Chapter Forty Six

HELENA'S POV

I couldn't pick out what exactly had happened to me on that said day. I couldn't give an explanation of what the man was or what he did to me on to bed. I guess j was too weak or two drunk to remember anything. I figured there was someone involved in this conspiracy. I couldn't help wondering why I have been filmed half naked on the bed with a total stranger. The thought of this whole mess makes me ponder on my life and why I had decided to come this far with Alex. If I had stuck to the rules all these unexpected drama wouldn't surfaced the way they did. No one would believe me. Alex doesn't even want to see or hear of me but the good thing is he hasn't asked me to leave yet. This right here would have been my worst nightmare. My dad barely fed him a three square meal so adding a pregnant woman to his burden would break him. I had no idea how I was going to come clean since Alex doesn't believe me. I cried my self to sleep everyd mother night and hoped that he would come