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CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Author: Nùel ĺa
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-23 01:01:16

By Eĺ ĺa

ALEX P.O.V

The knock continued on the door for the umpteenth time but I can't get to it, cause.

There I was lying on my own pool of blood with a knife stuck in my lower abdomen.

No one try to kill me. Yeah I try to, no.... am taking my own life cause I can't bear the burdens and sorrowful life. Maybe dying will put an end to my loveless life and life full with betrayals.

There is no reason for you to live when you have no one to love you back just the way you do.

I was a fool for loving. Am a fool for making wrong decisions because of love. Am a fool for letting love blind me to the point of death. And

I was just being a fool for letting my anger cloud my sense of judgement and reason.

I shouldn't have say those hurtful words to her. She don't really deserve the way I treated her all this time. She deserves someone that will love and respect her for who she is.

I whine and groaned as I drove the knife deeply into my abdomen. Blood pour out more. Tears streaming down my che
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