When I set foot in that house a smell of cigarettes and alcohol invaded my nostrils, people dancing, the dim lighting prevented me from seeing a little, there were lights of all colors as in a disco, the truth had only attended one in my life. I felt glances at me, the house was big, I could see the stairs at the entrance that led to the second floor, I could also notice some high school kids.
-Don't get lost," Victor whispered very close to my ear. I immediately turned to them, Colton Dashner was leaning against a wall, putting his foot on it, smoking a cigarette, while he was watching me, analyzing me. -Do you want something to drink?
-Water, please," I raised my voice to make it audible.
Victor laughed, and I could tell Colton snorted.
-How about something stronger? Like... A beer? -Victor insisted.
I had never tasted a beer in my life and I won't either, I just came following a guy to find out what he was up to, but at that moment I realized something more important, and that was the fact that I had two people talking to me.
-I don't drink, actually," I smiled a little uncomfortably. The only two people who were talking to me would think I was a bore.
-It's okay, I respect that," Victor raised his hands in peace and smiled, stepping back. I'll go get one for myself.
He got lost among so many people dancing and falling down drunk. I felt uncomfortable in a place like this, with people like this. At this point I just wanted to go home, I looked at Colton, who was looking away, I followed his gaze. There were some girls there, smiling at him and flirting with him from afar. I rolled my eyes to myself and crossed my arms.
-Bored? -his voice made me look at him again- If you want you can leave.
I pursed my lips into a single line.
-I won't go alone," I scolded. Where is the bathroom? -I questioned. I needed to clear my mind, the lights and the music were making me dizzy.
Colton pointed to a hallway, so I immediately rejoined, enduring the pushing and shoving of people, but before I got to the hallway Colton said, I bumped into someone. More like someone's chest. I looked up.
-Sorry," I articulated, separating myself a little. The boy was tall, almost Colton's height, had reddish hair and from what I could sense was strong. His lips curved into a smile.
-It was my fault," he said. Were you going somewhere? -I wanted to know.
-To the bathroom, I needed some quiet.
He smiled sideways.
-I have the solution," he took me by the hand without giving me time to protest, leading me through a door, out into the backyard. And, as he had said, the music was less audible. I thanked him at that moment. I had never seen you here before.
-No, I'm from another neighborhood," I put my hands behind my back.
-I know where you're from, the next neighborhood over, higher class than ours, right? -He sat down on a chair that was just sitting there.
-Yes.
I was getting a little nervous because it was strange that another person was talking to me, and even less with the facades he was wearing, was he still asleep? Besides the guy wasn't ugly at all and he didn't have tattoos like Colton, and I didn't see him take out a cigarette to smoke either.
-I'm Darren.
-Monique.
-Monique... -He pronounced my name as if remembering something. Are you from France? -he wanted to know, frowning a little in my direction.
I was the first person to notice it.
-Yes, my dad moved here when my sister and I were 10 years old," I smiled.
A new beginning.
Colton.
I shook my head to get my mind off that boy and focused on the one in front of me.
-You and your sister were the same age? -He looked confused.
-Yes, I have a twin sister.
He opened his eyes in surprise, then laughed a little.
-Wow, that's really cool.
I nodded, only to realize that I might have been a little late and Colton must be looking for me.
-I have to go," I announced, backing up a bit.
Darren stood up immediately.
-I'll walk you out.
-I'll walk you.
We walked back into the house, dodging people until we got to where the boys were, but I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw what was in front of me. My stomach turned at that moment. Colton was in the same place I had left him, but he wasn't alone. There was a blonde girl there, making out with him.
-Are you with Colton by any chance, Monique? -Darren stood next to me, I could hear annoyance in his voice. I looked at him, he was looking at Colton with hatred.
He just wanted to disappear at that moment, and I thought he might be looking for me.
-No, I'm not coming with him," I mumbled, turning to him. Goodbye, Darren. Nice to meet you," I patted his shoulder, then headed for the door.
-Monique! -he called a little loudly, I bet Colton heard, or maybe not. I turned to Darren who approached me-will I see you again?
I hesitated, I really didn't think so.
-I don't know," I admitted.
-Do you have someone to go with? -Auto?
I denied, I was thinking of going alone.
