SOREN
I dropped the towel I used to clean my hair in the laundry basket and made my way to the balcony. It had been hours since I watched Amii stormed off, walking past me and Ivannah without sparing a glance in my direction.
I saw a little glimpse of her expression and I had not been able to get it out of my head. I didn’t know if I was exaggerating by assuming it was because she saw me with Ivannah. She always had an expression like I betrayed her anytime she saw me with her sister.
Koa entered my bedroom and paused when he saw the worried expression on my face. “What’s up with that look on your face?” he asked, coming to sit beside me in the balcony.
I eyed Koa, contemplating whether I should tell him what’s on my mind. Koa had always been the mature one among my friends. He always listened and never judged.
“What do you think about mates?” I asked with an apprehensive tone.
I watched as his expression changed to surprise and I didn’t blame him. Mates was not a topic we discussed if it wasn’t in a classroom.
And I couldn’t stop that nagging at the back of my head that held the delusional thought that Amira could be my mate.
Ridiculous. I know. It was as though I was going mad but no matter how hard I tried to think of why she had red streaks in her hair, why she was the only one who was able to calm me down or why she was the only puzzle in my life that fit? I had no answers except that.
Koa studied me for a few minutes or seconds before leaning back in his seat with a shrug. “Honestly, I have no answer to your question since I’ve never experienced what it means to have a mate and we won’t ever except the goddess changes her mind but it’s been 300 hundred years so I doubt that will happen”
“Forget it” I sighed dejectedly. Of course, he wouldn’t have any opinions. Koa was the practical one.
“Is this about Amira?” he asked, making me jerk but keeping my surprise as subtle as I could “Do you think she is your mate? Is that why you’ve been off lately?”
“What are you talking about?” I tried to deny the accusations but the look in his eyes told me he knew that was the exact thought that I had.
“Don’t try to deny it, Soren. With the way you’ve been acting, it’s easy to figure out why” he pointed out and I raised a brow in confusion.
“What do you mean? I haven’t been acting different” I told him with a frown.
Koa scoffed and turned so his entire body was facing me “You wouldn’t have noticed but you’ve been extra annoying when it comes to Amira. Your protectiveness is worse, you lash out more because of how the alpha talks down on her”
I scoffed as well “I’ve always argued with my dad when it concerns Amii. That’s nothing new”
“What about last week at school? You almost took that junior’s head off when he tried to talk to her. You’ve been watching him watch her and you stopped him from asking her out on a date”
I bit my lips and leaned back in my chair. I hadn’t known anyone would notice that. It was a habit that I developed without knowing. I found myself watching Amii more often lately and her surrounding.
I watched the people around her and that was how I was able to fish out anyone looking at her with heart eyes and stop whatever thoughts they may have had towards her. She was mine.
“He wasn’t a good person” I answered curtly.
“And you are?” he scoffed. “Amii would have to get mated one day so you can’t keep pushing everyone who comes close to her. You would also be mated to Ivannah, or have you forgotten?”
“Why are you here?” I asked him, brushing off whatever he had to say because it was a discussion I was not ready to have and would probably never.
“You can ignore it as much as you want but you can’t prevent it” he said like the annoying fucker he was.
“What brings you here?” I asked, once again ignoring his words.
“Your dad wants to see you. He has been trying to get you through the mind link, but you blocked him out”
“And he will remain locked out of my head until he decides to learn how to address Amii properly” I snarled as I felt all the anger towards him resurfaced just as the thoughts of what he had called her earlier.
“It’s useless to keep fighting the alpha on that matter, So. You know how your father is. We grew up watching him and you know he will never change his opinion of Amii. The only thing she can continue to do is prove him wrong”
“It doesn’t mean I have to tolerate it and I won’t. What does he even want to talk to me about because I have nothing to say to him”
“I have a feeling it’s about the sparring and how you almost lost control earlier. He must have gone through Sparta’s CCTV and saw it”
“Fuck” I cussed, while running my hands through my hair. If there was one person capable of both frustrating me and draining me out, it was that man.
“I know” Koa shared my sentiment. If that was what my father was calling me for, he was going to spend the rest of the day repeating the same lectures I’ve heard from him countless times.
“He better not say a bad word about Amira” I grumbled, getting up to grab the shirt on my bed as I made my way out of the room to find my father.
