[ Clarissa Grey ]
Its been two weeks since I met my mate who walked away on my face.The pain of rejection becomes more stronger and unbearable with passing moments but I have to come with the terms of living with it as he never showed up at the cafe where I saw him first,the owner of the Cafe, the old lady told me once that he is her regular customer and visits often but he didn't come in last fifteen days,which means only one thing-
He is avoiding to come across me.
Mia confined herself in self mourning since that moment.She had been nudging me to search for our mate but my high self esteem stopped me to go after him when he doesn't want us anywhere around him.
I even don't know a thing about him except his name and he is one of the richest man in the state,thats it.
I got my job at Elliot's Heritage Hotel one day after the interview so I took the opportunity immediately now for two reasons;my family needs the finacial aid and my wolf deserves a distraction from the pain and anger caused by him.
It was a usual day at work,I got my lunch break and decided to grab a simple sandwich and coffee rather than a proper meal as I have to prepare for the upcoming grand opening of another franchise of the hotel at Lackside area.
I have never visited that part of the area before I heard it is the residing terrotary of the most dangerous and powerful pack of werewolves and today I have gotten the chance to join the team of catering and decorations to do a final preparation as the inauguration ceremony is tomorrow.
"Clarissa Thank God I found you here or the Boss would have killed me,"Derek,my colleague and a good friend come running and stopped at the front of my table.
"Why Mr. Elliot wants to see me?"I arch my brow at him for an explanation as in these two weeks,I wasn't summoned by Jason Elliot but why today.
Dread creeps its way to my heart.I fear of being fired but somehow I maintain a straight face to hide my uneasiness from sharp eyes of Derek.
"I don't know Candy,he just dropped a message on my phone that he wanted me to send you in his cabin so I guess you should be heading there right now."He says glancing at his wrist watch.
I stuffed the last bite of my sandwich and hurriedly collected my stuffs from the table as I don't want to piss off my boss for reaching late at his urgently summon.
"Candy wait-"Derek stops me coming in front of me,his usual jolly expressions replaced by a serious look.
"Don't tell me that he calls me to hand me over my termination letter?"I narrow my eyes at him though it came out like a joke,I meant it.
"No Candy I don't think so he wants to loose a dedicated young talent like you.I want to talk about his friend,"He licks his lips nervously.
"What is wrong with his friend and how he supposed to effect me?"I ask with furrowed brows.
"You don't know Candy.He is not someone he looks like.He is a horrible person,try not to come across him.He doesn't think twice before destroying someone's life if they do a mistake in front of him.I saw him going inside the cabin of Mr. Elliot when I was passing by there."He says and the way concern flicker over his face,I don't feel right about this mysterious friend of Mr. Jason Elliot.
"Okay I'll keep in my mind Derek don't worry.I'll see you after work."I wave at him and quickly make my way to Mr. Elliot's private cabin.
As I step closer towards his office,the familiar smell of the scent,I have been trying to avoid becomes stronger.
"Our mate is here.I can feel his presence."Mia perks up her ears getting over excited but my heartbeats quickens as soon as I hear her words.
He is here which means I have to face him no matter how badly I want to run far away from him if he doesn't want to accept me.
Stopping at the doorstep of his cabin to calm down my nerves before knocking on the wooden door.He is with Mr. Elliot on the other side of the door.I can feel his strong smell sending Mia on edge.
"Come lets face our mate.His wolf is already calling for me."Mia nudge me.
I knock softly on the door and the next second I heard Mr. Elliot's permission to enter inside,there my eyes landed on his handsome yet stoic face.
His eyes,a rare shade of grey and red dilated at my direction,his sharp jaw clenched as his gaze stuck on me.I can't help myself from drawing towards him,call it the mate bond or heavenly made match,each cell inside me screams to claim our mate right there.It seems wolf wants to break out of him by his body tensed up.