-You're not going alone, come on, I'll drop you off.
-He grabbed me by the waist, making me turn around. Seconds before I walked out the front door I felt Darren pull his hand away from me abruptly. I turned to him, only to find that he had not been the one to remove it, but Colton. He pushed Darren into the wall and then punched him in the face.I covered my mouth in surprise, gasping, I didn't understand anything, it all happened so fast.
What was wrong with him?
-Colton, let him go! -I exclaimed. Those present stopped their dance and now did a wheel among us, shouting in chorus: fight. I couldn't believe they supported this.
Colton didn't stop, he kept hitting Darren on the floor, but Darren wasn't fighting back, I couldn't stand there, I couldn't witness something like that. It made me sick. I spun on my feet, opening the door and ran as fast as I could out of there.
I made it to the sidewalk, running down where Colton had come from earlier, if I was lucky I remembered the street.
-Monique!
I stopped my pace for a millisecond when I heard Colton's voice, so I hurried my pace.
-Fuck, stop!
His footsteps sounded close, then arms grabbed my waist, making me turn to him.
-What the hell is wrong with you? Can't you see it's dangerous to walk down this street at night? You're unconscious! -he spat, taking me by surprise. I turned away from him.
-Why did you hit him? -I wanted to know, my voice was breaking. I was too sensitive for these situations.
He took a deep breath, putting a hand to his hair, ruffling my hair even more. He snorted, looking up at the sky and then back at me.
-It's none of your business," he snorted, brushing past me and walking down the sidewalk. Now walk.
I stood still for a moment at Colton's attitude, it was rude. Finally I started to walk behind him. The walk was silent, I could notice my house up ahead. I walked at a brisk pace until I positioned myself next to him. His eyes were fixed on the street, expressionless.
I bit my lower lip wanting to say something but I couldn't think of anything, I didn't even know if he would keep talking to me after what happened.
-Thank you for not letting me come alone," I muttered a little under my breath. I was a little embarrassed.
But he didn't answer, as he was in front of my house I gave him one last look.
-Come in," he looked at me, after he hadn't looked at me the whole way.
-Goodbye, Colton.
I turned to walk, feeling his gaze on me. I had ended up the same or worse than before because I hadn't found out anything about Colton Dashner, I only knew that he was a womanizer and got into fights for nothing, did he have a problem with Darren? Because I didn't know why he had hit him, nor why his repeated mood swings, nor did I know why the police were looking for him.
I really didn't know anything about Colton Dashner.
Nothing.
The alarm on my alarm clock has been going off about three more times for quite a while now. I squeeze my eyes shut and tell myself I won't wake up again. I manage to sit up in bed and rub my eyes. My hair must be a mess since I feel it all over my face. I get up, head to the bathroom and take a quick shower.When I get out I head to my closet, I decide on some black pants, baggy obviously, a long sleeved shirt and some converse in white. I comb my hair, leaving it loose and put on my glasses. I tidy my desk, putting pencils and some notebooks in my bag. When I'm ready I glance in the mirror. I bite my lower lip since it doesn't show my true figure and, before I walk out the door, my eyes fall on my bedroom window, which has the curtain drawn, revealing Colton's room.He's not in bed so I guess he's getting ready for school. I push him aside, open my door and head downstairs. Downstairs Dad prepares some meat pies, Angelique is already sitting in her place, eating breakfast. I drop my
-I'll be around," Darren said goodbye, walking out the door that Colton had just left. It was obvious that this boy was dangerous and troublesome but.... What did I have to do with it? I pulled out my cell phone as I felt it vibrate.It was Dad.-Hello? -I answered, adjusting my glasses.-Monique, there's been a problem," he said on the other end of the line.-Did something happen? -I asked immediately, a little worried.-Don't worry," he calmed me down, "it's work. I have to travel.I frowned, as that had never happened before.-Travel? Why, when are you coming back? -I was a bit paranoid, as staying home alone with Angelique was not something I liked, especially after....-I don't want to go, Monique, but it's necessary otherwise... it would cost me my job and we can't afford to lose it," he sounded worried. The trip will take four days. I would be back Monday morning. At the moment I'm at home doing the annoyances.-Dad, I don't want you to go away for so long," I whispered a littl
