The rest of the day Colton didn't show up, I felt sad because we were supposed to spend the day together, and we were supposed to cook and do other things but apparently there was something about those guys' visit that made him grumpy. I didn't know where he had gotten to, I was too bored. In fact, I couldn't even concentrate on anything. Always thinking about Colton.When the clock struck ten at night, I yawned on the couch. I felt sleepy, the TV was on and the whole house was dark. Only the TV light was shining on me. It was obvious that Colton wasn't coming. So I got up and turned off the TV, leaving me in the dark. I went upstairs and when I got to my room, I got into bed. My eyes felt heavy, I couldn't keep them open anymore. The pillow and the blanket felt cold. I pulled the covers up to the back of my neck and curled up with the pillows. I was ready to sleep. Tomorrow my father would come. I didn't even know how he would act when he found out Colton and I were dating. My dad ha
When I woke up, Colton was next to me. It was weird because lately when I woke up he always disappeared. But this time he was asleep, maybe because of how tired he was yesterday or I don't know. He looked so relaxed, he looked like a good boy like that. No one would guess he would be quite the case. I brushed a few strands of hair away from his forehead and deposited a warm kiss. Deep down I felt like I was falling more and more in love with Colton Dashner. And I didn't know if that was good or bad.Colton stirred, but he didn't wake up, he only grew more attached to me. I imagined a future with Colton, a future with no fears, no problems, no worries. I liked that. Just when I thought everything was going well I heard footsteps on the stairs, hurried footsteps.-Shit," I muttered, thinking the worst. There was only one person who could come at this hour. And I was sure it wasn't Angelique.The door opens and out of it comes my smiling father, a smile that was wiped off as soon as he s
My hand hurt, of course it did. It was the first time I'd ever delivered a blow and it hadn't been gentle. Angelique fell backwards, causing her skirt to flip up and we could all see her lacy panties. My sister put a hand to the affected area and looked at me furiously.-What the fuck is wrong with you?! -she shouted at me.-Are you crazy, Monique? -Loren helped her stand up with the others.-Last time you talk bad about Colton to my father," I pointed at her. "You can say anything about me, but you can't say anything about him, got it?Angelique let go of her friends' grip and came dangerously close to me.-And if I don't want to what? -she confronted me.-Well, then, you'll have to deal with the consequences," I made it clear.-I'm not afraid of you," he shoved my shoulder.I gave her a dirty look. I was starting to get a lot angrier than I was. I was also aware that everyone was watching us, most had come to the soccer field to watch the sister fight. I even looked at a few with th
When I got out of class and headed to the cafeteria, I ran into the same guy from today. The one who had called me rojita. He was in his locker looking for some things, but they weren't books. I was confident enough to approach him without him noticing, I could see a small bag with something white in it. Which seemed strange to me.-Hello," I ignored what I saw and deigned to just look at it. The boy looked at me a little suspiciously and closed his locker immediately.-Rojita? What are you doing here? -he asked.-I was just going to the cafeteria and looked at you," I shrugged, "Do you want to go? -I didn't know why I was asking a guy to lunch if I was just starting to talk to him. I don't know, maybe deep down I had liked him.The boy smiled sideways in a mischievous way.-Are you asking me to lunch?-It's just for company," I made it clear, "And it's not an invitation, you pay for yours," I smiled at him normally.-Okay, Rojita, but don't let your boyfriend get mad," she winked.I
-Thank you for this," as I got off Trent's bike and handed him his helmet, it came to my mind what would happen next. I had dumped Colton because of my jealousy, which just remembering that was coming back to me again but I held it back.-I had fun too," he smiled sideways, "I have to go, good luck with your boyfriend, rojita," he started and left. I was in front of my house, I was supposed to be with Colton somewhere else by this time. I had even left my bags already packed.I walked carefully to my house, it was just getting late in the afternoon, the sky was starting to turn orange, I imagined that the sunset on the sea would be too beautiful. When I took another step a car parked in front of the house. I turned to look and noticed it was Colton. The boy got out but didn't look at me, he just walked straight to his aunt's house and went inside without looking at me.What was I expecting? I had left with Trent and hadn't listened to him. I guess deep down I felt a little guilty. The
Colton took me to the room, it was big, it had a balcony and two huge sliding doors as well, they were made of glass and you could see the sea. It was an impressive view. Too much.-This house is beautiful, Colton, how did you choose it?There was a big bed in the middle, a TV stuck on the wall, music players. There were two large closets, a door leading to the bathroom. Flower tables and a small desk. The suitcases had been left downstairs.-I was looking at several until I came to this one. I knew you'd like it. I say that because of the ocean view, because of how few neighbors we have. You have your own place. There won't be anyone to bother us here.I moved closer to him, curling my arms behind his neck. I felt special, the way Colton treated me was unique, it felt too real. It happens that when you feel like someone doesn't love you, you feel it deep inside, but when someone loves you you feel it too. It's no longer just about the things they say to you, words are redundant; now
