Halfway into their journey back to Adrian’s house, the words of her father keep playing in Flora’s head.
“A daughter with self respect.”
Her dad may be extreme in his ways but is she really giving herself any respect right now? Is this what she really wants? Going back to him or is she doing it just to please others?
“Stop the car,” she says to the driver from the back of the vehicle, making her mind to go back to her father’s house and if he doesn’t let her back in as he threatened, she’ll find a way to survive but she’s not going back to him.
The same pattern will just repeat itself and she’ll find herself in more pain, anguish and regret. It is better to face it all now, once and for all.
“What?” Gustavo replies from the front beside the driver.
“I said stop the car.”
“Keep going,” Gustavo orders the driver, looking away from her.
“I swear to the goddess, if you don’t stop this car this minute, I’ll open the door and jump down and you know I will,” She replies in a cold voice, looking daringly at him as she puts her fingers on the door lock.
“Stop,” Gustavo says defeatedly, releasing an exasperated sigh, “can’t we just talk about this?”
“There’s nothing to talk about,” she replies as the car comes to a halt and she steps out, slamming the door shut.
Days later, she is in the backyard of the house, uprooting the weeds growing around the flower plants with her hands.
She is slowly getting used to her new reality even though she often catches herself slipping back into having thoughts of Adrian. Chores like these help clear her mind and she has been thinking about returning to work too.
She needs the distraction if she is going to ever get Adrian out of her mind completely.
The rich baritone voice of none other than Adrian reaches her ears and her heart pounds on its own accord.
What is he doing here?
She did not even hear him coming, not that that is a surprise, there’s a reason he’s called the Silent Wolf.
Her wolf’s excitement does not help, making goosebumps dance around her skin as Adrian trudges closer to her, his minty and earthy smell sending her stomach into a wild frenzy.
She did not expect to be so rattled by his presence.
“Knock yourself out,” she says, pointing to the large expanse of flower beds in the backyard without looking up at him.
If his voice and smell are doing this to her, what will happen if she looks at his handsome face, into those beautiful blue eyes.
Adrian chuckles and steps right behind her, crouches and curls his hands around her waist from behind, lifting her up to face him.
“I miss you,” he says in the sweetest voice and clasps her into a tight hug, “the comfort your smell brings,” he groans passionately, digging his nose into her neck.
Flora fights back the tears tugging her eyes, hearing how her heart pounds, feeling her body letting loose in his arms, the joy of her wolf.
This is what she hates the most, how she finds him irresistible, how his touch drowns away her pain even when he is the one that inflicted the pain on her but she cannot give in this time, she has been here before, several times.
After this faux show of affection, doting on her and a lot of sex, he’ll revert back to being cold and distant in a few days. She knows this script, she has lived it too much and wants no more of it.
“I don’t miss you,” she says in a cold tone, pushing away from his hold.
“I don’t believe you,” Adrian flashes her a beautiful smile and takes one of her arms in his but she smacks his hand away with her free hand, glaring at him.
“What are you doing here?” She asks, hating how her actions are a direct opposite to her feelings.
“What does it look like? I’m here to take you home.”
“I am home.”
“Listen baby girl,” Adrian replies, the smile on his face vanishing but his gaze is not cold, just blank. “I’ve given you time to do whatever it is you have been doing but now you have to come back to reality. You’re practically the Luna of this pack, abandoning your responsibilities is not something I expected of you.”
“Well, I’m sorry if I disappointed you. Alpha,” Flora replies with a sneer on her face, bitterness growing inside her.
What is this responsibility everyone is going on about as if she is the most irresponsible being to have ever lived by choosing her peace.
If Adrian wants someone to carry the responsibility of Luna, he should give it to the woman he left her at the altar for, she’s sure Maya would be more than willing to oblige.
“I didn’t say I was disappointed. Look, let’s just go home and put all of this behind us,” Adrian says, reaching for her hand again, his voice calm and his eyes holding something that looks like remorse but it cannot be.
Flora glares down at his hand, ignoring the tingles his touch is sending through her.
He probably thinks this is just like old times when he shows up and asks her to let it go and she does, he’s in for a shock this time.
What exactly is she to put behind her, the fact that he left her at the altar to be in the arms of another woman or the lack of decency to even show up afterwards to talk to her?
She scoffs and yanks her hand away from him. “I’m not going anywhere with you, just leave me alone.”
“Flora!” The tone of Adrian’s voice changes, becoming harsh, raised slightly, his eyes turning into frost. “If you don’t come back home, I’ll reject you and be done with this.”