I was so nervous that I didn't think things through, I didn't think about what I was going to do, I just did it, I wrapped my arms around Colton's waist, taking him by surprise, since at first he didn't return my embrace, but I imagine I gave him some kind of pity because little by little he wrapped his arms around my back, feeling at that moment his warmth.I felt good, I admit it, little by little I was calming down, until my sobs were no longer audible. Colton's hand rubbed my back but he didn't say anything.-Are you calmer? -he asked with some concern.-I think so," I replied, pulling away from him. Thank you, Colton... -I looked at him- If it hadn't been for you...-Shhh," he shushed me, "don't even say it. Colton lifted his hand, wiping away a small tear that fell down my cheek. I felt his touch, warm and warm, my skin tingled at that moment. I could also tell that my glasses had fallen off in the path of the struggle because I didn't have them on me. My eyes were on Colton w
After the bell rang announcing the entrance to class I sat in the same place as the time Colton came, since now my place up front had been taken by Loren, it had to be her. I was not surprised not to see Colton sitting here as he is likely to come late or not come at all. I deduced the latter as I saw him coming up behind the professor. He came to my side and sat down, at that moment the drawing he had made came to my mind and an urge to ask him who he was came over me but I restrained myself.-All right, guys, today we will work in pairs, just as you are. -The coexistence and civics teacher explained. You have to write down your partner's likes and dislikes and what they like to do in their free time, if they work, if their parents get along well, here we are not going to be embarrassed or anything. The reason for this will be to help those of you who have problems, okay? Okay, let's get started.A handful of students could be heard booing not liking the teacher's idea, however other
When we arrived at the party the house was too crowded, there were people even outside, chatting and drinking from a red glass. Darren took me inside the house, I didn't miss his hand on my waist, I didn't like him doing that. I felt uncomfortable. The music was blaring too loud. People were pushing and shoving and everything.-Darren! -someone exclaimed from behind us. We both turned to look. There came a slim, dark-haired girl. She approached Darren with a big smile on her face.-Brenda, when did you get here? -asked my companion, too surprised.-Today in the afternoon, I heard there was a party today and we decided to come," she answered.-We decided? -Darren asked.-Yes, Kendra came anyway," she replied.I noticed Darren tensed up so I gave him a quick glance, until he set his sights on me.-Monique, I'm sorry," he said and then looked at Brenda. This is Monique, a friend," he introduced me.Brenda looked at me, smiling.-Hi, I'm Brenda," she shook her hand. I took it hesitantly.
The guy in front of me was slowly approaching me, trying to kiss me, but I didn't want to. God, I hadn't had my first kiss and I didn't want to do it with this almost drunk person in front of me.-You look beautiful," he whispered, his breath smelling like some cigarette mixed with beer.I didn't even answer him, when the guy brought his mouth close to mine I pulled away.-Come on, let me kiss you," he said.-You know what? I'd better not, I want to go.-You have to fulfill the challenge, Monique.... -He grabbed me by the waist, pulling me closer to him. I tried to push him away but I couldn't. I didn't know at what point I had gotten myself into this. I didn't know at what point I had gotten brave enough to be hanging out at older guys' parties. I wasn't like that. The boy took my face in his hands. I couldn't believe that my first kiss would be with a stranger and without love.As the boy is about to kiss me, the closet door opens. We both turn to see the aforementioned: Colton.-Co
-Here you are," Angelique enters my room, "I wanted to ask you a question," she crosses her arms, as if facing me.I was rather trying to relax a bit because Colton had left me in a bad way.-What is it?-About Colton. What happened at the party? Why did he pull you out of there, is there anything you haven't told me?I put my fingers to my temples because Angelique was bombarding me with her questions, I felt tired and to be honest right now I had no head to think about her jealousy.-Why don't you ask him?-Don't answer me with another question, Monique," she challenged me. Even though I loved my sister more than my life, she had no right to ask me these kinds of questions. It was true that Colton and she had something to do but he told me that it was just something that happens at parties.-What do you want me to tell you then? I have no idea why Colton acts this way with me - deep down I was sick and tired of being treated like a fool and manipulated. I was always trying to stop m
