AMIRA
“Amira! Amiii!” I almost dropped the plant pot in my grasp as Ruelle ran over, screaming my name like her ass was on fire.
“Ru, did you forget again that we have a sensitive hearing? I can still hear you if you whisper.” I scolded her before dropping the pot before I accidentally dropped it. My dad wouldn’t like that.
I used my pinky finger to scratch my ear as it was ringing because of how loud she was screaming. I rolled my eyes as I watched her run towards me. Even though I corrected her a billion times, she was going to do it again.
She silently screeched to a stop in front of me and placed her hands on her knees while she panted dramatically.
“What is it now?” I asked with a roll of my eyes. Ruelle was a drama queen and would always be.
“What are you still doing here?” She asked after she straightened up.
My brows shot up at her question and I pursed my lips while placing my hands on my hips “I should be the one asking you that. Why are you here when you should be getting ready for school?”
We had about twenty minutes to get to school but she had training clothes on instead.
“Amiii” she whined with a dramatic roll of her eyes. “Did you forget what today is?”
I scoffed, “What does the Zeta's team selection have to do with us missing school? Only Koa is allowed to miss school today.”
The Zeta was the defence head of our pack. Our Pack, Red Haven was the largest pack in the world which meant we needed many wolves on the defense team.
The Zeta team was divided into three sub-units. The enforces who maintained order in the pack by ensuring the pack members followed the pack laws and they were usually the largest wolves physically.
We also had the warriors who fought in wars or battles and border patrol who defended the pack borders.
Koa, our best friend, was going to be the next Zeta when we turned 18 in two weeks so he had to select the people who would be on his defence team today. The old Zeta team will still be active but most would retire as they were older now.
To pick his team, Koa would have to hold an event to test all the wolves who wanted to join his team and pick the best candidates for each division.
“You are going to be Beta, Amii. You should be there as well." Ruelle cried out, her hands going up in an exaggerated show of dramatics.
“No, I don't. You just want to check out sweaty, hot guys,” I accused, and she pouted, knowing I caught her.
“Fine” she whined, “you caught me, but that's really not the main reason you need to go. Soren and Koa are sparring, and you know what happens when Soren fights."
My eyes widened in disbelief. “Soren is fighting?”
I took off without waiting for her and she growled in annoyance behind me before running after me.
“That's one way to thank me for the information." She hissed but I ignored her and ran faster, my feet barely touching the ground as I raced across the pack towards the training facility.
Ruelle caught up with me just as I stopped at the entrance to Sparta, our training facility. Our pack was well known not just as the largest pack but also as the most technologically advanced one as well.
The training hall was one of the largest buildings in our pack. It was so advanced that we could train with technology that was able to simulate real-life scenarios to help us train as though we were on the battlefield.
“Come on, we are going to miss the fight." Ruelle pulled me inside the hall and I stumbled after her, trying not to fall on my face as we reached the hall for combat training.
The combat hall was already packed with wolves who cheered excitedly at whatever was going on in the middle of the circle they had formed around the combat ring.
We found ourselves in front and my eyes found him immediately.
Soren.
My future Alpha, my best friend, and the subject of my sinful dreams every night.
Soren moved like a god when he fought. The way his muscles rippled with every blow and how his core clenched with every hit he took was a form of art that needed to be studied. I wasn’t the only one who admired him as the crowd cheered in admiration for Soren and Koa.
“Come on, Soren” I yelled as he barely managed to dodge a blow from Koa.
Soren’s eyes found me immediately when he heard my voice, and he sent me a wink that made me giggle like a young pup with a crush.
“You both are sick. Just mate already." Ruelle groaned beside me, and I smacked her shoulder playfully in warning even though I desperately wished her words would come true.
I was going to become the Beta of the pack and Soren would pick a chosen mate to be Luna when it was time to become Alpha.
“You know it's not possible,” I told her while trying to mask the disappointment in my tone.
“It's not impossible. You both just want to keep insisting on being best friends. The elders won't be against the both of you mating” she pointed out and she was right to an extent.
