SOREN
I dropped the towel I used to clean my hair in the laundry basket and made my way to the balcony. It had been hours since I watched Amii stormed off, walking past me and Ivannah without sparing a glance in my direction.
I saw a little glimpse of her expression and I had not been able to get it out of my head. I didn’t know if I was exaggerating by assuming it was because she saw me with Ivannah. She always had an expression like I betrayed her anytime she saw me with her sister.
Koa entered my bedroom and paused when he saw the worried expression on my face. “What’s up with that look on your face?” he asked, coming to sit beside me in the balcony.
I eyed Koa, contemplating whether I should tell him what’s on my mind. Koa had always been the mature one among my friends. He always listened and never judged.
“What do you think about mates?” I asked with an apprehensive tone.
I watched as his expression changed to surprise and I didn’t blame him. Mates was not a topic we discussed if it wasn’t in a classroom.
And I couldn’t stop that nagging at the back of my head that held the delusional thought that Amira could be my mate.
Ridiculous. I know. It was as though I was going mad but no matter how hard I tried to think of why she had red streaks in her hair, why she was the only one who was able to calm me down or why she was the only puzzle in my life that fit? I had no answers except that.
Koa studied me for a few minutes or seconds before leaning back in his seat with a shrug. “Honestly, I have no answer to your question since I’ve never experienced what it means to have a mate and we won’t ever except the goddess changes her mind but it’s been 300 hundred years so I doubt that will happen”
“Forget it” I sighed dejectedly. Of course, he wouldn’t have any opinions. Koa was the practical one.
“Is this about Amira?” he asked, making me jerk but keeping my surprise as subtle as I could “Do you think she is your mate? Is that why you’ve been off lately?”
“What are you talking about?” I tried to deny the accusations but the look in his eyes told me he knew that was the exact thought that I had.
“Don’t try to deny it, Soren. With the way you’ve been acting, it’s easy to figure out why” he pointed out and I raised a brow in confusion.
“What do you mean? I haven’t been acting different” I told him with a frown.
Koa scoffed and turned so his entire body was facing me “You wouldn’t have noticed but you’ve been extra annoying when it comes to Amira. Your protectiveness is worse, you lash out more because of how the alpha talks down on her”
I scoffed as well “I’ve always argued with my dad when it concerns Amii. That’s nothing new”
“What about last week at school? You almost took that junior’s head off when he tried to talk to her. You’ve been watching him watch her and you stopped him from asking her out on a date”
I bit my lips and leaned back in my chair. I hadn’t known anyone would notice that. It was a habit that I developed without knowing. I found myself watching Amii more often lately and her surrounding.
I watched the people around her and that was how I was able to fish out anyone looking at her with heart eyes and stop whatever thoughts they may have had towards her. She was mine.
“He wasn’t a good person” I answered curtly.
“And you are?” he scoffed. “Amii would have to get mated one day so you can’t keep pushing everyone who comes close to her. You would also be mated to Ivannah, or have you forgotten?”
“Why are you here?” I asked him, brushing off whatever he had to say because it was a discussion I was not ready to have and would probably never.
“You can ignore it as much as you want but you can’t prevent it” he said like the annoying fucker he was.
“What brings you here?” I asked, once again ignoring his words.
“Your dad wants to see you. He has been trying to get you through the mind link, but you blocked him out”
“And he will remain locked out of my head until he decides to learn how to address Amii properly” I snarled as I felt all the anger towards him resurfaced just as the thoughts of what he had called her earlier.
“It’s useless to keep fighting the alpha on that matter, So. You know how your father is. We grew up watching him and you know he will never change his opinion of Amii. The only thing she can continue to do is prove him wrong”
“It doesn’t mean I have to tolerate it and I won’t. What does he even want to talk to me about because I have nothing to say to him”
“I have a feeling it’s about the sparring and how you almost lost control earlier. He must have gone through Sparta’s CCTV and saw it”
“Fuck” I cussed, while running my hands through my hair. If there was one person capable of both frustrating me and draining me out, it was that man.
“I know” Koa shared my sentiment. If that was what my father was calling me for, he was going to spend the rest of the day repeating the same lectures I’ve heard from him countless times.
“He better not say a bad word about Amira” I grumbled, getting up to grab the shirt on my bed as I made my way out of the room to find my father.
“That’s like saying mates existed” Koa scoffed, and I glared at him for making a reference to what we had discussed earlier.
