Sadly, I watched my tears as they escaped my eyes, falling onto the ground, leaving wet tiny spots within the dirt. Christian was not with the guard. He did not care that I came to see him. I closed my eyes tightly as I continue to lower my head. The terrible pain of rejection was unbearable, but it could never match how I felt being ignored by him.
"I'm sorry you have to go through this," Natalia again apologizes.
I remain within the same position as if I were a statue. I again open my eyes; continuing to watch my tears sadly fall one by one onto the ground.
"You'll be staying at an apartment until your father and brother returns for you, alpha's order," I heard one of the new guards said.
I slowly raised my head while tears run from my eyes, down to my cheek, at the two new guards who came instead of Christian: now standing before me.
Why is he doing this? I thought as I started to cry hard. My tears suddenly stop flowing from my eyes as I am rem
I again started to cry."Take this please," Natalia took two more pills from the bottle.I shook my head; still refusing to take it."You need it, Miss," the elderly lady told me.I turned my back towards them, ignoring them."The alpha wants you to be taken care of in the best way that's why he urged me to come here right away," the elderly lady told me.Hearing what she had said I slowly turned to her right away."If he cares, he could have taken even a minute just to see me outside of his gate," I answered her and again turned my back towards them."Aria please take this for me," Natalia kept on begging me to take the pills."I won't take the pill until he comes to see me," I said as I cried. "I rather die in pain if he doesn't come to see me," I again told them; determinedly.I fell Natalia sat down heavily behind me; fed up with my stubborn behavior."Please tell Christian about this miss," I heard Nat
"Christian," I called. As I quickly open the door. The door flies open against the wall, hitting it hard.My eyes suddenly widen seeing the tall, strong wolf before me. It was not Christian. He did not come to see me. He truly did not care to. I walked slowly backward devastated as I stare into the man's eyes before me. Within his eyes, I saw only sadness and sorriness. He removes his eyes from me immediately; seeing I was naked; lowering his head. I held my chest. Soon I found myself falling onto the floor of the room as I cried out, knowing no matter what I try to get Christian in coming to visit me; he never will. He was not interested in seeing me; knowing I was within his homeland.I felt my brother, Ares's hands around my waist, pulling my naked body to his. He lifts me within his arms hurriedly carrying me towards the bed. I closed my eyes as he slowly places me down to lie down on my back. I open my eyes while tears continue to streak down my cheek, as he moved
"Christian," I called his name softly; happy he was here. That he was finally here, but no sound escapes my mouth; allowing him to hear me. I stood still while my heart raced within my chest heavily and my eyes widen, now seeing the full body of the wolf. My one true mate; entering the room. My eye widens even more seeing how different he looks. It was as if I was staring at a stranger. A beautiful stranger: a wolf that every she-wolf dream about before laying their eyes on their one true mate or a moon god if there were ever one. He glances at me, as he let go of the door, allowing it to slowly close behind him. His eyes were darker than the night itself. I suddenly felt a wonderful feeling within my gut by his dark eyes. It had allowed me to forget my painful memories and every issue I've face leaving secretly from home. It was like being next to him made me felt peace inside and made me felt that everything was alright. It was going to be okay. I started to feel m
"You're bringing fucking disgrace to this family!" my father, alpha Logan shouted infuriated at me.My eyes widen frighteningly; seeing he was here. As I squeeze my right cheek, hard from the terrible, burning pain; his slap across my face gave me, while I cry."Cover your body," he curses me angrily as he quickly removes the sheet from the floor and threw it into my face.I close my eyes; while my body jumped scared as he did and quickly open them, taking the sheet from out of my face and hurriedly conceal my nakedness. I then lower my head, staring at the floor as I stood still in front of my father. I could not believe what had just happened. I could not believe that he hit me. Slowly I ran my right hand across my burning cheek as I began to remember Phyllis once doing the same to me, hurting me. I did not expect my father to start doing the same. I understand that he was angry at me for leaving home, begging Christian to take me back, but still, I did not ex
I grimace my face in pain as I head downstairs. I held my right hand and glances at it. I started to cry hard seeing it did not look okay. It was broken."Aria, Aria," I heard my dad calling as I heard his heavy footstep coming downstairs.Immediately, I ran towards the door; trying to use my left hand in opening it, but it was so difficult in doing so. I stomp my right foot angry; hating that my left hand was taking too long to open the damn door. I was not used to using it."Aria, I'm sorry, my little girl," my father finally caught upon me downstairs.I did not turn around and look at him; I was angry at him for allowing the doctor to place her finger between me and wanted to be far away from him."Aria, please Hun, stop; I'm sorry for what I did," my father kept on apologizing as I heard him getting closer from behind."Stay away from me!" I shouted angrily at him as I let go of the doorknob now holding onto my broken hand. "You're hurti