When we finished breakfast we left the dishes in the sink, we would wash them later. We went up to the bedroom, Colton grabbed me by the waist and kissed me on the neck.-Colton... -I smiled like a fool because I knew what he was coming to. Colton's hand traveled down to my belly and then moved into my shorts, reaching my intimate area.-What's the matter, don't you want to? -He rolled me over so I could see him, cornering me on the bed and getting on top of me.-You know I do," I nodded, kissing him on the lips. If we went on like this we'd be late for class, and the walk was more or less a long one.-Do you know what I'm in the mood for? -he asked me close to my ear.-What? -I wrapped my legs around his waist.-Of doing you in the shower," he whispered, a whisper that sent a shock of electricity through my body. Desire, that's what I felt.-Why don't we do it then? -I tugged a little on his hair, I felt myself panting. I needed to feel Colton now.-Let's go," he pulled away from me
The rest of the day in high school I had a good time, the bad thing was that Angelique always gave me reproachful looks and that kind of thing. I would have liked her to also understand that she couldn't do anything else against me and Colton. But I knew her and she was very proud. I'd see Trent too, he was always lonely sitting by the benches on campus, he'd look pensive looking up at the sky.-I can't wait to get home," Colton said, hugging me from behind. He kissed my neck slowly sending shivers throughout my body.-Colton, relax," I smiled, "We can be seen.-How about we skip the last class? -He proposed, "I plan to do a few little things to you.-Oh yeah? Like what?-It's better to do them, don't you think?Colton took my hand and intertwined it with mine, standing in front of me.-I think so, but we have biology and you're doing very poorly in that class, Colton, I care if your grades are good," I looked at him. He just scratched the back of his head in a nonchalant tone. It see
I stopped the car, without leaving, just watching Kyle. He was standing, without expressions on his face, but he didn't see me but Rich, he looked at him with a kind of hate. "Are they your bags?" Asked Rich, a little anxious. I know this because his hands began to rub each other in a desperate way. Also his leg went from top to bottom. "Your father wants you to go." "I suppose so," I answer, because the truth doesn't surprise me. Kyle had never been a good father, maybe I don't remember what happened years ago but I only know that he never fights enough for his family, he gives up the first one, he is so cowardly that I hate him for that and more things. I wish my sister was here, but instead I have to be with this man who is called my father. "It can't be," Rich murmured, still anxious. "You can't leave, v, tell him not to take you away." I looked at Rich, taking his hands to calm down a little. "Easy, you're having a kind of anxiety attack." I will not go anywhere. The corner of hi
"Rich, we should go back inside," I groaned in his ear. We were still in the stands of the training camp, we kissed and talked about things, but it had been a long time, maybe two hours and we had not entered to find out if there were classes or not. At that moment my cell phone started ringing on a call. I snorted and took it out of my bag. It was Kyle. "Who calls you?" He wanted to know, stroking my thighs. "It's Kyle," I replied. "I won't answer." "V, maybe he's worried." "Leave those things aside then." Rich took the cell phone and accepted the call but gave it to me, even though I signaled him not. I rolled my eyes and finally replied: "Hello?" "V, where are you?" I knew what happened to a teacher, I'm worried. "I'm fine, in college." I stressed Rich's hair. It smelled so good, I had become very accustomed to this smell. His eyes, his nose, his mouth. This man had me crazy, I felt that I fell in love more and more with every second that passed. Rich's way of seeing me, as if it w
Rich was at Fynn's house, doing what? Fynn, our teacher was dead and someone had shot him in the head. Rich watched me attentively, as if I was afraid that I would be scared. -How? "I wanted to know." "Well," he laughed a little nervous, "I wanted to do something good for you, I wanted to talk to Fynn and ask him to give you more time and not reprove you but it was useless, Fynn was a very strict teacher." I felt a little relief when he told me that, my mind was already betraying me with bad things, things that I know Rich wouldn't do. I smiled shyly and approached him to hug him, his smell invaded my nostrils. I liked feeling it so much, feeling his perfume, his hands around me. I realized that I was falling in love more and more about Rich, it was something I couldn't stop, it was something very strong and intense. I was scared, very afraid because my bad thoughts tortured me by telling me that Rich will one day get bored of me and leave me. "Thank you for wanting to help me," I mur