"Baby I think we should leave now,right Jason?"A female voice break our staring session.I look away to hide the blush on my cheeks
For the first time since I enter in the room,I realise that there are two more persons other than us in the same space and one of them is my boss.
She throws me a bored look and goes towards Trevor.My heart clench inside my rib cage seeing their intimacy as he let her sit on his thighs and the shameless bitch place her butts on his lap circling her arms around his neck.
How he allow another woman close to him when his mate is standing right in front of him?They aren't mates,she knows it,more importantly he knows it.
Anger and hurt stirred inside my heart.I feel my legs giving up there when suddenly he stand up while helping her to balance on her heels.
Bitch needs a babysitter.
"I'll see you later."Tervor nods at Mr. Elliot who is in some other world.
Without sparing a glance at me,he walk past me followed by his porcelain doll.
"Sir you called me."I look at Mr. Elliot washing all the emotions' trace from my face.I work here and it needs professionalism no matter how badly your mate bond is pulling you to your mate.
Mr. Elliot who was in some other world looks at me.
"Oh yes Violet actually I am personally inviting all my staffs for the grand opening of our new branch so you have to come to the party,it's no work party just enjoy yourself."He says with a huge smile.
"Thanks Sir I'll definitely come."I reciporacte the gesture.
"You can bring a date with yourself if you want."He added resulting me to cough by his unexpected words.
"Oh no Sir I don't have a date.I'll be on myself."I reply hesitantly.
"Its your wish then but the presence is mandatory.It is a very big day for me and my family."He says.
"I will definitely come Sir."
[ Clarissa Grey ]I retired to my house after the eventful day ended.I could feel my heart being thrown under bulldozer whenever the image of my mate with another woman flashed through my mind.Mia howls in agony so to give her some peace of mind,I decided to go for a run in the nearby forest area once the night rolls on.I hate the urban life,its not our natural habitate to live with ordinary humans but being a rogue,we aren't welcomed warmly by any other pack,most of them see us as a threat for themselves.I,myself escaped death many times when I and my mother wandered through the forests to find shelter,so having no other choice left to survive,we decided to settle down in the city of New York.I called my mom in my way out of the city to inform her that I won't be coming for dinner so she should have her meal and rest,for our luck,my step father Willie also had a night shift which means-a peaceful sleep for my Mom.I always crave for the love of family and protective members of
[ Clarissa Grey ]I stare at the girl in the mirror,who is me to ensure I look presentable and fit for a high social class party.I wear a bottle green colored dress with sparkles,it is a descent dress covering my body till knees and puffed full sleeves to hide the old scars on my forearms,a result of last week's beating.I bought this dress years ago with my savings but never got a chance to wear it so having nothing to wear for a big party,I thought it will work."You look pretty my baby."Mom's happy squal brings me back in the present.I check my side profile to convince my low confidence about dressing like a real lady."Do you really think so?"I arch my right brow at her for more clearance.She walks upto to me holding a box in her hands.I never saw it before in her handful personal stuffs so I look down at it suspiciously."This is for you.I want you to wear it tonight Clar."She placed the square brass box with beautiful carving on the dressing table and open it.She picks out a
[ Clarissa Grey ]Suddenly the door fly open and Trevor walk out in his powerful aura.His eyes snap at me whereas I fail to react on his intense gaze upon me.His stormy grey eyes reflect anger and remorse but why.A sudden chill run down my spine.I forget his betrayal on our mate bond and I can't help myself from staring at his devilishly handsome features."Miss I was looki-"The staff woman come running there but paused in her mid sentence when her gaze fall on him."I am sorry Alpha.I didn't know she come here."She bows her trembling figure in front of him.An Alpha!My mate is an Alpha male!It breaks my heart more because a male alpha is the most possessive creature on the earth for their female mates."You're fired."His voice boomed in the empty corridor,"I don't want to see your face tomorrow,neither here nor at pack house Lyla."He adds and storms out,the whiff of his scent mixed in another women's smell fills my nostrills."This is what happen when you defy your master,you l
