweet scent of fresh linen and tea roses on her skin.Her every gasp lifted her full breasts higher above the tightly corseted satin dress to the point where I thought the fabric couldn’t hold her any longer.My muscles tensed, and I forced myself to turn away.I wasn’t supposed to be interested in Sylvia Browne.Yes, I despised her greatly.But use her to get the things I wanted?Certainly, that was exactly what I was going to do.So, how could I explain this sudden surge of desire? How could I explain the way she captivated me?There was absolutely no way I could explain such nonsense.Before I slept with any woman, I always had a condition: I had to want her. That was the end of it.I was uninterested in learning about her personality, her so-called soul.What would the point of such an exercise be?Why would I bother about such things when by morning I would have finished with her?It wasn’t like my mistresses were virgins or fragile-looking ladies. They were capable of looking after themselves and pursuing their interests.They had their own agendas which were usually lusting for my body, money, power, or all three.I was fully aware that anyone could be bought with the right price attached.Everyone had a cost, they just had to name it.But wanting this specific woman was a new low for me.Sylvia Browne was amoral and mercenary, cunning and devious.I had known that but I hadn’t expected her to be so stunning. I didn’t think she would be so gorgeous.I could almost understand why Arnold Lincoln had taken such a risk by making her his fake bride.Any man notwithstanding his values would want to possess such a woman.She looked up at me, her eyes flashing, still panting.When I ripped the tiara off her head, her honey-blonde hair had tumbled loose from the elegantly smooth chignon.Long blond tendrils fell now against her heart-shaped face and against her cream-colored skin that was smooth and fine. She had bright roses on her cheeks.Her eyes were the bright turquoise of the sea framed by thick black lashes.Her lips were full, pink, and parted, and her face was flushed with passion and rage.I imagined her as a woman who had just made love during a raging fire. I desired her. And this enraged me.“She must be luring me on purpose, teasing me like a coquette,” I reasoned.I guess she was turning her feminine charms on me in the hopes of avoiding punishment and winning my heart.Unfortunately for her, I was heartless. Her charms wouldn’t work on me.Since I first heard about Arnold’s alleged wedding, my men had been keeping a close eye on his castle.I intended to kidnap the baron and force him to reveal Laila’s location but Arnold was far too smart for that.He had never left his castle alone because he feared I was lurking around.I could no longer wait as days passed.I was no longer certain of Laila’s condition or what had happened to her. She could be dying or dead.In desperation, I nearly stormed the castle with all my men, guns blazing, even though I knew it would end in disaster.Then I saw the man’s new bride leaving the castle to the moonlit garden in the dark.When I saw her illuminated by the eerie northern lights, I recognized it for what it was: a miracle.And I had taken advantage of the situation.Arnold destroyed the things that mattered to me and I would not hesitate to do the same to him.His bride would be my new souvenir.Sylvia Browne, the American waitress who squandered Laila’s fortune on jewels, furs, and designer clothes, was well known to me.Revenge was finally at my fingertips.In order to become a rich baroness in the eyes of the world, the little gold digger had just lied her way through the most sacred vows of a marriage ceremony.Rather than working her way out of poverty, she had lied about it.That was all I required to seek vengeance on both of them.I had no sympathy for anyone who had a hand in Laila’s disappearance.I had nothing but pure and cold hatred for her.Except that wasn’t the case anymore. I was now filled with lust for her.I couldn’t think about all her crimes but rather how I could punish her in my bed.I despised her as I gripped her wrists tightly in my hands. I heard the pant of her breath in the backseat of my SUV.Her pants did nothing but to increase my urge for her.“You’re not going to get away with this,” she exclaimed.“No?” I had to force myself to concentrate solely on her eyes and not on her breasts, which were rapidly rising and falling with each breath.By sheer force of will, I gritted my teeth and focused my gaze solely on her face.“My husband is going to…”“You don’t have a husband.” I snapped as I narrowed my eyes at her“Oh, my God,” she whimpered, her face contorted with shock and horror.“What exactly have you done?”“You know what I mean,” I grumbled.Her face turned white, and her body froze.“Did you… did you cause him harm?”I had been tempted to do so just an hour before but plans changed.Although killing Arnold would have been satisfying, it would have had negative consequences too.I couldn’t possibly care for Laila or find her if he was dead. Especially since I couldn’t tell anyone about our relationship because I had given my word.