When I got home I felt so mired in my thoughts, in my pain and in my hatred that I didn't realize that I knocked on the door. That could have woken up Kyle perfectly, well, if he was asleep. Although I doubt it, considering that I took his car ... I climbed the stairs in a hurry and entered my room. Rich I couldn't believe he did this to me. "Venus, what's up?" "I heard Kyle on the other side." I lay down on the bed and crushed my face with the pillow. My tears came out involuntarily. Why the hell did I let Rich get into my life like that, to my heart? I felt that this link I had with him would be my downfall. "Venus, open the door." "Get out, Kyle!" Leave me alone. ”The last sentence was broken. What I least wanted was the pity of this man who had forgotten how to be my father. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to run away and never come back! I felt a lot of hate towards Lina, I felt a lot of contempt for Rich too. He lied to me, told me he was at home but I go and find him with he
When I entered home Dad was at the doorway with a glass of juice in his hand. "You're late," he told me. "I was doing things." "With Rich," he said, "Venus, you know I don't like you to go with him for a long time." Rich is not what it seems. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and tried to calm down, I didn't want to argue with Kyle today. I had spent a nice day with Rich so I didn't want to take away the feeling of tranquility in my system right now. "Not now, Kyle, I'm tired." "They called me from college, you didn't attend classes." Fynn also told me that you failed his subject. What is happening to you, Venus? When you just came here I was very understandable with you, I tried to understand you because yes, I made mistakes in the past but I was willing to remedy them. However, now seeing that you are going astray I cannot continue to be tolerant of what you do or say. I looked at him super surprised, it was the first time Kyle talked to me like that. His voice was hard. "Excuse me
Rich and I arrived at a kind of mountain. There were no trees here, just grass, a grass that seemed to have no end. I walked, feeling free. I just wanted to run, run while screaming in the rain. That, that was freedom for me. "Do you like it?" Rich asked me, he had a blanket in his hands. In the distance I looked at the lake, the one where we bathed once. Then I remembered that Rich had told me that this was his favorite place and I was flattered because he had brought me. Only me. "It's amazing," I said, "there is no one but us here." "That's right." Rich stretched out his cloth on the grass, helped him a little and then sat down. "Why did you bring me here, Rich?" I started to feel nervous, I looked at Rich, how handsome it was ... I felt a stab if he fell in love with someone else. Then I began to feel a little insecurity and sadness, I didn't want him to stop loving me because he loved me, right? Or that is what has made me understand all this time. "I told you I would bring you o
Upon arriving at the university we got out of the car, Rich took me by the hand, intertwining them. I felt a tingling with that gesture, without even asking for it. He looked safer than before now, looser. And I liked that. I felt that I was somehow helping him. "Will I see you at lunchtime?" "I worry as we walk towards the entrance." -Of course. Hasley appeared in my field of vision, I was half serious, maybe I was still half drunk yesterday. I don't know. The weather threatened to rain. "Hello, Hasley," I greeted her. "V, how are you today?" "He looked at us both." Hi, Rich. "You look unveiled," Rich says in a joke mode. I think it's the first time I see him wanting to start conversations with another person. And it's weird. "Yes, I couldn't sleep well last night for those drinks." Are we going to classes? "Hasley looks at me." -It's fine. Rich, I'll see you after a while, ”I smiled at him. I was going to go like this without more but Rich stopped me and gave me a warm kiss on the l
Rich when I slowly open the window of Venus's room, I sneak in to avoid waking her. He had told her that he would come - I really gave him that - since now more than ever he felt he needed to be very close to her. It was like a need to be there all the time, feeling it close to me. I close the window to prevent the cold blizzard from entering and waking it up. She is lying on the bed, she didn't even put on her pajamas this time. I was going to go to his bed to lie down next to him but a light stopped me. It came from his computer, he had left it on. I approached the table with the intention of turning it off but what was on the screen had caught my attention. What does Venus do seeing a picture of me and ... Leah? I tensed. There were almost three photos of Leah and I from many years ago, when we were dating. I brought a hand to my hair a little indignant. Venus maybe she is jealous of her so she had been acting weird. How do I let her know that she really matters to me? It is true t
"Rich, I'd like to talk to my daughter a little if it doesn't bother you," Kyle said. I rolled my eyes and looked at Rich, I didn't want him to leave. I really felt very good with Rich and somehow deep inside me I missed him a lot if he wasn't there. I was sticking to Rich ... and that wasn't good. "Okay, Mr. Maxwell," Rich looked at me, "I see you tomorrow," he looked at. It was a blink so fast that it was impossible for Kyle to see him. But I did understand. I would see it later. In my room Or so I expected. "Sure," I smiled half. Rich left the kitchen, then I heard the front door close so he was gone. "Well, tell me what you have to tell me," I crossed my arms. Kyle felt something tired. I had dark circles. His hair was disheveled and his beard grew. He didn't seem to care. Neglected That was the word. "Sit down," he said as he sat at the kitchen table. My instinct was not to sit down, but why start fighting right now? So I sat quietly, waiting for what Kyle had to say. God, I felt