"Your father wants you to be happy," my mom told me; as she too stares into my eyes, tearfully. "He went to Spicy Groove to win back your love from your one true mate," she again told me.I slowly moved my eyes from my mom; stunned that my dad was doing it for me. He wanted me to truly be happy. I then lower my head sadly."I'm happy that he changes his mind about Christian, but it is pointless of what he is trying to do now," I told my mom. "I got to go and try to stop him," I jumped up about to run towards the door; wanting to find dad right away before he leaves.My mom stopped me right away, holding me by my shoulder."Don't you still love Christian?" my mom inquired me; from behind."Christian has moved on with his life, mom," I answered her.My mom slowly spins me around to face her and gently touches my chin, lifting my face towards her."I asked you a question, Aria and I want you to answer me," she told me. "Do you still love
Alpha Christian P.O.VA cool breeze blows through my short black hair, pushing back my hair away from my face. Slowly, I closed my dark black eyes melancholy as I stood naked beside a tree, resting one of my hands against the rough bark, not too far away from my home.My eyes slowly open, staring back at the beautiful, bright green surrounding. As I am reminded of what had happened earlier.Why couldn't I answer her question? I suddenly became angry at myself, cursing inside. Why couldn't I lead myself to tell her I no longer love her? I again questioned myself, infuriated. I lower my head, staring at my large feet covered in the dark brown dirt, disappointedly. As I kept on recollecting, trying to allow the words from escaping my mouth, but I could not. I could not tell her that I did not love her. It was extremely difficult to, it was if I was fighting from the inside with my wolf, to tell her.A strange, wonderful feeling suddenly runs
Christian's P.O.V cont'd"I don't care if you don't want to hear what I'm saying, but my mate was never your father," my mom continues to curse me. "I was going to abort you when I found out I was pregnant, but alpha Pharoah decided to raise you as his own before we started to have sex behind his first stupid mate's back. And look what you have done to him," my mother looked at me with disgust. "You killed him for that red hair shit!" she shouted angrily at me."Enough!" I shouted infuriated at her."You are not the right alpha for this pack, Apollo is. I was already pregnant when alpha Pharoah and I started to fuck behind his idiot mates back," she again told me. You're only a fake ruler of this pack.""Gr....!" I growled loudly and angrily at her, allowing it to echo within the room.Quickly she sat down; covering both of her ears, terrified by me."Alpha Christian," the guard from outside called worriedly as he pushes the
Growing up, at a younger age my mom would tell me her romantic story of how she and dad met. I fell in love with their love story and would beg her to tell me every night before going to bed. I love her story so much that I could not wait to one day be old enough to find my one true mate; that every full moon, I would stare through my bedroom window and watch excitedly wolves and she-wolves being wandered off into the dark, having only the bright light of the full moon to guide them. Seeing them, I was even more anxious to turn eighteen and to too meet my next half. The wolf, the moon goddess has blessed me with to spend my entire life with.Before my mom died, she used to tell me, a one true mate is like an alpha, and that the only difference is that he may not have a pack he's destined to rule and protect, but a single wolf he's destined to love forever. I kept that quote with me forever and impatiently waited until I was of the rightful age, searching under the beautiful m
The driver opens the door and I exit the car. "I'll be back to pick you up at noon," the driver informs me as he closes the door of the car and went back within the car, driving off. "Is that how long I'm going to be here," I said surprisingly as I looked at the black car, I came in until I no longer saw it. I then reach for the letter within my pocket and saw that the car was supposed to meet me again at exactly noon. I quickly folded the letter, placing it back within my pocket, and hurriedly went into the building, entering through the large glass door. "Good morning miss Aria," a blonde hair lady greeted me as I enter the building, while she looked at me from head to toe. She looks as if she was within her early 30's. I was quite surprised that she knew my name then I realize, Christian must have told her the clothes I will be in when I get here. "You're Ciara, right?" I ask her. "Yes miss," she answers. "Please fol
Seeing Christian, I wanted to run inside and lock myself up within my room, but I couldn't move. My feet didn't want me to. It was as if my body was fighting against me; wanting me to speak to him. "I'll see you inside and please make the right decision," Ares told me as he went inside, leaving me all alone outside with Christian. Ares, I wanted to call, not wanting him to leave me alone with Christian, but my damn body didn't allow me to, that I started to curse myself angrily inside for how stupid I was. Allowing Christian to approach me. As Christian slowly got close to me, a terrible sad feeling rush over my entire body seeing the horrible condition he was in. His eyes look so tired like he hasn't slept the entire night, from the day I left. His eyes were red and had dark circles. His dark hair was let down and badly in need of combing. My heartache seeing the handsome man I've always known look so stress. As much as I too was going through a diff