“Take me back,” Sylvia Browne said quietly.“And I swear I’ll never tell anyone what you did. I swear! My husband will never hear of this!”“You promise?” I mockingly asked. “We both know your promise is meaningless.”“How can you say that?” Her voice trembled as her eyes welled up with tears. “You don’t even know who I am! Just take me back to my family.”Manufactured tears, I reasoned, created by a devious little actress.“I have had enough,” I said sternly. “And now both you and your lover will pay…”But then she started kicking at me with her high-heeled shoes as she struggled wildly.It was like she had suddenly snapped into a beast.In waves of white lace, her wide dress flew over the backseat.As her knee hit the back of the seat, the driver in front nearly spun off the road.She kicked the window so hard that I had to grab her ankle to prevent her from shattering it.“Stop!” I yelled, using my body to force her to comply.But, to my surprise, she continued to fight even though she was much smaller and had no chance of winning.“You beast! You are a coward! You criminal!” she screamed. “My husband will track you down. He’ll put a stop to your evil plans. You’re never going to get away with this!”“One more word and your husband will find your body by the roadside,” I muttered and watched as she froze.All of her struggling only increased my want and desire for her.As she writhed beneath me, I saw the spark of furious challenge in her eyes. The intensity of my need hit me like a wave.But why did she fight me, when it had to be clear from the onset that she had no chance of winning?It was clear that she had already lost but she still decided to give it a try.She stopped struggling and began staring at me with dark rage. She was glaring at me with hatred and defiance.Her look only sparked a response in me that was even worse than lust.It was the last thing I wanted to feel for her.A grudging respect!As the convoy slowed down, I immediately released her.Ahead in the moonlight, my largest jet was waiting for us on a deserted landing strip.When she saw the jet, her whole body sagged with sudden despair.The SUV stopped, and she turned to me. A single tear streamed slowly down her cheek.“Don’t do this,” she whispered.“Please…whatever quarrel you have with Arnold, don’t force me on that plane. Please, whoever you are…let me go back to the people I love!” she criedLove?This venal woman knew nothing about love.“Let me go back to my husband,” she continued tearfully.My lips curled. “I told you. You have no husband.”She gasped, looking terrified.I stared back at her as the driver opened my door.She knew perfectly well what I meant. It was an act.It had to be!“I’m begging you,” she whimpered, her blue eyes luminous with the light of unshed tears. “Don’t hurt him!”Roughly, I grabbed her arm. “And the reason you have no husband,” I bit out, “is because Arnold Lincoln already has a wife.”I watched the way her facial expression changed with the revelation.I don't care what was running through her mind at that moment.All I knew was that I already had a bait and I was going to use her to get what I wanted.Sylvia I went numb with shock as he pulled me from the SUV then led me across the dark tarmac to the waiting plane. I had lost my willpower to do anything so I did not resist. I allowed him to pull me like I was his puppet. His revelation of Arnold having a wife broke me. I was trying hard not to believe his words but at the same time I wanted to believe. But why? Was it because I didn't love him? What if he was just trying to tarnish Arnold's image so he could have me to himself? Several thoughts ran through my weak mind as he continued to pull me. “But he can’t have a wife,” I said aloud. I didn't mean to but I had already said it. I looked up at him with bewildered confusion in my eyes. He was wearing a neutral expression so it was hard for me to detect if he was trying to pull my legs or he meant his words. “I’m Arnold’s wife! You’re lying just to kidnap me.” I spat at him “The wedding was fake,” he said coldly. “The vows were fake. The minister was fake. And most of a
If looks could kill, Xavier was certain to be six feet below the ground because of the intensity of my stares. I was still trying to wrap my head around the words he had been saying. “I don’t believe you. You’re lying about everything.” I said “Keep on telling yourself that, princess. Deep down, you know I am telling the truth but your greedy heart won’t let you admit it.” he replied with a calm voice which irked me “If any of this were true, if he were as bad as you say, why wouldn’t his wife just divorce him?” I asked. “Why would she let him treat her cruelly by marrying another wife? Why would she let him use her money to plan a wedding for another woman?” Xavier looked away. His expression became hard as he clenched his jaw. “She can’t.” came the short reply for my numerous questions. “Why?” I asked. I needed to know more. Narrowing his eyes, he looked at me. “They were in an accident. She’s in a coma. Not that you would care. She has been in a coma for months now. Arnold i