[ Trevor Sherwood ]"The little rogues are more frequent near our borders,I fear they are upto something big.Well that's what the report says.Last night our petrol team sniffed a rogue's scent at our mountain borders."Gamma Brandon sighs while I read the paper work of our upcoming meeting with Alaskan packs of werewolves.There are five of them,fighting among themselves over the barren,ice covered lands.Pathetic foolish wolves.But right now a new crisis has emerged out of nowhere.Some rogues tried to sneak into our terroteries.It rarely happens when someone tries to come near us,The Lackside Pack,at least since I take up the position of Alpha."I don't appoint you and Jason to report me every damm thing like some kindergarten kids.Grow up Brandon.I have already too much on my platter so it means its your and Jason's responsibility to deal with cheap shits."I barked on him as my patience run low since I spotted her at the doorstep of hotel room.Its only an hour but Zade isn't letti
[ Clarissa Grey ]I don't realise when time fly,the party is almost on its end.Most of the human guests had already left around eleven in the night.I should have also taken my departure but Mia and her parents aren't letting me go.I have a strange feeling that they are intentionally trying to expand my stay but I must go back as its almost one in mid night and poor Derek has to stick with me.Its not like I didn't insist him to go back but he is way stubborn.He simply refused saying he has promised my Mom that he'd drop me back at home safely."So Clarissa tell us something about your family?"Theodora asked me and it is the subject I haven been praying to be untouched."Umm I live with my Mom and my step father,who works as a driver for some rich family in the city.My biological father died a few years ago."I tried to keep my answer brief.I am not willing to disclose about our hardships we faced because our pack refused to keep us in pack land without a bread earner."Oh I am sorr
[ Trevor Sherwood ] "Alpha where are you?Come here Old Alpha is wounded while saving the rogue wolf."One of our warrior wolf's voice echoed in my mind. My blood froze in my veins as soon as he finished.I was doing a paper work for the meeting preparation with Alaskan packs when I heard the commotion inside my head. "What the hell did you just say?"I growl at him in my Alpha tone.Its impossible,my father used to one of the best wolf warrior in America and hardly got injured during atracks. "I am sorry Alpha but it's true.We were about to kill the rogue she wolf when he came in front of her and our Gamma Brandon fell over him."His voice trembles when he narrated me the incident. "Damm just don't let anyone go near him.I am coming there in two minutes."I shut all the mind links and immediately let Zade take control over me when we shift. My mind drifted to many worse scenarios.My father is being attacked by my Gamma,one of the strongest wolf in our pack for whom...the pathetic rogu
[ Clarissa Grey ]The whole ride back to my house was unbearable both for me and Mia,specially her because our mate not just humiliated us but also made clear that he won't accept us.Why?Because I don't belong to a pack or unfit in his criteria for his Luna.Is it a blessing or curse by Goddess Moon written in my fate that I have a heartless man as my mate who isn't going to love me."We are here Clarissa."Derek's voice snaps me out of the memory of an hour ago.I controlled my tears and quickly get out of the car before Derek fires his questions at me but I think I am too late to think of it."What happened back there Clarissa?I know its something bad I can feel but I don't remember anything so would you care to explain because your tears are telling everything."Derek grabs my hand and pull us in the corridor so the residents of my building don't misunderstand us as thieves at three am in the morning."Its nothing trust me Derek and you should head back to your home now.We have h
[ Clarissa Grey ]The ride from my apartment to the place where I took an oath to never return just a few hours ago,was full of anxiety and nervousness residing inside me.I fear Trevor's anger when he sees me back at his terrotery.He clearly warns me to stay as far as possible from him and his pack but Theodora's unexpected call to meet her at their private residence sprouts many questions for me."Mam I am sorry but this is a private property of Sherwood family and no outsider person is allowed to cross it without their permission.I can drop you here."The cab driver looks back at me.I peej out of the car window and realise,the dense private forest area has begin means I am at their pack's land."Its fine I will manage from here."I pay him the fare and step down on the bricked road.The fresh natural air soothe my unstable mind.I close my eyes and prayed Goddess Luna to help me endure this last meeting with Sherwoods."What do you mean its our last visit to the Sherwoods?"Mia per