“That’s like saying mates existed” Koa scoffed, and I glared at him for making a reference to what we had discussed earlier.
“Fuck you”
“Just don’t fight with him for Amii’s sake, it will only make things worse for her”
AMIRA“Just one more” I urged as I pulled out my history note to complete the last assignment that was due in three days. I always liked to get them done before the deadline because it ensured I did them to the best of my ability instead of doing them at thelast minute and ending up with a B or C like Ruelle.My bedroom door opened without any prior knock and before I could smell the person, I knew it was Ivannah. I braced myself forwhatever it was she had to complain about this time because that was all she ever did when we were in a space together.“What do you want? I’m busy” I told her without lifting my head from my book as I pretended to do my assignment.Ivannah said nothing as she came to stand beside my table. Instead, she slammed her phone on my book where a video was playing. “What the fuck, Amira?” she yelled, and I winced at how loud
SOREN“Let’s meet up later” Koa said just as we reached my parent’s wing of the pack house.“Sure” I replied and waited for him to walk away before making my way to my parent’s chamber.I felt a sense of relief when I saw my mother waiting along with my dad. At least, it would be easier to stop myself from doing something Ami wouldn’t approve of.“Behave Soren” Mom warned through our private mind link as I approached them. They were both seated on the table in the middle of the room.I observed my father with a glare similar to the one on his face and knew there was no way this was going to be a peaceful conversation.“Tell your husband to behave as well” I huffed in the mind link as I took a seat in front of them.Mom rolled her eyes “Watch your answers. For Am
AMIRAI kept looking at the door the entire time the lecture went on and I could tell the teacher was frustrated with me already. She kept calling to get my attention anytime she saw me staring at the door but I couldn’t help myself.“Give it up, Ami. I doubt he’s coming” Ruelle told me with a small voice in the mind link and my head snapped to the back to meet her looking at me with a knowing gaze.“Did something happen that I’m not aware of? I can’t even reach him through the mind link” I opened up the mind link a little bit more so Koa and Rune could talk as well.Soren had disappeared since yesterday. I didn’t think much about it yesterday when he didn’t come for our usual evening runs but he hasn’t attended any of his classes today and we shared all our classes so I know he was skipping all.“The Alpha c
SORENMy birthday is coming closer with just five days until I transform into a wolf that would decide my future.Just like you guessed, it had placed me on edge. There was no settling down or calming my nerves and my emotions were all over the place.Just like this very moment where my eyes kept trailing Amira as she moved across the field, interacting with our fellow teen wolves as they played a game of football.Football with teen wolves was the same as the ones played by humans except ours is a little more violent. A human would definitely end up in a coma if they attempted to play with us and let’s not forget that some of the rules of the humans don’t apply here.“You are staring again” Koa commented. He had opted out of the game as well like I did, claiming he didn’t feel like playing but we both knew it was just an excuse to say the full moon
AMIRA I was taking my daily night run around the pack alone. I usually did it with Soren but he had not been joining me lately. Infact, he had not been joining any pack activities and I wanted to question him about it but at the same time, I wanted to wait till he decided to tell me what was on his mind by himself. Twenty minutes into my run, I was surprised when Soren joined me. “Surprise” he said cheekily when I stopped running to look at him with surprise. “I thought you wouldn’t be joining me” I said with a huff before I continued to run and he joined me. “I know I’ve been a little busy these days” “Try that again” I scoffed, calling out his bluff immediately. We both knew he hadn’t been busy but he had been actively trying to avoid me and everyone else that wanted to ask him what he had been going through. “Fine. I was avoiding everyone but it was because I wasn’t ready to talk” he confessed. “And you are now?” I asked, coming to another stop and staring at him with a ho
SORENIt was pretty late by the time Amira and I made our way back to the pack. It was very quiet now as most of the pack members had retired for the night.“We spent a lot of time up there” Amira commented with a small chuckle as we approached the pack house.We hadn’t passed any pack members that wasn’t on the patrol team yet. I knew my mother would be worrying and sure that Noah was pacing since Amira was still outside.We hadn’t intended to stay out this late but we had gotten caught up in talking about childhood memories that we lost track of time.It wasn’t until we overheard the border patrol switching shifts that we realized how late it was.“I know right?” I said with a smile of my own “Noah must be pacing. Has he tried to contact you? My mom has been trying to reach me through the mind link. I left my phone at home too” I said with a snicker as I could feel my mom probing at the wall, I had put up in my mind link.“I’m leaving” Amira said with a dark tone. I turned to her to