Xavier “You are a liar!” Young Laila had gripped the gilded arms of her chair as she stared at me in her family’s mansion with views of the Golden Gate Bridge. She had returned home from boarding school after her father’s death to support her fragile mother, who had collapsed at his funeral. “No!” Laila had jumped to her feet at my news. Her hands flew to her ears as she backed away. “You’re a liar! Get out of my house! Never come back!” she yelled at me I blinked. Liar; this was the same accusation but from different women. I stared now at the young blonde who stood before me in the cabin of my private jet. Sylvia Browne was magnificent. A little too thin, perhaps, but it was hard to notice that when her full breasts swelled up against the bodice with every angry breath she took. Her waist was tiny, the perfect span for a man’s hands. Her honey-blonde hair fell back in waves as she tossed her head, her chin had now completely collapsed, exposing her swan-like throat. Her
His lips were hard and hot against hers, overwhelming Sylvia’s senses in a ruthless assault. She stiffened pressing her hands instinctively against his chest. He thought it was a go ahead for him since he didn't resist so he leaned her back then deepened the kiss, forcibly pressing her lips apart. As he plundered her mouth with his tongue, she felt a shock of sudden pleasure so sharp and raw that she gasped. She haven't encountered this before so it was a whole new experience for her. As his lips moved against hers, forcing her to respond, she was swept beneath the waves of sensation. He held her tightly and she felt the world swirl and twist around them making her get lost in a spinning current of desire she had never experienced before. She tasted the sweetness of his breath, the taste of Scotch on his tongue. She felt the roughness of his jaw against her skin, the heat of him against her body. Overpowered by her captor’s strength and the intensity of his commanding embrace,
Curled up in the chair, she imagined progressively more painful punishments for her kidnapper. It was in this state that the invisible hand of sleep drew her into the enjoyable dreams. She was practically enjoying her dreams when she felt a hand shaking her roughly. At first she thought it was a dream but when the shake became consistent, her eyes flew open. Disoriented, she sat up as she rubbed her sleepy eyes. She hasn't had enough sleep and she wouldn't mind returning to the comfort of the comfy bed. When she became conscious, she saw Xavier standing beside the bed. She looked at him before taking her eyes from his direction. Looking through the little window, she saw the plane had landed. Outside, the night was still dark but she was able to see a small, desolate airstrip by the sea. There were no flashing lights, no policemen too. None of the things she imagined would happen happened. She was still alone with Xavier and no help was coming. She even doubted if a miracle
For the remaining part of the journey to his home, no one said a word. Each was lost in their world as they stared out of the window. Sylvia ran her life right from childhood down to the present day right in her head. Things were not really good but now when she thought everything was going to fall into place, the devil sent his most trusted agent to haunt her. From the corner of her eyes, she could see Xavier rubbing his rough chin while looking out of the window. She scoffed as she slid through the seat to make herself more comfortable. Slowly her eyelids began to close because of exhaustion. Also, the cold breeze which was cascading her skin didn't help matter. But as she was about to fully delve into the world of dream, the roaring engine ceased. With a grunt of disappointment, she sat up then began to rub her sleepy eyes. The driver stepped out then went around to open the door for Xavier. He climbed out then held out his hand towards Sylvia to help her out. Instead of t
AFTER he ended the call, the library was silent. Sylvia heard only low, soft snuffles that she realized were her own sobs.Her captor stood over her, and she felt his silent, considering gaze upon her. She tried to stifle her weeping but could not.All she could think about was that Xavier had been right. Arnold had betrayed her. Tricked her. He’d used her own idealistic nature, her belief in loyalty and love, against her.He’d never loved Sylvia at all. He’d only wanted her body. He was already married, and he’d been waiting…waiting for…“He’s waiting for his wife to die,” she whispered aloud.She felt Xavier touch her arm. “I know.”She looked up. His dark eyes were surprisingly gentle.“Come,” he said in a low voice. “You’ve had a rough day. I’ll take you to bed.”She was unable to resist as he took her hand in his larger one, lifting her to her feet. She trembled at his touch, barely feeling strong enough to hold the bodice of her wedding gown closed with her other hand. She pr