Painful SeparationFlora stood firm, her gaze unwavering as Adrian's footsteps echoed on the ground. The man who had once been her world now felt like a stranger, and the words that left her lips were filled with a quiet strength she hadn't known she possessed."I already told you, Adrian. I’m not going back with you."Her voice came out even, but the rise in her chest was a strain that threatened to spill over. She clenched her fists tighter to still the tremor that ran through her as Adrian stood below her, eyes wide in disbelief."Do not be obstinate, Flora," he said, his voice smooth, almost pleading, but with an edge beneath it. "You belong at my side. You know that."A bitter laugh escaped her lips, sharp and harsh. "Oh, I know that? Is that right? Funny, because I don't recall belonging anywhere near you when you were in another woman's arms the day of our wedding."Adrian's jaw clenched, his face going hard. For one quick, passing instant, something flickered in his eyes-guilt
BreakdownFlora paced, her restless energy filling the tiny room. The floorboards groaned with her hurried steps, but she didn't pay them much mind. Her brain swirled with the echoes of last night-Adrian's expression, the way he had looked at her, the way he had walked away. The way her chest had caved in as he disappeared.Lena sat with her legs tucked under her on the bed and watched her, a mixture of concern and mirth on her face. "You're going to make yourself sick if you keep pacing around like that."Flora whipped around, frowning. "I'm fine."Lena snorted loudly. "Of course you are, definitely not like someone who's been reliving the same bloody conversation over and over inside her head for hours.Flora gave her a withering look, but there was no use lying. She hadn't slept one wink. Each time she shut her eyes, Adrian was waiting for her, lurking in her mind.Lena let out a sigh and leaned back into the headboard. "You know, you could just scream. Or hit something. That might
Life AgainFlora stood with her arms crossed, watching Tony butcher his form yet again. Her patience had officially worn thin."That's not how you hold the damn weights, Tony," she said, her voice laced with exasperation.Tony, a cocky twenty-something who thought lifting was all about brute strength, flashed her a smirk through the mirror. "Relax, Coach. I got this."Flora raised an eyebrow and stepped closer to him. "Yeah? You sure? 'Cause if you keep swinging them dumbbells like that, you're gonna blow out your shoulder. And I don't do injuries on my watch."He faltered for a second, adjusting the weight in his hands. "It's really not that bad.""Oh, great. Do it your way," she invited. "And when you are icing that arm later, then don't come crying to me."Tony muttered something unintelligible under his breath but rearranged his form nonetheless. Flora bit back a smirk.It had been a month since she joined the gym, and to her own surprise, she liked it. There was something oddly s
A RethinkAdrian sat at the bar, fingers clasped on a glass he hadn't touched. Across from him, Mark leaned back in his chair, sipping his drink with such ease it made Adrian want to punch something."She hasn't called you once?" Mark asked, an eyebrow rising.Adrian blew out a sharp breath. "Not once."Mark whistled low. "Damn. She's really done with you.Adrian shot him a glare, but Mark only smirked. "You know, I thought she'd at least come back to yell at you. Just once."Adrian ran a hand over his face. "So did I. But it's been months. No texts. No calls. She used to need me, Mark. Now… she doesn't."Mark shrugged. "Maybe that's a good thing."Adrian's head snapped up. "How the hell is that a good thing?Because that means she's stronger now. Independent." Mark set his glass down and leveled Adrian with a rare, serious look. "And if you actually cared about her, you'd respect that."Adrian clenched his jaw. Respect it? How was he supposed to respect something that only reminded h
The Space Left BehindThe door slammed shut behind her as Flora entered her apartment. Her breathing came in quick, shallow gasps. She knew her face would be streaked with tears, but she wiped them away all the same. She had been crying for the last few hours, but being alone meant it was time for the truth. Crushed, she felt the bitter cold dismissal still searing in her chest from Adrian's rejection. She had never expected this. No, she did not expect him to choose her, but certainly not to turn his back so fast.But that was the thing, right? She should have known better. She should have seen the warning signs. Adrian was always so cagey with his words, evasive when things got too personal. And now? Now he had discarded her like she was just another distraction.The apartment felt too empty, too quiet. She couldn't stand it. She needed to do something. Anything.Flora let her bag fall onto the kitchen counter, opened the refrigerator, pulled out a bottle of water, and downed it. Sh
The Struggle Within Adrian“You’re thinking about her again, aren’t you?” Alice’s voice was sharp, cutting through the quiet tension in the room.Adrian didn't bat an eyelash. He sat at his desk, papers laid out before him, but his focus was a million miles away. He could almost feel her there—Flora. That haunted look she had given him the last time they spoke, the way her face crumpled when he'd let her go, the way it broke something deep inside of him.He just couldn't get it out of his mind."Alice, please," he muttered without lifting his head. "Not now."She rounded the desk, her heels clicking smartly against the hardwood floors. "You have been like this for days. The pack notices it, Adrian. The longer you drag this out, the more they'll start questioning your leadership."Adrian's jaw clenched. "I'm aware."The words were thin, empty. He wasn't aware at all. His leadership? That was the least of his worries. The pack could go to hell if it meant he didn't have to face the cons