AMIRAI had lost count of how many times I had sighed in the last ten minutes. It was time to water Dad’s plants, a task that shouldn’t take me more than a few minutes, but I’d been crouched in the middle of the small garden for almost an hour, unable to do anything.“What is wrong with me?” I muttered angrily as I plopped onto the floor instead of standing up and getting some work done.It wasn’t as though I had no idea of what was wrong with me. I knew but I hated that it was such an issue that wasn’t letting me get any work done.I couldn’t get the image of Ivannah and Soren hugging out of my head. I was so jealous even when I knew I had no right to be but I couldn’t help it.I promised myself that I wouldn’t turn back after I walked away last night, but I couldn’t stop myself from turning back at the last minut
AMIRAI locked myself in my room and buried my head in my books. I decided to study so I could take my mind off everything that’s been bothering me lately.There was a knock on the door, breaking my concentration and I looked up from the pages of my book for the first time in over an hour.“Come in” I called and twisted in my seat so I was facing the door which allowed me to see who was coming in more easily.Koi entered with a cheeky grin on his face and I knew he was up to no good.“I’m not going to be one of your victims today. I have to study” I groaned playfully, eyeing the hand that was hidden behind his back.“I promise I’m not here to pull tricks” he chuckled, glancing towards the opened books on my table. “Studying?”“Yes” I whined, before closing the opened book, knowing that there was no way I was going to get any more work done with Koa here. “I had nothing else to do”“Ami, I’m sure you are the only one in the entire pack who studies when they are bored” he chuckled, taki
SORENI watched Amira leave and couldn’t wipe the smile off my face as I watched her skid away. It was a pain and a joy to watch her leave.I wanted her to leave so I could properly think of what we should do next but I wanted her by my side so I could hug her all day and never leave her side.Amira was mine. I had put my mark on her and no one was ever going to take her from me.I couldn’t wipe the smile off my lips even if I tried to. I probably looked like a fool standing here in the middle of the forest with a giddy smile but I didn’t care. That was how she made me feel.When I told Amira that I knew she was mine, I wasn’t lying. I may not have realized the feelings I had for her but I had always been protective of her and that was something that was known by everyone in the pack.Even our friends had complained about how almost obsessive the way I was protective of her was but I didn’t care. I hated to see her with anyone. It was so bad that I started to have suspicions that she
AMIRAI almost didn’t want to leave Soren but the day had brightened and we had no choice but to go back home. I knew my father was already worried since I could feel him probing at the walls I had placed up in my mind link.People gave me odd stares as I skipped happily, letting occasional giggles slip past my lips. I had covered the mark with a scarf Soren had gone to look for but it didn’t stop the strong scent of Soren.As long as I stayed far from people, they wouldn’t suspect and would think I smelt of Soren because we had been together all night and no one would be suspicious since we spent a lot of time together.I was unable to contain the joy I felt at being mated to Soren. I wanted to scream it to the world or tell someone at most but I couldn’t. At least, not until Soren told me what his plan was. Right now, I just had to trust him that he knew best.I adjusted the scarf in sight when I got to the front door of the house. I prayed to the moon goddess that I would be able t
AMIRA“I can feel you” I told Soren with a soft smile playing on my lips. It was the early hours of the morning and my body burned because of how many times we’ve had sex under the moonlight. After the first time, it felt like we have become addicted and we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. I wanted to touch and kiss Soren on every inch of his skin and he felt the same way. Right now, we were tangled on the grass. I was laying on my back while Soren was sprawled over my body with his head buried in my neck as he littered soft kisses over the mark. “I feel you too, Ami” He grunted, his teeth scraping the sensitive mark he hasn’t pulled his lips from for more than a few minutes and it forced out a moan as tingle erupted on every inch of my skin causing me to shiver. The feeling we were talking about wasn’t just physical touch but it was more. It felt like Soren and I had become one. I didn’t have enough words to describe what I was feeling but I felt like Soren was a part of
