As soon as her mother was brought out to see her, she got up to meet her half way, before leading her to a seat.
"Mother you look better than the last time". She says, hiding her tears. "I actually feel better than the last time". Her mother replies, pulling her face to look at her. You don't have to cry if you have not been able to raise the money, I believe something great will happen soon". Hearing her speak that way always bring tears to her eyes. "Mother, I have decided to use my insurance, you will be admitted to Panacea, you will have the surgery done there, and even if my savings aren't enough, I have been told that I could work without pay for years, till I finish paying up". "I cannot let you do that. What about your school in Houston? Are you giving up on that? Do you want to remain just a nurse, when you can be so much more? She couldn't hide her tears anymore, she let it drop, soaking her white blouse. Whenever she visited, she would always promise herself that she will be strong, but then, she would always break down. "I got rejected again mother. They don't accept part payment unless I pay in full. "Then why don't you pay in full? Your savings should be able to pay up? "I cannot clear my savings. How will you feed. The school can wait mother, I have decided, you are coming to Panacea with me". "Lauren, please don't be in a hurry, I know you have a pure heart and you want to see me well, but I cannot let you do what you are about to do, of you do it, I will remain unhappy for the rest of my life, and I am sure, you wouldn't want that would you? She couldn't stop crying. Truely she couldn't just clear up her account. The adult home where her mother is kept, is being paid for, she has her rent and other bills to pay, if she clears her saving, she will be homeless. I believe that something good will happen to you, don't worry". She added. Lauren buried her head in her hands, while her mother stroke her hair. She felt so helpless, she hated such a feeling. Whenever she visits her, she would always ask that she takes her for a walk around the adult home compound, it was a form of exercise for her. She was granted her request, and she walked with her mother. Each step was taken with difficulty. Not only was her mother battling with a heart disease, she had also started loosing her memories. Sometimes she would ask of her long dead husband, and get angry why he didn't come to visit, while at other times, she will speak to the wall, as though it is a living being. "I am getting tired". She confessed to her, after having walked round the centre. "Yes, it is getting late, I should take you back to your room". She replies, and gradually, they walked back to the centre, being a medical practitioner herself, she was allowed to take her mother inside, she sang to her, and soon, she was snoring out loud. Lauren stared deeply at her, and nodded, confirming what she just conceived I'm her mind. "I will find a way, to help you get better, i promise". She made a little space for herself close to the bed, so she could sleep close to her. That is how she spends her off days. """"""""""""""""""""""""""''''''''''''''''''''''''''''"""""""''''''' The Mendez family wanted to know who it is that their son have been pointing at all day. "Mother I saw her last night, she was wearing a uniform, dresssed like a nurse, she was just at the other side, she pointed a torch at me, she looked into my eyes, she looked angry. I think she is angry with me, I hurt her". Watching him act that way, brought tears to her eyes. Her only son was going insane, because of the death of his wife, and she cannot do anything about it. "Lucious, you will have to calm down, if you want us to bring Sydney to you. You know she wouldn't like to see you in this state? she says, making her husband all the more angry. "Why are you sounding like that, don't you know you are adding to this madness? We should tell him the truth now, so he starts to get used to it! "You heard the doctor, we cannot tell him anything yet". She tries to calm her husband down, but he sounded furious and he stormed towards the doctor's office. "Why is my son acting like a lunatic? He asked. "It is expected of him to act in a different way, but I never thought he would forget the face of the woman he loves, mistaking her for another, but the truth is that, something like that is expected to happen". "I don't like the way he is acting, I think we should tell him that she is dead, so he registers that instead of calling any random girl his wife". "Why don't we find out who the girl is first. finding a girl whom he believes to be his wife could help him heal faster, than telling him that his wife is dead. I know what I am saying, I have seen this things happen many times. You should be happy that he remembers you, there are cases where the victim remembers nothing, and only have to register new memories for a long time, and gradually, his old memories were restored, so please, let us take it gradually, cases with the brain needs special care". He concluded. They both step outside, only for when they got back to the room, he was showing his mother somebody through the window. "Mother, look at Sydney, she is just ignoring me, and why does she look so sad? Doctor Carter looked outside, and as soon as his eyes met with Lauren, he saw the resemblance between the two, even his father confirmed that they could both go for sisters, he pulls the doctor by the hand and ask. "Is she married? "No, she isn't". He replied, thinking the same thing he is thinking. "Then I need to have a word with her, I just need my son to act normal, and if bringing her close to him is what will make him act normal, then I am willing to do anything". "First, your son needs a personal nurse, and his case will be transfered to their section, which means, we should first work towards making her, his personal nurse. She is trained, she could gradually help him heal". The doctor says, but that is not the area Mr