The Guest chamber, thirty minutes earlier...I felt warm. So warm that it comforts me. My body felt so light, I wonder if I'm floating in the air as I didn't feel like I was lying in the cold, hard surface, nor I was standing on my feet. But I like this feeling. Not to mention my surrounding seemed to be so silent, no shouthing, no banging on the door. Only me and a scent that so sweet, gentle that calmed me. Made me wanted to sleep like this forever. Ah, I haven't open my eyes yet. I simply don't want to. Not now. Let me embrace this comfiness and warmth that I usually couldn't have.Am I dead already? Because if I am still alive, there is no way I could feel something like this. If this is the after life, than I regret it I don't embrace it sooner. "But you must live, my child." Again. That's voice. I sighed. Mom. I'm tired. If I could have the way to follow you and Dad. So be it. Freedom was not a word for me in my life. They would torture me after I ruin everything for them.
Present time.... This chamber filled with my moans and his groans as we kept doing it again and again. The fast movement of his hips jolt me around and I bit my lips from let out any loud shameless sound out of my mouth."Hnghh!..." "No, that's my job, Chloe," He shove his thumb into my mouth and I couldn't help it as he also keep hitting the same heavenly spot. I was dripping with my own and his juice. My tears trickled as I felt how good this was. And I even hated myself more when I seek for his warmth inside me. This damned mate bond. I keep wanting more and more as I drawn more into him. I couldn't help it but think that he consider me as someone special when he keep lingering on my lips, capture me to no end kisses. Then again, after we are done, I dozed off for some moment out of tiredness, not fainted from the pain. The next time I opened my eyes, the room was empty. The sheet on my side was cold and his faint scent telling me that he was long ago leave this chamber. I f
"Luna?" I tried to look around but I didn't see Luna Fern Denmir anywhere. So why..."I-I'm sorry. Couldn't y-you p-possibly looking for Luna Fern?" I asked her, trying to speak normaly but I can't. She must be one of Alpha Cillian's people. And from how strong and intimidating she built, I believed she is one of the warriors.I hope I didn't offend her in anyway, especially from the way I speak and look. She is one of the important people of Silver Moon. I need to be very careful. I'm already this close from freedom. "No, Luna, I'm talking to you." She walked towards me and I, out of my reflex, took a step back. I gripped the sides of my dress tightly. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. But Alpha Cillian ordered me to check on you. I didn't want to disturb your sleep, so I wait here instead." She quickly spoke with her hands waved to me as she assured me that she meant no harm. Alpha Cillian? But why? "T-thank y-you so much. I'm fine now t-thank you.." I nodded, still didn'
I tiptoed walking to the small door under the stairs. It so much easy now that I didn't limp anymore. I opened the door and immediately went inside. It was actually a small room for cleaning utensils in this house. But only gave me two choice. This little, stuffy room, or I could just sleep nextbto the washing machine in the laundry room. I need privacy at least, so I chose this room. And for years, this room became my save place and I could rest my body here other than the garden. I don't have much really. My clothes only four that I could wear. If Laura's mood doing well for full a week. She probably gave me one of her shirts or dresses. Not before she cut it with scissors or ripped it with her claws in purpose. I could always sew it anyway. So I would take it anyway even though she would mocked me to the lowest she could think. I don't know why Laura Denmir hated me so much. Because her father adopted me? But Alpha Jordan never pampered me even once. They treated me better in m
*THIS EPISODE CONTAINS UPSETTING OR UNSETTLING CONTENT, SUCH AS SEXUAL ASSAULT AND ABUSE. READER DISCRETON IS ADVISED.*Haris wolf form was indeed teriffying. A brown wolf, with white ring fur around its neck. His yellow slit eyes looked at me with anger. He was so big. Far way huge in compare with common wild wolf. He truly is intimidating. I was so scared. So scared that I couldn't moved an inch. My body's tremble in the sight of him that slowly but surely made his way to me. "Did I hear wrong, Chloe?" He talked so slow with growl came out of his throat. "Do you really think you can run away from me?" I grabbed my dress so tightly. My tears trickled down. I am scared but I am also angry. The rain began to fall. The loud thunder made me jolt. "Look at you. After you spend the night with that ruthless, self-proclaim Alpha, you actually think that he would really take you away as he fated mate..." I heard mockery in his tone. I was not affected to it. There something more that I
Just like I thought, no one will ever look for me. Not a surprise though, I rather expected it. The silence was the one that woke me upo in this darkness. I blinked a couple of times. Again with this familiar aching all over my body. I'm used to it but I don't wish to feel it anymore. Especially when I felt how good it is to wake up without any pain on my body. I want to feel that again. I have two choices. Live my live free from this torture or free from this life. I'll try the first one. If I failed, I will do everything it takes so that they can't torture me like this anymore. I stared at the sky. It's already so dark. It was so clear and I could see the stars sparkles beautifully sprinkled the night sky like twinkling little diamonds. And there the moon... I gulped, whinched as it felt like I just swallowed a sharp rock. My eyes set at the big Moon above me and I lifted my hand as if I wanted to reach it. "P-please.." I wanted to pray, I wanted to talk to Her. To a Goddess
It was him in his wolf form. I thought Haris was the most intimidating giant werewolf ever. But when I saw this wolf in front of me. I was so mistaken. He was so big. I wonder why I didn't think that his wolf would be as glorious as his human form. He was taller than Haris or Alpha Jordan, bulkier than them, and even though Haris and his father is scary, I still saw how Alpha Cillian is more intimidating than them. This giant, black wolf figure stood in front of me. Those golden, vivid eyes stared at me didn't even spare a blink. He growled lowly, when he saw me. From so many years of experience with their abusive treatment towards me. I knew he was going to attack me. I closed my eyes and whimpered in pain. I know I said that I want to die as my second choice if this turned out fail. But I wish it didn't hurt too much... "JUST THE FUCK WHERE YOU'VE BEEN?!!" He roared and the ground shook. I didn't dare to open my eyes. My body trembled and I laid still. He was looking for me?