“Fuck you”
“Just don’t fight with him for Amii’s sake, it will only make things worse for her”
AMIRA“Just one more” I urged as I pulled out my history note to complete the last assignment that was due in three days. I always liked to get them done before the deadline because it ensured I did them to the best of my ability instead of doing them at thelast minute and ending up with a B or C like Ruelle.My bedroom door opened without any prior knock and before I could smell the person, I knew it was Ivannah. I braced myself forwhatever it was she had to complain about this time because that was all she ever did when we were in a space together.“What do you want? I’m busy” I told her without lifting my head from my book as I pretended to do my assignment.Ivannah said nothing as she came to stand beside my table. Instead, she slammed her phone on my book where a video was playing. “What the fuck, Amira?” she yelled, and I winced at how loud
SOREN“Let’s meet up later” Koa said just as we reached my parent’s wing of the pack house.“Sure” I replied and waited for him to walk away before making my way to my parent’s chamber.I felt a sense of relief when I saw my mother waiting along with my dad. At least, it would be easier to stop myself from doing something Ami wouldn’t approve of.“Behave Soren” Mom warned through our private mind link as I approached them. They were both seated on the table in the middle of the room.I observed my father with a glare similar to the one on his face and knew there was no way this was going to be a peaceful conversation.“Tell your husband to behave as well” I huffed in the mind link as I took a seat in front of them.Mom rolled her eyes “Watch your answers. For Am
AMIRAI kept looking at the door the entire time the lecture went on and I could tell the teacher was frustrated with me already. She kept calling to get my attention anytime she saw me staring at the door but I couldn’t help myself.“Give it up, Ami. I doubt he’s coming” Ruelle told me with a small voice in the mind link and my head snapped to the back to meet her looking at me with a knowing gaze.“Did something happen that I’m not aware of? I can’t even reach him through the mind link” I opened up the mind link a little bit more so Koa and Rune could talk as well.Soren had disappeared since yesterday. I didn’t think much about it yesterday when he didn’t come for our usual evening runs but he hasn’t attended any of his classes today and we shared all our classes so I know he was skipping all.“The Alpha c
SORENMy birthday is coming closer with just five days until I transform into a wolf that would decide my future.Just like you guessed, it had placed me on edge. There was no settling down or calming my nerves and my emotions were all over the place.Just like this very moment where my eyes kept trailing Amira as she moved across the field, interacting with our fellow teen wolves as they played a game of football.Football with teen wolves was the same as the ones played by humans except ours is a little more violent. A human would definitely end up in a coma if they attempted to play with us and let’s not forget that some of the rules of the humans don’t apply here.“You are staring again” Koa commented. He had opted out of the game as well like I did, claiming he didn’t feel like playing but we both knew it was just an excuse to say the full moon
AMIRA I was taking my daily night run around the pack alone. I usually did it with Soren but he had not been joining me lately. Infact, he had not been joining any pack activities and I wanted to question him about it but at the same time, I wanted to wait till he decided to tell me what was on his mind by himself. Twenty minutes into my run, I was surprised when Soren joined me. “Surprise” he said cheekily when I stopped running to look at him with surprise. “I thought you wouldn’t be joining me” I said with a huff before I continued to run and he joined me. “I know I’ve been a little busy these days” “Try that again” I scoffed, calling out his bluff immediately. We both knew he hadn’t been busy but he had been actively trying to avoid me and everyone else that wanted to ask him what he had been going through. “Fine. I was avoiding everyone but it was because I wasn’t ready to talk” he confessed. “And you are now?” I asked, coming to another stop and staring at him with a ho
SORENIt was pretty late by the time Amira and I made our way back to the pack. It was very quiet now as most of the pack members had retired for the night.“We spent a lot of time up there” Amira commented with a small chuckle as we approached the pack house.We hadn’t passed any pack members that wasn’t on the patrol team yet. I knew my mother would be worrying and sure that Noah was pacing since Amira was still outside.We hadn’t intended to stay out this late but we had gotten caught up in talking about childhood memories that we lost track of time.It wasn’t until we overheard the border patrol switching shifts that we realized how late it was.“I know right?” I said with a smile of my own “Noah must be pacing. Has he tried to contact you? My mom has been trying to reach me through the mind link. I left my phone at home too” I said with a snicker as I could feel my mom probing at the wall, I had put up in my mind link.“I’m leaving” Amira said with a dark tone. I turned to her to