"She killed herself when Christian and our pack were fighting for your safety within Lancaster," Ares told me how she died.My eyes widen and I stare within Ares's eyes, by the shocking news."Is it because Christian rejected her for me?" I inquire Ares curiously."No," Ares shook his head while he turns his head away from me, staring at the wall of my room."Then why did she do that?" I again inquire Ares; dying to know why she decided to end her life if it wasn't because of Christian rejection."She jumps through the window and broke her neck, leaving a letter that she had to do so because of alpha Lance," Ares told me. "She thought Christian could not save her from her ex and so she decided to end her life not wanting him to hurt her anymore."Immediately, I lower my head, not being able to take what was happening.I cry at her death; knowing how fucking terrible Alpha Lance was. He was heartless. As much as I was glad that he was
"Aria, Aria," I heard a soft voice awakens me from my sleep. Slowly, I open my eyes, and there I saw mom standing beside my bed with a silver tray containing my breakfast. "Morning," she greeted me as she places my breakfast on my bedside table. "Hmmmm..," I answer her as I slowly get up from my bed. I was quite surprised that it was morning, already. "Go and brush your teeth and get ready to eat your bowl of oats cereal before it gets cold," my mom told me. I nodded and slowly get out of bed, dragging myself lazily to my bathroom. As I enter my bathroom. I reach for my pink toothbrush and my toothpaste and gentle place the toothpaste on my toothbrush to brush my teeth. I turn on the pipe to wet my toothbrush and look within the mirror ready to brush my teeth. Seeing my red, puffy eyes within the mirror and how sad my life was. I burst out into tears. "Aria," my mom called me worried as she rushes into the bathroom to comfort m
I cry hard wishing the loss of my baby did not happen.If you didn't chase after him, you'd never have gotten within this position, and your baby would never have been conceived within this world and die before even seeing the beautiful world. I begin to curse myself angrily inside. Realizing the loss of my baby was not Christian fault alone. It too was mine.A terrible pain appears within my gut by the awful thought that I threw myself to the seat of the car, lying down, crying even more. Slowly, I move my hand away from my face not knowing what to do as I stare at the dark leathery roof of the car as if I was losing my mind."Oh, moon goddess," I begin to say repeatedly as I ran my right hand within my thick red hair and grab it angrily as if I was going to tear my hair out.It is so hard losing my baby that I didn't know what to do. Crying was useless. It only causes you to feel more pain. The only thing I could think of was to end my life. For what I
"I'm so sorry that this happened and that I could not save our baby in time," Christian told me as his hands touch my back."Don't touch me, don't fucking touch me!" I told him as I got up angry; allowing him to quickly move his hands away from me."I'm too angry as you, Aria, but being angry at me won't solve anything," the bitch had the nerve to tell me."You were the one who fuck me and got me within this position!" I shouted at him. "And if you didn't take away that alphas Luna, my baby would be here!" I again shouted at him.Christian sat silently on my bed and stare at me with great sadness within my eyes as tears too escape his eyes."I wish you weren't brought within this mess," he said sadly."It already happened and there's no point wishing it never did," I said to him angrily. "If I could turn things around, I would wish for you and your slut to die instead of my baby and for taking the punishment I took for you bitches."C
Aria's P.O.V"My baby!" I get up shouting while I hold my belly, finding myself on a large, bed, cover within a soft white sheet.My body suddenly jumps frighteningly seeing a white tape on my right hand and between it there was a thin transparent tube. I was on a drip. I stare at the drip shockingly, wondering what had happened, and continue to hold my belly, worried about my baby. Hoping that he or she is alright.Where am I? and why am I on a drip? I worried as I gently move my hands away from my belly and get off the bed; now standing on the floor of the strange room.As I stood beside the bed and begin to remove the tape and small piece of tube from my wrist to find Ares and dad, in finding out what had happened to me. As to why was I unconscious again and why was I within this strange place, instead of back home after they rescue me. I suddenly stop, removing the tube and tape from my hand, and stand still as if I was frozen. Regain
Suddenly, the door opens, Alpha Lance angrily pulls himself away from me."We have company from her pack?" I heard Apollo said to Alpha Lance.Ares and dad, I thought happily within my mind; hearing what Apollo had said."I'll get her to a place more secure and meet you and the other outside to kill those shits off," Alpha Lance told Apollo.Hearing what Alpha Lance had said, immediately I took up the fork from the plate and hid it under my dress before he could turn around to take me away from the room.As Apollo runs off, Alpha Lance came towards me and drags me from the floor."Your stupid family is fucking ruining things for me right now," he told me angrily, while he drags me hard by the shoulder."Hah...," I growl hard in pain."I'm going to put you somewhere where only I will know where you are," the evil alpha told me as he carries me downstairs and into a strange passage that looks like it had no end.As he did,