When I open my eyes the morning sunlight hits me. I snap back into my seat realizing that I had fallen asleep on the hood of Colton's car, by the way, where is Colton? I sat on the hood when suddenly I heard a car door close.-You woke up," he appears in front of me, putting on a black wool jacket. His hair is half disheveled.-What time is it? -I rub my eye.-It's seven in the morning," he answered, "how are you now?I got off the hood.-Fine," I answered, "Angelique will have to come back one day. Shall we go? We have classes and I don't want to miss them.She looked at me funny.-Monique, today is Saturday," he reminded me.-Really? -I scratched the back of my neck a little nervously.If it was Saturday it meant that today was the Janesville Hearts Fair and everyone from the high school would be going.-Yes, -Colton moved dangerously close to me, taking my face in his hands -Monique, even freshly risen you look beautiful.My cheeks burned.-Colton! -I hid my face because I didn't l
I stopped the car, without leaving, just watching Kyle. He was standing, without expressions on his face, but he didn't see me but Rich, he looked at him with a kind of hate. "Are they your bags?" Asked Rich, a little anxious. I know this because his hands began to rub each other in a desperate way. Also his leg went from top to bottom. "Your father wants you to go." "I suppose so," I answer, because the truth doesn't surprise me. Kyle had never been a good father, maybe I don't remember what happened years ago but I only know that he never fights enough for his family, he gives up the first one, he is so cowardly that I hate him for that and more things. I wish my sister was here, but instead I have to be with this man who is called my father. "It can't be," Rich murmured, still anxious. "You can't leave, v, tell him not to take you away." I looked at Rich, taking his hands to calm down a little. "Easy, you're having a kind of anxiety attack." I will not go anywhere. The corner of hi
"Rich, we should go back inside," I groaned in his ear. We were still in the stands of the training camp, we kissed and talked about things, but it had been a long time, maybe two hours and we had not entered to find out if there were classes or not. At that moment my cell phone started ringing on a call. I snorted and took it out of my bag. It was Kyle. "Who calls you?" He wanted to know, stroking my thighs. "It's Kyle," I replied. "I won't answer." "V, maybe he's worried." "Leave those things aside then." Rich took the cell phone and accepted the call but gave it to me, even though I signaled him not. I rolled my eyes and finally replied: "Hello?" "V, where are you?" I knew what happened to a teacher, I'm worried. "I'm fine, in college." I stressed Rich's hair. It smelled so good, I had become very accustomed to this smell. His eyes, his nose, his mouth. This man had me crazy, I felt that I fell in love more and more with every second that passed. Rich's way of seeing me, as if it w
Rich was at Fynn's house, doing what? Fynn, our teacher was dead and someone had shot him in the head. Rich watched me attentively, as if I was afraid that I would be scared. -How? "I wanted to know." "Well," he laughed a little nervous, "I wanted to do something good for you, I wanted to talk to Fynn and ask him to give you more time and not reprove you but it was useless, Fynn was a very strict teacher." I felt a little relief when he told me that, my mind was already betraying me with bad things, things that I know Rich wouldn't do. I smiled shyly and approached him to hug him, his smell invaded my nostrils. I liked feeling it so much, feeling his perfume, his hands around me. I realized that I was falling in love more and more about Rich, it was something I couldn't stop, it was something very strong and intense. I was scared, very afraid because my bad thoughts tortured me by telling me that Rich will one day get bored of me and leave me. "Thank you for wanting to help me," I mur
When I got home I felt so mired in my thoughts, in my pain and in my hatred that I didn't realize that I knocked on the door. That could have woken up Kyle perfectly, well, if he was asleep. Although I doubt it, considering that I took his car ... I climbed the stairs in a hurry and entered my room. Rich I couldn't believe he did this to me. "Venus, what's up?" "I heard Kyle on the other side." I lay down on the bed and crushed my face with the pillow. My tears came out involuntarily. Why the hell did I let Rich get into my life like that, to my heart? I felt that this link I had with him would be my downfall. "Venus, open the door." "Get out, Kyle!" Leave me alone. ”The last sentence was broken. What I least wanted was the pity of this man who had forgotten how to be my father. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to run away and never come back! I felt a lot of hate towards Lina, I felt a lot of contempt for Rich too. He lied to me, told me he was at home but I go and find him with he
