The kiss

OLIVIA

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We finished having dinner but I still couldn't get my mind off what Davion had just said. Even though I didn't want to admit it he was right on so many levels. I have just been hurting myself unnecessarily. Clinton doesn't care about me and no matter what I do or who I hate, the fact still remains that we are divorced and there was nothing I could do about it.

He had hurt me and I must have been foolish enough to put my life on hold because of his own mistakes. I wasn't even at fault so why should I bear the consequences for his own actions? why should I carry his troubles along with mine?

All these while, I had been blaming myself for what had gone on between us. I kept on telling myself that maybe, just maybe if I had put in a little more effort, if I had tried to be the perfect wife that he wanted me to be then we wouldn't have gotten to where we are now but that wasn't the case at all.

The fact of the matter is that I still couldn't move on from everything that has happe