The majority of the pack always made jokes about how Soren and I would have been mates if fated mates were still a thing but Soren didn’t share the same thoughts as the rest of the pack.
He was always quick to refute the claims and stop whatever jokes they came up with, so I had to learn to hide the feelings I had developed for him. I didn’t want to lose my friend because of a stupid crush.
There were no words to describe the way Soren made me feel. He carried this rugged yet youthful look that gave him a scary but innocent aura. It was a deadly combination that my heart could barely manage.
As he fought, I caught a glimpse of the fire in his green eyes that reminded me of the vast forest just inches from the pack.
I got lost in him like I always did. Soon, the crowd faded away and it became just me and him in the entire room. I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried to ignore the heat that fueled my body as I watched him.
“Don’t you think Soren’s blows are too strong?” Ruelle asked, shaking me softly until I was pulled out of my thoughts.
“What?” I asked, unable to tear my gaze from Soren but she shook me more urgently and I turned my attention to her.
“Soren?” she asked again, gesturing towards the duo that were fighting.
“What’s wrong with him?” I asked, my eyes scanning his form but seeing nothing wrong with him.
“His blows are getting too strong for Koa.” She said with worry towards our friend.
I watched Soren again with more attention and I noticed what she was talking about. Soren’s blows had more force on them now like he really wanted to hurt Koa.
Murmurs began to rise from the wolves as they noticed it as well and I could feel the tension rise as they noticed Koa switched his movements to defence.
Soren’s eyes turned red, screaming danger. This was one of the reasons why we were never separated.
Soren has always had anger issues since he was a child. His parents had tried multiple means to help him control it better, but none worked except for me. It was a discovery we made ourselves when we were still pups. Soren had gotten out of hand, and a word from me had the anger filtering out of his body like water.
It had caused a lot of trouble, especially with the Alpha. There was some tension between the Alpha and my father, but it didn't last for long.
After that, the Alpha decided I would take over as Beta from Ezekiel, the pack’s current Beta. I don’t have any Beta blood, but the pack agreed since I was as strong and fast as most Betas, even at a young age. And it also helped that Ezekiel and his wife, Adela, didn't have a child.
Rune, the future Delta and our friend inched towards Soren and Koa, but Soren sent him a warning growl that froze his movements.
“Amira” Rune whispered and gestured towards Soren.
Koa was now struggling as Soren spiralled out of control.
“Amira, now!!!” Rune yelled when he noticed Soren lifting his fist with the intent to knock out Koa. His eyes were bloody red now. A sign that we should not let that blow land on Koa.
I dashed towards the middle of the grounds and pulled Koa back just as the killing blow made its way towards him.
I closed my eyes as the fist came flying towards me as I now stood in Koa’s former place.
SORENThe little control I had snapped, and I was unable to stop the fist from coming down on Koa when Amira stepped in front of my fist at the last minute.My fist stopped an inch from her face and my heart clenched painfully in my chest, even though I didn’t hit her.Not once had my body ever allowed me to lay a hand on Amira. It was the reason she was the only one who was allowed to come close to me when I got like this.My body recognized her, even in its mad rage. Her presence held the almost impossible ability to stop me when I couldn’t stop myself. It didn’t matter how angry I got; my body always recognized her.The torment followed, drawing me out of the red haze as realization set in. My wolf clawed at the back of my mind painfully. He was in such great turmoil that we were so close to hurting our…I flinched back in horror.Our what? I wanted to ask but it would be futile because I haven’t shifted yet so I couldn’t speak directly to my wolf, but I had always felt him at the
AMIRAI made sure to keep my eyes on Soren and my distance close as we ran to the border.Nevan, the wolf who had informed us about the attack, ran by me, panting loudly as he tried to keep up with us.“How did they get the child?” I asked Nevan.“He was playing along the borders."“Oh, for goddess’s sake,” Rune growled under his breath. “We tell the mothers to always educate their pups on going close to the borders, and Luna Leonora warns them daily as well.”“The mothers? Talk about the fuckers who are supposed to be on patrol today. How come they didn’t notice a child at the borders?” Koa grumbled and took off faster than us, so he could catch up with Soren instead.“I know it’s getting close to their retirement since Koa and his new team will be taking over soon, but even this is too much. They've been slacking these days, and Alpha Alistair is going to have their necks,” Ruelle groaned from my right side.“They took only the pup?” I asked Nevan to be sure, and he nodded frantical