Mendez is looking at, but starting as a nurse, he doesn't mind at all.The hug got so intense.She refused to let go.She wanted to be with him.She wanted him by all means."Are you feeling better? Lucious asked, but Lauren didn't answer. She just wants to feel safe in his arms."Just hold me Lucious, and don't ask me any questions". She commanded."That was easy for him to do. Holding her and keeping quiet, is something he had longed to do, but he doesn't want her scared in anyway.Minutes passed and they were still in the same position of hugging and keeping quiet.Lucious relaxed his back to make her more comfortable, but her nighty shifted.He is no longer sure, if he will be able to keep quiet.He kissed her neck.She moved closer to him, as if hugging him wasn't close enough. The feeling was more like, she would love to enter into his body. Lucious wonders if she wants him, because if she did want him, she should be blunt, the same way she had been back at the hospital, she had shown great interest in him and ur had been so easy to understand
The next morning, the sun streamed gently through the curtains, casting golden patterns across the room.The feeling was different. She could smell the fresh cent of freshly cooked meals.clearly, she could feel the presence of a hand, across her waist, strongly protecting her. She loves the feeling, and she didn't want to open her eyes, only to discover that she had been dreaming it all.She had told herself she was not going to open her eyes, but she didn't know, closing her eyes, would help her in a way and scare her in another way.When she felt her eyes opened, it was a different ball game all together.Lauren stood at the window, staring out at the garden below. The dew still kissed the rose petals, and the birds chirped like nothing in the world could ever go wrong.That is the feeling everyone would vote for, for nothing to ever go wrong.She felt a warmth in her chest, it was a strange fluttering. It was something soft, yet familiar. Just the way she had always wanted to feel
How she managed to sleep that night still seem like a miracle.After her mother interrupted their kiss, she excused them, and though nothing happened between them again, because they didn't want anyone running into them, Lauren wished that they were alone, and so she could be herself with him.She was both scared and happy about the feeling she was having.She couldn't stop thinking about him. Even though he was close to her, she still thought of him as though he were far away.She was falling in love with him again, and it feels so good.She is feeling better, she doesn't know why she should stay back at the hospital.The hospital is meant for sick people, but for her, she feels fine, and she wants to go home, where she will have enough time with him alone.She could understand better, what she is feeling with him.She could tell, from the way he commanded everything that the guards he has in his house are more like an army, and he needs not be afraid of getting hurt, because no harm
Lucious shared the bed with Lauren and her mother.By the time she opened her eyes, the rain that had forced them to going to bed early had stopped and by the time night crept in, washing the world in soft silver moonlight. Lauren looked around her, seeing her mum and Lucious around her, meant the world to her. She had thought that if she moved, it will disturb them, but when she sat, propped up on her pillows, her hands, resting over the blanket that covered her legs. She felt healthier and calmer. The haunted look in her eyes had started to fade, they were suddenly replaced by a sudden want.Lucious, who didn't want anything to pass him by, quickly opened his eyes.Seeing her up, he asked."Are you okay?It came out as a whisper.She knew he didn't want to disturb her mother, and so she responded with a whisper too.She smiled at him. They were genuine, they were real, and they were pure.Lucious couldn't hold himself, he sat up, beside her in a cushioned chair, a soft smile on his
Lucious didn't understand what he heard, he looked up with his eyes, wide open, and she repeated herself."I saw her". Lucious was begining to lose his patience, even though it wasn't at Lauren, at himself, he wanted to quickly understand, this was no time, to give her time, he may end up losing more."Lauren dear", he moved close to her and held her hand."I saw you under the bed with your mother. At first, I didn't want to ask you why, because I felt, you were probably scared and decided to hide, but if you saw someone, please, you have to tell me".He was worried, she might not tell her, but Lauren smiled."I want to tell you, but my story, might not be complete, without my mother being here". She says.Lucious turned back, as though Mrs Fonder was standing by the door.She is now doing okay, and she might be discharged soon, but he doesn't want her going home without them. He wants to be sure, Lauren is okay, so they can all go home together."Let me go get your mother". He tell
Lauren stared straight into Lucious's eyes, while he was asleep on her hospital bed.She was feeling alright, but she is too scared to go home, because she doesn't know where she is expected to go.Will she go to her home and be with her mother, who desperately wants to see her okay, or will she go home with this man, who seem to care so much about her, and sadly, she has not been able to remember the sweet side of him, which she strongly believes exist.The attack on her, have proven that someone was after their lives, and it may not be long, before she is captured. She didn't want to tell Lucious how she ended up under the bed, he hadn't asked, and she didn't want to tell him about the face she had seen and how her mother had walked into the room earlier, to tell her to get under the bed. If she hadn't gotten under the bed, she would have probably been dead or kidnapped again.She also didn't want to get him worked up, so she just stared at him happily.He looked so peaceful and at