[ THIRD PERSON'S POV ]The day has finally come when Trevor's health completely healed from the wounds, the day when he is going to address his pack which has been hanging on the loose cord of insecurity and constant fear of an invasion."You look stunning in this blue tuxedo, Alpha." Jason compliments him as he get ready for the big event.The pack has no idea of his recovery as his family keeps it a secret for his own safety while Clarissa did her best to run the pack like him, having sleepless nights and hectic days. They haven't talked properly except some pack related topics since the moment Zade woke up from his coma which makes Trevor restless."Where's is everyone?" Trevor asks him but his eyes are impatient to have a glimpse of his mate."Mom, Dad and Thea have already reached at the meeting hall and Brandon is waiting for us in the living area."Jason replies deliberately not mentioning Clarissa. He can see the changed behavior of his friend."Where's the Luna? She must mark
[ Clarissa Gray Sherwood ]"Do you believe that they won't upsurge again?"Thomas asks me as soon as we walk inside the waiting room of the hospital."Do you have an alternative plan to deal with this family feud.I mean your nephew wants to challenge your son's inheritance?"I reply with a question which has been playing with my cords.He looks away from me,"I am not framing you child but I don't think they would surrender under the rule of a female leader, a rogue I must say."He walks to the glass window which gives a view of Trevor's room but he can't see us."I know you are disappointed in me. I should never act upon my will but Trevor would definitely try to influence my decision perhaps changed my decision if I met you two in the afternoon.Please forgive me for my recklessness."I apologize to him."No please don't apologize for something you only did for my son's welfare.I wish if he could see your efforts and accept you as his true mate but he's been sulking over that human witch.
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ] [ Clarissa Grayson Sherwood ] "Luna, the pack wants you to inform them about our Alpha's current health condition."Brandon's voice brings me back in the reality from my reverie. I don't realize that I have been dwelling in the last few days' events.My husband lost his ability to walk, his wolf isn't connecting with him or with me.It isn't good, not for him nor for anyone. "Can't we delay it for next twenty four hours?"I asked him in a low voice. He stared at me sympathetically, it is very strange that he had respect for a rogue. It's not acceptable in most of the packs,a rogue among the pack members let alone a Luna. "I am sorry Luna but we can't avoid them anymore. Alpha's cousin is trying to spread rumors against the Alpha fo secure his claim on the future Alpha's position."He said with lowered head. "What kind of rumors exactly?"I frowned. "That..that he isn't capable of handling the Alpha's duties anymore nor he can provide an heir to this pack."H
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]Two days, it's been two days since he gained his senses.He met everyone, even the lowest rank wolves, who came to offer their well wishes to their Alpha but he doesn't allow me to see him.Whenever I ask doctors or nurses to let me go inside and see him ,they give a plenty of excuses .I know Trevor instructed them to keep me away from him and it pains both I and Mia.Mia is over the edges as she can't connect to Zade,it breaks both of us but we're helpless in this situation.Right now, I am sitting outside the ward room of Trevor so I can feel at ease by this closeness when I hear something shattering from inside followed by Trevor's growl.Currently, the doctors, his parents and Jason are inside. Theodora asked me to stay here when I was planning to go back to the pack house. Their faces had a grim expression. Something isn't right with Trevor's condition, I have this gut feeling stirring in my heart."It's bullshit, I am absolutely fine and able to run the