When I entered home Dad was at the doorway with a glass of juice in his hand. "You're late," he told me. "I was doing things." "With Rich," he said, "Venus, you know I don't like you to go with him for a long time." Rich is not what it seems. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and tried to calm down, I didn't want to argue with Kyle today. I had spent a nice day with Rich so I didn't want to take away the feeling of tranquility in my system right now. "Not now, Kyle, I'm tired." "They called me from college, you didn't attend classes." Fynn also told me that you failed his subject. What is happening to you, Venus? When you just came here I was very understandable with you, I tried to understand you because yes, I made mistakes in the past but I was willing to remedy them. However, now seeing that you are going astray I cannot continue to be tolerant of what you do or say. I looked at him super surprised, it was the first time Kyle talked to me like that. His voice was hard. "Excuse me
Rich and I arrived at a kind of mountain. There were no trees here, just grass, a grass that seemed to have no end. I walked, feeling free. I just wanted to run, run while screaming in the rain. That, that was freedom for me. "Do you like it?" Rich asked me, he had a blanket in his hands. In the distance I looked at the lake, the one where we bathed once. Then I remembered that Rich had told me that this was his favorite place and I was flattered because he had brought me. Only me. "It's amazing," I said, "there is no one but us here." "That's right." Rich stretched out his cloth on the grass, helped him a little and then sat down. "Why did you bring me here, Rich?" I started to feel nervous, I looked at Rich, how handsome it was ... I felt a stab if he fell in love with someone else. Then I began to feel a little insecurity and sadness, I didn't want him to stop loving me because he loved me, right? Or that is what has made me understand all this time. "I told you I would bring you o
Upon arriving at the university we got out of the car, Rich took me by the hand, intertwining them. I felt a tingling with that gesture, without even asking for it. He looked safer than before now, looser. And I liked that. I felt that I was somehow helping him. "Will I see you at lunchtime?" "I worry as we walk towards the entrance." -Of course. Hasley appeared in my field of vision, I was half serious, maybe I was still half drunk yesterday. I don't know. The weather threatened to rain. "Hello, Hasley," I greeted her. "V, how are you today?" "He looked at us both." Hi, Rich. "You look unveiled," Rich says in a joke mode. I think it's the first time I see him wanting to start conversations with another person. And it's weird. "Yes, I couldn't sleep well last night for those drinks." Are we going to classes? "Hasley looks at me." -It's fine. Rich, I'll see you after a while, ”I smiled at him. I was going to go like this without more but Rich stopped me and gave me a warm kiss on the l
Rich when I slowly open the window of Venus's room, I sneak in to avoid waking her. He had told her that he would come - I really gave him that - since now more than ever he felt he needed to be very close to her. It was like a need to be there all the time, feeling it close to me. I close the window to prevent the cold blizzard from entering and waking it up. She is lying on the bed, she didn't even put on her pajamas this time. I was going to go to his bed to lie down next to him but a light stopped me. It came from his computer, he had left it on. I approached the table with the intention of turning it off but what was on the screen had caught my attention. What does Venus do seeing a picture of me and ... Leah? I tensed. There were almost three photos of Leah and I from many years ago, when we were dating. I brought a hand to my hair a little indignant. Venus maybe she is jealous of her so she had been acting weird. How do I let her know that she really matters to me? It is true t
"Rich, I'd like to talk to my daughter a little if it doesn't bother you," Kyle said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Rich, I didn't want him to leave. I really felt very good with Rich and somehow deep inside me I missed him a lot if he wasn't there. I was sticking to Rich ... and that wasn't good. "Okay, Mr. Maxwell," Rich looked at me, "I see you tomorrow," he looked at. It was a blink so fast that it was impossible for Kyle to see him. But I did understand. I would see it later. In my room Or so I expected. "Sure," I smiled half. Rich left the kitchen, then I heard the front door close so he was gone. "Well, tell me what you have to tell me," I crossed my arms. Kyle felt something tired. I had dark circles. His hair was disheveled and his beard grew. He didn't seem to care. Neglected That was the word. "Sit down," he said as he sat at the kitchen table. My instinct was not to sit down, but why start fighting right now? So I sat quietly, waiting for what Kyle had to say. God, I felt