AMIRAThe tracers were much faster than us since they were shifted wolves, but we had no problem keeping up because of the intense training we had to go through every day.We ran further away from our pack borders, and it worried me because I had never been out of the pack lands before and certainly not this far but I had no time to dwell on my little worries.The tracers followed the invisible trail that must have been left behind by the pup as we went deeper into the woods.The tracers came to a sudden halt and began to sniff the air. I tried to copy them, but I couldn’t detect any scent which meant the rogues were masking their scents, but it wasn’t going to be an issue for the tracers.Soren placed his fingers on his lips, and we shut our mouths tight to stop our panting so the tracers could listen for any heartbeat or sound.We bent down to hide among the trees and grasses while we observed the surroundings to see if we could find anything.If the Tracers had stopped, it meant th
SORENWe arrived at the pack borders to see Lucas had been reunited with his mother. Satisfaction bloomed in my chest at the job well done. It gave me confidence that maybe somehow, I could manage to be a good leader when I took over from my father.I’m well aware of my problems, especially with my wolf and it had become a major concern of mine because I feared that I wouldn’t be a good leader, or I may end up hurting my pack members accidentally if I lost control.“Well done” One of the elders of the pack, Malachi greeted with pride as we entered the borders of our pack.The tension that had built up in my body when I left the pack territory fizzled out as the familiar air of home hit me. It would never be an easy feeling to get out of your pack borders, but we would get used to it with time.“You got Lucas back without a single injury to the child and yourselves. And also, in a short amount of time. I am very proud of you” My father praised, clasping my shoulders. It was one of the
“What the fuck, Amii. Did you bathe in the rogue’s blood to show your victory or what?” Ruelle exclaimed when I crossed the border mark and met her and Dad waiting for me.“Haha,” I laughed sarcastically with a roll of my eyes. “Where is Lucas?” I asked, my eyes scanning the little crowd searching for the boy.“Over there with his mother” Ruelle pointed at the same time my eyes found them. A smile bloomed on my face when I saw Casia with Lucas in her arms in a tight hug and tears streaming down her face.“Thanks be to the goddess” I muttered “I’m so glad we were able to complete our first real task. I always had little doubts that Elris simulations wouldn’t help in the real world, but I was wrong. It was as though I was in Sparta the entire time”“But did you have to be so bloody? I knew you were a bloody fighter in simulation, but you carried the same energy to the real world” She eyed me with disgust, repeating Rune’s words from earlier.“To hell with you,” I told her with a light c
SORENI dropped the towel I used to clean my hair in the laundry basket and made my way to the balcony. It had been hours since I watched Amii stormed off, walking past me and Ivannah without sparing a glance in my direction.I saw a little glimpse of her expression and I had not been able to get it out of my head. I didn’t know if I was exaggerating by assuming it was because she saw me with Ivannah. She always had an expression like I betrayed her anytime she saw me with her sister.Koa entered my bedroom and paused when he saw the worried expression on my face. “What’s up with that look on your face?” he asked, coming to sit beside me in the balcony.I eyed Koa, contemplating whether I should tell him what’s on my mind. Koa had always been the mature one among my friends. He always listened and never judged.“What do you think about mates?” I asked with an apprehensive tone.I watched as his expression changed to surprise and I didn’t blame him. Mates was not a topic we discussed
AMIRA“Just one more” I urged as I pulled out my history note to complete the last assignment that was due in three days. I always liked to get them done before the deadline because it ensured I did them to the best of my ability instead of doing them at thelast minute and ending up with a B or C like Ruelle.My bedroom door opened without any prior knock and before I could smell the person, I knew it was Ivannah. I braced myself forwhatever it was she had to complain about this time because that was all she ever did when we were in a space together.“What do you want? I’m busy” I told her without lifting my head from my book as I pretended to do my assignment.Ivannah said nothing as she came to stand beside my table. Instead, she slammed her phone on my book where a video was playing. “What the fuck, Amira?” she yelled, and I winced at how loud
