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Chapter 29

Author: Nameless
Under Ezra's hopeful gaze, Shermaine gently lifted her hand and touched the crying boy's small face.

Ezra's eyes visibly lit up with excitement. He thought, perhaps, Shermaine had already forgiven him.

But what he didn't expect was what came next.

"In the past, I did want to have a child with you," Shermaine said as she slowly pulled her hand away, her tone light yet cold, carrying an air of indifference. "But then, I realized something. I'm actually glad we didn't have a child. If we had one, it would have only tied me to you longer."

Shermaine smiled at him, but the smile was filled with distance and coldness.

"Looking back, I don't even hate you for drugging me and causing me to lose the child. In fact, maybe I should thank you."

"No, that's not what happened," Ezra choked, the weight of regret and pain threatening to overwhelm him. "I never meant to cause you to miscarry. It's all my fault. If you really feel nothing for me anymore, why did you leave me all those things to re
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