Lauren went straight to bed, trying to forget everything about her worries and uncertainties, but instead of forgetting, she traveled to dream land. After all, dreams are actually formed that way, from what we dream and think about, before going to bed.
"Congratulations miss Lauren Fonder, you have been accepted and all fees have been paid in full, even advance payments were made". She receives a male from Houston and she was in smiles all through as she approach her friend Pamela, who was also very happy for her. They both danced and jumped around rejoicing that she made the right choice. "You see, being in a contract marriage to a psycho isn't that bad you know, after all, it is only for five years, and within five years, even if you take all the shifts and double work in the entire city, you could never pay Houston's f*e, but now, it has been paid in full". Pamela says, hugging her, and just then, she turned to look behind her, she noticed that her mother was standing there, looking all strong, with a broad smile across her face. "Mother! She rushed into her arms, and they both wept. The tears were tears of Joy. Her mother had told her something good was going to happen soon, and she is happy that she didn't lose hope. "Thank you Lauren, for sacrificing so much to see that I am standing here now. I know it isn't your plan to marry now, but you did it for me, and I am glad". Lauren was happy to hear her mother's understanding tone. Especially the fact that she was sounding strong. They both hug and as soon as she turned to look behind her, she was standing face to face with Mendez. She looked back at her mother, but she was not there anymore, she looked back to face Mendez, he didn't look like her ideal man, she had never really liked him, nor given him a second thought, no matter how much Pamela talked about him, but now, she is married to him. "Enough with the hugging and laughing, go inside. You know what to do when you get there". He tells her with a stern voice. She was scared, and she didn't look back at her mother, she rushed inside the room and lay on the bed. She had to close her eyes for she doesn't want to see him lay with her, soon she started feeling his hands on her, and she had to open her eyes, when their eyes locked, she screamed, because he looked like a beast. She woke up with that scream, sweating and panting heavily. She lay on her bed, and looked round her small apartment. She had dreamt it all, though it had felt so real. Her mother has looked very happy in the dream, she seem to remember her so well, and that was all that mattered to her. She decided that she was going to Marry Lucious Mendez, even if it will take away her life, all she needs to know is that, it is only for five years and after five years, she can start her life again. Maybe she will be lucky to meet someone she will love, and she could start her life all over again. With that thought in mind, she picked her phone and dialed doctor Carter's number. He picked it at first ring. "Lauren Fonder, how are you doing, you left my office in a hurry, but I knew you needed the time". Lauren didn't bother answering him, she nodded her head and sighed. "I am ready". She says. "Wow, this is great news. You can come in to the office, I will set up a meeting with you two". "I will be there". She responded. " I know.........He tries to tell her. But She ended the call, and didn't bother responding to whatever it is he has to say to her. She was doing this not because she is greedy, or because she wants money, but because she seem not to have any choice. Her mother's life was at stake, and if she gets kicked out, she will not be able to feed nor even have a house, she was at a dead end. Her only option was to sell five years of her life, to a psycho.The hug got so intense.She refused to let go.She wanted to be with him.She wanted him by all means."Are you feeling better? Lucious asked, but Lauren didn't answer. She just wants to feel safe in his arms."Just hold me Lucious, and don't ask me any questions". She commanded."That was easy for him to do. Holding her and keeping quiet, is something he had longed to do, but he doesn't want her scared in anyway.Minutes passed and they were still in the same position of hugging and keeping quiet.Lucious relaxed his back to make her more comfortable, but her nighty shifted.He is no longer sure, if he will be able to keep quiet.He kissed her neck.She moved closer to him, as if hugging him wasn't close enough. The feeling was more like, she would love to enter into his body. Lucious wonders if she wants him, because if she did want him, she should be blunt, the same way she had been back at the hospital, she had shown great interest in him and ur had been so easy to understand
The next morning, the sun streamed gently through the curtains, casting golden patterns across the room.The feeling was different. She could smell the fresh cent of freshly cooked meals.clearly, she could feel the presence of a hand, across her waist, strongly protecting her. She loves the feeling, and she didn't want to open her eyes, only to discover that she had been dreaming it all.She had told herself she was not going to open her eyes, but she didn't know, closing her eyes, would help her in a way and scare her in another way.When she felt her eyes opened, it was a different ball game all together.Lauren stood at the window, staring out at the garden below. The dew still kissed the rose petals, and the birds chirped like nothing in the world could ever go wrong.That is the feeling everyone would vote for, for nothing to ever go wrong.She felt a warmth in her chest, it was a strange fluttering. It was something soft, yet familiar. Just the way she had always wanted to feel
How she managed to sleep that night still seem like a miracle.After her mother interrupted their kiss, she excused them, and though nothing happened between them again, because they didn't want anyone running into them, Lauren wished that they were alone, and so she could be herself with him.She was both scared and happy about the feeling she was having.She couldn't stop thinking about him. Even though he was close to her, she still thought of him as though he were far away.She was falling in love with him again, and it feels so good.She is feeling better, she doesn't know why she should stay back at the hospital.The hospital is meant for sick people, but for her, she feels fine, and she wants to go home, where she will have enough time with him alone.She could understand better, what she is feeling with him.She could tell, from the way he commanded everything that the guards he has in his house are more like an army, and he needs not be afraid of getting hurt, because no harm
Lucious shared the bed with Lauren and her mother.By the time she opened her eyes, the rain that had forced them to going to bed early had stopped and by the time night crept in, washing the world in soft silver moonlight. Lauren looked around her, seeing her mum and Lucious around her, meant the world to her. She had thought that if she moved, it will disturb them, but when she sat, propped up on her pillows, her hands, resting over the blanket that covered her legs. She felt healthier and calmer. The haunted look in her eyes had started to fade, they were suddenly replaced by a sudden want.Lucious, who didn't want anything to pass him by, quickly opened his eyes.Seeing her up, he asked."Are you okay?It came out as a whisper.She knew he didn't want to disturb her mother, and so she responded with a whisper too.She smiled at him. They were genuine, they were real, and they were pure.Lucious couldn't hold himself, he sat up, beside her in a cushioned chair, a soft smile on his
Lucious didn't understand what he heard, he looked up with his eyes, wide open, and she repeated herself."I saw her". Lucious was begining to lose his patience, even though it wasn't at Lauren, at himself, he wanted to quickly understand, this was no time, to give her time, he may end up losing more."Lauren dear", he moved close to her and held her hand."I saw you under the bed with your mother. At first, I didn't want to ask you why, because I felt, you were probably scared and decided to hide, but if you saw someone, please, you have to tell me".He was worried, she might not tell her, but Lauren smiled."I want to tell you, but my story, might not be complete, without my mother being here". She says.Lucious turned back, as though Mrs Fonder was standing by the door.She is now doing okay, and she might be discharged soon, but he doesn't want her going home without them. He wants to be sure, Lauren is okay, so they can all go home together."Let me go get your mother". He tell
Lauren stared straight into Lucious's eyes, while he was asleep on her hospital bed.She was feeling alright, but she is too scared to go home, because she doesn't know where she is expected to go.Will she go to her home and be with her mother, who desperately wants to see her okay, or will she go home with this man, who seem to care so much about her, and sadly, she has not been able to remember the sweet side of him, which she strongly believes exist.The attack on her, have proven that someone was after their lives, and it may not be long, before she is captured. She didn't want to tell Lucious how she ended up under the bed, he hadn't asked, and she didn't want to tell him about the face she had seen and how her mother had walked into the room earlier, to tell her to get under the bed. If she hadn't gotten under the bed, she would have probably been dead or kidnapped again.She also didn't want to get him worked up, so she just stared at him happily.He looked so peaceful and at