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I had lost count of how many times I had sighed in the last ten minutes. It was time to water Dad’s plants, a task that shouldn’t take me more than a few minutes, but I’d been crouched in the middle of the small garden for almost an hour, unable to do anything.
“What is wrong with me?” I muttered angrily as I plopped onto the floor instead of standing up and getting some work done.
It wasn’t as though I had no idea of what was wrong with me. I knew but I hated that it was such an issue that wasn’t letting me get any work done.
I couldn’t get the image of Ivannah and Soren hugging out of my head. I was so jealous even when I knew I had no right to be but I couldn’t help it.
I promised myself that I wouldn’t turn back after I walked away last night, but I couldn’t stop myself from turning back at the last minut
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AMIRA“Amira, where are you? You’ve spent over an hour there already” Dad asked through the mind link in a worried tone.“The queue is very long, dad but it’s almost my turn. I’ll be on my way home soon” I told him with a tired voice.Dad asked me to go to the major store inside town to get him some things but today was Saturday so almost every family was doing their shopping to stock their houses since the shop wasn’t open on Sundays.I couldn’t remember the last time I came here on a Sunday so I had forgotten how crowded it got and I wasn’t happy at all because I had been standing for over thirty minutes just to get to the counter so I could pay for my stuff.Mr Azariel needed to get more people working at the counters because there were not enough to hold it during the weekends.“Just hurry back. It’s almost late. You know I don’t want you to walk back here from town when its late”“I know Dad. I promise I’ll be home soon” I assured him, glancing outside the shop at the sky that wa
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SOREN“That’s amazing, Soren. You’ve cleared the stage alone and can now proceed to level 3 difficulty solo rescue mission” Elris announced once I reached the final point of the stage.I was panting with sweat dripping down my hair down to my waist. The level I had just cleared was almost impossible to do alone and in human form but I had so much anger in me lately to be let out and I channeled it into the level and managed to clear it.I found myself getting angry very easily these past few days. I knew I always had bad anger issues but recently, the littlest things were pissing me off and I was getting more worried with my birthday drawing close.Now, I kept pondering about what Ruelle said about something big happening on my birthday. I wondered if it would be me doing harm to my pack and friends.“Soren!” Amira gasped in surprise when I turned to see her stepping into the simulation room with a shocked look on her face.She glanced at the ceiling where the level was displayed with
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SORENI could feel my blood boiling as I stormed out of the room and the door shut behind me with a loud bang, startling the people who had been passing in front of the room I had just stepped out from.“How dare he threaten Amira” I howled in my head. I was so close to snapping his head off but I had to hold back.My entire being itched with hunger to hurt him and make him regret his words for thinking he could hurt Amira and get away with it. I was itching for blood and I needed to get away from him before I would make choices I may or may not end up regretting.“Ripping the door off its hinges would not stop the mating between you and Ivannah. You have no choice” My father’s mocking tone invaded my head through the mind link I had subconsciously let down.“Fuck you” I growled, not giving a fuck about the consequences before forcefully pushing him out of my head and putting up a wall before he could give me a reply. 'I hated the bastard as much as I developed a hatred for the pack
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AMIRAMy legs were so heavy as I dragged them tirelessly back home. Inara’s words were like a heavy weight on my chest, making it almost impossible for me to breathe.There was a strong urge to place my hands against my belly but I was too conscious that people might suspect the truth I desperately wanted to hide for now.I was pregnant.I was 18, had just gotten a mate for the first time in werewolf history in over a century, was without a wolf, and was pregnant.I suddenly wanted to throw up as fear consumed me. Everything was happening too fast and it felt like my life was going down a negative spiral.Turning 18 should have been the point where my life started to steer in the direction of my carefully planned future.It wasn’t supposed to be a time when everything went wrong, and I had no answer or idea of what I had to do to save myself from events that were threatening to tear the life I knew apart.“What do I do?” I whispered to myself as tears clouded my eyes but I willed them
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AMIRAI woke up with a foggy mind. I couldn’t even say I woke up since I wasn’t able to sleep a wink last night.The entire night my head was filled with thoughts and worries of everything that transpire the day before.From my argument with Dad to Valeria’s threats and to Soren’s promise to make sure everything would go right in for us.I was plagued with doubt, worry and fear and I had no idea what I needed to do to get out of this dump I was in.I could also not tell anyone. Not even Ruelle or Koa even though they might have some good advice for me but I couldn’t risk it.“I feel so sick” I groaned and curled into myself.My body and my head ached and I had no energy to even get up from my bed.“Everything is going so wrong. I don’t have my wolf, I found my mate and now that might not even work out. Does the moon goddess hate me?” I whispered.If I had my wolf, maybe they would have been able to tell me what to do, but now I was stuck, alone, and tired.My stomach churned, and I st