AMIRASoren’s lipa tasted like heaven. He pulled me close and devoured my mouth like a man that had been starved of water for days and it made my heart clenched painfully just as I pulled him closer to my body.I needed to feel all of him. Every part of my senses was clouded with his smell, his lust, his aura. I was greedy and ready to take everything he was willing to give to me.Soren bit down on my lips hard enough to draw blood and I whimpered as the pain flooded my head. I whimpered in both pleasure and pain as his tongue plunged into my mouth.Soren kissed me with intention. He kissed me like he was claiming me, like he was putting a mark on me for all to see and the idea doubled the pleasure that had pooled in the lower half of my belly.“Amira” Soren whispered against my lips when he pulls away for a split second before claiming my lips again. My name was like a prayer on his lips.Soren kissed me with an animalistic urgency and I became lost in the pleasure that only he could
AMIRAI watched Soren walk out of the house, and his troubled expression made my heart ache, as though it were I who was troubled instead.My body pushed me to go after him against my will, but I fought against those instincts because I had issues of my own that needed to be addressed.I sighed tiredly and took one last look at him just as his figure disappeared before leaving the pack house through the back door and following the trail into the forest.My head was clouded with thoughts as I walked towards the spot where I knew no one would come and I could be alone with my troubles.In my favourite spot, there was a rock directly under the moonlight and I loved to sit there and allow my head to consume me with worries that were enough to send me to an early grave.Ivannah was the next Luna.The announcement of the alpha had finally turned my wistful wishes into what they were.Unattainable, impossible, out of reach. Just mere dreams.But Soren was mine. He was my mate. How could he t
SORENI woke up to the commotion in the pack’s mind link. It was my birthday but the pack was buzzing with so much excitement that you would think something phenomenal was happening.“Soren, are you up, birthday boy?” Rune’s voice got to me and I winced at how loud and hyper he was in the morning. He was the morning person you couldn’t help but hate with how much energy he always had in the morning.“Please leave me alone,” I told him with a lazy roll of my eyes as I remained in bed.“Nope. I can’t do that. You need to come down now or I’ll be forced to come down and get you” he threatened and that was enough to wake me up,Rune’s idea of waking me up would be either to jump on me and scream bloody murder or he would bring Ruelle and she was much worse.“Happy Birthday, Soren”
AMIRAPreparations for Soren’s birthday was in full swing and the whole pack was excited. People were gossiping about how grand Luna wanted it to be because everyone was expecting him to also get his wolf today.It also reminded me that I was still yet to ask if he had the conversation with the alpha concerning him being an elemental but we’ve been so busy that I kept forgetting to ask him about it.I sighed again for what felt like the hundredth time in the last ten minutes. I had no idea what to get Soren for his birthday.He had gotten me something so meaningful and I also wanted to get him something that would mean a lot to him but I couldn’t come up with anything.I eyed the protection necklace dad had gotten me from where it laid on my vanity set “It’s not like I could give him that”After that voice had told me to ta
AMIRAI ran into my room and slammed the door shut behind me. My heart was pounding, and now that I was alone, I could worry about what had happened earlier.The reality of my situation sank in, and panic set in as I worried about the voice, I kept hearing during the party and the overwhelming feeling that engulfed me when I touched Soren.Was the voice real? Was the overwhelming feeling that overtook me at our touch real? I had a million questions and no answer.I knew that what I felt was a mate bond. I’ve studied so much about it in history classes to understand what it felt like theoretically, but this was never supposed to happen. How do I tell anyone about this?“Is anyone listening to me? Are you real?” I asked in my head, wondering if the voice I had heard has somehow belonged to my wolf.She should be the only one who would be able to recognize our mate. I doubt it was another pack member trying to play a prank on me.When I waited for a few minutes and heard nothing in retur
32.I stumbled back from Soren, eyes wide with shock and disbelief as I looked around to see if anyone but playing a prank on us but the confused look on Soren’s face confirmed that he didn’t hear what I heard.Soren touched me and the pull I felt left me gasping for breath. It was stronger than anything I’ve ever felt with him.The feeling was so strong and overwhelming that I was almost brought to tears by how strong it was.Soren looked at me with worry and confusion “Ami, what’s wrong?” he asked, moving closer but I stumbled back away from him before he could touch me.I didn’t think I could manage if he touched me again. I shook my head and held my hand out to stop him “Nothing. I am fine”“But you’ve gone pale” he argued. I took the gift in his hands i