The Rising TensionThe phone on the table buzzed, lighting up with a name she never thought she would see again.Adrian.Her heart had skipped a beat, but she made herself not look at it-not yet, not when the anger was still fresh. She stared at the phone, trying to steady the shaking in her hands. It was a simple message, just a few words, but those words brought it all rushing back. She wasn't ready. Not now. Maybe never.You gonna read it?" asked Leo, her training buddy, who had been eyeing the phone from across the room. A few years older than her, and despite the hard exterior, he had a soft spot for Flora.She huffed, tossing the phone onto the couch. "I don't need to," she muttered, standing up to pace. "I already know what it's gonna say. Some half-assed apology. A 'I'm sorry I hurt you' or an 'I didn't mean to'." She gritted her teeth, biting back the emotion that threatened to spill over.Leo raised an eyebrow. "You think that's what he's going to say?" His voice was even, a
A Beacon of HopeFlora stared at the envelope in her hand, the official seal marking its importance. She had been summoned to the commander's office for a "special announcement." Her mind whirred on. Was this another task? A reprimand for something she had missed during training? She took a deep breath and forced her thoughts to settle before she walked into the building. Outside, the world was abuzz while inside, a knot seemed to be tightening in her stomach.Flora," Commander Alvarez greeted her, firm but warm, gesturing her to sit, a slight encouraging smile on his lips. "I have something very important to talk over with you."She sat down, still feeling uncertain, her eyes running from the face of the Commander to the envelope held in his hands.“You’ve been selected for a promotion,” Alvarez said, cutting to the chase. “Your dedication, your skill, and your leadership in the last several missions haven’t gone unnoticed.”A promotion? It seemed so unreal. She had just been doing h
A Father's Final WordsFlora sat motionless in the salon of a simple boarding house down from the chaos of her own history. The soft hum of an old radio gave some quiet distance between her thoughts, and in the silence, her mind went back to when her father's words had thrilled and soaked her. As she goggled blankly at the rumpled snap of him on the mantel, her inner voice mingled with graphic flashbacks that played out like hushed exchanges in the quiet of her heart." I flash back the way he used to say to me,' Flora, my child, every fall is a chance to rise advanced,'" she spoke vocally, her voice pulsing with a blend of pang and pain. Her friend, Marissa, who had sat opposite her in the room, glanced up with sympathetic concern." You are talking about the night before you went down from home, when you prayed him not to let the world break you?" Marissa questioned, her tone filled with understanding.Flora sluggishly jounced, gashes filling her eyes as she replied," Yes, I flash b
The FalloutFlora took up the lone corner of a black, unornamented café outside of the glistering halls of the Alpha pack, her voice pulsing as she spoke to her dearest friend ever, Marissa." I noway imagined that I would be then, down from it. I noway imagined that I would leave that world before," she confessed, her voice cracking in anguish.Marissa reached over the small, war- torn table and grasped Flora's hand." I know, Flora. You need time — time to heal and figure out who you're now that each that glamour and glamour is not around your neck." She was soft and genuine, and it was seasoned with the familiarity born of having participated times together during good times and bad.Flora's eyes grew wet as she spoke in a slightly audible tale," Every day, I wake up with recollections of that day — the gapes, the hushed cuts. I flash back the look on everybody's face when Adrian stood me up, and Alice's horselaugh in my head. It's as though the world decided to smirch me, and I stil
A Dream Shattered" Flora, may I've a minute?" Marissa asked, approaching Flora, her tone soft and uncertain." Of course," Flora replied, her voice shaking as she tried to keep her cool." What is the matter?"Marissa's eyes were full of concern." I was told that Alice would be coming moment, and I just wanted to let you know.".Flora's heart skipped a beat." Alice?" she heaved , the name sour on her lips." I allowed I'd closed that runner of my life."A cold wave, mocking voice cut across the buzz of the crowd drawn around." Oh, Flora, you did believe in puck tales, did not you?Flora bristled, and her eyes snapped towards the speaker. Alice was standing by the door, a vicious smile trickling from her lips." Alice," Flora fought, her voice pulsing with rage and anguish.Alice smiled gently, her voice light and riding." I am then to remind you of a little verity, dear. After all, how can you ever forget the treason that changed everything?"There was a buzz of embarrassment in the ro
