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last update Last Updated: 2025-02-27 22:45:28

Aurelia’s POV

"Can we stop by the mall, Mom? I need some new shoes."

"Sure, honey."

"Elia's growing too fast, Mom. Maybe we should take her to the doctor," Elliot teases, earning him a hard punch from me.

"Shut up, dickhead," I snap back.

"That's enough bickering, children," Mom scolds.

Barely five minutes later, the crash happened. It all unfolded so fast that the next thing I knew, I was in the hospital.

I woke up to a pounding heart, sweat trickling down my body. The same dream again—almost like reliving that moment, and every time, it affects me the same way. Maybe even worse as the days go by.

For the first time since we moved, I had the dream. I saw them. Their faces, their laughter, their voices still haunt me.

How can I forget them?

A year has passed since that tragedy, yet I still find myself back in that car every single time. Perhaps it should have been me and not them. If only I hadn't insisted on going to the mall that day. If only I had stayed home. The
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