SOREN“Let’s meet up later” Koa said just as we reached my parent’s wing of the pack house.“Sure” I replied and waited for him to walk away before making my way to my parent’s chamber.I felt a sense of relief when I saw my mother waiting along with my dad. At least, it would be easier to stop myself from doing something Ami wouldn’t approve of.“Behave Soren” Mom warned through our private mind link as I approached them. They were both seated on the table in the middle of the room.I observed my father with a glare similar to the one on his face and knew there was no way this was going to be a peaceful conversation.“Tell your husband to behave as well” I huffed in the mind link as I took a seat in front of them.Mom rolled her eyes “Watch your answers. For Am
AMIRAIt was barely one hour into the date and I already felt like I could be somewhere else instead of here. I wanted to go home.It was stupid of me to think that I could sit for goddess knows how long and watch Ivannah rub herself all over Soren while he sat there with his wandering thoughts, not giving a care about what she was doing.“Is he okay?” Koa whispered to me while he nudged his head at Soren who was sitting opposite us with Ivannah wrapped around his hand as she talked his ears off about a topic, I had no knowledge of.“I don’t know. He wouldn’t talk to me” I told him with a worried sigh as I glanced at Soren again.Koa turned his attention to Ivannah who called his name and they began to talk. I turned my attention back to Soren.“Hey” I called through our private min link and his eyes snapped to me “You’ve been distracted all evening. Are you okay?”Soren smiled, his eyes lighting up for the first time that night and pride bloomed in my chest that I was able to make hi
AMIRAI walked out of Sparta without another word to Soren because I felt like if I had talked at that point, I would have said something I would regret and I didn’t want that.The hurt look on Soren’s face was stuck in my head but there was nothing I could do to prevent him getting hurt. It was either walking away or saying harsh words and I would always choose the former.I was embarrassed and frustrated at myself and my performance in Sparta. It was my lowest score ever and I knew it was because I had been distracted.No matter how I tried to avoid it, I kept visiting the night where I had carelessly used my powers and almost put my family in danger because of it.I had told myself a million and one times that I did the right thing but my father’s explanations kept coming to my head and I hated that now he sounded more logical and correct.It would have been easy for me to handle those drunk men without using my powers. I had travelled past my angry stage and now I felt guilty and
SOREN“That’s amazing, Soren. You’ve cleared the stage alone and can now proceed to level 3 difficulty solo rescue mission” Elris announced once I reached the final point of the stage.I was panting with sweat dripping down my hair down to my waist. The level I had just cleared was almost impossible to do alone and in human form but I had so much anger in me lately to be let out and I channeled it into the level and managed to clear it.I found myself getting angry very easily these past few days. I knew I always had bad anger issues but recently, the littlest things were pissing me off and I was getting more worried with my birthday drawing close.Now, I kept pondering about what Ruelle said about something big happening on my birthday. I wondered if it would be me doing harm to my pack and friends.“Soren!” Amira gasped in surprise when I turned to see her stepping into the simulation room with a shocked look on her face.She glanced at the ceiling where the level was displayed with
AMIRAI ran the rest way home, throwing my plans to take a walk into the bin after what happened. Ever since I discovered that I could manipulate people into doing what I wanted at the age of 10, I’ve never used it again.And no, that is not the reason why I was able to get Soren to calm down. I had never used my powers on him or anyone else and I planned to never use it because I hated to control people into doing what I wanted.I discovered my powers when I was playing with another pup from the pack. Dad took me to the park to play when the boy had taken my doll. I got angry and commanded him to give it to me.I remember being so scared at how lifeless he looked when he handed the doll over and walked to his mother.Dad had been the only one to see the entire thing. He had picked me up and held me in his arms as he ran home, locked us in the room and warned me never to tell anyone about what I could do if I didn’t want the alpha to kill the both of us.Ever since that time, I had ne
