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Chapter 21

Author: Queenms
last update Huling Na-update: 2023-05-29 23:42:50
The Organization

Nilingon ko siya nang sakupin ng takot ang buo kong katawan. But I've got not answer from him. He's just holding the steel wheel of his car and with the way he's holding it seems like he's going to break it in any minute. He is also clenching his jaw while looking straightly in front. Not minding me at all.

Why is he mad at me? Sa aming dalawa, ako ang mas may karapatang magalit. It's christmas and I have just found out that the only girl I am worrying about, can easily go at his house and much worse in his room.

Does he ever know how much it hurt me? In that small span of time, I already questioned my worth, my self, and his love for me. Tama ba na ipagpatuloy namin ito? I know that I still have to hear his side, his explanation. But, somehow, I feel like I don't want to hear it right now.

""Uuwi na ako." Anang ko nang lumipas na ang labin-limang minutong katahimikan sa loob ng kanyang sasakya.

He tilted his head at me and from the side of my eye, I saw how he has ha
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  • A Touch on my Heart   Chapter 23

    Last NightHearing all those words came out from his mouth gave me butterflies in my stomach. I felt like they are celebrating something inside of it and I may hate to say it but...I love how I feel. I love how those words put a smile on my face. Ano ka ba, Ash? Kailangan mong panindigan ang desisyon mo! Hindi pwedeng agad-agaran ka na namang makikipag-relasyon nang hindi ka pa maayos. Dahil paano kung nasasabi niya lang 'yan dahil ikaw ang nadito? Paano kung bumalik si Kate? And the fact that Allison still has access on his house, and can go there in anytime she wants, is bothering me.I just can't come back to him and act like he didn't hurt me, like we didn't hurt each other. I have always been so strong and I always face my battles without even shredding a small amount of tears. Pero iba ang sakit na aking naramdaman nang malaman ang mga iyon kay Jake. I don't know if it would be better if I didn't ask? But well, if I didn't ask him...I don't think he would ever tell me about it.

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  • A Touch on my Heart   Chapter 24: Part 1

    RosasMabilis na lumipas ang mga araw. Tinupad nga ni Jake ang usapan namin, he never called or texted me even at once. And it really helped me to heal and be better. I gave all my focus in my studies and it seems like all my sacrifices, our sacrifices have been paid off. Isang linggo na lang at matatapos na rin ang finals namin.After our finals, I promise to myself that I'll work on my relationship with Jake. Sa mga lumipas na buwan, hindi rin nakalimot sina Itay at Inay para kamustahin ako. Our relationship with each other are getting better...and after all these things, I will make sure that I'll be with Jake. Wala nang makakapigil.I'm here right now on one of the benches in the field of TSU while waiting on my friends. Nagpaalam muna silang may bibilhin lang muna kaya hindi na ako sumama pa. I was writing a letter for Jake when someone covered my eyes. Napangiti ako nang maamoy ang pamilyar na amoy na iyon. I knew that scent too well. For the past months, we became each other's

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  • A Touch on my Heart   Chapter 24: Part 2

    LeavePagpasok naming apat sa opisina ni Atlas ay nginitian lang kami ni Joy pagkatapos ay sinara na niya ang pinto. My eyes roamed around the office of Atlas but he's not here."Akala ko ba naghihintay na si Atlas sa atin dito?" Gizelle asked."Baka may pinuntahan lang?" Ani Jessica.Nanatili kaming nakatayo sa tapat ng pintuan nang biglang bumukas ang pintuan ng CR at iniluwal nun si Atlas. Atlas looked shocked with our presence. His eyes are wide and lips are parted. He's wearing a white longsleeve polo partnered with his black pants. He's also wearing a dark blue necktie hanging around his neck."Upo kayo," nagmamadali niyang saad at lumapit sa amin upang ituro ang sofa na nakapwesto malapit sa kanyang lamesa.Sinunod namin ang sinabi niya. Jessica was the first one to sit on the left side, followed by Gizelle, then Andrei, and then me.Atlas dialed something on his phone before sitting on the sofa in front of us. "I am Atlas Samaniego, owner of this Organization." He then smiled.