[ Trevor Sherwood ]Every single muscle in my body hurts like I fell off from a cliff and broken half of my two hundred six bones.I try to move my body but I can't as I feel my legs and hands heavy.Am I dead?No, I can't be dead, there's no way I can be in this much pain if I was in the abode of Goddess Moon.I try to shift my weight again but it doesn't move.My eyes are still closed but I can hear people whispering to one another.I can hear the beeping sound of a machine.Am I in a hospital because as far as I remember, I try to save a biker and hit the divider. My body was crushed in the car and rest goes in blank.Remembering of the accident, my heartbeats accelerate."Zade, can you hear me?" I try to connect with Zade who doesn't response."Zade, can yoy hear me? "I repeate again with a fear creeping it's way to my heart. I can't bear to loose my wolf, my other half or I'd be leaving a life worse than of an Omega."Trev..vor.."After a minute or two I hear him,his voice is weak
[ Clarissa Grey ]"It's mate, Clar.I can feel that he is in some kind of trouble.I can't connect with Zade.Please try to mind link with him." Mia ,for the uncountable time pokes me from inside and for some strange reason I also feel uneasy.My mind link is also blocked by him means I can't connect with him to make sure that he's okay.I don't even have his phone number.I feel totally helpless, caged in his house.It's almost eleven in the night."Call his parents or his sister and ask them if they know where's our mate because as far as our pain indicates,he was with his human slut."Mia says again and her words reminds me of the pain I felt a while ago.He was intimate with Charlotte.He degraded our mate bond,it's a sin in the eyes of our law, that's why he chose to stay in the city.I debate with my heart and mind and finally my heart wins over my pride and mind.I grab my phone and dial Thea as Jason knows about Trevor and his whereabouts.She picks up after a few rings."Hey, Clariss
[ Trevor Sherwood ]"You mean that you fucked her?"Charlotte's red painted lips tremble in fury," You let your wolf take over you and fucked that whore."She banges her fist on the table gathering unwanted attention on us."My patience is running very thin so better tell her to keeping her guttery mouth shut or I don't know what I am going to do with her carcass once we walk out of this place." Zade growled.I feel torn apart for having two different lives and now it's taking a toll over me."Char, you're making a scene over here. Please calm down and let's talk in a private place."I warn her in a low whisper."You want to justify your fucking lust on the name of a fucking animal bond."She rolls her eyes dramatically. I want to laugh on her childish act as I was clear since the beginning of our affair that it's purely based on sex."Let's not go there, Char.You don't know anything about it so keep your nose out of my personal life."I glare at her with my black eyes.A wave of terror
[ Trevor Sherwood ]I felt like a complete moron who crossed his limits first time in his life.I forced myself on a woman.I fucked numerous women but not until they're willing to submit to me."There is no use to cry over the split milk Trevor, you hurt her to no extent.Her wolf isn't talking to me.Its all your fault and mark my words man that if...if our mate distanced herself from us, I'd rip your whore in shreds." Zade growled inside my head.For the first time I had no words to counter back at his accusation but the conditions put by the Alpha king Zurus made me loose my sanity.His words kept resonating in my head along with her crying face when she begged me to spare her life.I rubbed my temples to ease the increasing headache in my head as I leaned on the chair of my office.I dropped her at my house in the pack and directly came to my office to clear my head off from the pack and Clarissa related stuffs."May I ease your tension, love?"Charlotte's seductive voice floats in
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]I keep running in the thick woods not caring for my paws which have twigs stuck and the wounds bleed but I don't care as the bleeding in my heart by my mate's hatred and opinion shoots burning pain in my chest.I halted on the cliff from where the gap between death and life is very thin,one more step and I'd find my salvation from this miserable life.He only wants to mate with me for a child!He made it clear three times last night as he fucked me roughly unleashing his beast on me whereas I laid there like a prey animal on the mercy of his predator,for the first time,Mia too felt the pain inflicted upon us by our mate. It is a horrible experience for both of us and despite of being excited to bear a child of my one,I pray the Moon Goddess to keep my womb barren.I can't have a constant reminder of his torment growing to become another replica of him.I know he'd train his son to become like him and hate his mother for being a rogue and unwanted mate of his