We are about to go and find her lover when I saw Tania wearing office attire that makes her look good, her beauty is shining and she looks so stunning. She has a job now and I know she got a good one. I saw Maria looking at me while I was staring at Tania. I felt jealousy from her but I pretended that I didn’t know. I ignore her jealousy and ask her about her lover’s house. Without hesitation, she told me where he lives and we went to his mansion somewhere in Aurora. Isaiah is a wealthy man. Maria said that Isaiah’s grandfather and his father are famous politicians. Maybe those who adopted him are wealthy or I am the one who is adopted. I looked at his white-painted mansion with a yellowish gold lining in each corner of the mansion that makes it look elegant. The bermudagrass is well trimmed and the flowers are wet. They were well-watered. I saw two big white cubs pass in front of us. They stopped for a moment in front of us and star
“You left me,” She cried, echoing in my ears. That goes directly to my head down to my heart. I shook my head as I answered. After all, I don’t want her to think about leaving her because I never did that to her. I am always watching her from afar and if only she knew how I suffer every day that I am not with her, but what happened now is out of my control. I left her to find my ex-wife’s lover and I didn’t expect this tragedy to happen to her. To the woman that I love. I looked at her again and screamed in pain,“Ahhh!!!” And all the dead screamed with me in agony. They are like my echo. When the queen died all of the dead mourned. I suddenly feel anger, pain, and regret all at once. Regret for setting her aside to find the person who ruined my life, anger at those who did this to her, and pain of losing the woman I love. I stop myself from seeing her. I tried to
I woke up with my nightmare that she is gone. The scene of losing her is still playing in my head. I only sleep half awake because of the pain of losing her. I don’t want to question God but I can’t stop myself from asking him why? Nobody understands what I feel right now, because the only man that I can talk to cannot hear me already. He is there but he is already gone. Like Tania. She is just there but she is gone. I wish everything will be back to normal because I will never leave her again. It is my mistake to set her aside because I didn’t know that it would hurt. If only I would die today just to be with her. I would be glad. Even killing Joper and his friends didn’t give me satisfaction. I heard her voice outside that ignited me and made me excited to see her. I stand up and look outside the window. Her smile, her voice that is captivating me. I feel like I want to hug and kiss her and make her feel how much I miss and l
“Help” The woman who lost half of her body begged me.“Take me now,” The other one said.“I don’t want to fade, I don’t want to fade” The girl cried while looking at her hands.As I walk in a line of death and life I can feel the mournings rising from the dead. Some are asking for my help and their voices echo in my ears and most are trying to grab me, ride at my back and ask me to take them to the other side. They feel that they are getting weaker every day which is why they want to cross as soon as possible. Those who died thousands of years ago already faded and turned into a ball of energy. They will remain here on earth until the judgment comes for them to be reincarnated. That is what I discovered last night. The downloaded message for me from the Father or anoth
The battle will begin today, and only one of us needs to stay and it would be me. I heard voices from above and they were all cheering. I can hear the metal screeching and It seems that they are preparing for the war. The spiritual war that will happen today. The spiritual war happened billions of years ago and will happen again now, not because we need to know who is mightier but to bring balance on earth. I need to end his ambition of being a god because he will never be one. The thunder roared and the heaven split. The angels from heaven fly down like lightning. The help is here and I am no longer outnumbered. The war between me and my brother started. While I keep an eye on Maria. I will never allow him to get Maria or else I will go back from the start of finding the ‘pride’ to finish the task. I can hear the lost souls screaming as if they are affected by what is happening. They were weeping and it seems that they know what is going
I went back to the coffee shop where I'd been with Michael before. I watched the birds picking the bread that I threw for them to eat. They are chirping and it seems that they are enjoying the bread that I gave them. I am enjoying watching them too while waiting for my coffee, I am enjoying the cloudy day. That is why I stayed outside the coffee shop to feel the cloudy weather. I am watching the busy people too because I learned a lot from what happened to me. Like, learn how to help people even they don’t remember you at the end because help doesn’t need a cause or fame. Help in silence is better it would mold your personality not your ego and money is not the important thing on earth, but true love is. Like what Tania taught me. She taught me a lot of things like happiness doesn’t need to be expensive and love requires no price. As long as you’re with the right person and you’re contented. You will be happy that n