Once again, I woke up in a warm, comfy bed. I usually woke up from banging on my doors, nightmares, or stomach ache from hunger. But this time I woke up from a very delicious smell of foods that entered my nose. I sat up straight and noticed that this is the guests room where Alpha Cillian stay. He brought me here again? I didn't remember what was happened before I black out. I only knew that it was him that chase me all the way to the pack's broderline. Why he brought me here? I thought he would just kill me or abandone me to die anyway... But than again. Those foods on the table not too far from the bed where I am right now, were too tempting. It made my stomach hurt even more. I tried to remember when the last time I chew a bite or two little meal since yesterday.I looked around. That sweet scent from Alpha Cillian still quiet strong, I think he's here a moment ago. I felt better. I don't feel pain. Just stiff in some parts. My dress got change and body seemed and felt clean
The birds chirping and the bright light woke me up from my slumber. I stretched my body before opening my eyes and processing what was happening to my life for some seconds.My hands and feet rubbing against the soft sheets. It’s warm and so comfy made me hesitant to even sat down. But I do it anyway, I could think clearer that way.I looked around and Cillian was nowhere to be found. I was alone in this chamber, from the scent, it’s not too long ago when he left.I turned my head to look at the bed on my side and touched it with my palm. A little warm. Did he sleep here the whole night? With me?I looked at myself and I was fully cloth with a night dress. It made me relief and confuse at the same time. Because this was the first time a man sleep on the same bed with me without forcing his way with me, or beat me to a pulp because I refuse to.I uncover the blanket that still wrapped around me and looked all over my body. But I didn’t any wound or a tiny scratch. I felt perfectly fine
"Ngh..." "Chloe... Chloe.." He keep whispering my name when our lips parted, his hands were all over my body he could reach and I felt uncomfortable down there. He took my feet and rubbed it between his thighs that I flinched. "See Chloe, how hard I am right now. I burn for every touch we made...." I was sure that my cheeks were blushing red right now. "Chloe, how in the hell that you think I want to be part from you? You want me to go mad?" He said between our kiss. Meanwhile I was overwhelmed by his kiss, tongue, and words. I felt loved by him. Once again, it scared me. But I kept wanting more. "Nghh.. ah..." He sucked my tongue and cupped my jaw to keep me still, the sounds of pecking, slurping, sucking between our kisses filled this spacious bed chamber. Clang! Clang! The sound of his sword, and armor hitting the floor when he removed it in a hurry. As soon as he's done, he pushed me to the bed, made me laying on my back and let him attacked my neck and ches
"Welcome home, Alpha.." an old man smiled brightly and bowed politely to Cillian, as well as the young women behind him. I guessed they were the maids. "We are so happy that you made it back home healthly, with no a single scratch." I could hear the sincere in his tone. "Hm," Cillian nodded. "Bring Talon to his stall, give him water and feed him." He gae them his order and they did it right away. "Yes, Alpha," The old man noded once. Just like everybody else, he looked at me with curiousity. "Alpha, this lady is...?" "Oh..." Cillian nodded and back to me after he watch some servants brought away his horse. "As ou maybe heard it already, this is my mate." He wrapped his hand around me as if he was proud to say that and intoduced me to everyone. "Oh! My! This is?..." His eyes widened just like everyone else behind his back. I put on a small smile and uncovered the hoodie on my head yearned some gasped. Of course, I knew they mus be shock on how their mighty respected A
Cillian was right. We could see the tall wall brick of Silver Moon borderline, before the sun set. I looked up to sky and amazed with how beautiful it was. The sky was painted with orange in the background of Silver Moon brick walls. I could see from here, how magnificent it was. The tip of those roofs looked tiny from here, but I know better that those are huge buildings. "This is Silver Moon. My pack..." I felt Cillian's hand wrapped around me to hold me secure on his horse. We were riding the horse since this noon after we rest for a while in that forest and my back is killing me. Due to my lack of travelling this whole time and also I didn't have that kind of energy these people have. I wish I was a strong as them. Because they seemed to be just fine in this whole journey. Fortunately, Cillian always make sure to make me comfortable all along this horse ride. He made me leaned against him the whole time and secure my body by wrapping his hand tightly around my waist. He w