AMIRA“Amira, where are you? You’ve spent over an hour there already” Dad asked through the mind link in a worried tone.“The queue is very long, dad but it’s almost my turn. I’ll be on my way home soon” I told him with a tired voice.Dad asked me to go to the major store inside town to get him some things but today was Saturday so almost every family was doing their shopping to stock their houses since the shop wasn’t open on Sundays.I couldn’t remember the last time I came here on a Sunday so I had forgotten how crowded it got and I wasn’t happy at all because I had been standing for over thirty minutes just to get to the counter so I could pay for my stuff.Mr Azariel needed to get more people working at the counters because there were not enough to hold it during the weekends.“Just hurry back. It’s almost late. You know I don’t want you to walk back here from town when its late”“I know Dad. I promise I’ll be home soon” I assured him, glancing outside the shop at the sky that wa
SORENI finished training and decided to go in search of Amira. We were supposed to train together but the instructor had insisted that we trained without her to work on my self-control without her present.I wasn’t happy with the idea, but I also wanted to test my limits, so I agreed, and it turned out to be better than I had expected. I thought I would have been easily angered by the teacher and lash out, but he had been really patient with me, and we went through the entire training without any issues.Their apartment looked empty when I arrived, so I decided to go inside the house without knocking just in case Ami had buried herself in her books and music. She was addicted to music and couldn’t almost not study without them.I had no idea how she managed because goddess knows I’ll close my book and focus on the music instead if it was me.My face contorted into a frown when I opened her bedroom door, and the room was empty.“Soren?” I turned to see Noah with a smile on his face “A
AMIRAI locked myself in my room and buried my head in my books. I decided to study so I could take my mind off everything that’s been bothering me lately.There was a knock on the door, breaking my concentration and I looked up from the pages of my book for the first time in over an hour.“Come in” I called and twisted in my seat so I was facing the door which allowed me to see who was coming in more easily.Koi entered with a cheeky grin on his face and I knew he was up to no good.“I’m not going to be one of your victims today. I have to study” I groaned playfully, eyeing the hand that was hidden behind his back.“I promise I’m not here to pull tricks” he chuckled, glancing towards the opened books on my table. “Studying?”“Yes” I whined, before closing the opened book, knowing that there was no way I was going to get any more work done with Koa here. “I had nothing else to do”“Ami, I’m sure you are the only one in the entire pack who studies when they are bored” he chuckled, taki
AMIRAI had lost count of how many times I had sighed in the last ten minutes. It was time to water Dad’s plants, a task that shouldn’t take me more than a few minutes, but I’d been crouched in the middle of the small garden for almost an hour, unable to do anything.“What is wrong with me?” I muttered angrily as I plopped onto the floor instead of standing up and getting some work done.It wasn’t as though I had no idea of what was wrong with me. I knew but I hated that it was such an issue that wasn’t letting me get any work done.I couldn’t get the image of Ivannah and Soren hugging out of my head. I was so jealous even when I knew I had no right to be but I couldn’t help it.I promised myself that I wouldn’t turn back after I walked away last night, but I couldn’t stop myself from turning back at the last minut
SORENIt was pretty late by the time Amira and I made our way back to the pack. It was very quiet now as most of the pack members had retired for the night.“We spent a lot of time up there” Amira commented with a small chuckle as we approached the pack house.We hadn’t passed any pack members that wasn’t on the patrol team yet. I knew my mother would be worrying and sure that Noah was pacing since Amira was still outside.We hadn’t intended to stay out this late but we had gotten caught up in talking about childhood memories that we lost track of time.It wasn’t until we overheard the border patrol switching shifts that we realized how late it was.“I know right?” I said with a smile of my own “Noah must be pacing. Has he tried to contact you? My mom has been trying to reach me through the mind link. I left my phone at home too” I said with a snicker as I could feel my mom probing at the wall, I had put up in my mind link.“I’m leaving” Amira said with a dark tone. I turned to her to