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    Pregnant"A-Ano'ng ibig sabihin nito?" Nauutal kong tanong.Hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay nakakapasok pa rin si Allison sa bahay niya. Hindi ko kayang mag-isip ng mga dahilan. I can't...because I know that it will only hurt me. Hindi ko nga alam kung saan ako humugot ng lakas nang loob upang tanungin siya.Jake didn't answer my question. He didn't even look at me. I held his arms then shook it. "J-Jake, sumagot ka." Pilit ko pa ring nilalakasan ang loob ko sa kabila nang sakit na nararamdaman nito. Hindi pa ako pwedeng masaktan. Wala pa naman akong nalalaman hindi ba? Kailangan ko munang malaman ang lahat.Kung noon ay hindi ko siya binibigyan ng pagkakataon upang ipaliwanag niya ang kanyang sarili, ngayon ay pakikinggan ko siya. I've grown already. I've accepted that in a relationship, you need to sometimes listen to your partner. Kaya ayan ang gagawin ko ngayon...ang makinig.Ngunit paano ko papakinggan ang isang taong ayaw naman magpaliwanag?"Can't you understand? I

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  • A Touch on my Heart   Chapter 26

    PromiseAtlas helped me in paying my bills in the Hospital and he also drove me home. Hindi na ako tumanggi dahil alam ko namang hindi ko kayang umuwi mag-isa. Nakahiga ako ngayon sa kama ko habang si Atlas ay naghahanda ng aming hapunan. Sinubukan kong tumanggi pero parang wala siyang balak magpapigil kaya't hinayaan ko na lamang. Hanggang ngayon ay sariwa pa rin sa akin ang mga nangyari. The way Jake looked at me felt like he doesn't love me anymore...pero alam ko, alam kong mahal niya pa ako. He just needs more time to comprehend and he will then realize that I am the one he loves."Nagluto ako ng tinola para makahigop ka ng sabaw." Atlas said while preparing the food in the table.Nakakunot ang noo ko habang pinapanood siya. "Why are you helping me out, Atlas?" Hindi ko na nakayanan pa ang hindi siya tanungin.I saw how he halted when I asked him that question. Lumingon siya sa akin bago binigyan ng isang maliit na ngiti."I witnessed how genuine you are in helping other people.

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  • A Touch on my Heart   Chapter 27

    Suspicious They say that if you really love the person, then fight for it. Show them how much you love them, don't just give up so easily...even if it means breaking your own heart. Their engagement party has passed and I didn't go because I know that I'd just cry in pain if I witness it. I'm trying to cope up with all my problems and acting like I'm okay...even though I am not. It's been a week now since their engagement party and never did I once open my phone. Alam kong mapupuno lang iyon ng mga balita tungkol sa kanilang dalawa. Jake is one of the biggest and powerful bachelor same as Allison so I am very much sure that their names will be written all over the internet.Alam ko ring uulanin ako ng mga tanong ng mga kaibigan ko na alam ko namang walang kasagutan. How could I answer them if I cannot answer my own questions? And my family, my parents...alam kong maaaring nakarating na rin sa kanila ang mga balitang iyon.Medyo malaki na rin ang tiyan ko kaya hindi na ako gaanong lu

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    Avenge"Doc, how is she doing? How about the baby?""They are both okay. It's just that your wife must stay away from stress. If it happens again, I can't guarantee the safety of the child and also the safety of your wife."Ito ang bumungad sa akin nang magising ako. Andito na naman ako. Nailagay ko na naman sa kapahamakan ang buhay ng anak ko. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ba ako matututo at titigil sa paghahabol kay Jake. He hurt me already multiple times, not just emotionally but also physically.I don't know how to stop. When I get to know him and my heart started to beat only for him, I knew that it would bring me harm and pain, but still...I continued because I love him. But it's different now. I already learned from my mistakes. He didn't love me. He cheated on me. He doesn't deserve to know my child. "Are you okay?" Napalingon ako kay Atlas nang lumapit siya sa akin upang tanungin iyon.I bit my lips to stop it from trembling. He's just asking me if I am okay but why does it fe

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