AMIRAI had lost count of how many times I had sighed in the last ten minutes. It was time to water Dad’s plants, a task that shouldn’t take me more than a few minutes, but I’d been crouched in the middle of the small garden for almost an hour, unable to do anything.“What is wrong with me?” I muttered angrily as I plopped onto the floor instead of standing up and getting some work done.It wasn’t as though I had no idea of what was wrong with me. I knew but I hated that it was such an issue that wasn’t letting me get any work done.I couldn’t get the image of Ivannah and Soren hugging out of my head. I was so jealous even when I knew I had no right to be but I couldn’t help it.I promised myself that I wouldn’t turn back after I walked away last night, but I couldn’t stop myself from turning back at the last minut
AMIRAI locked myself in my room and buried my head in my books. I decided to study so I could take my mind off everything that’s been bothering me lately.There was a knock on the door, breaking my concentration and I looked up from the pages of my book for the first time in over an hour.“Come in” I called and twisted in my seat so I was facing the door which allowed me to see who was coming in more easily.Koi entered with a cheeky grin on his face and I knew he was up to no good.“I’m not going to be one of your victims today. I have to study” I groaned playfully, eyeing the hand that was hidden behind his back.“I promise I’m not here to pull tricks” he chuckled, glancing towards the opened books on my table. “Studying?”“Yes” I whined, before closing the opened book, knowing that there was no way I was going to get any more work done with Koa here. “I had nothing else to do”“Ami, I’m sure you are the only one in the entire pack who studies when they are bored” he chuckled, taki
AMIRAHas the land outside the borders always been this quiet? Each step further away from the felt heavier than the previous step. The strain on my body and heart was painful and I wanted nothing more than to turn back. When we had gone to save Lucas, my body didn’t feel as heavy and reluctant as it did. It must be because it knew we weren’t abandoning our home. “Dad would be so heartbroken”I whispered to myself as my vision turned blurry with the unshed tears that had welled up in my eyes.I turned back to the barely visible borders and saw that Valeria had disappeared.The hairs at the back of my neck stood up suddenly as an eerie feeling engulfed me. Danger screamed at me to run but where was I even running to?A low growl had me halting my steps. I knew that growl and it was not just an ordinary rogue. The dark ones.“Fuck” I cussed as I dropped to the floor beside the nearby tree to hide. My vision wasn’t as good as Koa’s but I could still see the forest a little bit. The
AMIRA My world was ending, and I couldn’t breathe. Each item I took and stuffed inside the bag I would be taking with me weighed a thousand more than they should. If someone had told me three weeks ago that by the end of the month, I would have a mate, be pregnant, and abandoning my mate and the pack I knew as home, I would wish the goddess' deadliest curse on the person. I was desperate for it to be a dream. I was foolishly hoping that someone would wake me up and tell me that it was all a dream and that I didn’t need to leave so I was stalling. “Are you stalling? No one is coming to save you, and dragging out the time won’t change anything.” Valeria's snide voice broke me out of my thoughts, forcing me into the painful reminder of my brutal reality.A harsh truth I was constantly reminded of without her help by the ache in my chest. The pain that I knew belonged to Soren. I dropped the shirt I had been holding and whirled around to face her, irritated and mocked by her smug exp
I lingered in the pack hallways after Koa had told me that Soren had been summoned by his parents and the worry that had been looming over my head doubled.I didn’t dare to go in search of Soren because I knew that I may not be able to stomach more of Alpha Alistair’s words should he still be spewing the harshest words about his hatred to his son.It made me wonder if Soren would hear those words and how he would react? I worried for him and prayed that the anger he had never been able to control without me didn’t get the best of him just as I worried what the Alpha called him in for.I don’t know how long I stayed in the pack house before I saw Soren storming his way out of the building like a wolf on fire.I didn’t need to be close to him to feel the rage from him and the way the pack members scrambled out of his way was enough proof that he had fought with his parents again and deep down I knew it must have been about me.I hated that the strain between Soren and his father was bec
SORENI could feel my blood boiling as I stormed out of the room and the door shut behind me with a loud bang, startling the people who had been passing in front of the room I had just stepped out from.“How dare he threaten Amira” I howled in my head. I was so close to snapping his head off but I had to hold back.My entire being itched with hunger to hurt him and make him regret his words for thinking he could hurt Amira and get away with it. I was itching for blood and I needed to get away from him before I would make choices I may or may not end up regretting.“Ripping the door off its hinges would not stop the mating between you and Ivannah. You have no choice” My father’s mocking tone invaded my head through the mind link I had subconsciously let down.“Fuck you” I growled, not giving a fuck about the consequences before forcefully pushing him out of my head and putting up a wall before he could give me a reply. 'I hated the bastard as much as I developed a hatred for the pack
