OLIVIA .My back hit the bed and I pulled him closer to me. I joined our lips together in a kiss, causing him to flinch. But he didn't pull away and kissed me back. What started simple, quickly escalated into something wild and feverent.He snatched his lips away from mine and I suddenly felt cold "This isn't right Olivia. You might end up hating me by tomorrow. I don't want to take advantage of you and definitely don't want you to hate me after this. Are you certain that you want to go through with this?"Advantage? I'd be stupid if I didn't admit that I wanted this too. My whole body was practically on fire and he hasn't even touched me yet."I want this too." My voice came out thready and in need "Please Davion. I want you. I don't want to think about what might or the consequences. Tonight, I just want to think about myself and enjoy the feel of everything so please, make me feel good."Without hesitation, he reached for my panties and rubbed on my center."Request granted!" He b
OLIVIA.Morning!The ray of light from the sun hit my face from the window. I open my eyes slowly to adjust the light passing through then as I rubbed my forehead lightly.I turn to see Davion lying beside me, hands holding me in place possessively. His hair was scattered like...wait that was me! I did that to him last night? "Make love to me Davion...make me yours!!" my voice echoed in my head.FUCK!I pulled up the sheets only to realize that I was without clothes and so was Davion too. oh dear Lord!I got out of the bed and slowly made my way into the bathroom. I stood under the shower and turned it on, letting the water work it's way down my body. I scrubbed and washed myself then spent an extra twenty minutes under the shower just letting the water pour on my skin. My mind kept playing back to what happened last night. Part of me enjoyed everything and the other part was a bit confused and worried.Many minutes passed but I was still stuck in the bathroom. The idea of staying he
DAVION.Olivia saying those words to me was something that I never expected. I thought that last night had cemented something between us and I thought that she would finally see me for who I was and I thought that I had finally unlocked the key to her heart but I guess I was wrong. Hearing her say those words felt as if a dagger has been driven into my heart. I never expected her to do something like that and in the cruelest way possible.The only reason I brought her home last night was because I wanted her to see me for who I was. I wanted her to know that I wasn't like the other men that protrayed themselves to be good but turned out to be the opposite of what they were. I wanted her to see that my closet was empty and that I had nothing to hide.When she decided to share her secret with me the other night, I felt elated. I was glad that for the first time since I got to know her, she was opening up to me and it made me believe that we were actually going somewhere with our relati
OLIVIA."You can do this Olivia. Everything will be fine. I mean, you only had sex with him. it's not like its the end of the world or something right? and also, you both are adults so it was consensual. He didn't force you and you didn't force him as well. Everything went willingly and smoothly and it wasn't that bad so he won't get upset neither will he fire you and he possibly will just get over what you said this morning so you don't have to be afraid of anything okay?"Those were the words I kept chanting to myself as I stared at the full length mirror in my bedroom. What was I even thinking saying those words to him? I mean he didn't do anything wrong. maybe I just panicked or maybe I just didn't want to go all out or take a step further with things. Maybe I rushed. I mean at first, we were talking and laughing and the next thing we were kissing and going all out. What was I supposed to do? Clinton and I have been separated for months now. I haven't had sex for a while and so w
OLIVIA.I was seated in my office going through files when the landline rang. Even without picking it up, I knew who was calling. It was Davion. He has been calling my phone but I have refused to pick up the phone and now he has resorted to calling the company's line instead. Just when I was about to be thankful that he had not reach out to me all morning and now he suddenly has.My thoughts were scattered all over the place. I didn't know what to expect or what to do should in case I picked up that phone. What exactly does he want to tell me? I had already told him what I felt about last night and I thought that he would take the initiative to leave me alone but I guess that I was wrong. I could feel my heart beat increase ten times the normal rate. I never anticipated talking to him all day and even if I did, I never expected it to be so soon.I panicked in fear when the call came on again for the third time. I watched it ring and after a few minutes of contemplating if I should ta
OLIVIA.Davion's words broke me beyond imagination. He even likened me to be worse than my ex-husband. How could he say something like that to me? He knew just how much that topic was sensitive and he had to bring it up at a time like this. Does he really think everything going on right now isn't affecting me as well? I'm equally hurt and the fact that I try my best not to show it doesn't mean that everything is okay. He could have said anything else other than likening our situation to that of my ex-husband and I."I am nothing like my ex-husband." I said begrudgingly. "And simply because I had refused to give in to you doesn't mean that you can compare my situation to that of my ex-husband's."He laughed. "But that's the truth isn't it? You are like him if not worse than him. You keep going on about how he treated you and how you made your life miserable but can't you see they're doing the exact same thing? You had sex with me and then went ahead to pretend as if nothing happened b
OLIVIA.I dashed into the bathroom to clean myself up. I don't know how and why I gave in to him like that. I've always been the one to preach about how we cannot have a sexual relationship in the office and yet I'm the one who had let him fuck me right there in his office. It baffled me that I couldn't resist. When he touched me, all my principles flew outside the window and that's when it dawned on me that I have it deeply for Davion.Otherwise I can explain the fact that he took me right there without me being able to stop him or run away from him. It made me extremely upset but I can't deny the fact that I liked it. Something must be incredibly wrong with me.Taking a fold of toilet paper, I cleaned myself up properly and discarded it into the waste bin. Staring at the mirror, I tried to fix my hair and my clothes that had suffered the assault as well. When I was done, I stepped out of his private restroom and I am surprised to see him seated with his legs crossed waiting for me.
OLIVIA.I arrived at my office and I couldn't help the anger coursing through my veins at the moment. How could I have done such a thing in Davion's office after I had promised myself that I don't want to have anything to do with him in the future? What sort of temptation is this and why couldn't I resist?I closed my eyes as the feeling of guilt and regret washed over me like tidal waves. This was more than I could bargain. I couldn't do this anymore. The thought of wanting and not wanting him was suddenly clashing together and I don't know how to handle my emotions anymore.Walking to my desk, I rounded the table and sat down. I opened the file and went through what was written on it. I could barely concentrate because my mind was still stuck on what I had done with Davion. The more I tried to push it to the back of my head the more it resurfaced and I am left conflicted on what to do about my feelings at this point.Nevertheless, I read through the files and took down notes and de