I woke up in a tiny room without anything but a bed good for one and a sink. The door that is locked and a small window. I looked around and there was nothing. No television, no radio, just me. I am wearing white too and I am already clean, not stinky anymore. I don’t know where they imprisoned me but I know that angel is mad at me. I can feel her energy that she doesn't like me. Maybe because I won the battle that is why she imprisoned me. Her voice keeps echoing in my head telling me that it is not all real. The battle that I face, the woman that I love, the angel in disguise are not real. That I need help and she is the help because she wants to me be believe that she is a doctor. I laughed every time I remember what she told me because I know what is real and she is the one who is not telling the truth. What do they want from me? The battle is already over and it is crystal clear that I won the war. I looked around again and I know that this
“Each smile that you make, touches my heartThe thoughts of you linger in me,As I close my eyes because I don’t want to see you goAsking myself, How can you hurt me so?The laughter and kisses that we shared…Is now shattered into piecesHow could you do this to me?You left me nothing but my insanity”I closed my notebook and put my pen down. I looked around at my last glance for the home that sheltered me for nineteen years because by tomorrow I need to move with nothing but my d
My dad and I started packing our things. I only have three bags and he got one. I already sell my stuff online to have money because I am zero right now. My watches, rings, clothes, my two laptops and even the cellphones that I have are already gone. We moved to the slum area somewhere in Manila. Where the rent is cheap but the apartment was not in a good condition. It was made of a low material with only one toilet, one bedroom, and a mini living room with a mini sink beside it. I think that is a kitchen. That’s it. No table and chairs or anything. Once you open the door between the two mini windows. It will go directly to the toilet but that is fine instead of nothing. I don’t want to sleep on the street anyway and I don’t want my dad to sleep on the street too. He is too cold for that. He might not take the cold and the pollution. I looked at the ceiling to check if there was any leak but good thing there Was none. There’s w
I woke up in a tiny room without anything but a bed good for one and a sink. The door that is locked and a small window. I looked around and there was nothing. No television, no radio, just me. I am wearing white too and I am already clean, not stinky anymore. I don’t know where they imprisoned me but I know that angel is mad at me. I can feel her energy that she doesn't like me. Maybe because I won the battle that is why she imprisoned me. Her voice keeps echoing in my head telling me that it is not all real. The battle that I face, the woman that I love, the angel in disguise are not real. That I need help and she is the help because she wants to me be believe that she is a doctor. I laughed every time I remember what she told me because I know what is real and she is the one who is not telling the truth. What do they want from me? The battle is already over and it is crystal clear that I won the war. I looked around again and I know that this
I went back to the coffee shop where I'd been with Michael before. I watched the birds picking the bread that I threw for them to eat. They are chirping and it seems that they are enjoying the bread that I gave them. I am enjoying watching them too while waiting for my coffee, I am enjoying the cloudy day. That is why I stayed outside the coffee shop to feel the cloudy weather. I am watching the busy people too because I learned a lot from what happened to me. Like, learn how to help people even they don’t remember you at the end because help doesn’t need a cause or fame. Help in silence is better it would mold your personality not your ego and money is not the important thing on earth, but true love is. Like what Tania taught me. She taught me a lot of things like happiness doesn’t need to be expensive and love requires no price. As long as you’re with the right person and you’re contented. You will be happy that n
The battle will begin today, and only one of us needs to stay and it would be me. I heard voices from above and they were all cheering. I can hear the metal screeching and It seems that they are preparing for the war. The spiritual war that will happen today. The spiritual war happened billions of years ago and will happen again now, not because we need to know who is mightier but to bring balance on earth. I need to end his ambition of being a god because he will never be one. The thunder roared and the heaven split. The angels from heaven fly down like lightning. The help is here and I am no longer outnumbered. The war between me and my brother started. While I keep an eye on Maria. I will never allow him to get Maria or else I will go back from the start of finding the ‘pride’ to finish the task. I can hear the lost souls screaming as if they are affected by what is happening. They were weeping and it seems that they know what is going