Sylvia woke up the next morning to find sunshine flooding her with white, almost blinding clarity.Fortunately, it refreshed her, washing away the dark nightmares that had troubled her all night.Yawning, she blinked sleepily.It was a dream, she thought.Thank heaven it was all a dream.She was back in her solitary bedroom at Trollshelm Castle, not Greece like it happened in her dream.Today was her wedding day, the day she had always dreamt of. The day she would pledge herself as Arnold’s wife for the rest of her life…Sylvia blinked suddenly as she sat up abruptly.Her blankets fell to her waist as she stared around her. Everything around her was strange.This was not her bedroom which eventually means she was not in Arnold’s mansion.She glanced down at the white silk bra and panties that she had slept in.A blush heated her cheeks as she remembered Xavier moving over her on the bed last night.She remembered how his body was so close to hers as he slowly undid her garters and pull
Sylvia hesitated outside the closed doors of the huge, flower-strewn library, frightened out of her mind.She could hear the rumble on the other side of door, the mutters and whispers. The wedding had been scheduled to start thirty minutes ago, and everyone was obviously starting to assume the worst.But there was no way around it. She had to get through it. With a deep breath, she pushed the doors open.The enormous two-story library had been modeled after an old English abbey with walls of gray stone. It was now festooned with white roses and candles, with hundreds of chairs set up to create an aisle down the middle.At the sight of the bride standing at the end of the aisle, musicians hastily began to play ‘Jesu, Joy of Man’s Desiring’ on guitars and violins. Sylvia stopped the music with a chopping gesture across her neck.Silence fell. She could have heard a pin drop as three hundred pairs of eyes turned to her.She trembled, passing a hand over her eyes. Then she heard her baby
Xavier had to hurry. Every second he wasted with Sylvia was like a grain of sand falling through a fatal hourglass. He had to leave at once.And yet he couldn’t.Leaving her felt like a death. He took a deep, shuddering breath. ‘This isn’t over,’ he said hoarsely. ‘I’ll be back after I close the deal in Rio.’‘Of course.’ Sylvia’s shoulders straightened, even as her lower lip trembled. ‘I will never stop you from seeing Robby. I hope…I hope you’ll see him often. He needs his father.’Xavier heard the music start to play downstairs and thought of the guests surrounded by white roses and candlelight, waiting for the wedding ceremony to begin. He clenched his hands, feeling that same strange spinning, sinking feeling in the region of his chest.‘Remember,’ he said tersely, looking at her. ‘This was your choice. I wanted to marry you.’She swallowed as tears streamed unchecked down her pale cheeks. ‘I’ll never forget that.’No, he thought suddenly. It couldn’t end like this. Not like this!
Two weeks later, Sylvia stared at herself blankly in the mirror.An elegantly dressed bride in a long, white lace veil and satin sheath gown stared back at her. It still didn’t feel right. She picked up her neatly bundled bouquet of white roses and looked back in the mirror.It was the morning of her wedding. In less than an hour she would have everything she’d barely dared to dream of—she’d be Mrs. Xavier Regulus. Robby would have his father.So where was the joy? She should have been ecstatic with bliss and hope. So why, looking at herself in this beautiful dress, standing in a suite of this beautiful rented mansion outside her village, did she feel so…empty?Xavier had wanted to marry her immediately, in Rio, but he’d quickly given in to Sylvia’s begging when she’d asked to have their wedding in New Hampshire, so her family could attend.‘We can get married in New Hampshire, of course we can, if that’s your wish,’ he’d told her. ‘But after the ceremony, we must live in Rio. Do you
Sylvia woke up with a start to see the soft curl of a pink sunrise through the windows. She sat up in bed abruptly, the blanket falling from her naked chest. Had she heard her baby next door?She listened, and heard nothing except Xavier’s even, steady breathing beside her in the shadowy bedroom. Then she heard Robby’s voice again.‘Ma…ma…ma!’Quietly Sylvia rose from the bed and pulled a robe off the bathroom door hook. Leaving Xavier’s room, she went down the hall to her own, where she found her baby son sitting up in his crib. Whispering soft words of love, Sylvia took him in her arms. Holding him tenderly, she fed him, rocking him in the rocking chair. The baby, now yawning with a full belly, swiftly fell back to sleep.But Sylvia knew she would not.Putting him back in his crib, she went to the en-suite bathroom, closing the door silently behind her. She turned on the shower and dropped the robe to the floor. As the steam enveloped her body, she climbed into the marble shower. Sh