"A-A-Alpha..." I grabbed his hand on my thigh as he kept caress me under my dress while kissing my neck all over, licking and sucking my skin there as he want me desperately. "Hmm.." "W-wait..." I felt his lips on my chest, went down to my breast, he pressed his hardness on my stomach my my eyes widened. Do we really do this here? It's a bit... I mean his men were right there not too far from here. "Fuck! You drive me crazy.." He captured my lips again, shoved his tongue into my mouth and played with mine. "Ngh!" I whinced when he squeezed my breast rubbing where my nipple is over my dress. I didn't want to do it like this, at least not here. But I can't do anything when his strength is uncomparable with mine. I also didn't have the right to reject him, he was currently my mate, he also the one that save my life several times even got me out of the place I wanted so much to leave. I didn't have anything to offer to him except for my body. Our strong mate bond als
Everytime I opened my eyes inside the carriage in the dawn, we will continue to move till noon, took a break, moved on till it's almost dark and rest for the night. It would repeat to the next dawn. It's been the third day we were on this journey and I wonder how many days it would take us to Silver Moon. It's like this expedition is no end. I wanted to ask Cillian about this but he seemed to avoid me since that night. He would made my bed inside the carriage, help me with my food, asking if I'm okay every one hour or two, but that's it. He would rush to stay away as soon as possible after he felt like he approach me enough. Maybe it was because my appearance and stutter come into light in his eyes and ears. Well, I can't blame him. No one want me anyway, so I should be grateful that he brought me away from the Denmir Family, gave me food and protection. It hurt me a little but I think it was because the pull of our mate bond. I shouldn't ask for more and know my place. But ever
He let my lips go as quick as he came up with that kiss. I sucked in the air as much as I could and he said a tiny sorry. Before took his plate with him and left the carriage in hurry. "I am sorry, Chloe. You should rest after dinner. We have a long journey ahead." He left and walked to his men near the bonfire. I blinked saw him walked rubbing his head harshly through the window. Ah... That's right. Did he just find me disgusting now? Why don't he think of that earlier? Why it didn't cross his mind earlier that I am a dirty, ugly woman that happened to be his mate? Or, he did think about it, maybe he was merely curious...I felt sorry for him. He is a fine man. He deseves better than this. No matter what the rumours said but he seemed to be a nice person. I wonder if all that talks true, because even if he despise me and keep me by his side only because of this mate bond. He didn't even once beat me or hurt me with his hand. I just when I turned my gaze back to my plate. I heard
"Wh-what? C-can I...?" I was so speechless that my stutter became worsened. "Hm? You don't want to?" He lifted his perfect eyebrow and I quickly wiped his shoulder and chest with the cloth. Even though it made me embarras but I need to do this for me to also had my fill in dinner. He chuckled when he saw my attempt cleaning his mucles body. I hope I didn't irritate him with my disgusting blushing face. "You'll get use to this. You will do something like this often now." He said. Made my movement halt for a second. I shouldn't felt it. But still, I felt a pang in my chest. Somehow his words remind me how dirty I am as a she-wolf in this world. I did everything those men asked me to do to please them, if I refused, not only that I got their punch but also Haris or Alpha Jordan will beat me to the point I couldn't walk. This should be easy. He only ask something like this and nothing more, right? But then my eyes caught his men's eyes on us. They looked at me with curiousity from b
I looked outside the carriage, staring at the trees and beautiful landscape that I've never seen before. It was refreshing. I never set a foot outside The Rock Mountain borderline, this was the first time since Alpha Jordan brought me. I left that pack. Finally. I looked at my hands on my lap. It was my dream to leave that hellish place. Now, not only that I free from the Denmir's grasp, I am on this journey with some companion, not alone like I always imagined. And one of them is my mate. I felt a black shadow from pass from outside the window. I turned my gaze and it was him. Alpha Cillian in his majestic form. A giant, black wolf. I mean he always looked dashing in human or in his wolf form, but it was my first time seeing a werewolf this big. He almost towering this carriage. This carriage he took from The Rock Mountain and attached their horses to it. Alpha Cillian, his beta, I learnt from Lana that is her brother, and some of their men were in their wolf from running side