“Help” The woman who lost half of her body begged me.“Take me now,” The other one said.“I don’t want to fade, I don’t want to fade” The girl cried while looking at her hands.As I walk in a line of death and life I can feel the mournings rising from the dead. Some are asking for my help and their voices echo in my ears and most are trying to grab me, ride at my back and ask me to take them to the other side. They feel that they are getting weaker every day which is why they want to cross as soon as possible. Those who died thousands of years ago already faded and turned into a ball of energy. They will remain here on earth until the judgment comes for them to be reincarnated. That is what I discovered last night. The downloaded message for me from the Father or anoth
I woke up with my nightmare that she is gone. The scene of losing her is still playing in my head. I only sleep half awake because of the pain of losing her. I don’t want to question God but I can’t stop myself from asking him why? Nobody understands what I feel right now, because the only man that I can talk to cannot hear me already. He is there but he is already gone. Like Tania. She is just there but she is gone. I wish everything will be back to normal because I will never leave her again. It is my mistake to set her aside because I didn’t know that it would hurt. If only I would die today just to be with her. I would be glad. Even killing Joper and his friends didn’t give me satisfaction. I heard her voice outside that ignited me and made me excited to see her. I stand up and look outside the window. Her smile, her voice that is captivating me. I feel like I want to hug and kiss her and make her feel how much I miss and l
“You left me,” She cried, echoing in my ears. That goes directly to my head down to my heart. I shook my head as I answered. After all, I don’t want her to think about leaving her because I never did that to her. I am always watching her from afar and if only she knew how I suffer every day that I am not with her, but what happened now is out of my control. I left her to find my ex-wife’s lover and I didn’t expect this tragedy to happen to her. To the woman that I love. I looked at her again and screamed in pain,“Ahhh!!!” And all the dead screamed with me in agony. They are like my echo. When the queen died all of the dead mourned. I suddenly feel anger, pain, and regret all at once. Regret for setting her aside to find the person who ruined my life, anger at those who did this to her, and pain of losing the woman I love. I stop myself from seeing her. I tried to
We are about to go and find her lover when I saw Tania wearing office attire that makes her look good, her beauty is shining and she looks so stunning. She has a job now and I know she got a good one. I saw Maria looking at me while I was staring at Tania. I felt jealousy from her but I pretended that I didn’t know. I ignore her jealousy and ask her about her lover’s house. Without hesitation, she told me where he lives and we went to his mansion somewhere in Aurora. Isaiah is a wealthy man. Maria said that Isaiah’s grandfather and his father are famous politicians. Maybe those who adopted him are wealthy or I am the one who is adopted. I looked at his white-painted mansion with a yellowish gold lining in each corner of the mansion that makes it look elegant. The bermudagrass is well trimmed and the flowers are wet. They were well-watered. I saw two big white cubs pass in front of us. They stopped for a moment in front of us and star
I was surprised to see Maria because I didn’t expect to see her again. She still looks the same, the hair, the body, the way she looked at me. It is still the same except for her looks. She looks a little older. It has been so long since I haven’t seen her since Tania came into my life. I never looked for her anymore. I don’t know what to say. I can’t move, I feel like I see a ghost. She came near me and smiled at me, her smile is still the same. Except for the wrinkles that are showing on her face that make her look stressed. She held my hand and I didn’t refuse. I am staring at her even though I don't feel love for her anymore. She looks me into my eyes while still wearing a smile on her face. I don’t know what her smile is for? Because seeing her again unexpectedly doesn’t make me happy.“I miss you,” She said in a cold voice and she tried to k
Tonight I will visit her. I want to stare at her face, be close to her and show her how sorry I was for causing her too much pain. I will let her know that I miss her each passing day, that she is so close and yet so far. I will hug her and make her feel that I still love her even only in her dreams. I will kiss her pain away even for a while and make her feel loved by me even for one night. I went to her room and I saw her sleeping in her nightdress. She is so beautiful. She is like a princess sleeping for a thousand years and waiting for her prince to kiss her. Her cherry lips are tempting me, her body is calling me. I sat on her bed beside her and whispered,“Hello, my majesty” I saw her smile with her eyes closed. She hugged her pillow for dreaming that it was me.“I am here now, my majesty,” I said and touched her face.