Logan lets out a shuddering breath as I take him to the hilt, and then he quickly finds my lips, kissing me. I moan into his mouth, remaining completely still as I lose myself to the sensations: his cock, so big and thick I feel impaled. I'm aware of every single nerve ending in my body. But I c
Logan My heart swells as I tug Rebel closer to my chest. I would never admit it out loud, but I like how she disappears when I hug her with my massive arms. She is so precious and tiny and utterly adorable. But if I called Rebel cute or adorable, she would probably punch me and call herself fierc
Rebel My heart is in shambles. I'm hurting for Logan. He thinks he is a monster, but Logan is the sweetest guy on earth. After we fell asleep, he kept me warm by holding me. He wouldn't let go until morning, and before making it to hockey practice, he served me breakfast in bed. Now I'm trying
Rebel Every minute feels like an entire cold long year as I look up at the flames lighting up the sky. The apartment is no longer... I chew on my bottom lip. Caroline is still in there, and so is Andrew. We have been informed that a neighbor's oven exploded for whatever reason. The fire had been
"Oh baby," Logan hugs me tighter and kisses my neck before whispering into my ear. "It's going to be okay. I trust Andrew. He got this. He will find her and bring her out of there." I throw myself at Logan's shoulder and cry loudly. The others are crying, too, especially Alice, who is convinced she
Rebel "Caroline is going to make it," I tell Logan as we watch TV inside the hotel room we were handed by Hannah's hubby. He lowers the volume on the TV. "Oh, how do you know?" "Andrew texted me while I was in the shower. He said Caroline has suffered some burns and will need skin transplantation
Rebel Two months later "How are you feeling today?" I smile at my therapist, Linda, who I've been seeing more and more this past month. She is a great listener and an excellent therapist, and our sessions are well-needed in my life. My chemo has been taking its toll on me, and ever since Carolin
I open the door smiling. "Oh wow, look at you not being afraid to spend your money!" Logan grins at me, and I'm immediately hit with how attractive he is. I probably say that because he is mine, and I'm deeply, deeply in love with his bum, but bah—he is so GORGEOUS! "I've never been afraid of spen
Caroline After watching the hockey game, I’m still sitting on the bleachers. Rebel and Alice have left, but I’m waiting for Andrew to come and find me. My heart is pounding in my chest, and as soon as I hear a door open to my left, I realize that it’s now or never. I have to tell Andrew how I fee
Caroline Shame fills me when I look down from my seat in the ice arena. I'm here to watch Andrew's game, but so are Rebel and Alice. They are sitting a few rows below and shooting glances that fill me with guilt. I'm a terrible friend. Rebel had her operation recently. I never went to visit her
Caroline It feels weird sleeping in the same bed as Andrew. After the drama with Jonatan, Andrew refused to go home, and we fell asleep watching a movie. The problem is that I jerked awake again, and now my heart won't stop racing because my ex-boyfriend is cuddling with me. I glance to the side w
Caroline This must be hell. Andrew gave me time to think about us, and I didn't have it in me to turn him down right away. I will turn him down, but I will pretend to think about it to make him happy. In my world, that is giving someone false hope, but Andrew doesn't seem to agree. He is happy I
And what the hell, I didn't know he still liked me?! "Andrew... we were toxic together. All we ever did was fight and have makeup sex. Then we fought again. It was destroying us both. So no, I don't miss us at all." I'm a liar. I miss us, and we both know it. Andrew and I had bad days, but when he
Caroline "Take this pea package and hold it against your eye," I give the package to Andrew. He is sitting on a chair in my kitchen, shirtless because his t-shirt is red from his bleeding nose. Jonatan punched him in the face, which wasn't smart. Out of the two, my hockey friend is the better fig
Caroline and I hooked up after breaking up, and I thought she wanted me back. But it turns out she only wanted sex, and the next day, she went out with another guy. I called her a cheater because I didn't know our getting back together meant nothing to her. I was hurt, pissed off, and then she alm
Andrew I'm on the beach with Caroline. We are sitting on our sunbeds underneath the dazzling sun. I'm spread like a seastar while she sits with her knees bent to her chest. A water bottle is held by her hand, and I catch a droplet running down her chin as I eye her in secret. Since her scars ar
Caroline I'm sitting in the hospital lobby. It's time to leave, but Jonatan is too busy with some modeling gig to come and pick me up. Luckily, I got it covered: I was close to calling a cab an hour ago, but it seems Andrew got my back. He texted me and said he would pick me up from the hospital.