Wedding Day TreasonFlora's heart pounded as she stood in the sun- drenched foyer of the large hall, her voice pulsing with excitement and nervous anticipation." I can not believe the moment is eventually here," she breathed to her closest friend, Marissa, who gripped her hand tightly.Marissa replied," I know, Flora. You are gorgeous. This is your dream day, the day you've always pictured of, the day you earn.".At a distance, guests' voices mixed with horselaugh, and indeed all of the whispery words sounded as if they carried an element of festivity with them. Yet within festivity, Flora's eyes danced towards the door in expedients that she'd see Adrian walking down the aisle, his aspect concentrated only on her.The door to the bachelor's chesterfield creaked vocally open at just this moment. Out came Adrian, his own face etched with solicitude and distraction. His friend Jared whisked over to him, bruiting ," Adrian, you sure you are ready for this? We are counting on you, man."A
Destined HasslesFlora and Adrian squinched in the quiet of the emulsion's reverse room, their voices little more than a murmur as though not wishing to break the fragile peace that had grown between them. It was late — so late that indeed the perpetual drone of distant exertion had desisted — and yet every judgment they uttered was laced with an intensity that belied the hour." Flora," Adrian began, his voice low and reflective," I could not help but wonder how we met. It's as if fate itself had conspired to bring us into each other's lives, indeed if everything differently around us fell piecemeal." He ran a hand through his hair, his aspect searching hers for some participated understanding.Flora shifted away for a bit of a alternate, gathering her thoughts." I comprehend," she said vocally." occasionally I feel like I am walking the tightrope between anticipation and what I truly ask . And also you walked into my life, and for a detail while, I could nearly dare dream of a futu
Unexplored WaysFlora sat in the quiet corner of the safehouse, the far- out murmurs of talk girding her slightly reaching her ears as ideas of her history and uncertain future were tangled within. also the door creaked open and Adrian stepped in, his eyes broad hers as if trying to read an implied language only she could speak." Flora, I noway allowed that I would see you then so soon," he said vocally, his tone one of surprise and something which was soft and made her skip a beat in her heart.Flora smiled noiselessly, her voice pulsing a bit as she replied," Neither did I, Adrian. It seems that fate has a mind of its own, does it not? I am still trying to figure out whether I am chasing fortune or just lost in the maze of free will."Adrian's eyes flitted with understanding." I know, I have been doing the same myself. We both are hampered by patrimonies importing on us like unseen impediment insolvable to throw off." And yet, I caught sight of you this autumn, it was as if for one
The Weight Of ProspectsFlora leaned against the gleam of the lighted beacon on the small table in the hushed common room, her mind a worried swell. The bruiting voices in the background was like a fading echo, yet within, her family's weighty heritage smothered her like a distance of heavy sword. She wore the burden of anticipation of her father's rise to former glory — a heritage always that sounded like a guiding lamp and an added burden.“ Flora, you’ve been quiet all evening, ” Adrian remarked, his tone gentle yet laced with concern as he joined her at the small table. “ What’s on your mind? ”Flora looked up, her eyes conveying a blend of vulnerability and determination." I keep allowing of all the effects that I should have done," she spoke in a tale, hardly audible." About how my pater erected his empire from scrape and also lost everything. He always used to tell me that our family was fated to reclaim its honor and that I was the only stopgap.".Adrian leaned back, blowing s
Adaptability Assignments" Life, Flora, flashback when you told me your Pater was insurmountable?" Adrian spoke in a hushed, reflective tone, leaning back against the ad hoc table in their present safehouse.Flora's response shook with pride and also with anguish." Yes, Adrian. I flashback him saying to me,' No bone can keep a legionnaire down for long.' It was his war cry, indeed when the world around him was falling piecemeal." FlanovaVincent intruded," I heard him formerly, a glass of cheap whiskey to himself, and telling you that any reversal was just the launch of coming back. He was noway about palm — about getting back up no matter what knocked him down."Lorne let out a moan," Sounds like great inspiring steed crap until a healthy cure of reality slaps you around. But if he really did feel that way, also he sure got tested oppressively.".Flora's aspect softened at the recollection." He was, Lorne. I flash back him speaking with me on some cold night and telling me,' Flora, l
Echoes Of The History" Adrian, can I ask you something?" Flora's voice quivered as she leaned in, her voice softer than usual." Sure, Flora. What's it?" Adrian's voice was soft, conservative yet open.Flora dithered before speaking," Do you ever wonder about where we all came from? I mean not what we have done, but who we were before everything."Vincent, harkening in from the table next to them, cut in," You are getting philosophical now? I allowed us to be busy waging our wars out then."Flora smiled noiselessly," I am not being deep, Vincent. It's just occasionally I hear the ghosts of my history bruting in the gloamings. They remind me of a time when I was a little child, floundering to understand everything."Lorne moaned," Ghosts, yeah? Okay, also go ahead and tell us your ghost story."Flora let out a deep breath, her eyes far down." Fine, if you are each set to take a walk down memory lane, also hear.She took a slow breath." I flash back sitting in the corner of our old liv