SOREN“I’ll see you later,” I told Koa when we got to the entrance of the pack house. He had come to find me on the roof where I had disappeared to think.I had tried reaching out to Amira before I closed my mind link to tell her where I was in case she came searching for me but I couldn’t so I assumed she must be busy and may not come to the pack house soon.“You won’t tell me what is making you worry but I won’t pry any further. Just know that I am here for you man” he told me with a clasp of my shoulder.I patted his hand on my shoulder with an appreciative smile “It’s nothing I can’t handle. Thanks, man”“See you later then” he said and left the pack house to Sparta. He had training with the war master.I watched him disappear before going in search of my parents. I didn’t want to see them, but they had summoned me and said it was important. I knew Ivannah must have told them about me not wanting to continue the mating with her.Ivannah was wrong if she thought crying to my parent
AMIRA“Have you seen Soren?” I asked, stopping the first person I met as soon as I got to the pack house. I tried contacting Soren through the mind link, but he had blocked everyone out and it made me worry.With everything that had happened lately, I was paranoid and Soren blocking everyone out was not a good sign to me. I wondered if he talked to his parents, and they disagreed like my dad had but I doubted it.“I saw him going to the roof about thirty minutes ago, but I don’t know if he is still there” he answered.“Thank you” I told him and turned in the direction of the hallway that led to the stairs that would take me to the roof.My worry intensified because Soren barely went to the pack house roof. He only went there when the thoughts in his head got too much to handle or when he was very mad.Strangely, I couldn’t feel him like I did before, and it scared me. I was getting paranoid, and I itched to see him as soon as possible. It felt like I would only be able to calm down wh
AMIRAI dragged Rulle further away from the house. I was fuming with rage but at the same time overwhelmed with fear. I hated Valeria and at this moment, I hated my father for bringing her into our lives.How could she do this to me? Who gave her the right to come into my life and ruin it with her ambitions? How dare she and her daughter treat me like the outsider and the thief when they were the ones greedy for what never belonged to them?Tears clouded my eyes, but I fought them back. If I cried then I would need to explain to Ruelle why I was crying and I wasn’t ready to tell her about it yet, at least not until I had made my decision on what I wanted to do.I felt Ruelle try to probe through my thoughts and quickly put a shield on my mind link, blocking everyone else from reaching me. I couldn’t risk letting anyone else near my thoughts.Ruelle halted her steps and made me stop walking as well. She turned me so I was facing her, and I masked the emotions I had been letting run wil
AMIRAMy legs were so heavy as I dragged them tirelessly back home. Inara’s words were like a heavy weight on my chest, making it almost impossible for me to breathe.There was a strong urge to place my hands against my belly but I was too conscious that people might suspect the truth I desperately wanted to hide for now.I was pregnant.I was 18, had just gotten a mate for the first time in werewolf history in over a century, was without a wolf, and was pregnant.I suddenly wanted to throw up as fear consumed me. Everything was happening too fast and it felt like my life was going down a negative spiral.Turning 18 should have been the point where my life started to steer in the direction of my carefully planned future.It wasn’t supposed to be a time when everything went wrong, and I had no answer or idea of what I had to do to save myself from events that were threatening to tear the life I knew apart.“What do I do?” I whispered to myself as tears clouded my eyes but I willed them
AMIRAI woke up with a foggy mind. I couldn’t even say I woke up since I wasn’t able to sleep a wink last night.The entire night my head was filled with thoughts and worries of everything that transpire the day before.From my argument with Dad to Valeria’s threats and to Soren’s promise to make sure everything would go right in for us.I was plagued with doubt, worry and fear and I had no idea what I needed to do to get out of this dump I was in.I could also not tell anyone. Not even Ruelle or Koa even though they might have some good advice for me but I couldn’t risk it.“I feel so sick” I groaned and curled into myself.My body and my head ached and I had no energy to even get up from my bed.“Everything is going so wrong. I don’t have my wolf, I found my mate and now that might not even work out. Does the moon goddess hate me?” I whispered.If I had my wolf, maybe they would have been able to tell me what to do, but now I was stuck, alone, and tired.My stomach churned, and I st