By the time they arrived back in Rio two hours later, one thought kept repeating in Xavier’s mind. One thought over and over.‘Here,’ he said to her, covering her shoulders with his tuxedo jacket as they entered the lobby of his building. She threw him a grateful glance. Her red designer gown now hung askew on her body, the zipper broken from when he’d ripped the dress off her earlier.As they passed the security guards, Xavier glanced at them out of the corner of his eye. His white shirt was rumpled, the cuffs hanging open, his tie crumpled in the pocket of his trousers. Sylvia was looking at him breathlessly, her eyes luminescent, her makeup hopelessly smudged and her lips full and bruised.He saw the security guards nudge each other with a smirk, and he knew he and Sylvia had fooled no one. There could be no doubt what they had been doing.Normally he wouldn’t care if people knew he’d taken a woman as his lover. But this was different. This was Sylvia. And one thought kept going th
Trembling, Sylvia folded her arms.‘Ah,’ Felipe Oliveira said, stroking his chin with satisfaction as he looked from her to Xavier with canny eyes. ‘Now I understand.’‘No!’ Adriana gasped. ‘It can’t be true!’Sylvia’s gaze rested anxiously on Xavier. His dark eyes were deep as the night sky. She saw him take a deep breath. Then slowly, very slowly, he came toward her. Never looking away from her face, he took her in his arms. Biting her lip in apprehension, Sylvia waited for his jaw to clench with fury and resentment. Waited for him to say something biting and cruel.Instead, he gently kissed her cheek, then turned to face Oliveira and Adriana.‘We weren’t going to tell anyone yet. But yes, Robby is my son. I wanted to wait until after our wedding to make it public. It seemed more proper.’‘Proper?’ Adriana sneered. ‘When have you ever cared about proper?’Xavier stiffened, glaring at her. ‘I have always cared about doing what is right,’ he said in a low voice. ‘I would never leave m
The Fantasia gala ball was the single most sought-after invitation of Rio de Janeiro’s Carnaval. Sylvia had read about it in celebrity gossip magazines in the United States. The glamorous event, held in a colonial palace on the Costa Verde south of Rio, attracted beautiful, rich and notorious guests from all around the world. And tonight, Sylvia would be one of them. Tonight, she would be Xavier Regulus’s beloved mistress. His pretend mistress, she corrected herself fiercely.The door of the black Rolls-Royce sedan opened, and she and Xavier stepped out onto the red carpet that led inside the palace, which had once been owned by the Brazilian royal family.Xavier looked brutally dashing in his black tuxedo. Sylvia felt his hungry gaze on her as he took her arm. She tried to ignore it, tried to smile for the benefit of the paparazzi flashing cameras around them, but her body shook beneath the palpable force of his desire.I want you, Sylvia. And I will have you.Liveried doormen in wig
With a gasp, Sylvia pulled back her hand and slapped his face.‘How dare you!’ she cried.The sound of the slap echoed in the bedroom. He stared at her incredulously, his hand on his cheek. Then his eyes narrowed. ‘Why are you pretending it’s not exactly what you want?’Sylvia sucked in her breath, feeling overwhelmed by need for what she could not—could not—allow herself to have. ‘Even if I want you, Xavier, I know you’re no good for me. It nearly killed me last year after our night together when you kicked me out of your life—’‘Kicked you out of my life?’ he demanded. ‘You’re the one who left!’‘You didn’t try to talk me out of it. You didn’t even ask me to stay!’‘I was trying to do what was best for you,’ he said. ‘I knew you wanted a husband, children. You needed a boss who didn’t demand your life and soul. You needed a man who could love you as I cannot. So I gave you up, when it was the last thing I wanted! And what did you do?’ He glowered. ‘You let yourself get pregnant by s
It's only an act. Only an act!But in spite of the constant repetition of those words, Sylvia’s heart still didn’t believe it as she looked up into Xavier’s dark eyes.‘Really,’ the other man drawled in accented English. His eyes traced over Sylvia. ‘She’s certainly beautiful. But this is all too convenient.’ He folded his arms over his belly. ‘You’ve fabricated this affair, so I’ll still sell you Açoazul.’Sylvia’s pulse hammered in her chest. Convinced that their plan had failed before it had half started, she pulled away from Xavier. But he held her tight in his powerful arms, even as he never looked away from the other man.‘Why would I do that?’ Xavier said coolly.The man looked at Adriana’s tall beauty, then back at Xavier with a scowl. ‘You know why.’‘You’d be a fool not to sell me Açoazul,’ Xavier said sharply. ‘No other competitor has offered you a fraction of the price. Théo St. Raphaël certainly won’t. Don’t lose a fortune based on some unfounded fear!’The older man stif